Kurt had a bit of a panic attack and so did Blaine which, in the end, made Finn think his hair was turning white by the second. Once they calmed down, Finn brought them hot chocolate as the woman on the phone had suggested and only forgot to add the water once!

"Thank you, Finn," Kurt repeated for the hundredth time. Blaine nuzzled his head into Kurt's neck, rubbing his back with his unoccupied hand.

"Finn, I don't know how to ever repay you," Blaine said sincerely.

"Guys, I said to stop thanking me! All I care about right now is getting you two strong enough to get to the hospital... then never mentioning any of this to Mom or Burt.

"Agreed," they said.

A shiver went through Kurt's body.

"Are you cold?" Blaine whispered, trying to shimmy even closer to Kurt than he was already (which was literally impossible). Both were still naked under the covers to conserve the warmth.

"No. I'm just thinking about... what if Finn hadn't found us," his voice squeaked. He swallowed the lump in his throat. "Or what if he only found me and you were still out there. Or if we had passed out in the street and a car ran over us. We could have still been out there dead," Kurt rushed out, on the edge of another panic attack.

"Calm down, breathe Kurt," both Finn and Blaine soothed.

After a few moments of silence Blaine murmured, "What a way to sober up though, eh?" He shook his head sadly and placed his finished mug on the side table, wrapping both arms around Kurt now. He admired Finn for being totally cool with his step brother and boyfriend being naked and pressed together underneath some blankets while he sat about a foot away, but after having to undress them in the first place, he supposed that this wasn't too big of a deal.

"Finn, maybe we should just go to the hospital tomorrow," Kurt paused and glanced at the clock. 3:45AM. "Erm, later today in the afternoon or something. I just kind of need to be home right now."

Finn lumbered up from his seat and rubbed his hand over his face. "Okay, I really need to go to sleep. But before you guys go back to sleep, could you, like, look over each others bodies for any frostbite? I couldn't bring myself to examine your bodies while you were sleeping. No offense."

"None taken," Blaine replied, cheeks reddening a bit.

Finn left with a loud yawn and added, "I will be in my room if you need anything! Anything."

Kurt finished his hot chocolate and pulled Blaine around to his front, wrapping his legs and arms around his back, molding them back together.

They stayed like that for 10 minutes, just breathing the other in and feeling the other. At the same moment, they seemed to snap out of their trance and bring their mouths together, silent tears streaming. They parted after what felt like forever, petting each others bodies and hair, mapping out every indent and imperfection.

"We should do the check over," Blaine suggested, resting his forehead against Kurt's, but making no move to do so.

Kurt sighed. "Yeah, you're right. I'll do you first."

Kurt shifted back a bit and checked over Blaine's back and chest while Blaine looked his hands and arms over. Kurt finally pushed the covers off, sticky with their sweat; they trembled from the sudden air flow to their warm bodies. Kurt stretched Blaine's legs out and checked them over too. He was fine.

When Blaine noticed that he was done, he gently pressed Kurt onto his back, hovering over his long figure. His eyes traveled up his boyfriend's body endlessly. He brought his face close to Kurt's chest, skimming his nose down his torso, breathing in his slightly damp smelling skin.

His fingers floated over Kurt's legs, teasing the hair there and rubbing under his thighs. Kurt's eyes floated shut with a heavy breath, long lashes resting beautifully on his cheeks. His body was flushed and he squirmed even though this wasn't the first time Blaine had ever seen him naked. Blaine took this moment to press another soft kiss to Kurt's lips. Kurt responded just as gently, their lips making sweet smacking sounds from the constant breaking apart.

Blaine shifted Kurt over so he was on his front, Blaine sitting lightly on lower back. Now he skimmed his lips back and forth down Kurt's smooth back before leaning back and massaging his tense muscles.

Kurt emitted another sighed, getting comfortable and relaxing his tendons. Blaine watched in fascination as his lover breathed, the muscles contracting in his lower back. His skin was flawless and so touchable. His hair was the best shade of brown and glinted hints of red in the sunlight. He had slight definition, but showed so much strength whenever he held Blaine. Everything about Kurt was just so... beautiful.

Blaine didn't realize he was crying until Kurt rolled underneath him and enveloped him in a hug.

"What are you thinking about?" Kurt whispered to him, rubbing.

"I don't know what I would do if I lost you like that. Or ever. I... I love you Kurt."

Kurt's breath hitched. "Really?"

"Yes, Kurt. So much," he repeated, pressing kisses to wherever he could reach.

"I love you too, Blaine." He hiccuped. "I can't imagine not seeing you ever again. It would, it would kill me."

Blaine gripped at Kurt's neck, tangling his fingers into the short hair there. Their bodies automatically rolled upwards together. Kurt gasped a bit when he felt Blaine grow against his thigh, the heat seeming to spread to his own dick.

Blaine pushed Kurt's hair back a bit. "I want to have sex with you," Blaine said, voice a bit rough. "Tonight has just reminded me how short life is and how... mortal we are. I could lose you any day or vise-versa. Tonight just made me appreciate you so much more and realize just how much I want and love you. I want to make love to you right now."

Kurt stared unblinking into his eyes. "Thank you for saying that... because I've been thinking the same thing all night." He emitted a bit of a laugh and his eyes brimmed with tears.

Blaine broke into a huge smile, one that seemed to take up his entire face and crinkle his eyes into the sweetest shape. Kurt couldn't help but pull him close and just rock them together. His hands traveled up and down Blaine's back, flattening him against his own form.

The room seemed to fill with the sound of lips pressing against skin, sheets shifting over bodies, and soft sighs of "Blaine" and "Kurt." Their bodies rocked together for some time, placing soft kisses on the other and taking all the time in the world. Blaine mapped out Kurt's body with his lips meanwhile Kurt traced over every muscle on his boyfriend. This continued for at least a half hour until Kurt decided that he wanted to move onto the next step.

"Blaine," he began in a sterner tone, breaking the silence they had kept up for 30 seconds. "Now, we need to do this now," he growled, eyes dark due to his huge pupils.

Blaine licked his bottom lip then kissed Kurt again, but with much more force this time, rolling their already naked bodies together. Kurt gasped into Blaine's mouth and dug his fingers into the black curls when the lengths of their members rubbed flush together. Blaine watched in fascination as tendons in Kurt's neck and forearms became prominent as his whole body tensed. Without thinking about what he was doing, he grazed his teeth over the skin where the impressions were making Kurt fall apart at the seams beneath him. Blaine latched his lips onto the pale flesh at the hollow of Kurt's throat and sucked. Kurt's hand was shaking where it was still tangled in his hair, and his breath was loud and warm on Blaine's own shoulder.

"Oh god, oh god," Kurt panted. "I'm right there, I'm going to-"

"No," Blaine growled and pinched the base of Kurt's dick. "Wait a few more minutes, for me."

Kurt made a pathetic mewling sound to which he blushed afterward. Blaine though found it absolutely wonderful and had to put his lips back onto the man he loved.

"Do you have condoms?" Blaine asked, barely breaking the kiss.

"In the drawer," Kurt gasped out as he grabbed Blaine's ass, kneading the muscle.

Blaine reluctantly pulled away a bit so he could reach over to grab a condom and lube. He tore the condom package with his teeth then started to place it over Kurt's erection.

"What? No Blaine, I want you to fuck me," Kurt said in an adorably shocked tone.

"Ohmygod I love you," Blaine breathed, needing to kiss Kurt again so hard that his lips felt numb when he pulled back. Blaine sat on Kurt's stomach to smear some of his pre cum over his dick then roll the rubber on.

Blaine propped a pillow underneath Kurt's hips and pressed his thumb against the tight ring. Kurt's thighs tensed. Blaine rubbed his other hand along them. "Relax for me," he said, kissing his forehead. Kurt closed his eyes and did that as Blaine slid a finger inside him. Kurt's face grew red as he held his breath, waiting for the pain, but it was not as extreme as he had expected. After a few minutes Blaine pushed a second in, twisting around and stretching Kurt as best as he could.

Little groans sputtered from Kurt's lips. Blaine collected some of his precum and lube, spreading it on his fingers to finally put a third in. He rubbed around until Kurt jerked up a few times to signal that Blaine had found his prostate.

Kurt's arms shook as he gripped the edges of the bed. "Blaine."

"You're so beautiful, Kurt."

"Blaine, I think I'm ready. Are you?"

Knowing he didn't need to answer, Blaine used his unoccupied hand to grab the lube and spread it over his already rubber-clad cock. He positioned himself at Kurt's entrance and closed his eyes as he kissed Kurt sweetly while pressing into his body.

Kurt bit on Blaine's bottom lip as he adjusted to Blaine's parts inside him. His eyes rolled into the back of his head when he realized that an actual extremity of Blaine was inside his body. "Move," he whispered so softly that Blaine barely heard him. Blaine pushed in farther, totally inside Kurt and wishing he could go even deeper just to be closer to him.

Blaine slowly shifted his hips back and forth, moving Kurt with him. Blaine emitted a low growl as his waist rolled slowly into Kurt, feeling and savoring every part of the movement. Kurt's body responded by shifting in time with Blaine.

"Tell me what you need Kurt."

"Just touch me. And I need you to go faster. Touch me."

Even though they were pressed together, Blaine slid his hand between them and stroked Kurt slowly, matching the pace of his thrusts until he used his other his to hold behind Kurt's knee.

Kurt gasped and pushed Blaine's face against his neck as Blaine suddenly began moving very rapidly. The bed made creaking sounds as Blaine's hips really started to snap into the sountertenor's ass. Kurt forgot about the initial pain of Blaine entering him and now focused on the wonderful friction Blaine was creating while he pounded into him. Blaine kissed Kurt again, trying in vain to add a bit of technique to his rapid thrusting.

"I'm clo-"

"Me too."

Neither was sure who said what, but after a few more seconds of the sound of slapping skin, both peaked. Kurt flushed bright red as the last thrust that sent him over the edge pressed perfectly against his prostate just as Blaine lightly dragged his nails against Kurt's cock. Kurt had tensed tightly around Blaine's member and at the first sign to Kurt's orgasm, Blaine let himself go as well, pushing himself as close to his lover as possible.

Suddenly the only sound and feeling was their breathing. Blaine laid on top of Kurt while the thinner boy absentmindedly stroked his hair.

"I love you so much," Blaine finally said. A few more moments and he started to lift himself up when Kurt wrapped his arms back around him. "Kurt, don't you want me to pull-"

"Shh, no, it's fine. I kinda like it. Just being this intimate and close to you. I love you."

"If you live to be one hundred years old, I hope I live to be one hundred minus one day years old so that I never have to know what it's like to live without you," Blaine whispered into his ear.

Kurt giggled and pressed their foreheads together. "Winnie the Pooh quote? Really?"

"More or less."

Kurt kissed his nose. "You're such a dork. And I love you for it." Kurt laid back on the bed and started laughing. "We just had sex," Kurt breathed, a giant smile spreading over his face.

Blaine snuggled in next to him, entwining their legs and resting his head on his shoulder. "No," he whispered to Kurt. "We just made love."

The End.