April 30, 2012, 2:49 a.m.
Tell Me, where did I go wrong?: Chapter 4
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Blaine's POV
I was right all the time. The late night phone calls and hotel receipts mean something that Kurt is seeing someone. I don't know what to feel, I drove away from home the alcohol effect had subsided by this time because of everything that happened tonight. I keep driving and driving even I don't know where am I going. It hurts too much to know that my husband is seeing and loving someone that is not me.
Kurt's POV
It's all done now; I don't know where this will take us. I understand that both of us have needs but I just thought of my own so selfish of me. I waited for my husband to come home and because of the exhaustion I feel asleep.
6:00 am
I heard something cracking downstairs, I quickly wore my bathrobe and went down to find him sitting in the couch with his bags behind him.
"You're leaving"
"Yeah, we both know that even I stay here with you it will not do anything to this marriage. I can't stay with you for now because it hurts like hell and when I see you I feel that everything is just a lie and I don't know what to believe anymore" Blaine said as he got up and picked his bags leaving me behind.
After he left, I went to the closet room and started to breakdown again when I saw that all his clothes were gone now. When I passed to his office at home I found his wedding ring beside our picture together. I stared at the picture and it just reminds me of all the good times that we had.
Flashback
It was Dad's birthday and we all have to go home in Ohio for that. But sadly Blaine can't come because of some crisis at work. Most of the New Directions members are present even Mr. Schue. I was staring at the dance floor Carole and Dad is dancing same with Finn and Rachel. When I heard someone cleared his throat behind me I was about to give a lecture on that person on how rude that is when.
"May I have this dance?" Blaine asked
"What are you doing here?" I asked with surprise. I never thought he'll make it.
"Well, I chose to spend time with my husband rather than to sit on a chair for hours solving problems which have no explanation." Blaine said as he take my hand and lead me to the dance floor.
"I can't believe this" I exclaimed
"You have to, because I am here and I'm not going to let you be alone here by yourself while the others are dancing with their special someone."
"I love you" I told him as I wrapped my arms around his neck and nuzzled to his neck.
"I love you too, so much" he replied when he gave me a kiss on the lips. The kiss that always take my breath away.
We are unaware that Puck took a photo of us while we're doing that.
End of Flashback.
Blaine's POV
I left home and checked in a hotel while I still don't know what to do with myself. I hope that this is just a bad dream and if it is I want to wake up now, But it wasn't a dream this is all real. I have to compose myself first if I want to repair my marriage. I took a shower, and change my clothes which I've been wearing since yesterday. I called my secretary to file me and indefinite leave; then finally I booked a flight going home in Ohio. Maybe Lima will give me reasons why I should fix my marriage and somehow I hope it I'll find myself there again.
Kurt's POV
I called Blaine's office and they told me that he is on indefinite leave. I know why he left, because he can't stay with his cheater husband and I don't expect him to forgive me easily. Maybe we both need time to heal and to think about saving our relationship. I need to make things right again and the first step is breaking up with him.
I arrived at Brian's flat he was sitting in a corner, playing his guitar when he saw me coming.
"Hey" he said as he tried to give me a kiss but I avoid it.
"Blaine, knows about us already"
"Oh, well what do you want to do now?" he asked when he sits in front of me so we can talk eye to eye.
"I have to make things right"
Brian just silently listens to me.
"I love you, you made me happy and I know deep inside that you don't want our set up, you want a future with me I can see that but I can't give it to you." I said to him tearfully this confession breaks my heart because I don't want to hurt Brian too.
"You're going to fight for your marriage." He stated.
"I will, it will not be easy but I'll do everything."
"What about us?"
"Blaine left home today, I know that I treated him like he doesn't exist but seeing him leave in front of me, it wakes me up to the reality that this is wrong. We shouldn't have done this mistake in the first place." I looked into his eyes and notice that he is starting to cry. Then I continue "You're a great guy Bri, and you deserve someone more than me. Someone who can give his all to you and I am not that person I am sorry."
"But, I love you" he interjected.
"I know and I do too but I love my husband more." I told him truthfully.
"Please don't do this, I will not push you anymore in filing divorce just please don't leave me."
"I am sorry, but I can't do this anymore Bri, you have to understand that I can't be unfair to you and to Blaine." I said as I gather myself and went to the front door "goodbye Brian and thank you".
Brian's POV
He still chose him. It was still him all this time why can't I be enough to him? I did everything for him to love me back. I wish he met me first before he met Blaine, I wish I was his first love because maybe that will give me a chance to be the first one before Blaine.