June 1, 2012, 8:59 p.m.
Distance Makes The Heart Grow Fonder: Chapter 74
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Somewhere between Kurt and Blaine making up on the cold floor of Blaine's dorm room and 11:30 PM, the two boys migrated to the bed and held each other in silence. Every now and then, one would give the other a kiss or gently caress his face or arm. Kurt couldn't help, but think how good it felt to finally be back in this position again, wrapped up in Blaine's arms, safe from everything.
At 11:45 Blaine broke the silence. "Does your Dad know where you are?"
"No. He thought I was in my room and I sort of ran passed him."
"So you should probably get back before he has a chance to wake up, huh?"
"Yes."
"When will that be?"
"I don't know. I don't want to leave. I know I should leave soon because you need to sleep."
Blaine didn't need to think his next suggestion through. "Why don't you sleep here and I'll set my alarm for three o'clock. That would put you at your house a little after four in the morning and you could sleep a couple more hours. Burt would never know the difference."
Kurt snuggled closer and hummed. "Mmm. Sounds good to me." He closed his eyes and breathed in. Blaine still had the faint smell of his aftershave from that morning and he could feel the scruff on his face. He missed the scent of his aftershave. Fifteen minutes passed. "Are you asleep?" Kurt asked.
"No. I don't want to sleep until you are. Even then I don't think I will. I've waited an awful long time to be back here. I don't want to fall asleep and wake up only to find out that this was all a dream."
Kurt pulled back and looked Blaine in the eyes. He's serious, Kurt thought. He pressed his lips to Blaine's, kissing him with parted lips. "Does it feel real?"
Blaine cheshired. "Hmm," he began, pretending he was thinking. "Do that again and I might be able to decide better." They both smiled into a kiss. It took three seconds to realize that neither one of them were going to be the one to end the brushing of their lips. Blaine brought one hand up to hold the side of Kurt's head as he opened his mouth to deepen the kiss.
Kurt responded by slipping his arm around Blaine and flushing himself flat against the shorter boy. His heart was beginning to beat faster when he felt his body becoming warmer and goose bumps spreading across his body. He clenched his fist with Blaine's shirt in his hand as Blaine trailed kisses down Kurt's jaw to his pulse point and began sucking the sensitive skin. Kurt let out a breathy moan and Blaine sucked harder. "Mmnn," he moaned again. "Blaine." He wasn't trying to get his attention to stop. Kurt was happy now that Blaine's name could be said in moments of pleasure instead of feeling a pang in his heart when someone else said it. He felt another surge of warmth run through him and he rocked his body forward enough to roll Blaine onto his back. Kurt quickly positioned himself so that he was straddling Blaine.
Blaine's newly growing beard scratched Kurt's face when he swooped down to kiss around Blaine's neck and face. It didn't bother him. He was actually turned on by the scruffiness and manliness that the prickly hair on Blaine's face gave off. However, the constant scratching was causing his sensitive skin to become slightly raw so he moved on to other things. He scootched back further down Blaine's legs and leaned forward, pushing Blaine's shirt up. He touched down to Blaine's abs, face first, running the tip of his nose from Blaine's navel to his chest, all the while Kurt was breathing hot air on Blaine's skin.
Blaine was getting goose bumps down his arms from the shiver he was trying to hide. He tugged his shirt over his head while Kurt began kissing and nipping across his chest. His hips bucked up involuntarily. "Uhng," Blaine moaned, feeling the slight friction against his hardened cock.
Kurt leaned back and sat up. He watched his hands carefully as he began unbuckling Blaine's belt. He looked up to see a concerned expression on Blaine's face when the touch of Blaine's hands stopped his ministrations with the belt.
"Kurt," Blaine said, his hands covering Kurt's. "We don't have to do this. I'm happy just knowing that you and I are together again and that you love me. I can wait for this if you're not ready."
Kurt thought for a minute, taking his eyes off of Blaine and scrunching his lips together. "I didn't see the movie, but I saw the clip on my phone. Now, I've seen what you look like when you're experiencing more pleasure than you can stand… and it doesn't look like the way you were in the clip. Only I can do that and it's taken me until just now to realize it." He paused and delicately moved Blaine's hands to Kurt's legs and went back to his boyfriend's pants. He grinded his hips slightly, knowing if he did so, it would cause Blaine to moan from the wanted friction. "I want to do this." He reached his hand in and extricated Blaine's erection. The curly haired boy moaned at Kurt's touch. Kurt started pumping Blaine slowly in his hand.
Blaine closed his eyes and was beginning to become so overwhelmed that this was happening that he struggled to say what he wanted to. "Uhng," he moaned softly. "K-Kurt, wuh- mmnn," he licked his lips, unable to control the fact that his hips with grinding up and down with Kurt's hand. "W-w-wait. Uhng."
Kurt stopped pumping, but didn't let go of Blaine's dick. Instead he looked at Blaine caringly and unconsciously rubbed the tip of Blaine's head with his thumb.
"I want tuh- to… Can you please stop doing that? I can't think," Blaine giggled.
Kurt looked down and realized what he was doing. "Oh." A blush crept up his face. "Oops. Sorry." He took his hand off of Blaine and rested them on his legs with Blaine's hands.
"There's something I want to do with you. Something I was afraid to do before, but I'm not afraid anymore." Blaine was still a little flustered, but he felt he was getting his point across. "I want to give you every part of me, especially the pieces I've never given anyone else."
It was like a light bulb turned itself on in Kurt's head. "You mean you want me to…?"
"Yes. That's if you want to."
"Oh I want to." Kurt couldn't help his franticness in his answer. He took a breath and started slow. "Do you want just," he brought his hand up and wiggled his fingers a little, "this or…?"
"No." Blaine sat up, pinning his bare cock between them and holding Kurt close, looking up into his eyes. In a sing songy voice he said, "Let's go all the way tonight."
"No regrets?" Kurt continued.
"Just love."
Blaine pulled the first layer of Kurt's shirts over his head and tossed it. Kurt leaned down and captured Blaine's lips in his own while Blaine began unbuttoning Kurt's next shirt. Kurt laced his fingers in Blaine's curls and tugged on them slightly to moved Blaine's head which ever way he wanted. He had to let go when Blaine finished unbuttoning the shirt and slipped it off Kurt's shoulders.
Instead of taking it completely off Kurt's arms, Blaine stopped it at his elbows and used it to pin his arms behind his back. Blaine held them taut pushed Kurt backward, gently guiding him down on his back so he could finish undressing him. He kissed his way down Kurt's bare chest and stomach and began kissing his waistline as Blaine unbuckled Kurt's belt and undid his pants.
Remembering that there was someone on the other side of the wall, Kurt struggled to keep his moans to a low volume. Blaine slipped off Kurt's pants, then each sock, and then proceeded to drag the side of his face up the length of Kurt's leg, turning his head into the inside of Kurt's thigh and licking the length of that.
Kurt's usual undergarments were the tight boxer briefs, but this time Kurt was wearing Dior briefs, black with white piping. Blaine took no time in grabbing Kurt's hips, massaging the skin there as he placed tantalizing open mouthed kisses through the fabric on Kurt's dick and testicles. Kurt was able to slip his arms out of the rest of his own shirt and once again grabbed Blaine's curls. He almost felt guilty for pressing Blaine's face harder onto his arousal… almost.
Blaine responded by pulling Kurt's underwear down just far enough to release Kurt from his clothed prison. He hungrily took Kurt in his mouth, palming his balls and rolling them tempestuously.
Kurt's eyes were rolling behind his head in pleasure. It wasn't until Blaine's mouth left Kurt's dick that he gasped because he had forgotten to breathe. Blaine leaned away from Kurt back towards his bedside table. He took out his bottle of lubrication and a couple condoms. Kurt slipped off his briefs while Blaine did this. He also slid his leg over so that Blaine wasn't between his legs.
"Hey!" Blaine smiled. "I didn't say you could do that."
"It seems we're a little uneven. You still have your pants on. Stand up, please."
"I think you've forgotten who's in charge right now."
"I said stand up!" Kurt snapped playfully, yet establishing his dominance.
Blaine's erection was still out of his pants. "Your reign will soon end, My Love," Blaine cooed before he kissed him passionately.
Kurt didn't wait for Blaine to stand. He slid himself off the bed and onto his knees between Blaine's legs. He tugged off the rest of Blaine's jeans and boxers and looked up to a cheshiring Blaine. "See. I was right. You are now on your knees in front of your king."
Kurt crawled up Blaine's body and right as he was about to kiss Blaine he stopped. Blaine's smile went away and he looked at Kurt curiously. Kurt couldn't help but smile devilishly. "Queen is more like it."
Blaine laughed sarcastically. "Ha. Ha. If I'm a queen then that makes you a princess because there is no way you're more masculine than me." He flipped Kurt around expertly so that he was on top again and ground his arousal against Kurt's as he kissed Kurt hard. "May I suck your beautiful cock now, Your Highness?"
"Hmmm. No." Kurt smiled, playing hard to get.
Blaine slid his index finger into his mouth and coated it with saliva. Without warning, he reached down, finding Kurt's puckered entrance, and inserted the single finger. Kurt's inhaled sharply, followed by a moan as Blaine didn't wait to start moving his finger in and out. "Please?" Blaine pouted. "I want you in my mouth." He pushed deeply inside Kurt and found what he was looking for. He stroked Kurt's prostate delicately.
"Mmnn. N-no." Kurt's playfulness was crumbling at the rush of pleasure coursing through him. "Uhgn."
Blaine grabbed the bottle of lubrication with his free hand and dropped a few drops on the fingers of the hand that was already plunging in and out of Kurt. When he inserted his fingers again he jutted two in and before long, Blaine was scooted so far down that his face was practically in Kurt's lap and he was now using three fingers. He hit Kurt's pleasure center every time and Kurt moaned uncontrollably. He licked up the underside of Kurt's cock and sucked Kurt's reddening head into his mouth, lapping up a substantial amount of leaking pre-cum. He let it slip out of his mouth. "Can I please, suck your dick now, My Love?" Blaine's voice was sweet and sexy all at the same time.
"Uhng!" Kurt yelled out on accident when Blaine hit his prostate again. "Uhng. Oh god, fuck me. Fuck me now."
Blaine chuckled seductively, but didn't hesitate. He snatched a condom off the table and ripped it open with his teeth, spitting the wrapper out of his mouth and onto the floor. He rolled the rubber casing onto himself and didn't waste time positioning himself and guiding his sizable cock into Kurt. They both stifled a screaming moan. Blaine didn't start thrusting right away. Instead, he wrapped Kurt's legs around his waist line and scooped Kurt up in his arms, positioning him in a sitting position in his lap. This position brought Blaine deeper inside Kurt.
With his arms wrapped around Kurt, Blaine lifted Kurt off him slightly and began gyrating his hips slowly. Kurt clutched himself to Blaine, hunching himself forward, and trying desperately to not scream out in ecstasy.
Blaine wasn't able to hold this position for long because he was losing feeling in his lower legs. Kurt took advantage of this and pushed Blaine backward. They crashed to the bed with their arms still around each other. Kurt started gyrating, but when he looked at Blaine's face he stopped. He couldn't place the expression. It looked almost like Blaine could burst into tears at any moment.
Blaine brought his hand that wasn't coated in lubrication up to brush the side of Kurt's face. "I love you so much."
"I love you so much."
"You're so beautiful. You'll always be beautiful."
Kurt slid himself off his lover, whimpering at the empty feeling without having reached climax yet. He kissed Blaine tenderly then retrieved the other condom on the bedside table. He rolled it on himself, as if he knew what he was doing and coated his fingers with the slick liquid from the bottle that was still on the bed. He began getting nervous for Blaine as if this were their first time all over again.
In a sense it was because neither had been in this situation. By now, Blaine knew what to do exactly to make Kurt feel good and Kurt knew how to reciprocate. Now, he had almost no idea. His heart started beating faster than it already was and decided to just go for it and not get distracted because this was about Blaine. Blaine would be the one in discomfort at first and he would need all the support that Blaine gave Kurt, his first time. He pushed his fears aside. He leaned down and kissed Blaine's defined abdomen sweetly. "Are you ready?" he asked.
Blaine suddenly felt more vulnerable than he ever had in his life. He'd had sex with Kurt before. They'd been physical and close and he'd told Kurt his deepest secrets, but while all that had gone on, Blaine never felt like he'd truly lost his virginity as a whole. This last piece, what made him innocent, would belong to Kurt, just as what made Kurt innocent belonged to Blaine. He liked that thought. This was right. They belonged together and they belonged to each other. He nodded his head. "I'm ready," he said nervously.
Kurt put two fingers over Blaine's entrance, feeling the heat emitting from it and began rubbing the skin there, swirling his fingers around in a circle. Blaine's breath hitched. "Does this feel good?" Kurt asked flirtatciously. Blaine hummed an 'Mmhmm' nose and Kurt inserted his index finger. This was a new feeling. He'd never felt inside himself before so, feeling what it was like inside Blaine was different. Not bad at all, but different. It was warm.
Blaine didn't clench his muscles at all on the first finger so Kurt started dragging his finger in and out, mimicking was Blaine does for him. Then he added a second finger and Blaine began to feel the discomfort. Kurt put his free hand on Blaine's stomach and rubbing his muscles. "Shh, shh. It's okay. Relax, Blaine. It'll start to feel good soon. I promise." When Blaine finally relaxed his muscles, Kurt knew he had to do something fast to find Blaine's prostate. He pressed his fingers in deeper, pulling in and out.
"C-curl them," Blaine whispered.
"What?" Kurt asked.
"Your fingers. Curl them. That's what I do for you." Blaine knew the trouble Kurt was having and wanted to help him through this new feeling just as Kurt was trying to help him.
Kurt did as he was told he curled his fingertips slightly and on his way back in, he hit some part of Blaine that made him jump and clench back down. Oh, Kurt thought. That's what it feels like. "Are you okay, baby?"
"Give me a minute, please, love?"
Kurt leaned down and starting kissing Blaine's torso again. He snaked his body up and re-angled his body so that he was next to Blaine instead of between his legs. He kept his fingers inside Blaine, waiting for him to relax before moving again. He kissed him tenderly on the lips and felt the words 'I love you' on Blaine's lips so he whispered it back, meaning every word. Blaine relaxed once more and Kurt continued the motions he was doing. He hit Blaine's prostate and Blaine moaned very loudly and low into Kurt's mouth, grasping onto Kurt's skin with more strength than Kurt knew Blaine had. "Baby?" he asked pulling his lips off Blaine. "Baby, you don't know your strength." Blaine immediately apologized and relaxed again. Kurt had been a fan of the morning he woke up with scratched and bruises from vigorous sex with Blaine, but he hadn't realized that they were being too rough while it was happening. Kurt was aware of everything right now.
He had just entered finger number three when Blaine moaned again. "Uhng! Kurt, I'm ready. I want you inside me. Please," he begged.
"I've barely stretched you out. I don't want to hurt you." He pushed the three fingers in again and hit Blaine's pleasure center.
"Uhng. Mmnn. I don't care. Mmnn. I need you inside me. Pleeeaassse? Ahh. My Love? Pleeeaaassse?"
Kurt wasn't going to deny Blaine what he wanted. He dropped a few drops of lubrication on the condom he wore, just to make it extra slick for Blaine's first time. He positioned himself back between Blaine's legs and grabbed the pillow behind him. He put it under Blaine's hips just as Blaine had done for him on their first time. He recalled it making it much more comfortable because of the angle. He placed himself at Blaine's entrance and looked to Blaine's face for permission. "I'm ready," he whispered.
Kurt took a breath and slowly thrust himself in burying himself to the hilt. Blaine clenched down onto Kurt in pain, while Kurt couldn't help the words "Oh god, fuck" fall from his lips. He's sooo tight. Shit this feels really good. He didn't move. He rubbed Blaine's stomach and chest again gently, trying to show him something good. "Try to relax baby. I know it hurts, but it'll feel better. I just have to get you through this first part."
Blaine put his hands over Kurt's. "Mmhmm. I know. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. We'll go as slow as you want. Don't be sorry. This is new. I love you so much. You're doing great." Kurt was really trying to comfort Blaine and support him through this.
"T-try to move."
Kurt didn't remember it being this uncomfortable for him, but then again, Blaine acted like a sex god that knew everything. This part was what scared Blaine the most. Kurt started to move very very slowly. This was something that was hard for him to do because it felt so good and every part of his body was screaming for him to speed up. But he listened to Blaine instead because Blaine's needs were more important than his own at the moment. He didn't want to hurt him any more than necessary. He pulled himself almost completely out and then pushed back in completely a little quicker. He kept this rhythm going. Out slow, in a little faster until Blaine completely relaxed. Kurt felt Blaine's muscles relax around him and watched Blaine heave a sigh that sounded like a moan was in there somewhere. As a test, Kurt pushed in faster than he had been and with more force, causing his head to be pressed against Blaine's prostate. Blaine gasped and moaned at the same time. That was a good sign. Kurt smiled and did it again. Another moan.
Kurt laid down on top of Blaine and kissed his lips as he began thrusting to his own pace. Blaine's arms wrapped themselves around Kurt and kissed him passionately. Back and forth he gyrated his hips, each trust bringing him closer to orgasm. He felt that Blaine wasn't nearly as close as he was, and felt bad they he knew they wouldn't be climaxing together. "I'm sorry, Blaine. I can't hold it much longer. I- I'm gonna cum."
"It's okay," Blaine said between breaths. "Uhng you feel so good. Cum for me, my love. I want to know what it feels like with you inside me." Kurt sped up his pace and began thrusting harder. Blaine reached a hand above his head and tangled the blankets in his fist. "Ah. Shit. Fuck, Kurt. You feel amazing. Gah. I-mmnn. I love you so much."
"Ung. Oh God. I love you too." A few more thrusts and Kurt was filling the condom with his semen. He ground through his orgasm, moaning loudly into Blaine's mouth as he captured his lips with his own. He slowly pulled himself out of Blaine, which elicited a whimper, but afterward, before he knew what was happening, Blaine had flipped Kurt over onto his stomach and re-inserted himself into Kurt's puckered hole as he had done before. "Ahh!" Kurt screamed into the blankets in pleasure.
Blaine moaned with Kurt, thrusting quickly. In minutes Blaine was collapsing on top of Kurt, his pleasure peaked and feeling complete. He kissed Kurt's back and slid off of him. Blaine pulled Kurt close and they remained silent until their breathing evened out. Both boys laid on their stomachs staring at each other dreamily. Blaine stroked Kurt's face. "I love you."
"I love you." Kurt smiled in a daze
"I'm happy."
"Me too. Do you feel different?"
"Yes."
"What do you feel like?"
"Complete. I have the support of my family and the most amazing, beautiful, person in my heart. I should have given myself to you a long time ago."
"You weren't ready. It didn't bother me." He kissed Blaine sweetly.
"What made you change your mind about your feelings for Zach?"
"I confused our friendship. In my dream, when he kissed me, I realized that I didn't want it. I was relieved when I woke and found out that it never happened. I only want you. I need you. He needed me too, but not permanently. I'll tell you about that another time. And, for the record, you and everyone else are wrong. He is straight. He's just a sensitive and affectionate man. No homo-erotic tendencies."
"I'm glad you realized all this because of a dream."
"I'm glad I realized all this period. I was dying without you. You're my world, Blaine. I love you and I don't ever want to let anything come between us again. We belong together."
"We were meant for one another. Made to fit together and complete the other."
"How are you feeling? In any pain?"
"A little, but not much. The pleasure part sort of wipes it away."
"So, it was good?"
"Kurt, you're good at everything. I'm not surprised that your love making skills are perfect too." Blaine glanced over Kurt's shoulder and saw the clock.
"No!" Kurt whined after he saw Blaine's eyes move.
"What?" Blaine asked.
"I know you just looked at the clock. I don't want to know that I have to leave soon."
"You could always stay and get grounded."
Kurt kissed Blaine tenderly and turned his head towards the clock. It was just after one in the morning. "I'll never be able to drive if I only get two hours of sleep."
"Do you want to leave soon?" Blaine pouted his lips.
"Want to? No. Should? Yes." He stretched. "We should also do something about these condoms. They feel really weird on when limp." They both got up and cleaned themselves off and disposed of the condoms. Before Kurt had a chance to put his briefs back on he was swept up in Blaine's arms.
"There are no words to describe how happy I am. How much I love you."
"Just tell me that you love me and I'll know exactly what you mean."
Blaine placed a wet kiss on Kurt's lips. "I love you."
Kurt looked in Blaine's eyes with all the sincerity he had. "Just as I love you."