"Stop it, Rachel," Kurt snapped. "I'm nervous enough as it is."

"Don't be nervous," Rachel instructed. "Blaine adores you."

"You do realize that this is the first date I will be going on since John?" Kurt raised an eyebrow.

"Second," Rachel corrected and Kurt scowled.

"I'll kill Mercedes," he muttered darkly.

"Relax, Kurt," Rachel soothed. "You'll be fine. You'll have a great evening with Blaine. He's really looking forward to this."

"How do you know?" Kurt asked doubtfully.

"He works with Finn and Puck," Rachel smirked. "They asked about the date and they said that Blaine is really excited about this."

"I am too," Kurt mumbled quietly and Rachel positively beamed. "Are you sure it's OK to look after Paige tonight?"

"I'm sure. She'll have a great time," Rachel promised him.

"I'll pick her up tomorrow morning," Kurt assured her.

"Go get ready for your date," Rachel smiled and he nodded. He headed to the living room and interrupted Paige as she was making a tower out of Lego.

"Alright sweetie, I have to go," Kurt smiled and pulled Paige into a hug, kissing her cheek. "You be a good girl and listen to Auntie Rachel."

"I will, Daddy," Paige nodded firmly.

Kurt smiled at her and kissed her forehead. "I love you so much, sweetie."

"Love you too, Daddy," Paige smiled, reaching out for another hug, which Kurt eagerly returned.

Paige settled back down with her tower and continued to build, glancing over at Alex's own tower. Kurt watched her for a moment before moving back to Rachel.

"Bye," Kurt said and Rachel smiled.

"Have fun and don't be nervous," Rachel instructed, pushing him to the door.

"It's not like there's a switch," Kurt grumbled and she laughed.

Kurt headed home and immediately jumped in the shower, taking the time to wash himself and relax his muscles. When he was finished with his shower he went to his wardrobe and pondered through it, eventually settling an outfit. He changed and styled his hair, making sure it was perfect. He was just putting the last touches on it when his doorbell rang and he froze.

Unlocking his limbs, Kurt nervously made his way to the door and opened it, revealing a very handsome and smiling Blaine.

"Hi," Blaine greeted. "You look amazing."

"You too," Kurt returned the compliment and it was completely truthful. Blaine looked so handsome.

He took in Kurt's expression and frowned. "You're having seconds thoughts," Blaine assumed, deflating somewhat.

"No," Kurt assured him. "It's just – I'm nervous."

"About what?" Blaine asked, leaning against the door frame. Kurt noticed this and beckoned Blaine inside. He looked around the small apartment, taking in the toys neatly in the toy box by the TV, drawings on the fridge, pencils on the table.

Kurt leant against the table, winding his hands together. "I haven't," he blushed, looking away from Blaine. "I haven't dated in a while."

"Since your husband passed," Blaine clarified and Kurt nodded. Blaine wasn't going to pretend that Kurt didn't have a history. He had one, everyone did. But this was now.

"I mean – I went on one date," Kurt shrugged. "But it was awful and I felt so guilty afterwards."

"Are you sure you want to do this Kurt?" Blaine asked. "I'm happy to be your friend."

"I really like you, Blaine," Kurt said shyly. "I haven't felt this way since John and it scares me."

"I'm not replacing him," Blaine assured him, approaching Kurt hesitantly. "I know he was a big part of your life." Kurt looked at Blaine like he couldn't quite believe he was real. "I already know about Paige and I happen to love kids. I want kids someday. We can take this as fast or as slow as you like. I want to date you, Kurt."

Kurt smiled and Blaine took his hands. "I want to take this slow," Kurt told him and he nodded. "I don't want to tell Paige until I'm sure about this."

"That sounds good to me," Blaine smiled and Kurt sighed in relief.

"OK, I'm ready to go," Kurt nodded and Blaine grinned.

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As far as first dates went, it was perfect. They took a stroll around Central Park first as it was still light. They talked about everything; music – Kurt learned that Blaine sung and played the guitar and Blaine was happy to note that Kurt was a countertenor – books – Kurt had giggled when Blaine admitted that he was a Harry Potter fan – fashion, Vogue.

When it started to get dark, Blaine took Kurt to a small restaurant where they shared a platter and the conversation flowed naturally between them. Blaine asked Kurt about his family and all about Paige. Kurt asked Blaine about being in the force back in Ohio and Blaine told Kurt that being gay was one of the reasons why he had to transfer out of there. He told Kurt about his friends and how he loved New York but missed them.

After dinner, Blaine walked Kurt back to his apartment. Kurt invited him in and they sat on the couch, facing each other and continued to talk, never running out of topics. Kurt didn't want the date to end but it was getting late and Blaine had a shift the next day. Kurt walked him to the door and Blaine slid his jacket on.

"I had fun, Blaine," Kurt smiled brightly. "Thank you for a wonderful evening."

"I had a great time too, Kurt," Blaine beamed. "Any chance we can do it again?"

Kurt chuckled at Blaine's hopeful expression. "Yes, of course."

Blaine breathed a sigh of relief and gently took Kurt's hand. He hesitated before pulling Kurt closer. He gave a slight nod of conformation before Blaine leaned in and kissed him softly. Kurt had nearly forgotten what it was like to be kissed. Blaine's lips were soft and full under his and Kurt simply melted like butter under his touch. Blaine pulled back softly and Kurt's eyes fluttered open and found Blaine smiling at him adoringly.

"Night, Kurt," Blaine murmured.

"Night, Blaine," Kurt replied breathlessly and Blaine beamed before opening the door and slipping out.

Kurt shut the door and sagged against it. His heart was beating irregularly and he felt as if he might float away.

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Blaine headed to his car with a spring in his step. He was so happy with how the date had gone and he had fallen for Kurt a little harder. He could be with Kurt 24/7 and never get tired of him. He wanted to know every little thing about him. Blaine was surprised at how fast he had fallen for Kurt but he wasn't about to regret it.

Blaine slipped into his car and gently eased into the traffic, heading home. He knew who would be in his dreams tonight.

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Kurt's phone rang and he checked caller ID, rolling his eyes when he saw who it was. "Rachel?" He greeted.

"Is it over?" Rachel demanded.

"He just left," Kurt frowned. "Is Paige OK?"

"She's fine. She's asleep in bed. We had a great night," Rachel assured him. "The question is, did you?"

"Yes, it was amazing," Kurt smiled and Rachel squealed.

"Did you kiss?" She demanded and Kurt rolled his eyes.

"Yes."

Rachel squealed again, louder this time, and Kurt held the phone away from his ear. "Oh Kurt, I'm so happy for you," she sighed. "How do you feel?"

"I love John, and I always will. But you and the girls were right. It's time for me to move on and be happy again."

"Do you think Blaine could make you happy?" Rachel asked.

"Yes, he could make me very happy," Kurt smiled and Rachel giggled.

"Alright, I'll leave you to bask in your wonderful date glow," she teased. "But the girls and I expect full details over lunch."

"Fine. Goodbye, Rachel," Kurt deadpanned but he couldn't keep the grin off of his face.

"Bye."

Kurt hung up and flopped on the couch. Yeah, he was totally going to bask in his wonderful post-date glow.