Dec. 29, 2015, 6 p.m.
My Heart's A Haven: The Morning After
E - Words: 2,293 - Last Updated: Dec 29, 2015 Story: Closed - Chapters: 13/? - Created: Jul 06, 2015 - Updated: Jul 06, 2015 217 0 0 0 0
Sorry, it's been so long guys. I'm uploading two chapters since it took so long for me to update. Thanks for reading :)
Kurts eyes fluttered open drearily and his fingers twitched from where they were resting in front of his face. Someone was holding him from behind. Who is that, Kurt thought fleetingly, flexing and unflexing his toes. He turned around and was immediately met with hazel crystals, long eyelashes, and pink lips. Kurt felt the corners of his mouth tug upwards, and his heart bursting inside his chest. Memories of the night before flood his mind, every touch and every word.
"Baby," Blaine whispered, leaning forward to kiss Kurts eyelids. The chestnut-haired mans eyes fluttered close, heart erratically skipping. Blaine pulled away but leaned back in to kiss his lovers cheeks, nose, and finally his mouth, pecking it twice before deepening it and tilting his head to get better access. Kurt smiled against Blaines lips, pressing forward and not getting enough of Blaines scent. Blaines hand came up to caress Kurts neck, fingers trailing a path up to his hair where he twined them with silky locks. Kurt moaned but pulled away, exhaling sweet breath onto Blaines cheek.
"Last night.." Kurt paused, not finding the right words to describe the night before. He opened his eyes and met Blaines glowing irises, eyebrows raised expectantly. "Was one of the best things thats ever happened to me."
Blaine smiled largely, but it immediately faltered.
"One of the best things?" Blaine inquired. Kurt rolled his eyes.
"Yes, dummy," Kurt smirked but leaned forward to embrace the man in front of him. "There was that time when I came into the theatre for callbacks and you touched me for the first time. Do you remember that?"
It took a minute for Blaine to register but when he did he tightened his grip on his love.
"That was when I first realized how special you were to me. I was fascinated by you. I probably would have kissed you right there if those girls hadnt interrupted," Blaine said playfully.
"Yes, well the world has a way of making things hard, huh?" Kurt asked rhetorically. Blaine nodded and leaned down to kiss Kurts temple. Kurt smiled but continued.
"And then there was that time in the bathroom at the bar," Kurt mentioned. He felt Blaines mouth form into a smile where it was resting against his head.
"It was so hard for me to say no to you on the dance floor. I wanted to take you right there. But Im glad this happened when it did," Blaine said, reaching his hand behind him to grab one of Kurts hands. He brought it up to his lips and kissed his knuckles. Kurt flushed.
"A-and then there was that time when we said we loved each other for the first time," Kurt said, looking up into Blaines eyes. There was something new behind those eyes. Yes, there was love. There has always been love. But something was different this time. It was dedication.
"I love you, Kurt. Forever and always. No matter what happens, Im here for you," Blaine said, kissing Kurts hand again and again. Kurt smiled lovingly up at his Dom, his companion, his soulmate.
"I love you, too, Blaine. And Ill always be here for you, too. Through everything," Kurt replied. They moved forward and caught each others lips, kissing tenderly and slowly. They pulled apart, but instantly moved forward again and embraced, hugging each other as if they were shielding one another.
They stayed like that for a long time, just breathing each other in. When Kurt felt sleep slowly creeping up on him, a loud blaring noise jerked him wide awake. He groaned and buried his head into Blaines neck even more than it already was. Blaine chuckled but pulled away to grab his phone. Kurt dug his nails into Blaines back to keep him from going causing Blaine to turn back around.
"Cmon Kurt, let me turn it off."
Kurt shook his head. He didnt want him to leave even to turn off the alarm. Stupid alarm. Blaine leaned forward until his breath was ghosting over Kurts ear.
"Ill blow you," Blaine rationalized. Kurts breath caught but he eventually loosened his hold on Blaine to let him turn the alarm off. Blaine smirked in victory and rolled to the other side of the bed where he picked his phone up to turn the alarm off.
"Shit," Blaine whispered under his breath, setting the phone back on the table. Kurt furrowed his eyebrows and looked at Blaines tensing back.
"Whats wrong?" Kurt asked.
Blaine turned around and joined Kurt in the middle of the large bed. He sighed and wrapped his arms around Kurts middle.
"I have to call the understudies, but I dont want to," Blaine whined. Kurt giggled and snaked his arm around Blaines waist. Childish Blaine was kind of amusing.
"I can do it if you want," Kurt offered.
"Would you do that?" Blaine pouted. Kurt scoffed.
"Of course," Kurt said. Blaine smiled and squeezed him tightly before pulling away and retrieving his phone. He tossed it to Kurt before getting up to get the list of phone numbers of everyone who auditioned. He jogged to his office down the hall and jogged back, jumping into bed where he handed the paper to Kurt.
"So, I personally liked Talia and Mark," Blaine said, snuggling up to Kurt. Kurt nodded.
"Same with me," Kurt agreed. He looked up Talias name on the piece of paper and dialed her number. He held it up to his ear, hearing her voice on the other end a few seconds later.
"Hey, Talia! Its Kurt. Blaine and I agreed that youre perfect for Janets understudy," Blaine started nibbling on Kurts earlobe causing his breath to stutter and hips jerk involuntarily.
"Y-yes, youre welcome. J-just show, ah, up at the theatre tomorrow a-and well get you a sc-script," Kurt hurried out. Blaine continued his ministrations on Kurts neck, sucking insistently on his pulse. Kurt moaned quietly, not wanting Talia to hear.
"Yes, tha-at sounds great. Yes. Mhmm. Great. Well, Ill see you on tomorrow. Yes. O-okay. Bye," Kurt instantly ended the call and turned around in Blaines arms where he glared into burning honey.
"That was not right," Kurt tried to say, but felt weird saying it. He didnt like calling Blaine out.
"Are you telling me what to do?" Blaine asked Kurt, rubbing his hand up Kurts side. Kurt shivered.
"N-no. Never," Kurt replied immediately. "Im sorry."
Blaine smiled.
"Im just messing with you, my love. Dont take things so seriously. Sometimes its good to have a little fun," Blaine said, kissing up Kurts neck.
"Y-yeah," Kurt replied, tilting his neck towards Blaines lips.
"Here, give me the phone, Ill make the rest of the calls," Blaine said. Kurt smiled gratefully and gave the phone to Blaine, stroking his fingers softly.
"Why dont you go take a shower. Ill join you after Im done," Blaine suggested. Kurt moaned internally at the thought of a shower and agreed irresistibly. He dragged himself out of bed, only noticing he was completely naked after he was already standing. He squeaked and blushed, ducking behind the bed so Blaine couldnt see him.
“Love, Ive seen you. Its fine,” Kurt could hear Blaine say. Kurt peeked up from over the edge of the bed, hiding his flushed cheeks.
“Right,” Kurt replied. Hesitantly he got up and dashed to the adjoined bathroom, closing the door behind him swiftly.
Once the door was closed behind Kurt, he turned and thudded his head against the wall. Its not like we had sex or anything last night.
Kurt scoffed at his own sarcastic conscious and moved around the tiny bathroom. He searched for a towel before he found one underneath the sink. Turning on the shower, he stepped in, hissing at the cool water that met his dehydrated skin. The hiss turned into a moan as the water got warmer, causing goosebumps to form along his arms. Kurt sighed and hunched forward letting the warm water run down his body. His thoughts went back to what happened a second ago. Did I really mean it?
He shook his head. Hed never defy his Dom. Ever. Then why do I feel so guilty? Kurt felt tears sting behind his eyes. He didnt like saying that to Blaine, but.. but what? The first tear escaped and rolled down his cheek. Blaine said it was fine, but was it really? Kurt could feel that same feeling he felt itching along his spine. Kurt grabbed a washcloth, reaching behind him to run it along his back. He scrubbed violently, but it didnt go away. He groaned in frustration, working his back until he knew his skin was red. His grunts turned into sobs and he crashed to the floor of the shower, curling up.
“I-I didnt me-mean i-it, I s-swear,” Kurt cried underneath his breath. He didnt know why he felt this way. Blaine wasnt mad at him. Or at least he thought he wasnt. Did I make him mad? Another sob broke past his lips. He didnt know how long he was crying for, but right when he brought his arm up to turn the shower off, he felt a hand in his hair. His head snapped up to see Blaine there, mouth down turned. A fresh wave of tears made their way down his cheeks and he couldnt hold back. He put his head in his hands and cried louder than hes ever cried. Blaine immediately got down and cradled Kurt to his bare chest, kissing his temple lovingly.
“Kurt, love. Calm down and tell me whats going on,” Blaine said. Kurt automatically wanted to do as he said but his distressed state wouldnt let him. He wrapped his arms around himself tighter, closing himself off. His cries grew louder and Blaine hands got hotter where they were resting on his back.
“Im so s-sorry, Blaine. I-I didnt mean t-to,” Kurt gasped out in between sobs. Kurt could feel Blaine relax beside him and his firm arms wrapping around him tighter.
“Kurt, if this is about what happened in the room,” Kurt sniffed and peeked one eye out above his arm. “then you dont need to worry. This is new. For both of us. Its gonna be bumpy, alright?”
Kurt released a breath he didnt know he was holding in and loosened the grip he had on his knees. He turned to Blaine slowly and looked up into his eyes.
“Im sorry. I,” Kurt looked down to his hands. “I want to be perfect for you.”
Blaine's smile was unfaltering, reassuring in its wake.
“Kurt. You are perfect,” and somehow Kurt felt okay again. Like whatever Blaine said could make everything right in just a second of him saying it. It was impressive, really. Kurt's cheeks flushed, from the heat of the shower or from Blaine's warm breath on his forehead, he wasnt sure, but Kurt knew he was where he was supposed to be. Blaine stood up and extended a hand to Kurt.
“C'mon let's get you cleaned up.”
Kurt grabbed Blaine's hand and stood up carefully, running his hand up the shorter man's arm until he was cupping his cheek. Kurt gazed into hazel for a moment before leaning forward and placing a gentle kiss onto Blaine's lips. Blaine's arm came to snake around Kurt's waist, stopping at his lower back. Kurt shivered involuntarily and nipped at Blaine's bottom lip hesitantly. He never made the first move. It was different yet exciting. As soon as this thought crossed his mind, it left just as suddenly. Blaine regained domination. Kurt smirked into the kiss as Blaine slammed his tongue into his partner's mouth, licking at Kurt's own appendage. Kurt moaned and arched into the warm hand that was gradually slipping down. Kurt's hand moved from Blaine's cheek to his hair where he ran his fingers along his nape just before he felt coldness consume him. Where had he gone? He opened his eyes to find Blaine on the other side of the shower. Kurts eyebrows furrowed.
“Wha-”
“Calm down, love. He just have to clean you up before the water gets cold,” Blaine's voice was husky and hoarse, something that made Kurt's brain shut down. The steam wasnt aiding to the situation. His growing erection was evidence to his thoughts. Vaginas, vaginas, boobs, boobs, boobs. Kurt exhaled heavily and nodded. He scoffed at Blaine's face of amusement when he looked back up. His eyes were fixed on his lower half.
“Stop it!” Kurt squealed half-heartedly. Blaine laughed and sauntered forward, grasping Kurt's hips with his large hands. His mouth travelled up Kurt's neck and made its stop at his ear. Kurt shut his eyes tightly when he felt warm breath ghost over his lobe.
“No,” was all he heard.
“Its your fault for being so damn sexy,” Kurt mumbled under his breath. He didnt think Blaine heard him, but the moan in his ear and the hardening organ pressed against his thigh said otherwise. Blaine suddenly reached behind Kurt to turn the shower off, pushing the glass screen open and stepping out, Kurt in tow. They didnt bother drying off as Blaine led them both out of the bathroom. Kurt was thrown onto the bed, Blaine hovering over him hungrily.
“Show me just how sexy you think I am.”
Kurt moaned and launched forward, kissing his lover passionately.
Ill show you this and so much more.