Sept. 11, 2012, 10:25 a.m.
The kicker, the cheerleader and me : forgive and forget
M - Words: 1,831 - Last Updated: Sep 11, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 8/? - Created: Jun 18, 2012 - Updated: Sep 11, 2012 268 0 1 0 0
"what!" he exclaimed rubbing his head as if it was a dream
"i'm Bi" kurt repeated looking down at the dash board. Kurt was calm on the outside but on the inside he was freaking out. He'd decided to tell Blaine something incredibly private but he didnt seem to understand him, which upset Kurt.
"it all started when i was 12" Kurt started still trying not to look Blaine in the eye, ashamed of his sexuality.
"it was middle school when i was the most popular guy in school and i started dating the hottest most popular girl in school; Quinn Fabray. she was my first proper girlfriend" kurt sighed as if he was reliving the moments.
"me and her were tight, we had a bond that no one could break...untill i met Sam. her ex" Kurt groaned now reaching the point where he could look Blaine in the eye. Blaine watched intently as Kurt spoke, still attempting to process the news.
"once Quinn left us alone we started flirting i guess, then one thing led to another and she found us kissing" Kurt explained trying to get the whole story out.
"when i saw her, how upset she was i felt heart broken. but not disgusted. when i talked to Quinn we made a deal she wouldnt tell people i was Bi if i carried on loving her and bought her a necklace that she wanted that promised i wouldnt do anything to harm her. i loved her so i did anything for her and Sam and i kept on texting and stuff untill he moved away. Quinn dumped me though when she fell pregnant with Pucks baby. and she called me a slut!" Kurt explained tears now fogging his vision. Blaine sat in slience thinking about the whole "one sided" conversation over and over again in his head. Kurt was Bi? as in Bi-sexual, as in dates girls and boys, as in im a boy, as in he could date me! Blaine thought, smiling a little at the last thought.
"great!" Blaine beamed startling Kurt with his enthusiasm. Kurt smiled back in relievement, glad that he didnt have anymore secrets to keep.
"thank you" Kurt sniffled leaning in...to hug Blaine.
"its ok, i mean you are what you are. im gay so who am i to judge" Blaine laughed returning the hug.
"thats the thing, your gay" Kurt breathed moving his gaze to blaines brown golden eyes
"what do you mean?" Blaine whispered knowing full well what kurt meant
"think about it" Kurt said into Blaines ear. Kurt was the first one to pull away from the hug then blaine.
"ill text you later then?" Blaine asked getting out of the car. Kurt nodded through the window and waved goodbye. thank god Kurt thought whilst he watched Blaine turn into his house.
to kurt
from blaine
it'll b ok, promise x ... omg he put a kiss, do i type one back..arggg
to blaine
from kurt
thank you xx ... two kisses! he does like me!
The next day was a Friday so tomorrow would have been Kurt and Brittany's 6 year anniversary. But no. Brittany had forgotten and got caught up with Santana Lopez, the lesbian bitch who tried and succeded to steal Brittany away from Kurt.
Blaine had managed to sober up that night, enough to take all the medicine he needed to be fully functioning for school
"Kurt honey, Brittanys on the phone for you" Kurts mother called from downstairs. Kurt rolled his eyes as he took the phone from his mothers grasp.
"hi" kurt sighed into the speaker trying not to seem that bothered.
"Kurt my phone bleeped this morning" Brittany breathed. Pausing to bring herself to say what she wanted to
"it said happy 6th anniversary for tomorrow. remember we set it a day early so we would remember to buy gifts!" Brittany exclaimed her voice going high at the end
"i know" Kurt mumbled back rubbing his hand through his hair.
"thats why i didnt want Santana coming along on. it was our day" Kurt explained hearing Brittany sniffling in the back ground
"why didnt you say last night silly" Brittany asked trying not to start another argument
"that wasnt the only reason Britts" Kurt moaned, Brittany smiling once Kurt called her britts again. Brittany waited patiently for Kurt to speak again, breathing heavily into the phone
"Santana likes you Britts, she's gay" Kurt explained waiting for Brittanys reaction
"well im not!" Brittany alerted sounding rather insulted, maybe Brittany was straight after all.
"i know Britts but im just-"
"jealous" Brittany finshed her sentence taking the words right out of his mouth. Kurt sighed
"yeah" he breathed his face softening
"im sorry babe i should have remembered our anniversary" Brittany sniffed changing the subject
"its ok boo, these things happen" Kurt assured her mentally rubbing her back and stroking her hair.
"so we are ok?" Brittany asked hopefully. Kurt completely forgot about his conversation with blaine the night before, all his thoughts was on the beautiful girl wanting to get back together with him.
"Definately" kurt beamed checking the time on his watch
"ill pick you up ok?" Kurt asked uncertain if she'd made any other transport arangement
"ok" Brittany chirped bouncing up and down in her kitchen. She spun round stopping when her eyes spotted the small blue bag she'd hidden in one of her draws.
"cant wait" she added before hanging up. Brittany bounced over to the coffee table where she put the gift she go kurt a month ago. She had made him a collage of photos of them both; kissing, holding hands, having a snow ball fight and in the middle was a photo of the ring Kurt gave her.
"he's going to love it" Brittany sang gently placing the gift in her kitten rucksack Kurt had made specially. He took a load of photos of lord tubbington and Brittany which he paid to be transfered into a pastel blue rucksack.
Blaine stood waiting by Kurt's own personal parking spot for 10 minutes before he showed up with Brittany. Kurt had jumped out of the car to open Brittanys door like a gentleman before paying Blaine any attention.
"hey Brittany...kurt" Blaine waved them over giving Kurt a glare when he saw them holding hands. Kurt gave blaine a knowing glare, both of them had remembered the previous night.
"hi" Brittany cherped, pleased and happy as ever
"i thought you guys broke up?" Blaine questioned looking at them both puzzledly.
"yeah" Kurt nodded shamefuly as Brittany explained further
"you cant keep people who love each other this much apart for long" she smiled swaying their hands in the air. Kurt smiled back untill he noticed a rather familiar car pull up in the distance
"what wrong babe?" Brittany asked seeing Kurts face fall
"sam" he muttered
"sam who?" Brittany questioned searching the school grounds
"Sam evans" he replied giving the girl a knowing glare
"c'mon then" Brittany cooed as she steared Kurt into the school building.
"hey man" a random passer by exclaimed bumping fists with Kurt
"hi Kurt" A group of 5 girls giggled as Kurt leaned against his locker. Blaine stood watching as it happened over and over again.
"wow, your popular!" Blaine exclaimed
"he cant help it with that face and dont get me started on that ass" a blond cheerleader cherped as they walked past; Quinn Fabray. As she walked everyone even Kurt took notice, she had so much power over the whole student body it was amazing. Her high pony tail swaying as she trotted down the hall, she looked like a god.
"Quinn" Kurt called after her causing the girl to pause suddenly and spin round to face Kurt who she smiled sweetly at
"Kurt" she beamed. ever since she cheated on Kurt with puck she had never forgiven herself, even after her daughter was born she kept on trying to be with Kurt but he was already with Brittany
"that was a bit inappropriate dont you think. especially infront of my girlfriend" he spoke in a condensending tone. Quinn shook her head in disagreement and leaned further in her mouth right next to Kurt ear.
"i always get my way so i dont think so" she whispered sending a shiver down Kurts spine. When she pulled away she sent Brittany a smug grin and carried on her journey across the hallway.
Kurt watched her as she left his side, speechless.
"kurt are you okay?" Brittany asked worriedly, she took Kurts hand in her own staring at his face. Kurt nodded and let Brittany drag him to his home room before carrying to her own with Blaine.
"so how are you?" Brittany asked glad to be getting some alone time with blaine.
"good" he lied sitting back in his chair when Mr schue came trotting in through the door with a blond boy to the side of him. Blaine turned to see Brittany who stared wide eyed at the boy stood in the middle of the choir room.
"who's that?" Blaine whispered to Brittany who was still gawking at the boy
"Sam Evans" she told him making Blaine muscles tighten with jealousy
"he's back everyone, Sam evans is back" Mr schuester enthused pointing dramatically towards Sam who stood awkwardly in the centre of the room with everyone staring at him.
"hi, i think i know most of you. but i dont know you" Sam muttered gesturing towards Blaine who had an intense look on his face. Sam walked up to blaine, avoiding the odd glare from Brittany. He stretched out his hand for Blaine to shake it.
"blaine Anderson" he mummbled taking Sams hand tightly in his own and shaking it more roughly than what was needed. Sam then sat in the seat right next to Blaine, purposfuly annoying Brittany.
"i heard about you too" Sam spat at Brittany who was giving him a filthy look
"does it looks as if i give a shit" Brittany grunted making Blaine a little stunned at her language
"i going to get him back" Sam retorted giving Brittany a smug smile. Blaine quirked an eye brow and listened harder
"not a chance" Brittany laughed
"he's gay didnt you know. or is he still in the closet" Sam said spitefuly
"he's Bi" Blaine interupted startling them both. Brittany looked at his stunned and Sam looked at him confused.
"he told you?" Brittany asked a little suprised at what Blaine had come out with. Blaine nodded and turned his attention back to Sam
"and theres no way he'd go for you" Blaine grunted looking down his nose at Sam
"oh hello, if im not mistaken your being a little over possesive. isnt that the girlfriends job" he mocked as if he knew how he felt about Kurt.
"they are inlove so leave them alone" Blaine shouted getting the class's attention.
"are you ok Blaine?" Mr schuester asked curiously, he wasnt made just stunned. Blaine shook his head, his cheeks going a faint red colour
"no" he mummbled looking down at his feet.
"no" Sam mocked putting on a girls voice. Blaine gave him a withering look as he and Brittany moved seats.
"what an arsehole" Kurt spat gesturing towards Sam head.
"I know right" Brittany agreed
" blaine" Brittany started
"yeah" Blaine replied
"do you like Kurt?"