Kurt and Blaine were left at home to decorate the Christmas tree since Burt had to be at the shop and Carole had a shift at the hospital. “What is this ornament for?” Blaine wondered for the millionth time, his curiosity starting to get on Kurt's nerves a little bit. “I don't know. It was my moms. It’s always been on the tree since I was little” he answered, plopping down on the floor with a bowl of popcorn and a spool of string. Blaine grinned and took a seat across from his boyfriend, grabbing a handful. “Hey, this is not for your stomach, it’s for the tree!” Kurt chuckled, placing the bowl next to him. Blaine snickered and tossed a kernel at him, sticking his tongue out. “Stop” Although he was trying to be serious, Kurt faltered and couldn't help but smile, grabbing a few pieces of popcorn and chucking them at Blaine. They both laughed loudly, forgetting about the string as they threw popcorn at one another trying to catch it with their mouths. Kurt couldn't be happier that he had all this time off with his boyfriend, glad that he could be away from the fire department for a few weeks.

Blaine was standing behind the tree, decorating it with silver tinsel, throwing some over the top so it would land on Kurt. “Blaine. Tinsel is for the tree, not me” He joked, flinging some over as well with a giggle, moving over so he wouldn't be hit again. “Hey hypocrite!” Blaine chuckled as he peeked around the tree, flicking some tinsel at his boyfriend as he turned to face him. Kurt gasped in mock hurt, backing away from the tree slowly, a hand over his heart. “Come here babe” Blaine mumbled, throwing garland around Kurt's body and pulling him close. Kurt giggled, sprinkling some tinsel over his boyfriend's head, making Blaine scrunch his nose cutely. “I'm here” Kurt said quietly, smiling widely as he continued to play with the tinsel, showering it over them like a child. “Well there's this age old rule...” Blaine began, his hand reaching into his back pocket, producing mistletoe. “Whenever you see one of these things, you have to kiss the person who's under it” He continued, arm slowly moving above their heads. Kurt's eyes flicked from Blaine's lips, to the mistletoe dangling above them. Without anymore thought he leaned in, kissing Blaine soundly on the mouth, arms wrapping around his neck. Blaine moaned quietly, tossing the mistletoe somewhere behind him, arms snaking around Kurt's waist.

Blaine hovered over Kurt on the floor, the fire place on next to them, their lips sliding easily together. It couldn't get any better than this. It was the best way to kick off the month of December. “Hey Blaine?” Kurt murmured against his lips, fingers tangling in his curls. Blaine hummed out a response, moving his mouth down Kurt's chin, pressing open mouth kisses to his throat. “Can we go to my room?” He asked, making Blaine stop what he was doing entirely and look at his boyfriend, seeing a different look in his eyes. “Yeah... Yeah of course we can.” Kurt bit his lip, sitting up as Blaine stood, holding a hand out for him. Something felt different about this and Blaine couldn't exactly put his finger on it.

They were pressed against one another, skin against skin when Kurt finally had the courage to say something, a very big something. “Blaine... I... I want you” He whispered, his hand pressing to Blaine's cheek gently, pressing a chaste kiss to his swollen lips, watching how his hazel eyes searched his face. “Kurt you have me” Blaine answered, smiling fondly as he kissed Kurt's forehead, hips rolling up into his boyfriend's. Kurt let out a breathy laugh, shaking his head. “No... I mean. I want you... Inside me” He clarified, watching the expression on Blaine's face change. This was a big step for them. Kurt bit his lip, waiting nervously for Blaine to say something. He was frozen there, just staring at Kurt in surprise. “O-okay” Blaine stuttered, nodding his head softly. “Wait… What if I screw this up? Are you clean? Do you have condoms and lube? Are you a bottom or top?” Kurt's eyebrows raised slightly, his finger covering Blaine's lips to stop his nervous rambling. As cute as it was, it was making him more nervous about this. “Calm down sweetie. You'll be fine. I'm clean. I have supplies. And I asked you to be inside of me, so clearly I'm a bottom” Kurt answered with an amused smile, seeing Blaine relax slightly. “I'm sorry… I'm just... I ramble when I get excited and I haven't done this in a long time so I'm kind of nervous. I want to make sure that this will be perfect...” Blaine said in a rush, his hands rubbing Kurt's sides gently, taking a few deep breaths. “I'm with you... Of course it will be perfect.”

Kurt shut his eyes tightly, arms resting on his forehead as Blaine worked one finger in. “Babe, relax” He mumbled, kissing the inside of Kurt's thigh as he slowly pushed the rest of the way in, letting Kurt get used to the feel of it. “God, it’s been so long, I'm sorry” Kurt muttered in a tight voice, adjusting his hips. Blaine smirked, sliding his index finger out slowly and pushing back in, creating an easy rhythm. “Another” Kurt moaned, biting his lip as he pushed his head back into the pillow, feeling Blaine's middle finger slide in next, his breath hitching. Without warning Blaine decided to add a third finger, watching as Kurt's hands twisted in the sheets, a loud groan escaping his lips. “Mm... I'm ready. Baby, please” He whined, pushing his hips to meet every thrust of Blaine's hand. Blaine chuckled, leaning his head down to his hand, pushing his tongue out to tentatively lick at Kurt's entrance, stringing him out a little longer. “Fuck, please Blaine” Kurt pleaded, his mouth falling open in a silent cry. Blaine slid his fingers out slowly, wiping them on the bed sheets before lying back down next to his boyfriend, who pounced on top him, crashing their lips together.

Blaine held Kurt's hips firmly between his hands, their foreheads pressed together. Kurt's hands rested on his boyfriend's cheeks, taking his lips into his own as he slid down onto Blaine's cock, his eyes closing. Blaine moaned into Kurt's mouth, resisting the urge to thrust up. “So tight baby” He whispered as his thumbs massaged Kurt's hip bones, trying to keep him relaxed. Kurt sat up, holding onto Blaine's shoulders as he sank down more, throwing his head back with a moan. “You feel so good” Kurt said softly, rocking his hips experimentally, earning a groan from his boyfriend. Blaine bit his lip, gently pulling at Kurt's hips so he could lie on top of him again. Kurt obliged, grinding down on Blaine as he kissed him, loving the sound of his deep, throaty moan. “Move” Blaine took a few steady breaths, thrusting up against Kurt as carefully as possible. He didn't want to hurt him. “Harder, please.” Kurt nuzzled his face into Blaine's neck, moaning softly, when suddenly he was rolled onto his back, looking up at his boyfriend. “You're so beautiful Kurt.” Blaine pushing into Kurt's heat with more force, feeling legs wrap around his lower back, his hips being pushed against Kurt's as he met him with each thrust. “Fuck yes, right there!” Kurt cried out, arching his back as his head pressed down against the pillow. They moved together sloppily, both close. “That's right Kurt, almost there” Blaine mumbled, groaning against Kurt's shoulder, sucking on his skin. That was it, that one sentence was all it took for Kurt to let go, yelling Blaine's name as he came between them. Blaine wasn't far behind, after watching his boyfriend come while yelling his name it took one more thrust to fall over the edge, Kurt's name tumbling off his lips. With a tired sigh Blaine pulled out tying up the condom and throwing in the nearby garbage, collapsing next to Kurt on the bed.

They lied together in silence, Kurt cuddled up next to Blaine, head resting on his chest as his finger drew lazy doodles onto his skin. Blaine looked down at his boyfriend with a smile, leaning his head up to press a kiss into his hair. Kurt glanced up, a wide smile on his face, reaching up to peck Blaine's lips. “I think I'm ready to tell you everything” Blaine mumbled, his hand rubbing Kurt's arm soothingly, his heart racing. Kurt adjusted his position, a worried look on his face as he sat up. “Are you sure? You don't have to if you aren't ready. I can wait” He assured, taking Blaine's hand into his, giving it a gentle squeeze. “No, I'm sure” Blaine said softly, giving his boyfriend a small smile. Kurt's given him everything, it’s time that he does the same so Kurt can have all of him. “I met him right before I turned nineteen. His name was Jacob Paul Brandon.” Kurt snorted out a laugh, not being able to hold it in. Blaine smirked, cocking his head to the side as his boyfriend waved for him to go on. “Sorry… He sounds like an asshole already... He has three first names!” He pointed out with a chuckle, making Blaine smile widely, giving him a kiss on the cheek for his cuteness.

“I was fresh out of the fire academy and Sebastian had some party to go to and he brought me along, which is where I met Jacob. He talked with me the whole night and after that we were pretty inseparable. At my birthday party we ended up sleeping together for the first time, well, it was my first time” Blaine explained, taking a pause in case Kurt had any questions. “You were nineteen when you lost your virginity?” Kurt clarified, completely enthralled in the story. Blaine nodded in confirmation, going on. “After I came out and all that stuff was going on with my dad, I basically shut down, focused on school. I didn't go out or date much because of fear” He elaborated more, getting a small frown from his boyfriend. “Anyways, Jacob and I ended up dating for two years in total. After year one it went to shit. I was always tired from work and he wouldn't care. He acted like he lived at my place and would come over unannounced. He'd go out with his college friends without me knowing but I obviously had my sources and he always wanted me working, encouraging me to take overtime and bust my ass so I could be successful and 'support us' for the future.” Blaine took a deep breath, sitting up Indian style. Kurt rested his head on his boyfriend's knee, letting him have a moment to collect his thoughts and calm down. It was clearly a sore subject, even after all these years. “For my twenty first birthday Sebastian threw me a surprise party at the apartment. Jacob could have sworn that he heard it was at a bar nearby, but instead of asking like a decent human being he assumed it was somewhere else and took advantage of the so called 'empty apartment.' So when Sebastian and some of our friends were waiting for me to come home Jacob burst in kissing some stranger that wasn't me.” Kurt gasped; his hand taking hold of Blaine's to comfort him, noticing how tense he was. “When I came into the apartment Sebastian was yelling at Jacob, who had his arm around some guy and everyone was staring and barely noticed that I was there. I was embarrassed and ashamed because I should have seen it coming. I had a feeling for so long but I was so excited to have a boyfriend that I let it go, not wanting to be alone.” Blaine closed his eyes tightly hating that the pain was coming back, that he still wanted to cry every time he thought about it. “After that I locked myself in my room till everyone left and Sebastian and Liam ended up taking me out that night and I got wasted, almost going home with some random guy. Thankfully I was stopped in time by Sebastian who took me home and gave me a lecture while I was hung-over.” Kurt was sitting up, seeing the tears in Blaine's eyes, holding him close to his side, holding back tears of his own.

Kurt gave Blaine some silence, just holding him in his arms. His first boyfriend did that to him, on his birthday of all days. “I lo... I will never hurt you, Blaine” He whispered, pressing a kiss to his boyfriend's temple, rubbing his back. The panic that ran through Kurt faded, seeing that Blaine didn't notice his slip up. He wasn't ready to say it was he? Did he love Blaine already? It’s only been eight months, that has to be too soon. He heard the slip, but kept it to himself, feeling Kurt tense slightly. He really cared about him, but did he love him? Is it too soon, is he ready for that? Blaine looked over with a smile, nuzzling his nose into Kurt's hair, coming to his own conclusion, feeling as if a whole weight was lifted off his shoulders.