Blaines POV

My life has been very nice, there have been a few bumps in the road but thats just life. After taking extra classes, night and weekends, to graduate early with Kurt and Rach, its been a whirlwind. We ran to New York City like we had a deadline. Rach and Kurt wanted to have time to adjust to the new city life before starting NYADA and I had some time before starting Columbia.

Originally it was us three in a loft in Brooklyn.A huge loft could make at least 4 bedrooms and a common area. Kurt and I mainly spent night together so there was always extra room for others to come stay with us, which was perfect for the rest of the crew when they migrated from Lima to NYC. 

Even tho Kurt and I were never officially together we shared moments no one can take from us. First kiss, first crush, first --- everything!!

We started college and made the decision that we would remain #1 in each others lives no matter what! We would stay best friends! We had/have high ambitions and wanted to make sure they were achieved before we settle down. We wanted to make sure we can give each other everything we want and need. 

After Coop passed in that car crash, I thought I would never be the same. I was drinking, sleeping with random guys from any bar I entered. Kurt was always there, just sitting back and letting me grieve the way I needed. Of course never letting it get too far I know it must have hurt him on some level seeing me give away a part of myself that was only supposed to be reserved for him. But he never complained and never, not once threw it in my face.

So naturally when Finn passed i rushed to Kurt and Rachels side as if he was my own flesh and blood. Since then life been different, but good nonetheless. Weve accomplished plenty! All of us.

Its just after The New Year and 2013 looks promising. This is the year me and Kurt!! 

When i think of the times hes held me tight and kissed me with this love in his eyes that makes me feel like weve already spent 50 years together, it makes me tingle inside like a silly 13 year old with a stupid crush.

Hes my other half, a part of me I dont understand how I was born without.

I sit at my desk remembering our first time. How scared we were. But how unbelievably comfortable we both were. How when we kissed and the fireworks exploded around us there was not a care in the world. I remembering laying him down while i softly but firmly kissed him. His eyes closed and he looks like an angel. I love this kid, this guy, now a man! They way it felt when I entered him was like heaven! The two of us doing this act of love that we knew would last a lifetime!

Back to class now. Back to the students whose parents pay me quite a bit to help their kids focus their skills.

Kurt and I have a standing Lunch date every Wednesday. Rachel, Santana and Dani join us when they arent busy with their shows. 

"Why does every week feel like a month? I hate not living with you anymore" Kurt says

I tilt my head in a way I know makes in tingle down there

"You know why I left. We needed to focus"

he looks and sighs

"I know, well now that we are approaching our deadline you can leave that upper east side penthouse and return to the brooklyn loft you once called home" He says jokingly, even tho i know theres a hint of seriousness in his response. 

I do earn a great deal more than him, how? i dont know! 

These upper east side parents will pay anything to anyone that says they can help their kid do better whether they have talents or not! They are lucky i am as talented as i am and that I can genuinely help their kids. I do have an audition process they MUST pass. Everyones talents are different but if I just take on anyone who applies my credibility is in jeopardy. I need to accept the best in order for them to be the best. My success rate is high, with the help of Rachel who comes in 2 times a month and coaches.

Back to lunch with Kurt

"I dont plan on moving back to Brooklyn unless its in a cozy townhouse we can raise our kids in" i say to him with a smile

"Well it has to have a backyard or its a no-go" Kurt replies

"Anything you want" i say matter-of-factly, because its true! God i would do anything for this man.

"Are we still on for the Gala this Friday? I ask

"Yes, but you have to let me pick out your outfit this time. Last time you made me wear this ridiculously expensive Gucci that I was afraid of getting dirty. GOD i didnt even have red wine that night"

I giggle. I sometimes go shopping for him and sneak things into his closet. He has amazing taste, and can afford the best, but chooses to stay humble, and i love that about him.

"Fine, only because i trust you. I know I can only look amazing in your hands" i reply

We finish our lunch, he leans forward and gives me a tap kiss as if the most natural thing in the world for us. Like weve been doing this for ages.