The next class we had that day was English. We arrived at the room early; we were the first ones there. I took my seat and Kurt joined me.
“So, what brings you to McKinley?” He asked me. I suddenly hesitated before replying. I was worried about two things. How my voice sounded and about revealing aspects of my past.
“Um…I always lived around here but I was having problems with some people at my old school, so I ran. Not the most courageous act I’ve done.” I revealed to him.

Wait, did I just confess this to a boy I hardly know. Stupid Blaine! Why? This guy could be a bully or a total homophobe!

Then, I realised his eyes were staring right into mine. That’s when I remembered that was the first time I spoke to him. Crap! Did my voice sound croaky? Is that why he is looking at me funny? I looked down at my desk, blushing furiously.

I felt a hand over mine. I looked up to see Kurt smiling sadly. “Blaine, I’m so sorry this happened to you. Of what I can see, you seem like such a good person. You don’t deserve to be treated this way.” He told me. “However, I do understand. I’m gay, so I get bullied as well. If there is anything I can do to help, please tell me.” Kurt revealed. “Oh, and by the way, you have an incredible voice.”

“Thank you, Kurt.” I replied, not thinking straight. Did he just say he was gay? As in liked boys not girls? Now, I feel I could have a chance….As if. He probably has a boyfriend. I mean look at him. He’s so beautiful!

“Uh, Blaine?” Kurt was waving his hand trying to grab my attention.

Gosh, how long was I daydreaming for. The classroom is full and the teacher is here. Wow, that’s extremely awkward.

“Sorry.” I whispered towards him. “I am too, by the way.” Kurt looked at me confused. “Uh, Gay.” I finished. I saw Kurt’s face break into a smile. I smiled back and tried to hide the blush appearing on my face.

The rest of the class was simple. I was simply reading Pride and prejudice and analyzing it by myself, while the class was doing it as a group. Of course, Kurt was writing double of the notes from the teacher. I kept thanking him.

The rest of the day went as smoothly as before, I found out much more about Kurt. I discovered that his mother passed, when he was eight and his dad is now re-married. Also he was very passionate about singing and wanted to be on Broadway and live in New York some day.

By the end of the day, I think it was safe to say that Kurt and I were friends. I mean, we sat together every class. Sat by ourselves in the cafeteria during lunch, discussing the latest vogue magazine. Even Abbey visiting me, wasn’t embarrassing around him. Even if she was winking more then necessary. But, I was completely shocked when she said to him “Thank you for looking after my brother.”

But all in all. It was the best schooling day of my life.

When school was over, Kurt waited outside the classroom, while our Math teacher gave me catch up homework. As soon I had the chance, I sprinted out of the classroom.

“Hey,” I said to Kurt, catching my breath.
“Someone wanted to get out in a hurry.” He joked, laughing. I nodded joining in his laughter. We walked to the front of the school and I was able to see my mother’s car. “Well, I best am off.” I told him, while slowly walking forward. I felt Kurt tug me back.

I turned to see him laughing. “Hold it a minute mister! You promised me your phone number. “ He stated, with a cocky grin. We both swapped our phones to put each other’s numbers in.

“Umm, Kurt?” I asked.
“Yeah?” He replied swapping our phones back.
“Well, just make sure…. well…umm…. you can only text me. I can’t answer the phone.” I awkwardly replied.
“Oh, Blaine. I know.” He told me.

We smiled at each other for quite a while. Oh, this boy was going to be the death of me.

“Well, I have to go. My mum is waiting. Thanks for everything today. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I told him.
“Bye Blaine. I’ll text ya.” He told me winking.

And with that he moved closer and gave me the tightest hug I have ever received in my life. I smiled, and walked towards my mum’s car. Waving back at him as I left.

I couldn’t help this feeling of being wanted. I don’t care if I trusted him too quickly or if my parents don’t like him. All I know is that this boy is going to be in my life for a long time.

That evening, I was bombarded with questions from my parents about how he people at the new school were treating me, plus my mum would never let down the fact she saw Kurt hug me.

“So, who is this boy you were hanging out with?” My mother asked once again and I rolled my eyes and ignored her once again. I saw Abbey walk in the room and she instantly came towards me and grabbed my hand. I knew at that moment she was going to gush about Kurt.

“The boy he was hanging out with was Kurt and he is Blaine’s note-taker in class. Also Blaine is in L.O.V.E with him.” I blushed and shoved her playfully.

“I am not in ‘love’ with him. He is just the first friend I’ve ever had.” I confessed. I did, however, leave the part out that he was gay and beautiful. Yeah, my ears only.

I looked up t my mum who had a tear in her eye, while my dad was smiling at me. I guess they did all care about me and that I had a friend.

I felt my phone vibrate, and got excited because the only people with my number are my family (but they are all here), My therapist and…Kurt.

I opened the message and couldn’t help but smile like an idiot when I saw it.

Hey Blaine, I hope I made you’re first day somewhat enjoyable. I thought I’d text you to see how much your family was interrogating you about your day. What are you up to? Xx Kurt

Abbey suddenly stole my phone to read the message and I ended up chasing her around the house for it.
‘He loves you.’ She told me in sign language.
“Shut up.” I told her, secretly wishing it were true.

Hey Kurt, Yes, you did. Never had such an amazing first day…Thanks to a special someone. Just being interrogated by my family about some boy who hugged me… How about you? Xx Blaine

I sent it and went back talking to my family about school. They told me to ignore everyone and just stick with Kurt, so I’m never alone. Yeah, like I plan to ever be alone at school. I just am.

My phone lit up and I grabbed it before Abbey had the chance to.

Well, well. I want to meet this special someone. They sound amazing. Introduce us? Oh gosh, tell them good things. Mention my incredible fashion sense. Not much watching the lion king. You jealous? Xx-K

I just realised that we were flirting with one another. Or were we just being friendly? I don’t even know! I quickly replied with a witty comment before sitting with my family for dinner. I continued to be bombarded with school related questions.
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“What am I going to do if I’m not safe mum?” I argued. “I’m deaf and gay! I have only made my first friend and I’m almost an adult!” I felt the sting of tears in my eyes. “If I get bullied again, am I going to move again and pretend it never happened, like I’m doing now?” O asked. Knowing my voice was getting louder. “Mum, I can’t do that again. I won’t be able to manage it.”

I broke down. Again. I am so fucking weak! No wonder everyone hates me! I thought I was happy today and now all I’m thinking about is bullied. I really don’t wanna end up in hospital again.

That night I lay and fell asleep in my mother’s arms crying. Not out of self- pity, but for hope. Hope that they happiness I felt today with Kurt would last. Hope that I will keep the friend I made. And Hope that I will survive.