Sept. 10, 2013, 4:48 a.m.
Bite Of My Heart,: Chapter 24
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Hey Guys, hope you all doing well here is another update and I will try to update sooner next time. Well I just hope you will love this chapter.
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Chapter 22,
I love you,
"B-Blaine"Kurt stuttered not believing that what he was saying as he started taking steps towards him slowly.
When on the other hand, Blaine was staring at Kurt, his Kurt walking towards him and what made him shock was that Puck was right all that time about Kurt not being OK. As now, Blaine could see from his own two eyes that for sure, Kurt had lost weight just in few days, his skin looked paler and his red puffy eyes, and the dark circles under his eyes were sign that he didn't get sleep. What caught Blaine's sight was even he looked at Kurt growing belly and he was sure that it grew rapidly within days as now the baby bump was quite visible. Blaine saw as Kurt approached him and slowly taking his time lifted his hand to touch him.
It was taking all of Kurt's power to keep him steady as he brought his hand to touch Blaine's face as if he was still afraid that it was just his illusion, but what made him gasp was when his hand came in contact with Blaine's skin, as his fingers brushed over his face and it was like everything in the world stop, except for him and the man in front of him. As tears started to pool out of Kurt's eyes again as he said in shuddering and stutter voice,
"B-Blaine... You... You came b-ack..."
"I am here Kurt... I really am here" Blaine replied back staring in those sad eyes which were filled with tears and that was all it took for Kurt to break down and fall into Blaine who caught him in his arms as, Kurt started to sob out loud in his husbands arms as he clenched into Blaine's shirt so tightly that his knuckles turned white.
While, Blaine held Kurt firmly too holding up the pregnant man in his arms as he started sobbing out loud and letting it all out. And Blaine just held him tightly and started soothing Kurt's back slowly speaking,
"Shhh... Kurt, I am here... It's ok please don't cry... Calm down..."
However, Kurt kept crying into his arms burying his face in Blaine's neck.
"W-why... Why did you go? Why... Why did you leave me alone...? I-I was scared... You s-shouldn't have left me..."Kurt started mumbling in Blaine's neck as he kept clenching on him.
"I hurt you Kurt... I always end up giving you p-pain and hurts. And what I did was extreme, I slapped you Kurt... I hit you when it was not your fault." Blaine groaned remembering the way he slapped Kurt knocking him in the floor.
"N-no... Y-you were drunk... And you didn't meant to... It was an accident... I-I tried to stop yo-" Kurt was cut off as Blaine spoke pull him out of his neck and looked at him.
"It was not... I brokemy promise.I got drunk and I brought a fucking human with me when I promised you I won't and I will try to change, but I did not. I am still a Monster... And I hit you and I hurt you so bad. Just look at yourself... I have ruined you too with me... Y-you should just leave me and go live your life. Don't stuck with me..." Blaine said looking away from Kurt and let go of him.
When Kurt, he wiped his tears and tried to hold himself as he reached for Blaine cause he knew that he had to make Blaine believe that he really wants to stay with him and have a family. He slowly cupped Blaine face making him look at him as he said with emotions,
"N-no Blaine, you are not a monster... Please do not say like that for yourself. And I know that you were trying to change yourself and I saw that, but I know it's hard for you... And I am willing to help you... B-but please don't make me leave you. I-I don't wanna leave you... I wanna stay with you as your husband; I want to be with you."
"How can you want to live with a person like me, Kurt? I only gave you pains and troubles, when you deserved love, care, and happiness. Why do you want a person like me who never gave you the right you deserve? I am nothing but darkness, Kurt." Blaine fumbled.
"You never wanted the dark Blaine... You never wanted this too. You were just pushed towards it because life betrayed you. And I know you don't want to be like this... Being the evil hard one with no heart.Cause I know, deep down you are a person whose heart beats and who want nothing but love and care.And I am willing to give you that."
"But why? Why do you want to be good to me and stay with me, why I was nothing but an ass with you...? Why Kurt... Why?" Blaine said frustrated holding on his hairs.
"BecauseI love you..." Kurt said softly and that made Blaine look at him with wide eyes, as he could not believe at what he just heard.
"W-what did you said?" Blaine stammered looking very startled, as he did not expect that.
"I said that, I love you. I love you that's why I am willing to do anything it takes to be with you," Kurt said sincerely.
"K-Kurt... I- how can... You l-love me... I..." Blaine was speechless he really didn't know what to say to that a he looked at Kurt and all he could see was truth and love and care in his eyes.
"Love doesn't ask you before it blow it's magic. It just happens... I love you and that's truth... And I-I don't want anything in return... I don't ask for you to return me, but at least let me love you..." Kurt frantic looking at Blaine who was showing nothing but still startled and shocked expressions. And Kurt know just what to do right now, he needed Blaine to see that this all was real and that he really loves him and he won't leave him alone ever not until he is living.
"Blaine, I want to take you somewhere... Please come with me," Kurt said and Blaine looked at him.
"Kurt you need to rest. You are not in proper condition to go anywhere right now. You need rest and take care which you clearly have not-" he was cut off as Kurt spoke,
"Please... Please Blaine come with me... And I will be ok cause you are here now, but I really wanna show you something. Please..." Kurt looked at him with hopeful eyes and Blaine sighed as he nodded,"ok, where do we have to go?"
"Just come with me and you will see it" Kurt said and grabbed Blaine's hand as he slowly lead him out of room and Blaine instead wrapped his arm around Kurt to keep him steady for which Kurt was glad and happy cause all he wanted was to be close to his husband right now.
"Where are we going Kurt?" Blaine asked as he walked with Kurt still holding him close and walking with him inside the woods.
"Just almost there..." Kurt said lightly as blame rolled his eyes and nodded and kept his peace with Kurt.
It was 5 more mins after what seem that Kurt stopped with Blaine next to him looking at him in confusion and curiosity.
"We are here," Kurt said
Blaine looked around to see a cottage made in the middle of woods.
"What is this...? And why are we here...? You were suppose to rest at hom-" he was cut off as Kurt spoke,
"May be you don't remember it, Blaine. But I never forget it."
"What are you talking about?"Blaine asked looking at him.
"We were kids, when once we came here and you said that you would love to have a nice house in the woods so no one can invade or disturb and we both can spend time together playing and all..." Kurt said smiling lightly as the childhood memories flooded in his mind.
As soon Blaine heard Kurt, his mind flashed back when he was still a kid and he remember everything, this place he came up with Kurt and all the words he said and wants a nice cottage here. He shook his mind and looked at Kurt.
"Y-You remembered it...? I-I mean this all just..." Blaine didn't know what to say he just went speechless that Kurt actually remembers their time spend together in childhood and he never forget Blaine, when he himself had done that.
"Yes I did... I could never forget it, Blaine.You were important...You had an impact a part in my life of all." Kurt said gently with sincerity.
Blaine just stared at Kurt and Kurt could see millions of expressions and emotions rising inside him.
"Let's go inside" Kurt said as he grabbed Blaine hand and walked them inside.
Inside the cottage,
Once both of them were inside Blaine looked around to see that the cottage was bug enough from inside and was decorated beautifully, but all above that what important was that Kurt gave Blaine importance, he said he loved him when Blaine thought no one can ever love him cause he didn't deserve it, and now when he has Kurt he just feel like all the buried emotions inside him are rising up again n screaming up for him to explode and say of his heart which he started feeling again after Kurt came in his life again. Every cell of Blaine's body was saying him to trust, Kurt. To give himself to Kurt, to love him back because life was giving him another chance in shape of Kurt. But what difficult was how to tell Kurt what Blaine felt for him. How to plate up his feelings and emotions in front of Kurt. He was cut off from his thoughts when he heard Kurt saying,
"So... Umm that's what I wanted to show you. And I have said I wanted to say to you that I love you, Blaine*Kurt looked straight into Blaine's eyes*and our child will love you too, b-but it's not just about me... I... I mean that I know what you been through Blaine and how you feel that Love is nothing but a fake pretend thing. But it's not true, love is something you express through all your emotions and feelings what your heart feels for the other person and how it beats for that one person. What you were shown as love and made you believe on that was not true, it was a fake mask.Love is a selfless feeling in which you give up everything for the person you love... You would want to sacrifice yourself; you would get hurt but will not let a scratch hurt your love ones.That's what the real love is... And that's what I feel for you. But Blaine, you I won't force you into anything. I-If you don't feel the same way, I will understand because maybe you... Y-Your heart want someone else another soulmate, but for me it's you, Blaine. And I can't change my feelings for you cause my heart chose you."
"But Blaine, you are free to want what you want. I-if you don't want me, if you don't feel the same... It's ok. I-I will leave... But don't worry you can meet the baby when he or she will be born because you will be his or her father... And if you would not want to see me I-I will understand that... But never forget that I really loved you, Blaine. My love will never and can never be fake. It will always be real and true as much as your and my existence is. I... I just that's all I wanted to say." Kurt took a deep breath and looked at Blaine who in mean while just kept looking at Kurt without even blinking once. Kurt waited for a few minutes for Blaine to say something, anything but when he didn't Kurt sighed in defeat and looked down as tears started to fill in his eyes again as he said almost in a broken voice,
"I-I think it's a G-Goodbye then... I will go...I will always love you, B-Blaine," Kurt said in stuttering voice as tears pooled out of his eyes and he turned and started walking to leave.
Before he could take another step out. He felt Blaine grabbed his arm and turned him around as he heard him speaking,
"After all you said to me... Everything, every word you said that I thought I would never hear from anyone for me. I did from you and now after saying so much you just turn to leave. You think I will let you go so easily." Blaine said looking at Kurt who was trying to control his tears.
"I...I..." Kurt was cut off.
"You are not going anywhere,not today, not tomorrow and not ever...*Blaine looked into Kurt's eyes*Kurt, from all this time all these years I have lived in false and darkness and nothing else. After what happened in my life... What Sebastian*Blaine almost spat his name out*did, my believe from love, truth and everything else which was good was taken away.I-I was left to rot, broken...And I could have been strong, but I didn't and ended up being just like him and that made me hate myself more then with him... There was no good left; I stopped believing in good, in love, being taken care off..." Blaine took a breath.
"And I ruined my life which already was ruined and burned down... B-ut then you came into it after all the years I spend in pains, hatred and dark... You brought the light back in my life with your presence. You started making me see how things can be seen and that not everything is bad because good exist still. And I felt like getting attracted to you and that scared me cause I didn't wanted to trust and end up broken again... I-I caused you troubles, hurt you, even hit you but you still didn't left... You still kept standing waiting for me to come to you." Blaine wiped the tears from Kurt's cheeks with his thumb.
"You moved me, Kurt.You made me see the good again; you gave another life to my dead heart... You saved me from drowning. Y-You made my heartbeat and open up again from the frozen cages it was captured in, you melt it all... You digged place in my heart for yourself. You jerked me out. You made me want to trust you... You moved me and as it's said, there you are I have been looking for you forever, that happened with me, Kurt. You caused it to happen. With everything, you did and said... I... You made me want you more.*Blaine lean closer to Kurt their lips few inches apart from each other though their breaths could be felt*you made me believe in Love again, made me love you. Yes Kurt,I fell for you... I love you ..." Blaine said the last three words with courage and as much emotions he could put in he hide from so many years as he cupped Kurt's face in his hands gently and carefully.
Kurt couldn't believe to what he heard. He swore he forget to breathe as he stared at Blaine.
"I... W-what did you...?" Kurt could not manage how to speak up that did he hear it all right, but to prove him right he heard Blaine speaking again.
"I love you so much, Kurt. All this time I knew this feeling, but... but I tried to ignore it shrug it away but I couldn't... I failed to do that I can't hide it more, I just can't... I love you... I love you so much, Kurt"
That was all that took Kurt to believe and broke as he sobbed out and without wasting even a second he crashed his lips with Blaine's.
As soon their lips touched, it was as if everything had a meaning now, everything seemed true and real. Their lips moving together passionately none of them in hurry, but just trying to get as much as they could of the other. It was like finally they felt where they belong. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt holding him cold tight pressed to him and Kurt looped his arms around Blaine's neck as both of them kissed deeply lips moving together in a rhythm.
After a while when air because necessary they parted with a popping sound their lips caused while they parted, but kept their hold on each other not letting go as if they did the other will disappear. Blaine stared into Kurt eyes and saw the love and care he carved and wanted for so long and pressed their foreheads together as he whispered softly holding Kurt close by his waist.
"I love you Kurt Elizabeth Anderson Hummel"
"I love you too Blaine Devon Anderson"
Then they leaned close again their lips meeting in another passionate and needy kiss showing their love for each other.