After Kurt had dropped Blaine off home he began to think of what could happen if he stayed with Brittany or went for it with Blaine. With Blaine it was something new and exciting that could possibly make him happier. But with Brittany they had history and love that shouldn't be broken for any reason. Kurt loved Brittany and it pained him to think of her finding out about what he did with Blaine. if Kurt hadn't had the beer perhaps it wouldn't have happened, or maybe it would. Kurt didn't know, but what he did know was that he kissed Blaine and Blaine kissed him and what he felt was pure lust and wanting. when Kurt had kissed Brittany for the first time it was just as enjoyable but with Blaine there was more of a spark there.

slam!

That was the noise that finally awoke Kurt from his daydream. Brittany sprung up next to him shutting his locker shut. Kurt looked around to take in her appearance, she was wearing Kurt's football jacket she must have taken whilst he was dreaming.

"hey babe!" she chirped giving Kurt a small kiss on the corner of his mouth.

"hi" he grunted sleep still fogging up his vision

"you look rubbish sweetie" Brittany exclaimed rubbing the back of her hand gently across Kurt's soft cheeks. Kurt nodded sleepily and literally collapsed into Brittany's arms

"i am" he managed to squeak out. He hadn't gotten any sleep last night, he felt so guilty about yesterday and the night and morning seemed to pass him by so fast that he couldn't keep up.

Brittany took pity on him and clung tight onto Kurt's arm; steering him to the nurses office.

"miss, Kurt's got the jelly beans" Brittany exclaimed to the unimpressed large lady sitting behind a wooden table. She raised one of her eyebrows at Brittany before turning her attention to the half asleep boy attached to Brittany's left arm.

"jelly beans hey?" she questioned taking Kurt's temperature. She sighed looking at the readings

"he's fine, no jelly beans. he's just tired" she sighed walking over to the water fountain in the corner of the room. The water tank glugged as some of the cold water was released into a small plastic cup.

"here drink this kiddo" she ordered Kurt who was now sitting on one of the chairs. Brittany took the plastic cup and guided it to Kurt's lips

"come on Kurtie just take a sip" she chirped sweetly. Kurt obliged and let the cold water flow down into his throat. Once the cup was empty Kurt felt much more awake than he had been.

"thanks" he exclaimed jumping to his feet "there was just a lot on my mind so i couldn't sleep" he explained to the nurse

"just make sure you do tonight then wont you?" she questioned raising her eye brow again. Kurt nodded and bounced out of the office with Brittany doing the same. Once they were out of sight of the nurse Brittany hung her arms loosely around Kurt's neck and leaned in for a kiss

"better now?" Brittany pulled away smiling. Kurt hummed in approval and let her lead them back to his locker, the bell hadn't gone yet and wouldn't for another ten minutes

"you always take such good care of me" Kurt laughed the adventures of yesterday behind him

"we take care of each other" Brittany sung happily, her face still lit up with her huge beaming smile. A few minutes past and the two kept talking about the things on their minds. not the Blaine thing. Brittany kept saying how her cat looked a little fat today and that she might have the jelly beans. Kurt listened and laughed at his girlfriend realizing that maybe he didn't need Blaine to be happy and that Brittany was more than enough for him. At 8:45, 5 minutes before the bell; Blaine appeared from one of the corridors heading straight towards Kurt and Brittany

"hiya" he chirped, happy and chatty as always. but only Kurt knew why he was exceptionally happy today. A few minutes passed and they filled Blaine in on the disco plans for next week when Sam then stood next to Blaine with a mischievous grin plastered on his face

"hey guys, hows it going?" he asked creepily. Kurt and Brittany ignored him and exchanged looks to each other

"im good" Blaine replied bluntly

"oh hi Blaine, might i just say that you look cute today!" Sam exclaimed making Kurt heart sink suddenly at the statement. Blaine looked uncomfortable but shook the compliment off

"huh thanks?" he muttered trying to avoid everyone's gaze. Brittany's jaw was about to fall off and Kurt felt even worse, he felt some sort of throbbing in the pit of his stomach and anger raging up inside of him. His hands became quite sweaty and his pulse was about to go overdrive. he was almost certain that he was going to explode

"no problem sweet cheeks" Sam laughed looking at how awkward the three people stood by him looked

"what do you want Sam?" Kurt asked through gritted teeth, he was finding it very hard not to punch him square in the face at the moment. Sam shrugged and managed a small smug smile, Kurt could almost feel that Sam was actually inside his head and looking at all of his emotions, knowing what happened last night.

"just came to say hello" he stated plainly looking around at the faces glaring at him. He rose is hands up in defeat but didn't move away from the gang

"hey Blaine!" Sam was just about to leave before he felt the erg to annoy them all some more

"what" Blaine mumbled emotionless

"what are you doing for the disco?" Sam asked looking straight into Blaine eyes. he looked into his eyes like he was looking in his soul which made Blaine shift uncomfortably and look towards Kurt and Brittany for guidance.

"nothing" he replied casually. Kurt looked uncomfortable knowing where the conversation was headed

"well, would you go with me?" Sam asked cockily. Kurt's breath hitched as he awaited Blaine's answer.

Blaine was going to say no for definite but when he looked round at his friends he saw Brittany sneaking a kiss onto Kurt's cheek who welcomed the gentle affectionate peck.

"sure!" he exclaimed making Kurt's heart drop even further, it was official Kurt was jealous.

"Great, can i get your number in home room?" Sam asked excitedly, obviously trying to wind up Kurt. Blaine nodded and followed Sam into the choir room as the bell went. Brittany turned round to Kurt who was staring after Blaine who just disappeared out of sight.

"you okay?" Brittany asked concerned of her boyfriend. Kurt knew his voice wouldn't be working this soon after that little complication so he nodded; reassuring his girlfriend.

"at least we've got each other" Brittany beamed kissing Kurt on the lips and grabbing Kurt's hands in hers.

"it'll be okay, we'll show him that he cant touch us or what we have" Brittany exclaimed holding onto Kurt's hands and them letting go when she was too far away. Kurt stood there as people rushed to their class rooms around him. A few people shouted his name as they crossed his path, high fiving him or bumping fists. Kurt wished he didn't have to be so popular and well known, he thought how easy it would be if no one knew him, he could be who he wanted to be. In truth he really enjoyed singing but he was so popular he would get so much bad attention and grief. There was also the matter of his sexuality and the lie he was living. If anyone found out the news would spread like nutella, everyone knew him so finding him to degrade him would be so easy for the haters.

Kurt sighed as he made him way to his home room looking like the living dead.

Kurt sat down next to Mercedes who was one of the glee club members and a cheerio. Kurt admired her strength; she did what she loved and didn't give a shit about the people who brought her down. secretly Kurt really wanted to befriend Mercedes so today he took his chance since Tina was ill and she had no one occupying the seat next to her.

"hi" Kurt greeted her as he sat down next to the black women. Mercedes shifted uncomfortably, she had never had Kurt Hummel talk to her ever, he was the most cutest boy in McKinley. this was unusual turf and she was terrified of making a fool of herself

"hello" she gulped meeting Kurt's gaze

"i admire you!" Kurt gushed not realizing how creepy it sounded. Mercedes stared back in confusion.

"what!" she stuttered back a reply a little star struck since Kurt was the star kicker of McKinley.

"your a cheerio, your popular but yet your in glee club. you do what you love no matter what anyone thinks. your my inspiration" Kurt explained quietly. Mercedes blushed at the compliment and thought of a response quickly

"you like to sing?" she asked quietly so no one would here. Kurt nodded making sure that Karofsky and Azimo who were sitting at the back of the class room didn't hear them.

"come along, I'll make sure no one tells" Mercedes offered but Kurt shook his head almost as soon as the idea left her lips

"im worried" Kurt replied, he meant what he said. he was scared stiff of what would happen. Mercedes look pitying at Kurt, knowing what he was going through

"I understand, I get a slushie in the face everyday" she laughed, managing to lighten the mood. Kurt nodded a smile appearing on his lips

"i tell the guys not to but they wont listen" Kurt replied honestly

"i know, you've never thrown a slushie. That's why your popular with everyone" Mercedes exclaimed the two exchanging smile.

"you could make a difference Kurt!" she stated "people follow you" she explained resting her hand on Kurt's shoulder. Kurt smiled back at her warmly and leaned closer to Mercedes; he wrapped his hands around her and rested his head on her shoulder. He had never done anything like this, he had hugged a person with only 10 minutes of talking.

"can i have your number?" Kurt asked when he pulled away "just as friends you know, I've got a girlfriend!" he exclaimed when he saw Mercedes puzzled face. Mercedes confused look broke into another smile and she gave Kurt her purple blackberry. Kurt typed his number into her contacts and sent a message from her phone to his.

"there you go ill save your number on mine too" Kurt said as he got the text on his phone. Mercedes was still a little confused as what had happened; first the Kurt Hummel had actually spoken to her, the he hugged her and now they exchanged phone numbers!

the bell went and the two made their separate ways but not before they smiled and hugged once again. Kurt had English next which he had with Blaine and not Brittany. He stood in the doorway of the classroom and scanned the room. he found Blaine in one of the corners of the room with an empty desk beside him which Kurt gladly took.

This English lesson was based on writing your own detective story so everyone got to watch Sherlock Holmes. Blaine was drawn to the screen his eyes widening with anticipation every time something amazing happened which Kurt found adorable. it was strange watching Blaine now; it was like Kurt was seeing him for the first time romantically

"hey, we need to talk" Kurt leaned over towards Blaine and dropped a note on his desk.

Blaine opened it and it read why Sam?. Blaine looked over to Kurt who was still looking at him so Blaine scribbled something back.

why do you care, you and Britt seemed happy together Kurt eyed the note reading it again and again feeling a serge of guilt overcome the feeling of jealousy he was feeling.

i do care, i really do Kurt was being completely honest, he'd felt incredibly jealous and he knew that he did actually feel something strong for Blaine if he'd wanted to punch Sam so bad

yeah right, you and Brittany are STILL together so it doesn't seem it

do you know how jealous i got when Sam was flirting with you Blaine was shocked that Kurt had felt jealous over it, although he would feel the same if the rolls were reversed.

im sorry Blaine managed to scribble back without the teacher looking

ill do it Kurt wrote back

do what? Blaine asked confused to what he'd meant

end it with Brittany Blaine looked at the note, shocked. he looked back at Kurt who had the most serious face he'd ever seen. he looked back at the note again then back up at Kurt who mouthed 'i promise'

It was the end of 3rd period and Kurt and Brittany were meeting by the stairs, Kurt had texted Blaine to stay away just so he could do what he wanted to do. The journey to the stairs were hell for Kurt, he couldn't get rid of a image of Brittany crying her eyes out in his arms, or attacking him, or even herself. When Kurt and arrived Brittany was already sat waiting for him; wanting to tell him all about her maths lesson.

Kurt reluctantly sat down and stared downwards at his feet, speechless

"Kurt, are you OK?" Brittany questioned eying Kurt's sad expression. she shifted closer to Kurt who shock his head and moved further away.

Kurt saw how offended and confused Brittany looked and decided he had to put them both out of their misery

"Brittany, i think we need to go our separate ways" Kurt gushed his eyes quickly turning back to his feet to avoid Brittany's eyes

"well we live down the same road so i cant turn left unless i go round the school!" Brittany exclaimed. Kurt sighed knowing that explaining this to her would be hard

"i don't mean that Brittany" Kurt's voice cracked half way through his sentence.

"i think we should break up" Kurt stated. He could tell by the way Brittany's jaw hung open that she was just as shocked as Blaine when Kurt told him.

"why?" tears began to well up in the corners of Brittany's eyes and it made Kurt's heart break

"i cant live a lie Britt" Kurt managed to croak

"im bi and I've got feelings for a boy" Kurt explained trying to seem as gentle and caring as possible

"but i thought you loved me" Brittany sobbed collapsing into Kurt's arms.

Brittany and Kurt sat hugging for a moment before Brittany broke away

"i need to tell you something" Brittany alerted, her voice clearer and calmer

"you were right, Santana kissed me" Brittany stated Kurt's face going pale. Kurt wasn't as shocked as he should have been, he knew that Santana had liked Brittany but Brittany was too young and naive to realize.

"don't worry, we just weren't meant to be" Kurt's voice had finally returned to its normal pitch and he felt like a huge weight had been lifted. Brittany stood up with a sigh and held her hand out for Kurt

"we can still be like we used to but without the sex" Brittany giggled and Kurt agreed placing a sweet kiss to Brittany's cheek

"deal" he laughed following Brittany back into the changing rooms of the gym.