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Hey Guys, Hope you are all up. Well here I come with a new update and it is longer than my last one so happy. I just hope I don't suck much in it and you all like it.

SO now let's see how and what will be Blaine's reaction and what will Kurt do.

Because one thing is for sure Kurt won't give up the baby if Blaine doesn't want him.

Now I won't say much so go and read yourself.

Song used is 'November Rain' by Gun n Roses. My friend Klaine Forever H.A suggested me it so, THANKS.

Warning; - M-preg from now on in the story.

IGNORE MY SILLY MISTAKES...PLEASE

Chapter 12,

I don't regret it,

"You're conceiving a baby" the words roamed around Kurt's mind.

"What? Are you crazy? How is that even possible?" Blaine frowned and was next to Kurt in an instant.

"You're conceiving a baby"

"How is that...? I am pregnant... I am..." Kurt's thoughts were cut off as he heard Hiram speaking.

"I know it's a shock and you have never heard anything like this before but, it's not impossible completely... You both belong to the original race of pure blood vampires and it's a rare chance that if a male vampire have the capability of conceiving and reproducing... But it's not fully impossible. As we can see"

"But... I... How is i-t...? I m-mean... I..." Kurt stuttered not able to form his own words.

"I know, Son but it's the truth and you have to accept it you are pregnant." Dr. Hiram stated putting a hand on Kurt's shoulder to comfort him.

"This is not happening... how can that be real" Kurt thought as he gently placed his both hands on his flat stomach and slowly sat up.

"What do I have to do now?" Kurt queried suddenly getting out of his thoughts as he stared at Blaine expressionless face.

"Well as the child, will be vampire to, so the pregnancy will be of, if I am not wrong 6 to 6 and a half month and you will start to show up within 2 months."

Kurt heart was beating so fast that if he was human it would have given up till now.

"How are we gonna do this?" Blaine finally spoke after a long pause.

"Well I will say I will be examining Kurt from now until this all pregnancy tenure. It's a little new for me to as its first male pregnancy I will be doing but, don't worry I have good experience in this field. And as for the baby, I will say I need to do some more test so I will need Kurt's blood sample."

"And what more" Kurt grilled

"You need to take care of yourself properly, rest, eat well and at least take blood twice or thrice a week as now the baby would need it to. And most importantly the first few weeks you will feel like throwing up and will feel the symptoms you are feeling but, it will go away soon, and the first two to three months you will have to be careful before your moves cause your body is weak and the child to so try to relax more." The witch said concerned

Kurt didn't say anything but just nodded as he stood up once again staring at Blaine's clueless face. Kurt was about to say something but Blaine beat him saying, "I guess we should go now. I am waiting for you in the car"

"Thank you, Mr. Hiram" Blaine said

"It was my pleasure. You just take care of Kurt now" Mr. Berry smiled

And then Blaine left the house. Once Blaine was out of sight Kurt swallowed hard as he said, "Uncle, will you do me a favour?"

"Yes Son, what is it that I can do?" He queried

"Will you... I mean can you just keep this news between us for now. I don't want anyone to know right now" Kurt interrogated nervously.

"But Kurt is there a problem like..." The witch was cut off

"No! No! It's not like that, what you are probably thinking. I... I just want to tell everyone myself... UHM... Like wanna surprise everyone with the big n-news" Kurt groaned looking at Mr. Berry with innocent eyes. He knew that he was lying right now, but he can't tell what is his and Blaine relationship going on.

"As you say son, I won't say a word not even to Rachel unless you want to tell" Hiram smiled patting on Kurt's shoulder.

"Thank you so much" Kurt said

"You're welcome. Now go, Blaine must be waiting and take of yourself."

"I will. Bye"

"Bye Kurt, do come for regular checkups in a while."

"I will" and then Kurt was out of the room and went for the car Blaine was waiting in.

(Back to the Mansion)

As both the boys reached back home and walked inside the lobby heading for the living room.

Once they left the berry house none of them said a word. Blaine drove them back and not even once looked at Kurt. And Kurt didn't dare to say anything cause he was scared what will Blaine say and how will he react, so Kurt stayed quite fighting himself from inside.

They reached inside the living room. Miss. Jane was at their side instantly the old lady was worried for Kurt.

"Kurt, how are you now? What did the doctor said? Is everything alright? Why have you been throwing up blood?" She placed a whole train of questions, but none of them were answered.

"Kurt... Blaine you tell..." She was unable to complete her sentence as Blaine didn't even looked at her and straight away went upstairs leaving Kurt in tearful eyes with trembling lips. Miss. Jane was startled and confused that what was going on. But her thoughts were cut off as she heard a low sob and as she turned she found an armful of now sobbing Kurt.

"Kurt son, w-what... Why are you crying? What happened? Please answer me; you are scaring hell out of me." She queried worriedly.

But Kurt kept sobbing in her arms hugging her right to find some comfort and safety

"Honey, please tell me... Why... What happened? You went to doctor with Blaine, what did he said? Why are you crying, is something wrong? Tell me"

"I... I a-m ... Mr. Hiram...Iampregnant" Kurt babbled choking with tears streaming out of his eyes.

"What? Honey, please try to calm down and then tell me"

Kurt took a minute as his sobs almost died and he leaned back.

He took a deep breath as he frantic, "I-I am PREGNANT. Mr. Berry checked and... And he said as I a-am pure blood I can conceive... And I am with a baby."

"Oh My God! You're not joking because this is such good news then, why are you crying, Kurt? You should be happy you are carrying Blaine's child" she groaned

"Aren't you happy? Why, don't you want this?" She frowned

"I... No, I am happy. This is like a miracle for me that I am carrying Blaine's baby, but..." Kurt stopped and gasp for air.

"But what, Kurt"

"But, Blaine don't want this... he...he is n-not ha-ppy" Kurt felt his tears once again coming out. As the thought that may be Blaine don't want this hit him.

"Did Blaine say it? Did he said he don't want this?" She grilled concerned

"I-I no, but his reaction said that... He didn't even look at me once or said a word" Kurt whimpered

"Then go talk to him, ask him what is he feeling and want. May be it's not what you think is, but maybe he is just overwhelmed with the news and was not ready to accept it" the old lady grumbled

Kurt wiped his tears as he said, "should I talk to him. Do you think he will listen and understand? What if he doesn't want this?"

"You can't say anything unless you talk to him. So go, Kurt talk to him. Tell him... Tell him that you want this and you don't regret any of this"

"Ok, I need to tell him and ask what he wants one way or the other" Kurt aforesaid.

(Inside the Bedroom)

When Kurt reached in the room he saw Blaine standing next to the open window.

"Blaine" Kurt said in a low voice taking a step closer. Blaine turned around and saw Kurt standing a few feet from him.

Kurt's heart beating was like 100+ per mile. "I-I..." he swallowed and took a deep breath as Blaine kept staring at him.

"I... what happened to-day it's...it's true I... I know it's unbelievable but, we can't change it. And... I don't want to..." It was quite hard for him to form words as he twisted his hands nervously.

"I don't regret it, Blaine. I never thought that I could get pregnant... and now when I am... I know where our relationship stand its... it's difficult but..." Kurt took a deep breath again and then continued speaking in the mean while Blaine didn't say neither a word nor his expressions changer as he just kept staring at Kurt's face which was showing different expression each time he blinked.

"But I-I want this... I don't know what you are thinking or what you want but, I am n-ot letting it go... I won't give our baby away... I... Say something, Blaine" Kurt groaned

But Blaine didn't say a word.

"Blaine, please I said what I wanted... I don't regret it, but I want to know w-hat you want." He frantic his eyes getting watery again.

Blaine sighed and finally spoke after a long pause, "I DON'T KNOW. I really have no fucking idea right now... it's just fucking too much to take in and it's overwhelming me... I don't know what I want... I... I just give me time I can't answer you now... I need to be alone... JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" Blaine frowned with a little high tone.

"But... say at least..." Kurt was cut off as Blaine didn't let him complete and marched out of the room shutting the door with a loud bump. Leaving Kurt alone in a crying mess.

(Inside the study room, after 5 mins)

Everything in the study room was all but in a mess. When Blaine left the room and came in the study he was angry and couldn't control his temper so he just took it out on the things. The books were scattered on the floor, glass pieces were lying on the floor all shattered, the chair was out of its place in short everything was in a mess. And Blaine was standing next to the window eyes closed and exhaling deep breaths.

"Kurt, you are conceiving"

"Blaine! I don't regret anything... I want it"

"I won't give up Our Baby..."

"I know where are relationship stands, but still I... will not let it go..."

"I-I want to k-now what you want, what you thinking..." Kurt's trembling words were clouding Blaine from everywhere.

And then His own words made him want to slap himself for what he just did with Kurt. When Kurt needed his support, he left him saying, "I don't know... I need time it's fucking so much to take in"

"SHIT!" Blaine cursed himself as he realised what had he just done with Kurt leaving him alone when he need Blaine.

"I am such an asshole. What have I done? He didn't regret it... After all what I did with him h-he still want this... I... ruined it. God! What if Kurt hates me now? What if he wanted to l-leave...? No, No..." Blaine frowned.

"This is my fault... After all it's my child to... and I can't deny it. Oh God! What if Kurt... I have to talk to him" Blaine aforesaid as he quickly ran for Kurt to tell him what he want cause Blaine Anderson just can't let Kurt go now.

(In the Backyard)

Kurt was standing in the backyard, his eyes puffy due to crying. After Blaine left Kurt couldn't stop his tears from flooding out. He felt rejected, heart-broken. Blaine doesn't want him or their child this thought was killing him.

And suddenly out of nowhere Kurt started singing pouring his heart out.

"When I look into your eyes

I can see a love restrained

But darlin' when I hold you

Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

And we both know hearts can change

And it's hard to hold a candle

In the cold November rain"

Blaine was going in their bedroom because he left Kurt there, but stopped on his tracks, when he heard a thrilling heartbroken voice of none other than Kurt coming form the backyard

"We've been through this such a long long time

Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go

And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today

Walking away"

When Blaine reached at the backyard he saw Kurt standing near the pillar and staring at the dark sky as he poured out his heart. The pain and hurt were reflecting from his voice.

"If we could take the time

to lay it on the line

I could rest my head

Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine

So if you want to love me

then darlin' don't refrain

Or I'll just end up walkin'

In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own

Do you need some time...all alone

Everybody needs some time... on their own

Don't you know you need some time...all alone"

Kurt turned a little that Blaine could now see the tears streaming out of his beautiful blue orbs. As Kurt placed a hand gently on his flat belly staring down at it as he sung the further lyrics.

"I know it's hard to keep an open heart

When even friends seem out to harm you

But if you could heal a broken heart

Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my own

Sometimes I need some time...all alone

Everybody needs some time... on their own

Don't you know you need some time...all alone"

Blaine was feeling his own heart being torn apart because the tears and the pain in Kurt's eyes were making him go crazy on himself for being a dick with Kurt.

"And when your fears subside

And shadows still remain

I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness

We still can find a way

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody

Don't ya think that you need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one"

As the song finally ended.

"Kurt" Blaine called

On hearing his name Kurt turned with red puffy eyes tears straining on his cheeks as he saw Blaine standing in front of him.

"Kurt! I-I want to t-alk and... I don't..." Blaine was cut off.

"You don't h-ave to say...anything... I-I get it, Blaine you don't want me or the b-Baby... and I w-on't force you to acc-ept me or him, if you don't... But... but..." Kurt choked on his words as more tears streamed out of his eyes saying all this.

"But, I-I won't give up Our Baby... and if you don't even con...consider him yours then he's mine... My Baby and I... I won't let my baby go" Kurt whimpered.

"No Kurt, I don't know... What is the..." Blaine was cut off again.

"Y-you don't wa-nt me... I get it... I-I will leave, I will go away... I won't be a burden on you. I know y-ou never wanted me..." Kurt cried out.

"And I will l-live with it but, I won't give up on us... on my baby" Kurt frantic

"Kurt! This is insane. I didn't say this... I know I did..."

"No, you don't ha-ve to lie to me. I will go away..." This time Kurt was cut off.

As Blaine almost screamed out in anger and frustration which made Kurt jump a little taking a few steps back and protectively wrapping his ants around his belly.

Blaine quickly realised this was not a good way to talk. He sighed running his hands through his curls as he said, "I am sorry. I didn't mean to scream, but please Kurt listen to me just once" Blaine pleaded showing his puppy dog eyes.

Kurt didn't say a word but just stared at him with painful eyes which were killing Blaine.

"Kurt! It's not what you are thinking. I... I know I shouldn't have acted like that... When you needed me, but I-I got confused... I didn't know what to do, I got shocked... That h-ow is it even possible for you to get P-Pregnant" Blaine groaned

"But... I am, and I am not giving up my baby" Kurt fumbled

"I know, and who said... Y-ou have to give up... Kurt, I got overwhelmed not believing it and... And I know I have n-never been a good husband or a person but..." Blaine took a deep breath gazing at Kurt now puzzled face.

"I try to... and Kurt how come y-ou thought that... I will say you to l-eave or give up the baby... I won't"

As soon as Blaine said that Kurt stared at him in shock.

"You always said that... you are my husband... and y-ou have right then... why not now. This is your house to, Kurt and y-ou will not go anywhere" Blaine said in a commanding tone taking few steps closer to him.

"And..." Blaine needed to form his words very carefully because he had already ruined enough.

"And... this is not just your baby he's... he's mine to and I can never d-deny it or would want to... If you don't regret it then... I don't too. If you are happy and want him although I was an ass to you... then I-I am happy too, but don't leave" Blaine grumbled

"You... You don't regret it... Y-ou w-ant this" Kurt queried unbelievably

Blaine gently cupped Kurt's face in his hands as he wiped the tears away by his thumb.

"No, I don't... I will never" Blaine said sincerely with care and all but truth in his hazel eyes.

"Me too" Kurt tried to give a small weak smile when suddenly he almost lost his balance because of his head pounding and spinning cause of all the crying and tension he had taken in this condition. But Blaine caught him wrapping his arms around his waist.

"Kurt" Blaine said

"I-I am fine" Kurt tried to stand still

"No, you are not. Look at yourself you need rest." Blaine groaned and without another word picked up Kurt in his arms in bridal style.

"Blaine, what I..."

"Shh... just be quite. I know what I need to do" Blaine said leaving no room for arguing. As he carried his pregnant husband in their bedroom.

(Inside the Bedroom)

Once Blaine was inside their room he lied Kurt down in the bed and pulled the covers on him removing his shoes as he said, "now rest, Kurt you need it and the baby to. You have to take care of yourself."

"Where are you going?" Kurt asked quickly grabbing his hand when Blaine tried to move away.

"Hey, don't worry I am just gonna change. You rest Kurt, sleep you need it" Blaine said with care gazing into Kurt's eyes.

Kurt nodded as he relaxed completely and closed his eyes and Blaine went into the bathroom.

(Inside the Bathroom)

Blaine closed the door as he pressed his back against the door closing his eyes as he rubbed his temples.

"What am I doing is it right? Do I really want Kurt this much? I never felt like this before, then why now? Does all this really mean a lot to me? Can I really trust Kurt, that he won't betray me?" Blaine's thought, millions of questions coming in his head.

"What am I thinking?" Blaine sighed as he leaned against the bath counter.

"I did so horrible things with him, but he still let me in. He gave me another chance trusted me with himself and now he is even carrying my... My Ba... Baby" Blaine groaned

"Yes, although I never even once gave Kurt that importance he still didn't regret being with me, then... I can trust him. Why does it feel like I can trust him... and these feelings?"

Blaine splashed water over his face as he grabbed a face towel and dried his face.

"Kurt just needs me. I have to do this for him and for the... baby to... I can't let them go" Blaine thought to himself making a final decision.

When Blaine came out of the bathroom changed in his night-clothes he saw Kurt was already fast asleep. And it was good because he needs rest and care.

Blaine quietly moved closer and climbed on his side of the bed as he stared at Kurt's peaceful glowing face. And then leaned closer and gingerly placed a kiss on top of his forehead running his fingers lightly through Kurt's soft hairs so he don't wake him up as Blaine said,

"I will prove myself for both of you. I will take care of you and will never let you go"