"Are you sure you want to do this?" Blaine asked, slowing his movements. His face is full of worry and concern, it's so sweet how much he cares.

"Fuck me NOW!" I shout desperately, there is no way in hell I'm stopping this now it feels so amazing. His hands are so warm and rough, all I want is to be held by those hands and feel amazing inside. I heard Blaine chuckle at the desperate need in my voice, bastard, it's his fault that I'm feeling this way.

"Alright it might hurt though, I don't have any lube left" Blaine said worriedly.

"I couldn't care less, just get it in me!" I demand giving him my best glare I could in my pleading state.

"Romantic" Blaine replied sarcastically. I watched as he quickly took off his shirt and jeans, dear god his body his beautiful. I had a sudden urge to run my tongue round each of his defined abs with cubes of ice in my mouth that would melt from the heat of our bodies.

I felt his hands slither under my shirt to touch my chest before those same hands yanked my shirt over my head which was tossed to the side somewhere. Small sweet kisses were planted all over my chest, a tongue occasionally licking at my hardened nipples just to tease me. Not that I was at all complaining.

"Please....Blaine.....need" I mumbled, this made has now reduced me to babbling.

Somewhere in the middle of Blaine's exploration he had gotten rid of all of our clothes and we were both naked in front of each other, I felt so vulnerable and exposed but the way Blaine held and kissed me made me feel so safe and secure.

"So beautiful" Blaine sighs under his breath as he looks at my hardened cock. I in turn look at him as well and beautiful is not the word to even start to describe how magnificent he is. His cock was slightly shorter than mine but much thicker, I could imagine my lips surrounding that piece of art making this stunning man fall apart underneath me.

"I want to give you what nobody else and gotten" I say to him and getting lost in him beautiful hazel eyes. I know I seem like such a bad ass hanging out at the gay bars with the sexiest chicks in the world but the truth is I've only been with one person, and even then it was me topping. My first time was Brittany, in a way I was attracted to her when we had sex, but it also could have been because of the amount of alcohol I had consumed that night. I've never experienced the beauty of sharing that intimate moment with someone that I feel that way about, but now maybe I can.

"I'm going to prep you ok babe, just keep breathing focus on the pleasure, OK?" Blaine asked rubbing his hands down my back soothingly. I nod and lie on my front so he has better access to my ass.

I feel a sharp pain but it only lasts for a second until I realise that it was Blaine's finger and all I can think of is that I have Blaine's hands inside of me and wanting me to feel amazing, so I did.

"Tell me how it feels" Blaine's lust filled voice demands above me. I hold back a growl at the tone of his voice.

"I feel so full, It hurt's at first but now it just feels incredible" I groan out, my hands turning white from grabbing the sheets so hard.

"I'll add another than, just keep focusing on the pleasure" He tells me before another finger joins the one already in me. The two fingers are working together intent on finding that small bundle of nerves right THERE!

"OMG...RIGHT THERE!" I scream as Blaine's fingers brush against my prostate suddenly, my whole body is on fire, everything feels tingly and just amazing. Without warning Blaine shoves 4 fingers into me again making sure to brush the same place again.

"Please, I need more! Ngg Blaine" I plead, making sounds even a porn star couldn't even make. Blaine retracts his finger and positions himself behind me on the bed and very slowly pushes in. As soon as the tip is in he uses his hands to softly rub down my sides so it doesn't hurt as much, because it does, Blaine is fucking massive.

"God, you are so tight" Blaine moans as he is fully inside of me. The feeling is so amazing but the aching in my cock distracts me so I start pumping myself very slowly. Blaine pulls back slightly and pushes in quick and fast, the feeling is 10 times better than his fingers.

"Blaine...please harder"

"I don't want to hurt you"

"Please, I want to feel you inside me tomorrow, I want to not be able to sit down for weeks, I want you to fuck me so hard the only thing I know is your name" I moan desperately, trying to push back on Blaine's cock to feel full again.

He quickly agreed and slammed hard into me. I let out a choked moan at the sensation but quickly adjusted to the now powerful thrusts.

"OH Blaine! Ugh, yes!"

"Blaine! Bl-mmh! Ohgosyesrightthere!" I shout as he pounds into my prostate repeatedly

"Kurt, Kurt come" Blaine says as our orgasm are close.

"Oh yes Blaine! Say my name."

"Oh Kurt! Yeah take it!"

"Ungh! BLAINE" I scream before everything goes black, Wow

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Blaine's P.O.V

The sunlight streaming in from the window opposite my bed was glorious, that window was the reason I had chosen this room when we moved and now I was more great full than ever because the light from that window was shining on the perfect angel next to me that had somehow found his way into my bed.

I sighed contentedly as I took in his perfect features, brief splashes of memories from last night crossed my mind and I remembered his sinful lusty dance moves, the sheer passion that had led to him being in my house, my room.

I was glad we didn't have sex, so glad. It would have been the end of anything we could have had together, just a quick fuck, nothing more than a one night stand. I wouldn't have been able to attempt to take it deeper and I want to because waking up this morning with this astoundingly beautiful man next to me is how I want to wake up every morning. I want to know this person.

"Isn't it a bit creepy to watch people sleep?" Kurt said, his eyes still closed. I chuckled before reaching to stroke his cheek, but before I could Kurt rolled out of bed and started to move around the room collecting his clothes and then sitting back down on the end of the bed to put them on.

"Ha, when did I put these back on...?" He asked looking down at his boxer briefs with a confused expression on his face.

"...you never took them off." I said a frowns on my face.

"Don't be silly Blaine of course I took them off, we had sex remember and erm you kinda need to naked to do that." He said matter of faulty while quirking his eyebrow.

"Kurt, we uh, we didn't have sex."

"Yes we did!" "We had sex and it was really good and you were amazing and I loved it!" He said smiling and still looking confused.

"Kurt we didn't." I sighed.

"Yes we did Blaine... D-don't be silly" he said with a nervous titter.

"Kurt we did not have sex! You passed out on top of me and started making moaning noises!" I shouted in exasperation regretting it straight away when I saw him crumble.

"We... You, I-it was my first time...that way and you're lying and saying we didn't how you could ...j-just." His shoulder started shaking and he seemed to curl in on himself. I moved towards him and tried to place a hand on his shoulder.

"Kurt..."

"NO! Don't Blaine!" "you are lying!" He cried flinching away from my hand. There were tears were starting to run down his face.

"K-k ...I, I'm not... I wouldn't..." How could he think that he fell asleep. I'm not some club sleaze who wants to pop the cherries of all the twinks out there, Hell I'm the same age as him! I didn't want this why does he think we did.

"It was my, I mean ... You, you were my first Blaine and I can't believe you would lie about that, but I guess it was just a one-nighter so fine I will take what little dignity I have left and leave. Thank you for the fun you say we didn't have. Good bye Blaine, it was nice meeting you.

"No, Kurt no!" I said trying to get out of bed but getting caught in the sheets and fell to the floor with a thump as Kurt walked out the door.

How did this happen, how did this wonderful day go from me lying in bed with an angel, to me lying on the floor completely and utterly confused and distraught.

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Kurts P.O.V

I sighed, collapsing in heap on my newly made bed; life is seriously messed up sometimes. The taxi ride to Scandals was so awkward, it was the guy that took me and Blaine last night, he could tell that the night had not gone to plan since he gave me a sympathetic smile. When I got to Scandals the place was completely deserted apart from my black Navigator near the back of the car park.

The drive back gave me time to think about all the shouting from earlier, and the previous night's events, how could he just lie to me like that, I gave him my back door virginity and he just tosses it in my face just so he can be saved the embarrassment of sleeping with someone like me. Halfway through the trip my vision was filled with tears and I had to stop to compose myself. After a year of building myself up as this bad ass skank I could not break down and cry over someone I just met. I felt used and pathetic but I couldn't let it show. Life is seriously messed up sometimes.

When I got in I got such a speech from my dad about underage drinking and going off with complete stranger but seriously, who gives a fuck? It's funny; a year ago if I and my dad had a fight I would immediately break down and cry into his arms for hours. Now however it's a different story, if you are a member of the skanks you have to be cruel and vile towards others, the only exception is Brittany who is so far in her own little world she thinks the square route of four is rainbows.

Whenever I feel bad I go to Brittany. She's so sweet and innocent It's hard not to get along with her. This is why I've decided to ask her to meet me somewhere. I grab my phone from my pocket and dial the ever so familiar number. She answered on the second ring.

"Hello?" Her voice asks timidly.

"Brittany Its Kurt"

"Hey baby! I've not seen you since last night"

"Yeah I went home a bit after you and Quinn left" I tell her awkwardly, trying anything not to remember my fight with Blaine.

"Ok, what's up sugar muffin?" Brittany's normal chirpy voice asks

"I wanted to know if you wanted to go to the mall."

"I would love to! I need to get Lord Tubbington some more Jell-O since he lost the last one I got him" She tells me seriously, god I love Brittany's insanity; it keeps me in a good mood.

"Great, I'll meet you there in 10 minutes?"

"Ok, can you pick me up though, I lost my car"

"Sure Britt"

"Love you!"

"Love you too babe" I say back before ending the call.

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Blaine's P.O.V

Ugh! This sucks why am I so hung up on him?, we only met last night and he didn't leave his number this morning. Well considering how things ended I'm not surprised. But god why can't I get him out of my head! His stupid porcelain white skin and his silly pixie nose and his wonderfully confusingly colourful eyes and oh, the noises he made last night when he fell asleep... "No! Bad Blaine! Stop it." Some lady gave me a weird look so I ducked my head and rushed into the Lima bean, my favourite cafe.

Ok Blaine, try this. You are bisexual therefore you have twice as much opportunity to find someone! Look around there is plenty of nice people in here who could be just as nice as Kurt was. But they aren't Kurt. Oh for god's sake pull yourself together!

...I need to remember to eat breakfast in the morning.

"One medium drip please and uh, some cinnamon toast." I said to the lady working behind the till. She handed me my order and I sat down at a table.

There were quite a lot of people I'm the Lima bean today, but it was a week end so I guess that must be why. Looking around, there were people clustered in groups a peppier group of girls and boys probably from private schools Dalton and crawford and then there were a group of over excitable loud girls who I vaguely recognised as the McKinley high cheerleaders and then just average everyday people. With a sigh I took a bite of my cinnamon toast because in the grand scheme of things none of these people could stand up against him. Why am I so hung up on him!

"Hey mister!" I looked up to see a brunette girl waving enthusiastically at me.

"Uh, hi?" I replied.

"My names Lucy, I couldn't help but notice how down you looked so I thought I would come over and cheer you up!"

"Thanks, I'm Blaine."

"Nice to meet you Blaine." She said smiling. "So are you single?" Was I single? Well I guess so but I mean... I don't know! "I'll tell you what, as you seem to be in a dilemma as to whether or not you are in fact single I'll do you a deal." "I will give you my number and you will call me when you have worked it out." She said smiling and placing a piece of paper on the table before skipping off to her friends.

I let my head fall to the table with a groan.

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Kurt's P.O.V

I pick Brittany up in the next 10 minutes and she hops into the front seat of my car in a very beautiful outfit. She is wearing a clean white baggy top with a black pair of skinny jeans and the purple studded jacket I got her for her birthday last month. She had her hair in two bunches with a purple and black baseball cap on, something she was hardly without, something she got from my dad I suspect.

"Hey gorgeous, you ready?" I ask as the blond excitedly jumps in her seat, failing to contain her excitement.

"Yep, my mum gave me $50 to spend and she never gives me money!" She exclaims happily.

"That's great; do you know what you want to buy?"

"Kind of, I want to get some scarves I can thread through the holes for belts in my jeans so I can look all kinds of awesome"

"I can help you find something, I love scarves" I say

"Thank you, I was just about to ask you if you could. You have amazing fashion sense, I mean look at what you're wearing now, HOT!" She laughs as she looks me up and down. I am wearing black skinny jeans that have odd holes in various places, sexy Doc Martins then end half way up my calf, I have a white skulled scarf threading through the holes in my jeans like Brittany had said she wanted and a baggy blue sweatshirt I stole from my dad one day. I wouldn't say I looked sexy but I did have the hot bad ass look going on, although I kind of looked dirty and cheap at the same time.

The conversation seemed to flow between us as I drove the rest of the way to the mall nearby. We chatted about random things and Brittany casually informed me that the previous night Quinn had gotten a tattoo at the insistence of the man she was going home with that night. I frowned at that piece of information, Quinn was usual so composed and in control but that seemed so reckless and unlike her. When Brittany shows me the tattoo Quinn got all my previous thoughts changed because Quinn had the name "Beth" Tattooed simply on the side of her hand.

"Ok, where first?" I ask as we get out of the car

"Can we go to the thrift store I want to get some scarves for a low price?" Brittany asks pointing at a shop in the distance. I nod and follow her as she walks to the small store. When we get inside we see that all the clothes are very new but at a cheap price, there was even some designer clothing that made me smile, I used to wear so much posh pricey stuff that made me look like some model in New York, obviously that didn't go down well with all the bullies in school.

"This is beautiful!" Brittany exclaimed from where she is searching through a box of old scarves The scarf she pulls out is amazing though, it is a cream colour with pale blue flowers dotted on it that are highlighted by a shiny gold colour. I took the item of clothing from her hands and draped it across her slim neck, she looked so breathtakingly beautiful and the colour brought out her eyes more.

"You should totally get it Britt Britt" I tell her excitedly because she really did look stunning.

"Thank you, here hold this" She says giving me her jacket she took off as she looks in her bag for her purse. After she buys the scarf we leave the shop to go get some water because of the sudden rise in temperature.

As we drink our water on the benches we see people taking off layer after layer as they pass by. One man in particular catches my eye; he has brown shorts and a sleeveless black top that show off his amazingly muscled arms. The thing that really makes my mouth water is the artistic tattoos that cover certain parts of his arms. I never really thought anything about tattoos before, they were ok on some people, not stupid ones like naked women or evil looking dragons but I could appreciate a simple quote or artistic swirl. This guy though had various images, patterns and quotes, and for some reason I had a sudden urges to run my hands all over them and taste them with my tongue. Oh dear, not in front of poor innocent Brittany, down boy!

"Hey Brittany?" I whisper nervously

"Yeah" She replies, not noticing the tone of my voice

"Should.....I...I want to get a tattoo, but like should I because I've no idea if it will look nice or even if it would suit me. I don't even know what I'd get though, and what would be dad think when he saw it? He would literally skin me alive, that way he wouldn't be able to see that tattoo that I might or might not get. I really want to but I'm scared....yeah" I finish lamely. That is the first time in ages that I've rambled that much, oh dear.

"I would totally help you choose it, but don't worry, Quinn's tattoo turned out amazingly but only if you go to a proper shop that do them. Also I think your dad won't mind, he let you get that ear piercing didn't he?" Brittany asks sweetly.

"No, I took the ear ring out because I was so scared what my dad was going to say, I just let it close up own because I'm such a wuss" I groan, putting my head in my hands.

"You're not a wuss Kurt, just nervous" She says standing up "Come on let's go to Lima Ink, It's just round the corner" She tells me grabbing my hand and pulling me to follow her behind whilst I shake like a leaf.

"So what were you thinking of getting?" the man asks as me and Brittany enter his shop. I don't answer so Brittany quickly explains that we will be having a look at the designs before we decide anything. We spent the next 10 minutes looking through all of the books and poster on the wall that were filled with thousands of different tattoos.

"I like that one" Brittany says pointing to a beautiful tattoo of a swirly bird in Oranges and yellows.

"I love it too, but in black"

"Yeah, sexy" Brittany purrs

"I'll get it"

After an extremely painful hour it was finally finished. I looked at the stinging area and smiled. I decided to get it on my back so there is less chance my dad will see it. When we left the shop I had a feeling of accomplishment, it was great!

We then proceeded to go into various different shops before deciding to go and get lunch in a small caf�. When we got there the place looked almost abandoned so we had a difficult choice on deciding where to sit, but I forced Brittany to sit with me by the window because it was too hot outside and we could feel the cool breeze from the door.

"Nice to see you here" someone says as they walk through the door, I look up to see the smiling face of Luke. "How did last night go, I saw you leave with someone" He asks and I feel something in the pit of my stomach since he is talking about Blaine.

"It was fine, didn't end well though" I mutter looking at my half eaten bagel.

"Well I'd be honoured if you'd like to go out with me tonight to forget about that jerk?" Luke asks hopefully.

I have a mini debate in my head about whether to go or not but going wins because I come to the conclusion that I need to forget about Blaine. "Sure, pick me up at 9" I tell him with a wink.

"Oh great, well I see you then, I have something really special planned for us" He tells me as he leaves. Brittany squeals beside me and wraps her arms around me. I hiss out in pain as her arms hit my newly done tattoo.

"oops, sorry!" She exclaims giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"It's fine, but we better get going if you're going to help me get ready for my date tonight" I tell her before giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you!" She squeals because who doesn't like a makeover?

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Blaine's P.O.V

Ok. Think about it Blaine, you will probably never see him again and Lucy, Lucy gave you her number and wants to see you. Whereas Kurt, is potentially crazy because he thought we had sex, which we didn't! Ok so pros and cons.

Lucy Nice body from what I saw. Seemingly bubbly, fun personality, nice hair, nice eyes. But... But what? I can't think of anything bad, she's not Kurt and I did only meet her for barley a few minutes.

Kurt Amazing sexy body, killer dance moves. Beautiful skin, cut pixie nose and plush, pink lips that I want to kiss until they are red. Stunning eyes and is just down right sexy and enchanting. Cons. doesn't actually want to be with me.

Ugh well that solves that problem, picking up the piece of paper that Lucy had left me and calling it on my phone. It got to the second caller tone before she picked up.

"Hi, who is calling please?"

"It's me Blaine."

"Oh, hi Blaine! Worked out whether or not you are single yet?"

"Yeah, yes I have actually. Will you go on a date with me this Friday?"

"Sure thing, meet me at breadstix at 7"

"Ok sounds good, I'll see you them."

"Cool, bye!"

"Bye." I pressed the end call button and placed my phone on the table. I couldn't bring myself to be excited but it was worth it.

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Kurt's P.O.V

I waited nervously on the edge of the kitchen stool waiting for the doorbell to ring. Luke was supposed to pick me up at nine but it was already quarter past. Is that a bad sign if the man turns up late, maybe he's buying me something before he comes over. OR maybe he had a car crash on the way over and it's my entire fault! OMG, I should phone the police.

"Kurt, the door!" My dad says from somewhere in the lounge stopping me from exploding. I spent such a long time imaging all the worst possibilities that I had not heard the doorbell ring.

"Hi" I gasp as I open the door and lay eyes on the sexy man before me, not as sexy as Blaine but still. No! stop thinking about Blaine, he doesn't want you but Luke does.

"Hi to you too" He laughs, he is wearing his signature smug but sexy smirk. "Shall we go?" He asks and I frantically nod, following him out of the house and into his car.

"So where are we going?" I ask him, not knowing the direction we are going in. We seemed to be going in the direction of the woods that were near Blaine's apartment, not that I remember where he lives.

"Just a little place that I used to go when I was younger. I think you'll like it. It's very secluded! He tells me, he reached over to his side of the door and I hear the child locks click in the back seat along with mine in the front.

"So how have you been?" He asks me.

"I've been ok, going to Scandals when I'm not in school the usual" I say casually "You?"

"Not much lately but I have been doing something for the past year and a half that I think you'll find interesting" He laughs.

I gulp "What thing?"

"I'll show you when we get there"

After that we don't really talk much, just listen to the radio. We pass Blaine's apartment and I look around for any sight of him, stupid really but I can't stop from looking out the window desperately.

"Hey what are you doing?" Luke asks placing a cold hand on my thigh. The sudden contact makes me jump a little in my seat and hold my breath. The way he has been acting has been slightly creepy and odd to be honest.

"I was looking out the window, I recognise this place" I tell him nervously, I hear that my voice is a little higher than what it is naturally and it makes me hate myself for it. We drive for about a minute and in that short period of time his hand seemed to get higher and higher up my thigh. His hand was just inches away from my crotch when I finally said something about it.

"What...are you doing?" I stammer trying to push his hand away. However he doesn't reply but moves his hand so its palming my dick through my trousers. I try so hard to fight the arousal I feel because I don't want him to touch me there, but my body reacts differently.

"You look so sexy" Luke purrs in my ear when he stops the car at the side of the road.

"Get off me" I tell him shakily. My voice cracks in the middle but he just laughs and palms harder. "NO!" I scream shoving him off me; he is so strong that I have to punch him in the face so he will get off of me.

"You shouldn't have done that" He says, his eyes now a deep red colour with tiny pupils in the centre. My whole body is tingling with a bad sensation, I know I'm in trouble but I just can't seem to move.

"You're a vampire" I gasp as I notice two fangs in his mouth. I'm about to scream but he shoves me against the door of the car so I can't breathe. I see him draw back his arm ready to punch me when something shiny catches my eye. I grab the silver pen knife and stab him somewhere in the chest. I doubt I got his heart otherwise he wouldn't have just yanked it out and threw it in the back seat casually.

"You will make a very feisty fledgling won't you" He sniggers and all my insides turn cold. He wants to turn me into a vampire, no!

"No!" I shout kicking him in the balls, he groans and clutches his crotch in pain, so kicking vampires in the nuts does actually hurt them, good to know! I instantly take this as my opportunity and use my shoulder to smash the window of the car, ignoring the shards of glass cutting into me I get out of the car and onto the deserted road.

I have no idea how long I ran for but when I stopped I was in a dark alley near a park, nobody was in the park because it was probably gone midnight. I curled up in a ball and tried to ignore the pain all over my body from the glass imbedded in me.

"You thought you could outrun me, cute" A dark figure laughs, I could only see his feet but I knew it was Luke. I stumbled to my feet weakly, not wanting to give up my human life without a fight. "Don't be silly Kurt, you know what's going to happen" He snarls.

I see his smirk before he rushes forward and latching onto my neck, I feel his sharp fangs seep into my skin. The sensation of my blood being sucked out of me is dreadful, I feel so weak and empty. Suddenly something is shoved against my mouth and I taste blood, but It's not mine. Luke lets go of me for only and short amount of time before the silver pen knife is back, I watch in slow motion as the weapon is plunged into my heart.

I look up into the face of my murderer and see his face filled with guilt and regret.

"What have you done?" I whisper before everything goes black.