Hey Guys, hope you all are doing great. And I am alive don't worry. I am so so so sorry for taking quite a time to update but honestly I am very busy now a days with the Fashion studies and all and plus my midterm exams are going so have to study.

But over all I am good and happy with my studies and life now a day's seems like I finally got happiness I need. And I can never thank enough for it. Love you all lots.

So hold on tight before reading cause here comes the angst.

Warning: - Violence, language and angst...

IGNORE MY SILLY MISTAKES PLEASEEEE ;)

Chapter 18,

Failure!

Driving as fast as he could he want to get far away, so he can just get the fuck calm down. Blaine knew it was not really a big thing to get piss on but, he couldn't help it. One thing Blaine Anderson don't like and hate is sharing what is his. And although whatever happens Kurt is his now and even if Kurt wants to be with Blaine but, still Kurt's getting all lose with Adam the man Blaine really don't like cause he won't keep his hands and his cheeky words to himself makes Blaine drive nuts.

Blaine didn't know where he was going but just driving fast and away for a while so he can just calm the fuck down cause he really didn't want to snap on Kurt, when he know it's not the boy fault that Blaine is possessive as hell.

He was driving when suddenly his cell phone started ringing. At first he just ignored it because he was really not in a mood to deal or talk with anyone but, when the cell kept ringing and ringing he sighed and answer the call.

"Who the fuck is this? Who can't wait for a bit seems like your ass on fire..." Blaine was cut off as he heard none other than his dad speaking,

"Mind your language Blaine Anderson!" Mr. Anderson spoke from the other side of the phone in a harsh tone.

"Whatever" Blaine snorted rolling his eyes.

"Now you listen to me... I want to see you in half an hour here in front of me." Mr. Anderson said in a commanding tone.

"I am busy... So better luc..."

"25 minutes! And I want to see you in front of me... is that clear."

Blaine sighed as he said, "Fine! I will be fucking there" and then he ended the call as he turned the direction of his car and headed for the Anderson's Mansion where his Goddamn father lives.

Kurt came down stairs after he said goodbye to Adam and walked in the living room to see Miss. Jane sitting and reading a magazine.

"Hey Nan," said Kurt as he sat next to her with a hand on his bump which was prominent now.

"Hey sweetie, how are you? How do you feel?" Miss. Jane smiled at him

"I'm good" Kurt replied relaxing a bit on the sofa.

"And how is the little Blainey doing in there?"

"Good to and getting bigger day by day and making me a fat pregnant man" Kurt laughed

"Well I won't say fat but, Yeh pregnant with a baby bump would be more suitable" Miss. Jane interrogated.

"Humm... Ahm Nan have you seen Blaine? I mean I didn't see him this morning..." Kurt queried

"I think he went out a while ago...may be got some work or thing like that, don't worry he will be back" Miss. Jane smiled

"Yeh, ok"

"So, honey tell me how do you really feel... Like how does it feel like knowing you having a life inside you...? Growing in you"

"Uhm... Honestly Nan I never thought this could happen *gesture to his belly* I mean I never thought I could get pregnant and well now when I am it feels so good... Like... Like it's the best feeling in the entire world... And I just can't wait to hold our baby in my hands and hope Blaine will be there as well... I just... I love him... I love him so much." Kurt groaned rubbing his baby bump.

"I know Kurt, and I know today if Blaine is changing and all this change in him is just cause of your love and because of you. And now let's say only hope for good things bad has passed" She placed a comforting hand on Kurt's shoulder smiling at the boy.

"Me to Nan..." Kurt smiled back thinking and hoping that things are better now and will keep on getting better.

At the Anderson Mansion,

Blaine reached outside his dad's house in record time. He got out of the car and walked to the main gate and rings the bell. It only took a few seconds and then a voice came from the intercom

"Anderson's mansion, who is there?"

Blaine rolled his eyes and spoke,

"Open the damn door its Blaine Anderson.

"Oh Sir, sure sir" the man in the intercom said and then the main door opened and a man came out.

"Good afternoon Sir, Mr. Anderson is waiting for you in the study room. Please come in"

Blaine walked inside the mansion and reaches the study room.

"Mr. Anderson is waiting for you inside" with that said the guy went away.

Sighing Blaine opened the door and walked in the room. The lights were a bit dim and the room was all quiet. Blaine walked in and saw his father sitting on one of the comfy sofa chair near the fire.

"What the fuck was so important that, you called me as if the house was on fire?" Blaine said bitterly.

"Watch your tongue... You are here talking with your father" came a firm voice as Mr. Anderson got up from the chair and turned to face Blaine.

"Yeh whatever like I care." Blaine snorted rolling his eyes.

"Well, you should start caring... I thought that getting married to Kurt will knock some sense in you... Like you know, you decided to ruin your self just cause of that Smythe... And more to add with yourself you affected others with you who cared and loved you... Just cause of one useless shit." Mr. Anderson snarled staring hard at Blaine.

"You have no rig..." Blaine was cut off.

"I have every damn right because, I am your father. After all of it I still thought may be if you will get married and will have someone in your life to share with you may be it will knock some sense in you and you will at least make you a bit responsible towards your duties. You are the son of A Lord our kind except so much from us and what you did you again turned them down" The Lord interrogated bitterly.

"You know if you called me here to give me this all shitty lecture then I will say sadly that NOT INTERESTED" Blaine smirked

"I called you here to knock some sense in you damn mind that if you can't get the hell out of your stupid past which is gone and was your mistake to trust someone like Smythe's it's not Our problem that you ignore your duties... What the hell were you thinking or were that you missed the meeting held regarding the extension of land. Everyone was there except one Blaine Anderson. And I need answer for that because you simply can't keep doing this all the time the people want a good ruler not the one drown in his own self."

"I already said that I give a damn about this all shit and you better not interfere in what I do or..." Blaine was cut off again.

"BLAINE ANDERSON! YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A USELESS, UNWORTHY PERSON... WHO FAILED TO HOLD HIMSELF AND COULDN'T RESIST TO ACT LIKE A 4 YEAR OLD KID AND FALL IN THE TRAP OF A SHIT... AND INSTEAD OF REALISING THE MISTAKE KEPT ON RUINING YOURSELF JUST CAUSE OF A FUCKING PERSON WHO PRETEND TO LOVE YOU AND MADE A FOOL OUT OF YOU... AND NOW YOU ARE FAILING AND RUINING OTHERS WITH YOU TOO... YOU DONT EVEN DESERVE TO BE CALLED AS MY SON." Mr. Anderson shouted in a harsh tone.

Blaine's eyes were red shot with the angry boiling inside him. Hearing his father's words made him want to rip his heart out right now or kill someone. He was gritting his teeth fisting his hands in a tight ball. He just knew that he had to get the hell out of here before he murder his own father. And finally he spoke,

"You know what Mr so-called Anderson... FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING LORD SHIP... I GIVE A SHIT ON IT..." He shouted in anger and with that said he dashed out of the room and mansion in his vampire speed.

Driving as fast as he could breaking all the signals and every speed limit Blaine drive through the roads. His anger boiling inside him, and on the edge to explode, his blood boiling cause of the range, his father's words roaming inside his head making him want to rip someone's head off.

"What the fuck he thinks of himself? I am not bonded to anyone or have to do anything for any fucking one... I am Blaine Anderson! I do what I like and want" Blaine thought driving fast.

He was already angry after hearing Kurt and Adams talk although it was not really a thing to get mad on, but he couldn't help it. When something is his it's Only His, and Kurt was his now. And more to add his father pushed him more with all the words that right now Blaine Anderson was out of head and out of his thinking state.

"I am Blaine... Blaine Anderson. I do what I want and get what I want" Blaine shouted to himself while still driving and then his mind completely stopped telling him what he need to do or what not to. And so he turned his car in the direction and now going towards where it was only troubles ahead and darkness. From where he got out after so many years just cause of one person Kurt, but now he was again going towards that path because that was the only thing he could think for now to drown and forget everything.

And with that he headed for one place he thought that may be now he won't need to go there again. The Bar where he will find what he need, alcohol to drown him and meals to let his angry and thirst and lust out.

11 pm at Night,

Inside the bedroom,

Kurt was sitting on the bed reading a book and waiting for Blaine to come back. It was 11 at night and Blaine was still not back and Kurt was wondering that everything is ok and his husband will be home back soon.

"I just hope you get back home soon Blaine" he mumble to himself.

11:30 pm at night,

Miss. Jane was finishing and almost had done all the work when she heard footsteps and noise coming from the living room, so she cleaned her hands with a hand towel and walk out to see who it was.

As soon she walked in the living room she gasped in shock to what she was seeing and couldn't believe it was all happening again.

Blaine was there all drunk and was hovering over a drunken guy on the living room sofa kissing him on the mouth and ruffling with his shirt buttons to open them up. The guy was moaning lightly in the kiss.

"B-Blaine! What are you doing...? You drunk again... Why? Stop it! "She queried taking a step towards him, but stops when Blaine snaps his head with his eyes red with anger and growl,

"FUCKING STAY AWAY! I DO WHAT I WANT I GET WHAT I WANT... I AM NOT A FAILURE..." He growled and then ripped the shirt of the guy and started biting down his neck and chest.

Miss. Jane quickly figures it out that something must have happened today making Blaine jerking him back to this Blaine. And she knew that only one person can stop and control Blaine right now.

"Kurt" she thought and quickly run upstairs to their bedroom.

Inside the bedroom,

"I hope your papa get home back soon bab..." Kurt was cut off as he heard the door of his and Blaine room open wide suddenly and saw Miss. Jane standing there panting with worried expressions.

"Nan... W-what... Why are you panting and seem worried?" Kurt asked getting on his feet.

"Kurt... B-Blaine... He..."

"Blaine! What happened to Blaine? Nan, tell me please" Kurt took steps towards the old woman started to panic already.

"Kurt, Blaine just came home all drunk with a guy and he is down in the living room with him... He is angry as hell and is not listening at all... I know that something must have happen which had caused him to lose it all... Y-you have to get down and stop him or he will even kill someone." Miss. Jane groaned.

"W-What! Oh God...! But what happened..?" Kurt was startled.

"I don't know, but I know one thing that Blaine went to his dad house today cause Mr. Anderson called him something must have happening there... Please stop him."

Kurt didn't say a word and as fast he could walk with his now baby bump without hurting his baby he quickly went out of the room and down the stairs.

As soon he reached down stairs he saw his husband hovering over a blond hair guy who was whimpering in pain even in his drunken state as Blaine had bit down his throat and was drinking the guy's blood lustfully and holding his neck so tight with his hand that the guy had started choking due to the lack of air and was trying to fight to get free from the grip.

Kurt heart sink, he had seen his husband doing this before to but not in such range to like just almost kill the person. And it was tearing him up, but Kurt knew he had to stop Blaine before he kill that guy and regret later.

"Blaine! Stop it you are killing him" Kurt shouted.

"Blaine, Son please listen I Us stop it..." The old lady called.

But, Blaine didn't stopped and kept hurting the guy and drinking the blood draining him out.

"B-Blaine... I said stop it let him go you are killing him... Don't do this... You don't know what you are doing." Kurt said out loud taking a step closer with his one hand on his baby bump.

Finally Blaine heard him speaking and turned and saw Kurt standing. Kurt could see blood over Blaine's mouths and his eyes blood-red shot, which was really scary in a way cause he never seen Blaine like this before.

"I KNOW FUCKING WHAT I AM DOINGGG... And I will do what I want... Blaine Anderson gets what he wants... I am NOT A FAILURE OR A FOOL... I won't let anyone play with me again..." Blaine snapped making Kurt step back.

"Blaine... Blaine please... You are not a failure... Nothing is your fault or your mistake... P-please stop it you are killing him... You said you will change, you said you will try... Please don't let that all go in waste." Kurt frantic feeling tears pooling in his eyes.

"Give a fuck on it... I am not bonded to anything... I give a shitt... on everything... I will show him that I am not a failure... And I give a FUCK ON HIM AND HIS SO CALLED SHITTY LORDSHIP... I will do what I want... And no one can stopme..." Blaine snarled and bit back down the guys throat making the poor guy scream in pain.

Kurt knew he had to stop him no matter what. He knew Blaine is in range so he doesn't know what he is doing. So, he quickly walked towards his husband and tried to push Blaine away with his hands with as much strength he could keeping in mind that he is 2 months pregnant.

"Blaine I said stop it let him go... Leave him. This is not you..." Kurt tried to push him away.

"Get away from my way" Blaine growled.

"N-No I said please let him go... Please for me... This is not you Blaine... P-PLEASEEEE..." Kurt groaned trying to push his husband away who was gripping the guy's neck tight that his face was turning blue purple.

"I SAID GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!" Blaine snapped and the next thing happened was in blow seconds. Blaine's hand came in contact with Kurt's face and SLAP! And pushed him away which made Kurt lose his balance and scream,

"Ahhh!"