"You Call Me Crazy, But I Think That I'm Just Falling In Love."

- Closer : Weatherstar

Dear Kurt,

Thank you so much for meeting my parents and coming to this dinner with me. I know you had your trouble at first, but I am so glad you decided to come in with me and not blow off the dinner. Honestly, it meant so much to me that you wanted and go to meet them. It meant so much to them, as well.

You are amazing, Kurt. Simply, amazing.

Dinner was fantastic. Haha, and that waitress. I feel bad that I hurt her feelings, but you are so much more important to me. I think she needs to learn that flirting with her costumers is not good. You never know if they are taken.

Which, of course, I happily am.

So finding out that your fluent in french was definitely, not anything I was expecting. But, you know, it should have been obvious because you always seem to surprise me some how. So I was going to tell you I was fluent in Italian, but I knew that you would find out when we were inside the restaurant. Your face was priceless, by the way. You even muttered something in French when you found out, which my mother found amazing that you could speak in fluent french. So were you surprised by my fluent Italian, like I was your fluent French?

By the way, I've never heard my parents talk to anyone that much since they first met Wes and David, in my sixth grade year, about six years ago.

Speaking of my parents...

See I told you my parents would love you. When I got home after dropping you off, I went home this weekend, they wouldn't stop talking about you. And they said I was bad! I mean they had to have talked about you for hours! And they kept telling me things that I all ready knew.

For example, they said that you are amazing.

Knew that.

They said that you have a great personality.

Knew that all ready, as well.

My mother told me that you were very handsome.

I, of course, had to correct her there. You're not just handsome, you absolutely gorgeous, and beautiful.

Oh, by the way, you made a new best friend. My mom wants you to visit any and every time you can. AKA every time you are with me, she expects me to bring you to see her. She also said to come over to visit her even when you are not with me. So I hope that you are okay with having a new best friend. Hopefully, she won't steal you away from me. Because I like you to much to give you to my mother.

My father likes you as well. Which kind of surprises me, but then again not really. After, I finally got my mother to calm down from meeting you, we went to watch so game, I don't even remember what it was that we watched. Anyway, while watching this game, he began to ask me all these different questions about you. Don't even ask me what they were, there was so many, I can't remember like any of them. Although, I can remember one of them, the very last question he asked me.

He asked, "Do you think that Kurt's, the one?" When he first said it, I couldn't believe my ears. Was he really asking me such a question? I thought my ears where playing tricks on me, but he asked the question again, making sure I was paying attention this time.

Of course, you are the one. At least, I believe you are, I don't know what thought goes through your mind while you are thinking about us. I hope it's something good. I know that I only met you about two months ago, but I think about you all the time. You corrupt my mind with your beauty and your personality. I can't see my life with out you. It's so hard just to think about you not being there. I lost you once, and I don't think I could bare to loose you again. It'd be too hard. My heart aches just thinking about it now, it hurts just writing this down. I don't want to think about it.

I told my father, "Without a doubt in my mind, I know Kurt is the one."

He then surprised me by saying, "Good, cause he's a keeper. He's good for you, Blaine. Whatever you do, just please, don't let him go." Oh Father, I don't ever plan on that. He also told me, "There is something about you two. I see your mother and I, in you guys. You'll last, for as long as you live, Blaine. I just know it." He said all of this without even blinking and eye away from the television screen. What he doesn't know is my eyes were beginning to water. He had the hardest time accepting who I was when I came out three years ago. He began to finally accept me only a year and a half ago. So seeing him this way, seeing how he was acting around you, had finally made me realize that he's over it. He finally accepts me for who I am and he accepts you as well.

Kurt, dropping you off today at your house... God, have I never wanted to kiss you so bad before. We stood on your porch just looking. Just looking at each other. The way you starred at me, made me crave the feeling of your lips on mine. The way we stood in silence. Drinking each other in. Like we were trying to take a mental picture of each other, like we'd never see each other again. Or that we would forget what each other looked like in the short amount of time that we would be apart.

I want to kiss you so bad. But there is no way I would be able too. You have to make the first move. I'm to afraid that you will run again. And like I said I don't want to lose you. I don't want to make the same mistake twice.

I need you.

Oh damn, I don't realize how late it was. I got to go to bed. My parents want to spend the whole day together tomorrow. Oh joy, this should be very interesting. I bet you that you will be the center of the conversation the whole time. And you know what, I don't even mind. I love talking about you.

Blaine