I was in my room when I heard the front door closing with a loud noise. Next thing I noticed that someone was walking, well running, up the stairs and bursting into a room. I knew my mom was working until eight tonight so it has to be Kurt. He had told me he would go out for a while because he needed to get something. I was scared so I walked out of my room towards Kurts. "Babe, whats wrong?" I asked him while sitting down on his bed next to him. "Hfasdf." I heard him saying. "I cant hear you when you talk into your pillow." He sat up and looked at me, his eyes were full of tears and it seemed like he had cried a lot. "I went to see dad, I went to see mom. I just wanted to… I m-miss them so m-much. And S-Sarah was there a-and see t-told me all those thing and I saw k-k-ka-ka…" He told me, I asked him what he was trying to say but he just blocked me out. He began to tell me who karofsky was and what that jerk had done to him. David karofsky was the son of Sarah, he was Kurts step-brother. Dave would take Kurts food away when Burt wasnt looking. He would go in his room at night and tell him how someone would kill him in the future. He would hurt him by bullying him at school. Nobody knew, but when he told me all this it looked like he finally could give it a rest. Like he knew he was save here and with me. He went to sleep after, I let him sleep for the rest of the day. He slept until the next morning missing dinner.

A few days later my mom asked if I wanted to go away for a while, when she told me she had offered a job in New York I was really excited. The thing is that I would go to my senior year after the summer, the good thing was that Kurt already graduated. So I could do my last year somewhere in New York or drop out of school. I know I dont want to do a long distance relationship, I cant handle being far away from the person I love. I know that for sure. So I think I will do my last year in New York.

Kurt asked me about my father last week, I told him about how my dad was ill and how he died. Also about how abusive he was, all because of his illness. But he couldnt do anything about it. The thing is, sometimes I really love him and then I think about what he did and I hate him. I just, I just miss him around I think. I lived with my mom for a long time now, I only could visit dad two times a week. I still dont really know what was wrong with my dad, only that he had some illness and because of that he couldnt handle being around me and mom. He would hit us. But somewhere I do love him, I just dont know exactly how.

I was sitting at my piano when I hears some steps coming towards me. "Hey baby, what are you doing?" Kurt asked me. "Just done writing a song." He sat down next to me and gave me a small kiss. "Can you play it for me?" "Sure, its about my dad. I got inspired by our talk last week."

I started to play, and sing.

"Father, Im gonna say thank you
Even if Im still hurt
Oh, Im gonna say bless you
I wanna mean those words

Always wished you the best
I, I prayed for your peace
Even if you started this
This whole war in me

You did your best or did you?
Sometimes I think I hate you
Im sorry, dad, for feelin this
I cant believe Im sayin it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance
To be yourself, to be your best
I hope that Heavens given you
A second chance

Father, Im gonna say thank you
Even if I dont understand
Oh, you left us alone
I guess that made me who I am

Always wished you the best
I, I, I pray for your peace
Even if you started this
This whole war in me

You did your best or did you?
Sometimes I think I hate you
Im sorry, dad, for feelin this
I cant believe Im sayin it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance
To be yourself, to be your best
I hope that Heavens given you
You did your best or did you?
Sometimes I think I hate you
Im sorry, dad, for feelin this
I cant believe Im sayin it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance
To be yourself, to be your best
I hope that Heavens given you
A second chance"

I sat back and waited for Kurts respond. "woow, that was beautiful B." I blushed when he said it. We both hears some sobbing coming from the doorway. I saw my mom standing with tears streaming down her face. "Mom…" I got up and hugged her. "I love you Baby Blainey. Your father loved you, I know that, you know that. That song was really beautiful." She told me. I looked over my shoulder at Kurt, he was standing awkward watching us. I knew he missed his parents. "K, come here." I told him. My mom and I both hugged him tightly. Even if Kurt is not moms son, I know she loves him. So thats what I tell him. "I love you, both of you." She told us after the group hug.