Boys and Girls

They made their way back to Lima and unloaded Blaine’s suitcase. Blaine didn’t need his overnighter since Kurt had packed everything into his suitcase. It would just be a few more extra days of living out of a suitcase which wasn’t a big deal. 2 days until the big trip and tonight was an Xbox all-nighter. Blaine was looking forward to spending some time with the guys. It worked for Kurt and Blaine that he fit in with the guys a little better. It made Finn feel a brotherly attachment to Blaine, in a different way than what he had with Kurt..

Kurt had Mercedes and Rachel coming over to paint nails and just hang out and talk. They were going to talk about places to go to and other secrets that they always talked about. Usually, they would talk about boys and what they wanted and always led to the discussion about sex. Kurt was not sure whether he would end up telling them what happened just a week ago and a few nights ago, but I guess it would depend on how much everyone was sharing and what they talked about. Parts of Kurt wanted to scream out that he, Kurt Hummel, was no longer a virgin and that the most gorgeous, Blaine Anderson, was who he lost it with. The other part of Kurt knew that is was a very personal and beautiful moment that should be kept between them.

The boys came over early and since Puck drove, they all came in at the same time. Blaine and Kurt came downstairs as soon as they heard the doorbell. The guys took over the family room immediately. Blaine found a good spot on the floor leaning up against the sofa. Finn already had a controller in hand and Kurt turned to him totally annoyed. “Finn, you are a horrible host. Are you going to at least offer the something to drink or get some snacks?”

Finn was already mesmerized by the Xbox. “Huh?”

“Fine! Can I get you guys something to drink?” Kurt was annoyed with Finn’s lack of manners when it came to guests.

All of them asked for a Coke, and made sure to reiterate, not Diet Coke.

Kurt went into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of chips and started to empty them into a bowl. Blaine followed him in and wrapped his arms around Kurt’s waist. Kurt leaned back into Blaine relishing the familiar warmth and smell of his boyfriend. “I love you, Kurt.” Blaine whispered into his ear. Kurt leaned his head back brushing his cheek against the side of Blaine’s face. He loved the roughness of Blaine’s 5 o’clock shadow. Blaine sighed and turned to place a soft kiss to Kurt’s cheek and reached his hand up to Kurt’s face turning it until their lips met. He quickly parted Kurt’s lips and licked at his bottom lip eliciting a moan from Kurt. Blaine had Kurt up against the counter as ideas raced through his mind and he felt himself harden behind Kurt.

Kurt whispered into Blaine’s ear. “Blaine Anderson. I want you right now, but unlike you, I have a roomful of guests to entertain.” When would they ever tire of touching each other. Kurt silently hoped never.

“Well, now you did it Kurt. Now all I can think about is getting you in bed. You can’t say things like that if I am going to hang out with the boys. I am going to be dying all night until I see you in bed. Meet me in bed at midnight. I am not going to be doing anything all night, unless it is doing you.” Kurt liked to hear dirty Blaine every now and then. Blaine regained his composure knowing that Kurt was bringing him back to the reality that there were a roomful of their friends 10 feet away. Kurt moved away toward the refrigerator and grabbed some pop cans and placed them on the counter. He turned to shut the fridge door but Blaine had his hand on the door and Kurt trapped in the opening. He turned around to reprimand Blaine, but was caught behind the head and Blaine’s hands were pressing his mouth to Kurt’s in an open mouthed kiss. There was a lot of heat and desire behind this kiss.

“I’ll have you, your mouth and your body later, my love.” Blaine growled and pressed his hand to the front of Kurt’s pants stroking the length of Kurt’s erection one time. Kurt gasped at his touch. This act was a promise from Blaine about what they would later share. Kurt’s eyes were closed and his mouth hung open. Blaine took this opportunity to plunge his tongue into Kurt’s mouth for one last taste before turning and going back into the family room. As he walked away. “I hope you aren’t tired because I’m thinking of not letting you sleep later.” He turned and smiled and backed his way out of the room, smiling.

Kurt was stunned but turned, shut the fridge door and grabbed the bowl of chips. Trying to ignore the tightness in his pants, he followed after Blaine. Two can play this game. He surveyed the room and found Blaine seated on the floor in front of the sofa right at the coffee table. “I brought you guys something.” He crossed the room with the bowl and stood right in front of Blaine and bent over the put the bowl on the coffee table making sure his ass was right in front of Blaine’s face. Finn and Puck picked up immediately on the flirtatious way Kurt was doing this.

“Kurt, dude, do you have to do that to him? He can’t be distracted or we will lose.” Finn was frustrated as he watched Blaine’s eye follow Kurt’s movement.

“What are you talking about Finn? I brought in chips.” Kurt stood up and was on his way upstairs when the doorbell rang. “My friends are here boys! We will be upstairs if you need us.” He opened the door and a squealing Rachel jumped to envelope Kurt in a hug.

“2 more days!” She was yelling in such a high pitch, Kurt was sure that it might break crystal.

“Rachel, calm down. Hey Cedes! Come on in. Do you want something to drink?”

“No, I’m good,” Rachel walked into the family room to a bunch of guys totally mesmerized by the TV. “Well, isn’t this a site. It’s like no one exists when they are playing.” The boys were yelling at each other about something that happened in the game. “Hi Finn. We’ll be upstairs.” No response.

“Blaine, baby, I’ll be upstairs if you need me.” The response Kurt received was a general nod with a blank stare. Kurt thought to himself, at least it was somewhat of a response.

“Rachel, Kurt. Why are you even bothering? Let’s go!”

The 3 of them headed upstairs. Mercedes sat at the end of Kurt’s bed and Rachel took a seat on the floor. Kurt just plopped himself down right on the bed and let out a loud groan. “What’s the matter Kurt?” Mercedes knew that Kurt was dying to tell them something.

“Nothing really. Everything is really great.”

“Is Blaine not treating you right? I will go down there and beat his curly ass.” Mercedes had her tough side.

“No, everything really is perfect. Maybe too perfect.”

Rachel sighed. “You guys are so cute together Kurt. What could possibly be wrong?”

Kurt knew he could never share Blaine’s story. But he was a little frustrated about it. “I am, you know, frustrated.” Mercedes was the first to take a second glance at Kurt as the words left his mouth.

“Really? So, w-w-what have you been doing to get you all frustrated?” Mercedes didn’t know what they had already done. “Kurt, it always helps for you to talk through it. I promise we won’t tell and we won’t let Blaine know.”

Rachel jumped up on the bed to lay down facing Kurt and Mercedes spun around and crossed her legs. They were ready to hear all the juicy details. Rachel was the first to speak. “Kurt, spill.”

“Well, this is between us right? You guys are my best friends and I love you both so much. Well, not as much as I love Blaine.” Kurt actually laughed because he was a little nervous to tell them. They didn’t really know what gay sex was like and he was just learning himself. He knew he was going to stutter through all of this. “Okay, so we like do a lot of touching. You know what I mean?”

“Like, you are talking about you touching him and him touching you. Okay, I get it.” Mercedes looked like she was trying to visualize this. “Do you like.. do you.. like give each other blowjobs too?” Her eyes were wide with question. She didn’t look disgusted by it, but she looked like she was trying to picture them doing these things. Rachel remained interested, but she stopped asking questions because she sensed that she may hear too much.

“Yeah Cedes. We do all that, and we have lost our virginity too.”

“I don’t get it.” Rachel finally spoke up. Mercedes nodded her head in agreement. “You just said you were frustrated. If you are, you know, doing things with your hands and you mouth and you just said that you aren’t a virgin, than I am confused about why you are frustrated.”

“We have. You know, me under him. I just haven’t … the other way.” Kurt was trying to avoid eye contact while the information that he just told them had time to sink into their completely heterosexual brains. Both looked like they were trying to decipher what he was trying to tell them.

“Oh, crap, white boy. I get it.” Mercedes smiled big, like she just won a prize at a contest. “So you have been receiving and he wants to continue to be the quarterback. Am I getting this right?” She giggled just thinking about it. “Blaine is getting his dirty on!”
“yes.” Rachel still looked confused.

“So, I really like being on the receiving end.” Kurt decided that using the football reference would be a good way to get the information across. “I actually like it a whole lot and would probably be fine, except I want to know what it would be like to be the, uh….., quarterback.”

“OH!!! Now I get it… OH!” The light bulb right over Rachel’s head just lit up. “So, you want to be the one doing it to him instead of him doing it to you. So strange that we can talk in all these random terms and figure out what we are talking about.”

Mercedes giggled at that statement because it was funny. “Now that we are all on the same page, will you answer some questions?”

“Maybe. I would never betray Blaine’s trust.”

“Well, you said you really like being the bottom person, so what’s the big deal. You get something out of it. Maybe that isn’t the right way to say it. I mean, you, you know, climax too right?”

“Just because I am receiving doesn’t mean that I don’t get to, crap. I am tired of talking in these terms. Can I just say come.”

Rachel gasped at the word. “Fine Kurt, go ahead and use that word.”

“So as I was saying, just because I am receiving, doesn’t mean that I don’t get to come. When you’re having sex as a gay couple, there are a bunch of things going on all at once. So, either he or I will, you know, touch me while the other stuff is happening.” Neither girl seemed to react bad to the explanation, though Kurt thought it should have scared the shit out of them picturing he and Blaine doing the dirty. “The thing is, I know why he won’t let me be the top right now. The reason is a really good one. I definitely can’t share that information, but girls the sex is awesome, so I can just imagine what would be like.” Kurt’s eyes were big just thinking about it.

“Okay, both of you know that I am a virgin, so I can’t even really understand how it is for gay men, when I have no idea what its’ like for straight people, but if you like receiving and he likes giving, then why can’t you just wait?” Rachel became immediately sensitive. “Whatever caused Blaine to feel this way was I hope it was not a really bad thing.”

“I wish I could tell you it wasn’t a bad thing too.” Kurt’s eyes were starting to tear up. “It was heartbreaking and I love him so much.” Tears fell down Kurt’s cheeks. Rachel put her arms around Kurt while he cried for a few moments. Mercedes was rubbing his back and whispering ‘shh’. “I know that I am being selfish by wanting this so bad. I feel like such a bad person sometimes.”

“No, you’re not a bad person Kurt.” Rachel was comforting. “You can be selfish sometimes, but I think that’s okay with what you and Blaine have been through to get to this point. I know you Kurt, you will do the right thing. I think you know that you need to wait for Blaine, so I won’t tell you what you already know. If you love him? You will wait.” Rachel might have been speaking to someone else at that point. She had tears in her eyes that she was visibly pushing back. She was speaking not to just Kurt, but also to Finn.

“I would wait forever, if that was how long it took.” Kurt felt renewed strength and conviction after this conversation. “Maybe I just needed to talk to someone about it. Maybe Blaine and I need to make a better effort to spend time with other people. We are sometimes lost in ourselves. This has helped me so much.”

Mercedes smiled because she could see how much Kurt loved Blaine. “You guys are sometimes lost in each other, but that’s because you both, and I repeat, you both, are so in love with each other.” Kurt smiled because he knew his heart was attached permanently to Blaine. There was no Kurt without Blaine. He made Kurt stronger and full of life. “I want what you have someday.” She hugged Kurt. “I agree with Rachel, that you will wait. And after all Kurt, it’s not like you aren’t getting any.”

“I love both of you so much. Now, whose nails am I doing.” Kurt reached for his nail file.

The three friends spent the next few hours watching Project Runway and laughing and telling stories. Kurt missed this. He hadn’t done this in a while and was in need of this personal attention. 11:00 hit and Mercedes and Rachel said they needed to head home. Both were packing the next day. He walked them downstairs where they stopped in the family room to glance at the intense game playing still going on. Chips were gone.

Rachel tried to get Finn’s attention, but just got a head nod and see you tomorrow Rachel. She was disappointed, but Finn would make it up to her because Kurt was going to make him. After sending the girls on their way, Kurt returned to the family room just hovering in the doorway. He was staring at Blaine. How could Kurt have been so lucky to have Blaine? Kurt looked at Blaine in wonder. He was beautiful. He was very intense looking at the screen and Kurt could see the reflection of the game’s moving characters in his eyes. Blaine glanced in Kurt’s direction and smiled big. Kurt’s heart fluttered at the attention that Blaine purposely gave him. Kurt smiled back leaning his head against the wall. He knew he would wait forever because that’s what he and Blaine had. Forever. Kurt let out a sigh, not even realizing he did that. Blaine made eye contact and looked down at his watch. Kurt’s smile grew larger because Blaine was telling him that he was watching the time. After all, Blaine Anderson keeps his promises. Kurt’s heart pounded as he turned and headed to his room to work on his moisturizing routine. He was afraid there would be no time after Blaine came upstairs