July 16, 2012, 6:44 p.m.
The Lost Boys: Connection
K - Words: 1,103 - Last Updated: Jul 16, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 32/? - Created: Jun 02, 2012 - Updated: Jul 16, 2012 824 0 0 0 0
"Kurt, why are you ignoring me?" Finn questioned after he finally bumped into Kurt after his moisturising routine.
"What makes you think I'm ignoring you?" Kurt replied with a harsh tone.
"I don't know, I asked you to past the salt at the table yesterday, and you completely blanked out, I had to ask Blaine for it, before everyone went to bed you chose to forget to say goodnight, this morning when eating breakfast, I burnt my bacon and normally you'd come to help but you were too busy to even notice, and now you seem to not be listening, hence the ignoring me," Finn acknowledge with an almost sad, angry tone.
"First of all Finn, those videos were MY privacy, I told you not to put them on, and you IGNORED me, when I asked you to respect my wishes, and second of all, the only reason you seem to be upset, is because I'm not around to help clean up your mess, and thirdly, I was talking to Blaine when you burnt your bacon, of course I was distracted, it's like when I'm around you and Rachel, you don't include me in your conversations, besides I'd have every right to ignore you," Kurt snapped.
"Well sorry bro, but I thought I was doing you a favour," Finn said not meaning to sound harsh.
"What, ignoring me around Rachel is to my advantage? It just makes you look like a homophobic Finn," Kurt growled particularly annoyed. Finn winced, hating the word homophobic.
"You know I am not one of those people Kurt! I can't believe you could accuse me of one after all we've been through," Finn raised his voice, grabbed his key and stormed out of the room.
"I'm going to Rachel's,"
"Finn!" Kurt called. The door slammed. Kurt sighed and slumped down.
On the ground in the kitchen is where Blaine found Kurt after he woke up.
"Kurt?"
At the mention of his name, Kurt rushed out of his sitting position on the cold white tiles, to a standing position over the frying pan to look like he was making breakfast.
"Kurt, are you okay," Blaine repeated, stopping Kurt in the middle of taking out the egg rings.
"Sure baby, I'm fine," Kurt replied turning to face him with a forced smile. Blaine looked slightly shocked than amused.
"What are you smirking at?" Kurt laughed at the sudden change in Blaine's look.
"Uh…Kurt; You called me baby do you think I'm a baby?" Blaine asked uncertain of the use of pet names. Kurt grabbed Blaine's hand.
"Oh Blaine, I forgot you're not use to affection, I'm sorry,"
"Sorry Kurt, I don't read many romance novels, I wouldn't know," Blaine apologised slightly blushing.
"Well Blaine couples use the word baby as a pet name to the person they love," Kurt mentioned cupping Blaine's cheek,"
Blaine nodded.
"I want to kiss you," Blaine stated shyly staring into Kurt's eyes.
"What's stopping you?" Kurt teased.
"Well…you…,I um," Blaine started but Kurt ignored him by kissing him on the lips, as he held him. Blaine pulled Kurt tighter against him moaning his name, which is when Burt decided to walk in….
"Oh, my bad,"
"Dad!" Kurt screeched slightly pulling Blaine of him, but it was too late.
"Uh… Kurt can I have a word with you?" Burt said uncomfortably standing there watching as Blaine's eyes looked terrified and widened the moment Kurt stepped forward.
"I…I'm,"
"I'll talk to you later Blaine, I need to talk to my son," Burt said quietly, a little unsure how he felt.
Kurt looked at Blaine and stared into his eyes, with a look of reassurance, Blaine nodded and glanced towards Burt, but feeling himself sinking in fear, as the floor swallowed him whole.
"Kurt… I um, not sure how to talk about this, I always assumed you were uncomfortable about the 's' word and I just want to warn you not to throw yourself around, because…"
"DAD, we ONLY kissed, don't talk about that, I'm not ready for the talk," Kurt winced, putting his fingers in his ears.
Burt had to smile, glad that his son wasn't a man hunter, because that would have been difficult, but this sweet innocent boy, needed to be told just how important he was to Burt.
"Kurt, I trust you, but listen to me, I care about you son, I just want you to know that you matter, and when you do decide to do it, you need to remember its' doing something TO YOU, to yourself, to your body, and I don't want you to feel pressured, you owe it to yourself to do it with someone if you really feel connected with that person, with Blaine or whoever comes along, but when you're ready,"
"Dad, Blaine wouldn't…" Kurt began but Burt put his hand up to silence him.
"I love Blaine as much as my own son, but I don't want you two rushing thing, I'm aware it's been over a month now, but I need to talk to Blaine about this too, so would you go get him for me please,"
"Dad I know your angry, please don't scare Blaine, he's still unsure of himself, he was hesitant before kissing me, I mean he wanted to but he was scared I didn't and so I…"
"Kurt relax, I'm not angry, I just want things to be kept at a ground level at the moment; did you get anything I just said?" Burt once again cut Kurt of staring him straight in the eyes, holding his shoulders.
"Yeah dad, I won't rush things,"
"Remember two words Kurt, 'You Matter'"
"Thanks dad," Kurt smiled, still feeling awkward and incredibly embarrassed but at least he has a dad that approves of who he is, and he couldn't help take his dad in a big hug.
"I love you Kurt," Burt said tears in his eyes, he wasn't the emotional type, but seeing Kurt now, reminded him of what was important and he cherished all the memories he had inside his head as he held his grown up boy.
"I love you too dad,"
"Go get Blaine, before he passes out from worry,"
Kurt smiled at his dad, and left the room.
"Blaine, he wants to talk to you," Kurt greeted.
Blaine hugging himself in fear looked up at Kurt who only smiled back.
"It's okay Blaine,"
Blaine nodded, and got ready to face the worst feeling in the bottom of his stomach, he loved Kurt, he was terrified of rejection.. What would Burt say if he thought he was using Kurt.. like he said in the bathroom when he met him?..He never wanted to hurt Kurt..would his father believe him? All these questions were running through his head as he stepped in the living room and saw Burt waiting for him. He took a deep breathe and walked in.
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