Sept. 10, 2013, 4:48 a.m.
Bite Of My Heart,: Chapter 14
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A/N: - Hey Guys, hope you are all up and doing great.
TLOS2 has finally released and Chris was at book is fucking great. I love this man he is always there for his fans no matter what.
Ok now back to the update. Hope you will all like it. And if you find mistake please forgive me because I am sick from past two days. I had icy slushy and it made my throat block and all stupid coughing and flu with headache.
The song used is 'All I need' by within-temptation.
SO IGNORE MY SILLY MISTAKES.
IMP note at the end.
Chapter 13,
I don't know what to do?
Blaine woke up not because he wanted to but, cause the sound of someone coughing made him. As he stirred and saw the bed empty next to him he fully got what was happening. So without wasting time he ran in the bathroom and saw Kurt puking blood in the toilet.
The next thing Kurt knew, he felt a gentle hand rubbing his back up and down trying to soothe Kurt.
"B-Blaine" Kurt managed to say
"Y-ou don't h e to...s-see this" Kurt stuttered as he gasped for air.
"Shhh... I want to help" Blaine groaned.
Kurt wanted to argue, but he couldn't as some more blood came out and he kind of was thankful of Blaine for rubbing his back cause it helped him relax a bit.
After Kurt cleaned up and raise his mouth with some mouth wash, although arguing so many time that he is fine and don't want to rest more, but Blaine forced him and didn't listen to him once and made him go to bed.
"Blaine! This is insane... I don't want to be in bed" Kurt objected
"I am not hearing a word, Kurt" Blaine replied as someone knocked at the bedroom door. And he went to answer it.
"Good Morning, Blaine" Miss. Jane greeted
"Morning, Nan" Blaine answered
"Well actually I brought breakfast for both of you... I thought it was a hard long day yesterday, so you two would be exhausted, so breakfast in bed would be nice" she smiled.
"Thanks, Nan" Blaine said as he took the tray of breakfast from her and closed the door.
"Breakfast in here" Blaine announced as he walked to the bed were Kurt was sitting.
"Nan thought it would be nice for us to have breakfast in bed today and I agree you need to rest and relax so it's better here"
"Here you go" Blaine said passing Kurt a cup of coffee and some pancakes.
"Thanks"
Both the boys ate their breakfast.
Blaine was in the study when someone knocked.
"Come in" he called.
Kurt slowly walked in as soon Blaine saw Kurt he stood up saying, "Kurt, what are you doing here? You are supposed to rest"
"I-I need to take about something" Kurt aforesaid
"What?" Blaine queried
"I... I basically, Blaine. I want to go to my dad" Kurt stammered
"Why? Don't you want to...?" Blaine was cut off
"No! It's not what you are thinking. I am not leaving For God sake... I need to tell my family about the baby... After all they have a right to know" Kurt grumbled.
"Oh! I... do what you want to do, why are you telling me?" Blaine interrogated confused. Not that Kurt needed his permission to tell his family.
"I... I want yo..."Kurt inhaled twisting his hands.
Blaine stared at him in confusion.
"I want you... to go w-ith me" Kurt said in a low voice thoughtfully.
"But, I know if you don't want to... I will tell them you were busy or..." Kurt was cut off.
"Are you asking me to go or are you telling me not to, because you asked me and then answered yourself." Blaine scoffed
"What no I..."
"Just tell me when to go" Blaine stated as he picked the file he was working on.
"What!" Kurt asked startled
"I said tell me when to go with you." Blaine repeated
"Really, Y-ou will go with me" Kurt said happily not believing that Blaine said he will go with him.
"I think that's what I just said but, if you don't want me to I won't" Blaine smirked.
"What! No no, I want you to go" Kurt said quickly.
"Okay"
"Okay, I will leave now. I need to tell I am coming." Kurt said as he left the room.
Leaving Blaine with a smile.
"Dad" Kurt shouted happily as he launched himself on Burt.
"Hey Kiddo, I missed you so much" The Lord said hugging his son back.
"I missed you too"
As they leaned back Burt grilled, "How are you, bud?"
"I am good and you"
"Fit and fine as always" Burt smiled.
"Hello Mr. Hummel" Blaine greeted as he walked in.
Blaine, call me Burt, Son. How are you?" Burt asked
"Good" Blaine replied
"So what is it you wanted to tell, so important, Bud" Burt demanded turning his attention on his son.
"First tell me where everyone else is. I told you to gather all of them." Kurt asked
"I know, everyone is waiting in the living room"
"Then let's go"
Once Kurt hugged and greeted everyone he stood in the middle of everyone as they all stared at him in curiosity that what does he want to say.
Kurt cleared his throat as he started speaking, "Ok, well as I gathered you all here, there is a big reason for it I want to share... basically we want to share this with you" Kurt gestured towards Blaine.
"And we are actively listening" Adam replied
Kurt knew that it was enough of the waiting done so, without thinking more he just said what he wanted to say.
"I am Pregnant"
"What!" Everyone said together in shock not believing what they just heard.
"What" Kurt rolled his eyes?
"I just said, I am pregnant" he repeated
"Oh My God! Kurt, if you are trying to joke it's not funny at all" Rachel aforesaid unbelievably
"Rach, I am not in a mood of joking. I am telling as much truth as you and I am"
"This is so... so amazing, son. I... I don't even have words how to express my happiness" Burt groaned as he took his son in his embrace.
"I am gonna be a Grandpa" Burt smiled hugging his son.
"Boo! This is so awesome... I am gonna be an aunt" Mercy said hugging him next.
"Oh Yeh totally will be" Kurt replied back smiling.
And the next thing was Kurt was lifted in the air by none other than his best boy Adam as he twirled Kurt round.
"Babe, I am so happy... I am gonna be an Uncle, sweetie pie" Adam grumbled happily.
"Oh God, Adam! Put me down... You idiot or I am gonna puke on you" Kurt exclaimed.
Everyone was laughing expect for Blaine who was starting to feel the bubble of jealousy and possessiveness once again growing in him.
As Adam put Kurt down and kissed him on the cheek hugging him tight.
This made Blaine clench his jaw from not lasting out in front of everyone.
"Can't he simply keep his hands of, My Husband" Blaine thought as he listened to what Adam said next still hugging Kurt.
"You will see I will spoil my nephew"
"Oh Lord! Then I have to keep him from you" Kurt teased as he leaned back which made everyone laugh.
"We will see for it, babe" Adam said in a challenging tone.
"I am happy for you, Kurt" Finn said.
"Thanks Finn"
"Are you alright, Kurt?" Blaine whispered in his ear as he leaned closer.
"Yeh, I am fine. Why ask?" Kurt asked thoughtfully.
"Your cousin was being crazy with you. It could have made you dizzy or something bad for the baby." Blaine groaned.
Kurt stared at Blaine's face in shock. He didn't accept Blaine to be so protective and say this.
"What?" Blaine demanded when Kurt kept gazing at him.
"Nothing" Kurt shook his head smiling.
And then all of them chatted happily excited for the new member to come soon. And Blaine stayed at Kurt's side all the time trying to keep Adam away from him as possible, because that guy won't keep his hands to himself self. And Blaine doesn't like it.
Kurt stirred in the bed when he felt the bed next to him light. As he rubbed his eyes and opened them he saw Blaine was not there. He checked the time and it was only 3am.
He sat up slowly wondering where Blaine has gone in the middle of the night.
So he stood up and after looking through the bathroom he went out of the room to check.
After almost scanning the entire mansion leaving nothing unchecked Kurt sighed "Where are you, Blaine? Did he go outside?" Kurt thought to himself.
Sitting in front of the piano in the music room where no one came from ages, but still it looked clean and in order.
Blaine was staring at the keys it was 5th time now that he extended his hand to touch but pulled back again.
Blaine loved singing. There was one thing he could never leave which was music, but sometimes life play hard and rough and a person has to give up its most loveable thing. That's what exactly happened with Blaine, he gave up his music, his voice after his life shattered into pieces.
But why now? God knows why after years and years of hiding his love for music now all of a sudden he want to sing, want to get the feeling out, pouring himself out which he had closed years back.
Sighing and taking a deep breath. Blaine once again extend his hand towards the piano keys and this time he didn't pulled back as his fingers finally came in contact with the keys and beautiful tune came out and then Blaine didn't know how it happened but, he started playing and lyrics poured out of his mouth on their own.
"I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh, why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust
Though I've surely tried to turn it around
Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace"
Kurt would have lost it by now trying to find Blaine, but when suddenly he heard piano being played and a beautiful breath-taking voice which Kurt had never heard before filled his ears and his mind. He turned on his heels and followed the voice and music coming from somewhere deep inside the mansion.
Kurt was walking down the hall way after the voice. The hall way was quite long and dark, but finally Kurt came to its end and turned to right because the voice was getting clearer now so he quietly walked. He was surprised that he had never come to this part of mansion before.
Finally he reached at his destination as he saw lights flicking out of the room and the door was slightly open. He bare feet walked closer just to stop on his tracks when he peeked through the door and saw a beautiful music room filled with different musical instruments with a piano in the middle and what made him drop his jaws was that it was none other than Blaine singing.
Kurt knew that Blaine use to sing cause Miss. Jane told him that night he got to know Blaine's dark past. But what made him startled was that Blaine stopped singing after that night. It was as if he tried to leave everything behind even his voice which he loved so much. And now suddenly hearing Blaine singing was just unbelievable.
"Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now
Don't let it close
I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning it around"
It was the first time Kurt ever heard Blaine sing. And he was surprised that his husband has a beautiful voice which can make anyone fall in love with it.
It was so sweet and soft and it was like finally Blaine was trying to get his feelings out. Which he had kept locked inside him for ages.
"Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place"
Kurt closed his eyes trying to pay and concentrate more. Hearing Blaine filled his heart with joy and love.
"I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear, don't tear me down
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place"
The song ended and Kurt opened his eyes and saw Blaine leaned against the piano as he heard him saying, "I don't know what to do?"
"But, I know what to do, Blaine. And I will do it for you. I will make gain what you lost." Kurt muttered to himself.
Blaine may act to be stronger or pretend he doesn't care but right now Kurt could see what he wanted to. As he saw his husband all but broken up, shattered, confused to understand life, and most importantly what he want.
But Kurt knew what he had to do to make Blaine remember good memories from his past. An idea popped into his head.
"Yes, I have to find them and bring them back. This can be the start of it" Kurt thought to himself as he quietly walked back to their bedroom, so Blaine could not know that he had heard him sing. Cause Kurt doesn't want the doors which are trying to open up close again.