"You girls are CUT!" She screamed. I didn't know what she meant by that, they didn't look like were cut, their skin looked very smooth and soft and without any cuts. Whatever Ms Sylvester meant by that made them cry even harder, one of them looked towards me will their puffy eyes and wouldn't look away. Her eyebrows went downwards in the middle of her face and it looked like she was frowning but I couldn't be too sure. Then she proceeded to cry harder and pointed at me with her finger shaking slightly.

"YOU ARE LETTING THAT WEIRDO IN, BUT NOT US!" The crying girl shouted very loudly. I don't think they were happy tears at all. Then Grace stood in front of me so I couldn't see the crazy hysteric crying girl anymore. I smiled at Grace because I was thankful I couldn't see the snot that was dribbling from the girls nose as she cried. Grace didn't smile back though.

"Kurt we need to leave here" She said

"Why?" I asked, I didn't want to leave. If anything I wanted the snotty crying girl to leave.

"I don't want those mean girls to shout at you, It's not fair" She replied

then I said "But I want to stay, why can't they leave"

"They will leave but first we need to go into the locker rooms, come with me" She held out her hand but I didn't want to take it. She understood and turned to walk away with me following close behind. I looked back at the group of crying girls who were now knealing down on the floor holding each other whilst Ms Sylvester shouted at them.

It took us 1 minute and 34 seconds to get to the locker room. I would have counted more accurately if I had my stop watch, oh well. In the locker room was 44 lockers all around the room. In the middle of the room was 4 benches. On one of the benches sat a boy, that boy was Blaine. He didn't smile when we walked in though, he had something red and sticky all over his top half. It looked like the same thing that was thrown on his before.

"hi" I said as I sat down next to him. He moved away slightly and I didn't want him to so I moved closer.

"I don't want to get you covered in this Kurt" Blaine told me.

"I don't mind" I stated

"I'm sorry about the text I sent you, I really wanted to hang out"

"It's ok you are redecorating"

"what a lame excuse" Grace said, Blaine looked at Grace for a little while before she then decided to leave. "I'll give you 5 minutes" she said as she closed the door.

"is it an excuse?" I asked him, slightly sad that he wouldn't want me to come over to his house tonight.

"um..no...I mean, I guess I heard you were Santana's boyfriend over facebook and freaked out. I kinda like you Kurt" He told me, he said it really fast but because I have really good hearing I was able to understand what he said.

"I like you too" I told him, because I did. He seems really nice. "I would ask you to be my boyfriend but I don't want the school to know I am gay"

"wow Kurt, did you just come out to me?" Blaine asked and I nodded

"I feel I don't have to hide from you" Whatever I said must have made Blaine happy because he then hugged me. It was strange because normally I would scream or feel horrible inside when people touched me without my consent. Even when Grace hugs me it doesn't feel like this. I could feel this warmth spreading through me and made my tummy feel all fuzzy. I put my arms around him like I've seen people do in movies a lot of times, I even rested my head on his shoulder.

Blaine let out a sigh and let me go slowly, I felt sad. "You have really pretty eyes" Blaine said to me. That made my face go really hot and fuzzy. "Your cute when you blush" Blaine laughed. I was blushing? wow! I've never done that before.

Blushing refers to the involuntary reddening of a person's face due to embarrassment or emotional stress, though it has been known to come from being lovestruck, or from some kind of romantic stimulation. It is thought that blushing is the result of an overactivesympathetic nervous system. Severe blushing is common in people who suffer social anxiety in which the person experiences extreme and persistent anxiety in social and performance situations.

Blushing is generally distinguished, despite a close physiological relation, from flushing, which is more intensive and extends over more of the body, and seldom has a mental source.

If redness persists for abnormal amounts of time after blushing, then it may be considered an early sign of craniofacial erythem is a medical condition where a person blushes strongly with little or no provocation. Just about any situation can bring on intense blushing and it may take one or two minutes for the blush to disappear. Severe blushing can make it difficult for the person to feel comfortable in either social or professional situations. People who have social phobia are particularly prone to idiopathic craniofacial erythema. Psychological treatments and medication can help control blushing.

Some people are overly sensitive to emotional stress. Given a stimulus such as embarrassment, the person's sympathetic nervous system will cause blood vessels to open wide, flooding the skin with blood and resulting in reddening of the face. In some people, the ears, neck and upper chest may also blush. As well as causing redness, blushing can sometimes make the affected area feel hot.

Erythrophobia is the fear of blushing, from Greek: ερυθρa2;ς, red, and Greek: φοβία, fear, literally "fear of redness.".

"I like your hair, It's curly" I told him.

"Kurt?" He asked

"yes?"

"can I kiss you?" wow that's three questions in a row. Now, I'm not sure if I want Blaine to kiss me. Even though I am not really going out with Santana I still don't want to kiss someone else, even though I want to kiss Blaine but not Santana.

"Hang on a moment" I told him getting out my phone

to Santana

I don't want to be your fake boyfriend any more, sorry

the reply came almost instantly

from Santana

fine fancy legs, I didn't think it was going to work anyway

"um Kurt, what are you doing?" Blaine said, making me jump. I forgot he was there.

"yes"

"yes what?"

"you asked me if you could kiss me and I say yes"

"oh!"

Blaine then moved slightly so he was facing me and he looked directly into my eyes, that made my cheeks go red again, darn blushing. Blaine's eyes were very intriguing and I felt myself drawn to them in more ways than one. They were bursting with color, a light brown with green and gold round the edges, I wish my eyes were that color. Then I felt pressure on my lips and knew that Blaine was kissing me! A kiss is the act of pressing one's lips against the lips or other body parts of another person or of an object. Cultural connotations of kissing vary widely. Depending on the culture and context, a kiss can express sentiments of love, passion, affection, respect, greeting, friendship and good luck, among many others. In some situations a kiss is a ritual, formal or symbolic gesture indicating devotion, respect or greeting, as in the case of spouses kissing at the conclusion of a wedding ceremony or national leaders kissing each other in greeting, and in many other situations. In my case this was a kiss of love and passion, and the first of many others to follow.

"That was nice" I said when we broke apart

"Your lips are so soft" Blaine told me

"So are yours"

"I wish you weren't going out with Santana" He said, then I remembered my texting conversation with Santana.

"I'm not. when you asked me to kiss you I texted Santana that I didn't want to be her boyfriend any more and she said that was fine!" I told him. Then he began to smile a lot, I smiled to because I felt like I couldn't not smile.

"You make me feel like no one else makes me feel like" I breathed out.

"I'm glad" He replied.

I heard a door being opened before I turned to see Grace standing looking red in the face and panting. "Time for cheerleading Kurt" She told me and ran back out. I knew that I now had to leave Blaine, he was now trying to rinse the red goo off of his hair.

"Are you going to be ok with that?" I asked pointing to his hair.

"Yeah, I've done it plenty times before" He laughed, but it didn't seem like he should laugh.

"You can watch me do cheer leading when you have finished" I told him, even though I secretly just want him to stay with me afterwards.

He nodded "Ok" He said "I'll see you in a few minutes" I then turned and left, making it back to the gym in 1 minutes 23 seconds, record!

"Hey Hummel get your ass over here!" Ms Sylvester shouted once I entered the room. I didn't understand why she only wanted my butt to be over there when it was attached to the rest of my body. I could smell a lot of sweat from all the bodies around me. I wrinkled my nose, not that it made the smell go away. " I want you to go over there and show me some of your moves!" She said. I guess she meant that I should show her how flexible I am? that's what all the other girls were doing.

I went over to a mat and bent backwards from a standing position into a crab, It hurt but I knew it made my body look better. I flipped my legs over my head a few times, doing 6 backwards flips. I heard Grace clap once I finished, she loved to see me do that. Grace wasn't as flexible, she could do a handstand and cartwheels but wasn't able to do any flips.

"Well done Porcelain, now do some jump rope" She told me. I nodded and went over to the 5 girls who were repeatedly skipping with pieces of rope. I picked one up that was red, it was rough and I knew I would have sore hands after I did this. I managed to do 200 jumps before Ms Sylvester stopped me, she seemed to have been watching me do all these activities, which made me feel very nervous about messing up.

"Now I want you to run round and round this room whilst singing pumped up kicks by Foster the people" She said. I was confused, running and singing were hard. I still did it though, and I saw Blaine come in while I was singing the chorus, he smiled and waved, I just carried on running and singing. After doing 20 laps of the Gym I finished the song. Ms Sylvester seemed pleased with me, I thought.

"That was hard" I told her when she beckoned me over

"It'll only get harder" I heard a girl mutter who was doing step ups with two weights in both hands, that looked easy enough.

"Look, you can sing, dance, move and do it all at the same time Kid. Your good and I'm sorry how Becky acted when she got kicked off. I told her it wasn't personal" Before she could say anything else I spoke.

"I liked her, not when she was shouting but she has Down syndrome and she should be given a chance like I was. It's a nasty feeling when you are not allowed to do things if you have a certain condition" I whispered, I didn't want anyone to hear me.

"You have a fair point. Look Becky is no where as talented as you Porce, but if it means that much to you I'll let her back on but she isn't head cheerio, you are" She told me.

"Thank you, I would hug you because what you did was nice but I don't want to touch you" I told her. The girl doing step ups laughed at me, I don't like her.

"That's ok, I wouldn't touch you either" She told me "We're not that different you and me, now go and spend some time with Curly fries, he's been watching you for ages now. It's starting to creep me out"

"Yes Ms Sylvester"

I walked over to Blaine and saw him pretending to read a book, It was harry potter. I could tell he wasn't actually reading it because it was upside down. He then looked up and smiled.

"Do you wanna go to my house?" He asked

"I thought you were redecorating?"

"You can still come over, It's the new nursery that needs painting" He told me

"Nursery?"

"My mom's pregnant, I'll be having a little sister in a few months. My older brother is coming over to start painting it, you could help if you want. I don't have to but if you wanted, we could. sorry I'm rambling I should shut up now"

"I didn't think you were rambling. I love to paint" I told him.

"Is that a yes?" He asked. A yes to what?

"A yes to what?" I asked out loud

"I asked if you want to come round"

"I would like to, can Grace come?" I asked, noticing Grace talking to a few of the other cheerleaders.

"Sure" He said holding out his arm.