Kurt,

I just saw you kiss him in the hall.

Yesterday was a better day, I finally felt like I was starting to get over you. Seeing you with him like that broke my heart all over again. That was supposed to be me. I was supposed to be the one smiling against your shoulder, not him.

So here I sit in the most boring class I've ever taken, and I can't get that image out of my head. It took everything I had not to simply stop and stare at you.

I wish I could actually tell you how I feel. I wish it didn't seem redundant when I apologize.

But I'm glad you're happy, even if it isn't with me.

I love you.

Blaine