The next morning, Kurt woke up and grinned as he saw Blaine still there. He carefully slipped out of bed and tiptoed to the bathroom to brush his teeth and moisturize. He wouldn't admit to anyone that he did it, but hey, he wanted his skin to look nice, sue him. After he finished Blaine was still spread out on the bed, snoring softly. Kurt leaned against the door of the bathroom, smiling as he watched Blaine. He slowly crawled on top of the sleeping boy and pressed his lips to Blaine's neck. Blaine inhaled a bit, his hands slipping around Kurt's waist as he hummed softly.
"Good morning sexy," Kurt purred.

"Mmm..Good morning.." Blaine smiled, his eyes opening as his hands moved to Kurt's lower back.

Kurt grinned, pressing his body down. "Gotta get ready for school.."

"Don't wanna..Let's stay in bed all day.." Blaine mumbled, licking at Kurt's neck.

Kurt hummed. "I'd love to.. But remember I’m all sweet and innocent to my dad. I gotta go.."

"Wait..Just let me.." Blaine said, reaching down more to squeeze Kurt's ass. "I wanna put both of your legs behind your head and fuck you harder than you've ever been fucked.." Blaine said, his voice deep with lust.

Kurt let out a long whine as he rolled his body. "Fuck, Blaine.."

"Would you like that baby?.." Blaine grinned.

"Y-Yes.." Kurt got out before kissing Blaine hungrily.

Blaine groaned, digging his fingers into the tender flesh of Kurt's ass, flipping them over and grabbing Kurt's ankles, lifting his legs a bit and pushing them down toward Kurt. "Show me..I wanna see.." He growled.

Kurt shivered, biting his lip as he slowly brought his legs one by one behind his head. Blaine couldn't help the moan that escaped as he ran his hands up the bottom of Kurt's thighs. "Shit..I'd go so fucking deep.."

Kurt whimpered. "Blaine.. Please.."

"We have to get ready for school.." Blaine teased.

Kurt’s mouth dropped open. "W-What?"

Blaine just chuckled as he let his hands explore Kurt's thighs and ass. "Is your dad still here?.."

Kurt shook his head. "He’s at work.."

"Good.." Blaine smiled, moving Kurt's legs back down to pull off his pants.

Kurt lifted his hips to make it easier. "You’re so fucking hot.."

"You're the one that's flexible.." Blaine grinned, helping Kurt push his legs back again. "Holy shit.." Blaine whispered.

Kurt moaned quietly. "And you’re the one about to fuck me better than anyone has. Like what you see Anderson?"

"Damn.." Was all Blaine could say as he admired the sight before him. He leaned down, placing his hands on either side of Kurt's ass and licking over his exposed hole, moaning deeply.

Kurt inhaled sharply. "Oh god, Blaiinee.."

"So hot.." Blaine whispered before pushing his tongue inside. Kurt reached down, pulling Blaine’s curls as he moaned. Blaine loved how loud Kurt got..He'd never been with a screamer before, and Kurt was a fucking screamer.

"Unhh! Blaine!"

Blaine hummed in appreciation, pulling away and looking up at Kurt. "Do you have lube, babe?"

"Y-Yeah.. Top drawer.." Kurt said, pointing to the nightstand. Blaine grabbed it, slicking his fingers up and slipping one into Kurt. Kurt gasped, his head falling back a little.
"So tight.." Blaine whispered.

"Blaine... Oh I can’t wait.. Unnhh.. To feel your huge cock in me.."

Blaine let out a growl, smiling as he added a second finger. Kurt’s eyes rolled back as he moaned Blaine’s name.
"You want me baby?.." Blaine grinned.

"Yesyesblaine!" Kurt cried out. Blaine pulled his fingers out, smiling as he pulled his pants down a bit. A wide grin spread across Kurt’s face as he saw Blaine’s member. "So big.."

Blaine grinned cockily, lubing himself up and lining up with Kurt's entrance. Kurt let his eyes slip closed as he awaited that sweet stretch. Blaine pushed in slowly, gasping lightly. Kurt gasped sharply. "Oh!"

"God..So tight..Holy shit.." Blaine groaned, leaning over Kurt and holding his ankles.

Kurt’s eyes went wide as Blaine pushed in all the way. "Ohmygod!"

"That's right baby.." Blaine hummed.

"S-So deep Blaine.. Shit.."

"How's it feel babe?..." Blaine grinned.

Kurt looked into Blaine's eyes, dark with lust. "Fucking amazing.."

Blaine slowly pulled out before pushing back in. Kurt shuddered, reaching out for something to hold onto. "Faster babe.."

Blaine nodded, moaning deeply as he started to thrust. Kurt screwed his eyes shut. He had never felt anything like this before. Blaine looked down at Kurt, biting his lip. "Fuck..I wish you could see yourself like this.."

"Tell me..Please.."

"So fucking sexy..Bent like this..Taking me.." Blaine growled.

Kurt let out a loud whine. "Faster! Fuck!"

Blaine sped up, panting harshly as Kurt's moans rang through the room. Kurt let his head fall back, exposing his neck as he screamed for Blaine. Blaine pressed his lips to the back of Kurt's leg, starting to pound into him harder.
"Blaine..? S-Spank me baby.. Please.." Kurt pleaded. Blaine smiled, biting at the skin on Kurt's thigh and bringing a hand down on his ass roughly. Kurt screamed louder than Blaine had ever heard before begging for more. Blaine happily obliged, spanking Kurt several more times as he constantly hammered into his prostate. The taller's body quivered as his orgasm built rapidly. "Shit! Fuck Blaine! I-I'm close!!"

"S-So am I..God..Kurt!.." Blaine whined, speeding up and clawing down the back of Kurt's thighs. Kurt reached up, pulling on Blaine's curls and crying out as the biggest orgasm Kurt could ever imagine hit him. Blaine's eyes screwed shut as Kurt screamed and shook beneath him, making Blaine cum hard and long inside of the older boy, crying out against the sweat laced skin. His orgasm overtook him, making him grunt out obscenities and some words he wasn't sure existed. Kurt's vision went pure white as he rode out the shocks of pleasure that flew through his entire body. They rocked together as they came down, moaning against skin until the both collapsed into a pile of limbs and sweat. Kurt's eyes fluttered open and he smiled at Blaine. "Oh my..God.."

Blaine grinned, leaning down to kiss Kurt softly before he froze. "Kurt.."

Kurt looked up with wide eyes. "What?"

"I forgot to put a condom on.." Blaine whispered.

"Oh..Uhh.." Was all Kurt could get out.

Blaine slowly pulled out, looking down at Kurt. "I-I mean..I'm clean..I swear.."

"Me too.." Kurt said quietly.

"So..It's okay?.." Blaine asked softly.

"We can't really change it.." Kurt pointed out.

"True..." Blaine said, looking down. "I'm sorry.."

Kurt cupped Blaine's cheek. "It's okay."

"Are you sure?..I just don't know if it's something you only do with your boyfriend..And I don't wanna do that to you-" Blaine started, but Kurt cut him off.

"He's the only one I've ever let do that.. We'll just have to remember."

Blaine nodded. "I really am sorry, Kurt.."

"Blaine, I didn't think about it either," Kurt said softly. Blaine nodded, cuddling up to Kurt and kissing him softly. Kurt hummed softly. "That was amazing.."

"It was.." Blaine said as they laid together, chest to chest. Kurt looked up into Blaine's eyes as he batted his long lashes. Blaine took in a soft breath, staring back into Kurt's eyes, trying to ignore the way his heart started beating faster.
Kurt bit his lip. "Your eyes are gorgeous."

Blaine blushed deeply, looking down. "T-Thanks.."

"Come on. Let's get ready."

Blaine nodded, blushing more at the fact that he blushed. "Wait.." He said, grabbing Kurt's hand and lacing their fingers together. He smiled at Kurt's surprise before leaning in to kiss him softly. Internally, Kurt congratulated himself as he kissed Blaine back. He got up and was heading to the bathroom, swinging his hips before turning back to Blaine. "You know.. If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were falling for me Blaine Anderson." And with that, the slender boy turned and entered the bathroom. Blaine stared at the doorway. He wasn't falling for Kurt..He couldn't be.. Kurt grinned to himself as he went about his normal routine and got ready for school. Blaine got up and got dressed as well, grabbing his school bag. "You ready?.."

"Yeah," Kurt said, smiling as he grabbed his jacket. Blaine's eyes roamed over Kurt's body, biting his lip as he pulled on his own jacket.

"Didn't get enough?" Kurt chuckled.

"I'm insatiable.." Blaine smiled.

Kurt giggled as they walked out and got on Blaine's bike. He leaned in to the shorter boy's ear and whispered, "One day, I'm going to ride you on this bike."

Blaine tensed up, holding back a moan. "Fuck..I've thought about that.."

"Mmm, I bet you have." Kurt said slyly. Blaine shivered, shaking his head as he started the bike. Kurt giggled, sliding his arms around Blaine and tracing his abs. Blaine moaned softly. "If you want us to wreck. That's the best way to do it.."

"Sorry," Kurt said softly, resting his hands so he wouldn’t be a distraction. Blaine chuckled. "It's alright.." He smiled before driving to the school. When they got there, they hopped off and were heading inside when Kurt noticed people were staring at them. Blaine looked around, raising a pierced eyebrow. "What?" He grunted, acting like he was going to jump at another student. The student flinched as another pointed and whispered, "That's him.."

Blaine looked over at Kurt, his eyebrows kneading together. Kurt shook his head. "I don't know.. Let's find Q. She always knows what's going on."

Blaine nodded, walking with Kurt to the bleachers. Quinn was lying on the couch, smoking a cigarette when Kurt ran up to her. "Q, what's going on?"

"Look who's here..If it isn't the talk of the school." She chuckled.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Blaine demanded.

"Woah, chill Anderson.." Quinn smiled, sitting up.

"Seriously, Q. What's going on?" Kurt asked

"Sebastian blabbed about why he's living with you..Now everyone's talking about it.." She said, looking up at them.

Kurt's eyes went wide. "He did what?!"

"He told his friends, they told their friends, and now everyone knows.." Quinn shrugged.

Kurt looked at Blaine. "I-I'm so sorry.. I'll fix this.."

Blaine just shook his head. "Now everyone knows..."

The taller boy pulled out his phone and called his boyfriend. Blaine sat on the couch, his head in his hands.
"Hello?" Sebastian answered.

"What the fuck is wrong with you, Bas?!"

"Whoa, Kurt. What the hell?" Sebastian hissed.

"You know what!" Kurt yelled into the speaker.

"Calm the fuck down!" Sebastian yelled back.

"Don't tell me to calm down! Who the fuck are you to go off telling people about Blaine?" b

"I told one person Kurt." Sebastian said.

"It wasn't your business to tell!"

"Kurt, calm down baby.."

"No. I'm so fucking sick of your shit, Sebastian. Don't even bother picking me up today." Kurt said before hanging up.

Blaine looked up at Kurt. "What am I gonna do?..."

"You're not going to listen to a damned thing anyone has to say and come back to my house." Kurt said simply.

Blaine shook his head again, running his hands through his hair.
"Blaine. You said it yourself. You don't need anyone or anything. So fuck them. They're nobody."

Blaine nodded, still not looking up. Kurt sat down next to Blaine and took his hand. "You have me. I don't care what they say."

Blaine nodded, squeezing Kurt's hand. "Th-Thank you.."

Kurt leaned in and kissed Blaine's forehead. "Don't leave."

Blaine said nothing as Q raised an eyebrow at the two of them.

Kurt shot Quinn a look telling her not to say anything and looked back at Blaine. "Come on. Let's get to class."

"Okay.." Blaine said softly.

Kurt walked Blaine to class and gave him a sweet smile. "I'll see you at lunch. Don't pay them any attention, Blaine."

"Okay.." Blaine said quietly. Kurt gave his hand a light, reassuring squeeze before heading to his own class. Blaine dealt with looks all day, hushed whispers and quiet snickers. It wasn’t like he really cared about any of them. It was just nicer when no one paid attention. He felt so insecure all day..Everyone was staring. He was glad when the day was over. He met up with Kurt and sighed heavily.
"Hey..You okay?" Kurt asked.

"I told you I’d be better off dying out in the park." Blaine said under his breath.

Kurt shook his head. "Blaine, no.."

"No one else seems to care, Kurt. And it seems your damn boyfriend will do about anything to get me away from you."

"I don't care ..I care about you..And I want you to be safe.." Kurt said quietly.

Blaine took a deep breath. "I'm not worth all of this."

"You're worth it to me.." Kurt said quietly.

"Why?" Blaine asked just as quiet.

"Because.." Kurt said, grabbing Blaine's hand. "You're the only one who doesn't make me feel like I'm worthless.."

Blaine chewed on his bottom lip as his heart swelled. "Really?"

"Really.." Kurt said softly.

The shorter boy nodded. "We should go. It's cold.."

Kurt smiled, squeezing Blaine's hand. They walked out to the parking lot, hands still joined.
"When we get home, we can curl up and watch a movie.." Kurt said, leaning over to kiss Blaine's cheek.

Blaine smiled, kissing Kurt’s cheek as well. "That sounds great."

Kurt jumped as he heard the blare of a horn and the screeching of tires, he turned around, gasping. "Sebastian?..."

"Get in the car!" Sebastian growled as he got out.

Kurt dropped Blaine's hand. "No, Sebastian.."

The Warbler grabbed Kurt’s upper arm hard enough to leave a bruise and glared down at him. "Get. In. The. Fucking. Car."

"Get the fuck off of me Sebastian!" Kurt yelled, pushing his boyfriend.

"I'm not kidding Kurt!" Sebastian spat. "Get in now!"

"Don't touch me!" Kurt growled.

"Let him go!" Blaine said, trying to pull Sebastian's arm away from Kurt.

"You've done enough Anderson! Stay out of this!" Sebastian yelled, pulling Kurt towards the car.

"Sebastian let me go!" Kurt said, his voice on the edge of pleading. "You're hurting me!"

That did it. Blaine launched forward, decking Sebastian in his jaw. "Let go of him!"

"Blaine!" Kurt yelled as Sebastian let him go, frozen in place before slowly turning to look at Blaine.

"Sebastian..Please baby, no..I-I'll go with you..Please..Come on..I'm sorry baby please.." Kurt begged, grabbing Sebastian's hands.

"Stay away from him, Anderson. If you don't, you will regret it," Sebastian said menacingly before turning back to Kurt. "Get in!"

Kurt whimpered, quickly getting in the car, looking at Blaine with apologetic eyes. Blaine stood there, frozen in his spot and not having any clue what to do as Sebastian sped off. All he knew was that for Kurt to be safe, he had to leave. Even if it did result in his death. Kurt was quiet, staring at his feet and not daring to look up at Sebastian. Sebastian raced down the road, not sure where he was going but he wasn't ready to talk. He drove like a maniac, scaring the hell out of Kurt.
"Sebastian.." Kurt whimpered as they tore around a corner.

"What?!" Sebastian snapped, turning to glare at Kurt before looking back to the road. Kurt flinched, saying nothing as he wrapped his arms around himself. "Why?" Sebastian barked out, still driving crazily down the road.

"W-Why what?.." Kurt whimpered.

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"I-I don't know what..I-I'm sorry.." Kurt said, looking over at his boyfriend.

Sebastian hated himself for the tears stinging his eyes. "I love you.. But you don't give a shit.."

"I do Sebastian..I care..I care.." Kurt whispered.

"Then why are you with him?" Sebastian asked, knowing Kurt was about to deny it. "Don't lie to me.. I'm not stupid."

"I don't think you're stupid Sebastian..I'm just there for him, he doesn't have anywhere else to go.." Kurt said, growing a bit braver as he saw Sebastian's anger decreasing.

"I know you're sleeping with him.." Sebastian said, slowing his speed so he could look at Kurt.

Kurt's face went pale. "W-What?..."

"I'm not stupid.. I can see the hickies on you that I know I didn't make. I hear all sorts of shit about you skipping school to be with him. And I've tried.. I've tried so hard to ignore it. Because I love you.. But.. I can’t do this.. It hurts too much, Kurt.. Why? Just tell me why.."

"I...I don't know..I don't want to lose you Sebastian.." Kurt whined.

"Then why are you with him?" Sebastian asked desperately.

"I..I don't know.." Kurt whimpered.

"Yes you do! Jesus Christ, Kurt! I deserve to know!"

"What do you want me to say Sebastian?! That you were right?! That I'm a slut?!" Kurt got out, starting to cry.

Sebastian felt like his heart was ripping apart. "For the last time, I do not think that! Jesus! I want to know what he gives you that I don't. What made me not be enough?!"

"He doesn't constantly make me feel like I'm a piece of shit!" Kurt yelled before collapsing back into the chair.

Sebastian pulled over and turned to Kurt. "Have you ever wondered if it was you that made you feel that way? I fucking love you Kurt! I don't think you’re a whore. I think you're beautiful and just.. You're special. But you won't let yourself feel these things! If you'd just try.. I could be right for you.. I know it.."

"If Iwould try?! You're always so fucking jealous Sebastian! Even when I wasn't cheating on you! You're jealous and possessive and..and you act like I'm your property!" Kurt sobbed.

"'Even when I wasn't cheating on you'..." Sebastian whispered to himself.

Kurt buried his face in his hands, crying quietly.

"If you hate me so much, why are you with me?"

"I don't hate you.." Kurt said quietly.

"Sounds like it.."

"I don't..I really don't..I care about you.." Kurt whispered.

"So much that you cheated.." Sebastian said quietly.

Kurt looked up at Sebastian. "Baby..I'm so sorry.."

"Don't.."

Kurt bit his lip as more tears escaped, looking down.

Sebastian rested his head against the steering wheel. "It hurts too much.."

Kurt nodded, "I-I..I'm sorry.."

"I'm an asshole.." Sebastian said through tears. "Don't apologize.."

"H-How is this your fault?.."

"I was terrible.. I should've done more.." Sebastian got out before completely breaking down. Kurt sniffed, slowly reaching out to place his hand on Sebastian's back. "I-I'm sorry.. So sorry.." Sebastian repeated over and over.

Kurt pulled Sebastian close. "So am I.."

Sebastian shook his head. He loved Kurt. He wouldn't blame him for anything.

"I'm sorry....I'm so sorry.." Kurt said quietly.

"Stop!" Sebastian cried out. "Don't you get it?! You're just making me forgive you! Making me want more.. But you don't want that.."

"How do you know I don't want that?.." Kurt whimpered, looking up at Sebastian.

"Do you?" Sebastian asked, his eyes pleading.

"I want to love you Sebastian.." Kurt whispered.

"But you don't.."

"I don't think I can love anyone.." Kurt said quietly.

"You just don't know how.." Sebastian said. "One day.. You will.. I just wish it was with me.."

"How do you know it won't be with you?.." Kurt whispered.

"Kurt.." Sebastian whimpered, his entire body shaking with nerves. "You're confusing me.."

"I'm confused..I don't know what I want..I want you.But I want to be there for Blaine.."

"But you can't be with both of us.." Sebastian said. "I can't handle that.."

Kurt nodded, looking down.

"And you're going home.. To him.. So I guess I have no choice.." Sebastian said, taking a deep breath and holding the rest of his tears back.

"I think I just need some time.." Kurt said quietly.

"I'm sorry. But I can't promise I'll be waiting.." Sebastian said, staring out of the window again.

"I understand.." Kurt said softly.

"Is he better..?" Sebastian asked before realizing that was meant to be kept in his mind.

"Do you mean?.." Kurt asked quietly.

"I-I don't know.." Sebastian said quickly.

"There were times when you were better and times where..He was.."

Sebastian swallowed hard. How was he supposed to respond to that?

"But you and I have that..That romance..That time..It was so perfect.." Kurt whispered.

"But still not enough.."

"Baby.." Kurt whispered.

"What..?"

Kurt cupped Sebastian's cheek. "I want you..I just..I never wanted this to happen.."

"And I want you. But you're going home and doing God knows what with him. Whether it’s just hanging out or fucking and forgetting me. I can't hold on and not know what you're doing with him.."

Kurt nodded, sighing as he wiped his eyes. "I don't know what to do.."

"I can't tell you how to feel.." Sebastian whispered.

Kurt looked up at Sebastian and cupped his cheek. "I know how I feel about you.."

"then what's the problem, Kurt?" Sebastian asked, searching Kurt’s eyes for answers.

"I have feelings for Blaine too.." Kurt said quietly.

"How did this even happen..?"

"It..It started with a bet.." Kurt whispered.

"What bet?"

Kurt took a deep breath before slowly explaining everything that had happened the last week.

"And he has feelings for you.." Sebastian said. "How do you think he'll feel when he finds out?"

"I..I don't plan on telling him.." Kurt said quietly.

"Doesn't matter. He'll find out somehow." Sebastian said seriously.

"Are you..Going to?.." Kurt asked.

"I'd be lying if I said I don't want to. But no. I'm not."

"Thank you.." Kurt said softly.

"Don't thank me. It may make me seem heartless but I want him to know what it feels like."

Kurt looked down, grabbing Sebastian's hand as a reflex.

Sebastian pulled back. "Don't."

"I'm sorry.." Kurt said quietly.

Sebastian sighed. "I'll take you home."

"Okay.." Kurt said, looking down as he rubbed his arm where Sebastian grabbed him earlier.

"I'm sorry about that.,"

Kurt just looked out the window, nodding lightly.

"At least that’s something to look forward to," Sebastian chuckled without humor.

"What do you mean?.." Kurt asked.

"Your father killing me." the warbler said simply.

"I won't say anything.." Kurt said quietly.

"You won't have to."

"I'm pretty good at hiding things from him Sebastian..You should know.." Kurt said.

"Well there are things that can't be hidden."

"Sebastian..Stop..He won't see anything..I won't tell him." Kurt said seriously.

"Either way, he'll be glad you got rid of me." Sebastian said in barely a whisper.

Kurt closed his eyes. "I don't want to get rid of you.."

"Well you can't have us both."

"I know that, Sebastian.." Kurt said quietly.

"Well you're picking him. I don't see why you're upset. You've chosen." Sebastian said, getting worked up again.

"How do you know who I'm picking?.." Kurt asked bitterly.

"Because you just said you know how you feel about me and you're going back home to see how you feel about him. It was just me until this fucking bet."

"You know, I actually thought you were being a little understanding.." Kurt huffed.

"I'm trying! But Kurt, you're telling me you care and want to be with me. That you want to love me. Then you bring him up! I know you're not trying to but it's like you're giving me a glimmer of hope then crushing it by throwing it in my face that you like someone else too. It fucking hurts! And either you want me or him. You don't know because you have only fucked him. And no I'm not calling you a slut. I’m just saying what's going on. So I don't know if I'm supposed to let go so you can be with him or fight for you and get my heart stomped on some more!"

"Sebastian, this is just as confusing for me!" Kurt yelled.

"No it's not Kurt! I fucking love you! You don't know how love feels! Loving someone like you is hard Kurt! I feel like I'm having my heart broken every fucking day!" Sebastian countered.

"I told you what I wanted in the beginning, Bas! You said you were fine with it! No, I don't know what love is. But that doesn't mean I can't feel something for you!" Kurt yelled back.

"So it's only okay to feel something when Kurt wants me to?! When Kurt only wants me for sex I'm not allowed to develop feelings and I just have to lay there and be his fuck-toy?!" Sebastian growled, his neck getting red.

"Sebastian, don't act like that's not what you wanted at first!" Kurt defended himself. "How many times are you going to ignore the fact that I do care about you? But it isn't fair for me to keep doing this to you! I need to see what this is if it is anything. Please.. Listen to me. I do care about you. That day in your room... I didn't think I was even capable of that. But you.. /You/ showed me that. Please baby.. Don't do this.."

"Don't do what Kurt?!"

Kurt had tears streaming down his cheeks. "Please don't yell.. W-We could be o-okay.."

"No we can't Kurt! We won't be okay! You cheated on me..Why can't you just love me Kurt?! Am I that impossible to love?!" Sebastian asked, getting angrier.

Kurt looked down in silence for a minute. "I-I want to love you, Bas.."

"But you don't! And I sit there every night, hoping that maybe if I do something..Say something..My boyfriend will want me for something more than sex.." Sebastian said, his voice darkly quiet.

"But I-I want to want it.. I didn't before. Doesn't that count for anything?" Kurt asked, chancing a glance at Sebastian. Suddenly, Kurt didn't feel so safe..
Sebastian glared over at Kurt, something in his eyes Kurt had never seen before. It was dark and menacing and Kurt just wanted to look away but he couldn't.
"No...It doesn't Kurt..I want to pretend all of this never happened..That doesn't make it better..I trusted you.." He said quietly before he raised his voice to a yell. "I trusted you, Kurt!" He growled.

Kurt’s hands were shaking. He wanted to get out. "I-I'm so sorry.. Please Bas.. Can I just walk from here..?"

"No." Sebastian said darkly. Kurt went to unbuckle his seatbelt and Sebastian lashed out, a loud smack ringing through the car. Kurt’s hand flew up to his face, his mouth hanging open at the excruciating pain. Sebastian had hit him. Really hit him. His entire body trembled as he sank back into his seat, curling up away from his ex and crying heavily. Sebastian's expression faded as he seemed to have realized what he'd done. "Kurt..Baby..I-I'm so sorry..I don't know what came over me..I..Oh my god.."

Kurt just shook his head, hugging his knees to his chest as he cried.

"Baby, please..I didn't mean to..You know that's not me..I love you..I can't believe I did that..Baby..Kurt..I love you so much.." Sebastian whispered, tears in his eyes.

"Y-You don't.. Do that to.. S-someone you love.." Kurt got out in barely a whisper.

"It was a mistake baby..Please..I love you..You know I love you..I'll never forgive myself.." Sebastian said, looking into Kurt's eyes.

Kurt felt the bile rising in his throat and gagged. "P-Pull over.."

Sebastian quickly did so, his eyebrows kneading together. Kurt opened the door and practically fell out, throwing up in the snow. The acid burned his throat as he rid his stomach of what little content that was in there. Sebastian got out of the car, rubbing Kurt's back before trying to help him up. Kurt shook him off. "Don’t!"

Sebastian backed off, looking down at Kurt with tear filled eyes.

"Just leave me.." Kurt whispered.

"Kurt..I'm not leaving you out here.."

A new round of tears filled Kurt's eyes. He felt so weak and was burning up. He fell over in the snow, seeking relief for his throbbing headache and where there was a huge bruise forming along his cheek and jaw.

"Baby..Please..Let me take you home.." Sebastian whispered.

Kurt shook his head. He couldn't go home like this. His father would see. Sebastian shook his head before pulling out his phone and calling Quinn. Quinn sighed as she saw who was calling her. "What is it Smythe?"

"Will you come get Kurt?..He got..Sick and now he won't get back in my car..He's not listening to me.."

"What did you do?" Quinn snapped. "Where is he?"

"We're on the side of the highway not that far from the school..Just please hurry..He's gonna make himself sick laying in the snow.."

"Well pick him up! Are you stupid? Don't let him get worse. I'm on my way." Quinn said in a rush, hanging up and hurrying to Kurt. Sebastian sighed, reaching down and grabbing Kurt's arms, moving slowly, and trying to stop Kurt from shoving him away.
"Why won't you just go?" Kurt whimpered.

"Because I care about you..I'm not going to just let you lay in the snow.." Sebastian said, letting Kurt sit sideways in the passenger seat, his legs hanging out of the car. Sebastian got on his knees, between Kurt's legs and looked up at him. "Kurt..Baby..I'm so sorry..I love you..You have to believe I didn't mean it..I'm begging you.."

Kurt was trembling even more now. "I-I don't know.."

He slowly grabbed Kurt's hand, placing it on his cheek. "I love you.."

"B-But you.. I-I.." Kurt choked out. "I deserved it.,"

"N-No..No baby..I just lost my temper...It didn't mean to happen..No one was meant to get hurt..It'll never happen again.."

Kurt sank back in the seat, dizzy with confusion. What would Sebastian be like if he told him it was over for good? Kurt didn't know if he could handle that

Sebastian kissed Kurt's palm before pressing it to his face again. “I love you so much.." He whispered.

"I know.." was all Kurt could say. Sebastian nodded, looking up at Kurt with eyes full of love and regret. Kurt looked back at Sebastian. He knew how to make it all go away. All he had to do was tell Sebastian he did love him. It would be a lie. But he wouldn't have to worry about making this worse. Sebastian lay his head in Kurt's lap, sighing softly as the tears slipped down his cheeks. Kurt took a deep breath, carefully pulling his hand up and running it through Sebastian’s hair. Sebastian let out a soft sigh, closing his eyes.
"I'm sorry.." Kurt whispered.

"You have nothing to be sorry about.." Sebastian said quietly.

"I cheated.. I made you trust me and ruined it.. I'm disgusting.."

"No..Nononono..Kurt...You're not disgusting..Baby..You're not..You're beautiful and perfect and I love you.." Sebastian said, lifting his head.

"How can you love me still..?" Kurt asked quietly.

"Because..I..I'll always love you, Kurt.." Sebastian said softly. Kurt looked down, certain that he didn't deserve anyone's love. Sebastian kissed Kurt's hand again when Q pulled up and jumped out of the car. Her mouth dropped as she saw Kurt. "What the fuck did you do?!"

"No, Quinn..It's okay.." Kurt tried to say, letting Sebastian help him up from the seat. "We just got in a little argument, I'm fine.."

"A little argument?" Quinn scoffed, helping Kurt into her car and turning back to Sebastian. "Listen here you fucking prick. Stay away from Kurt. You come anywhere near him, and I will make sure much worse happens to you. Got it?"

"Quinn..Please.." Sebastian sighed.

"Do you see what you did to him?! Do not come near him again! You'll be lucky if his dad doesn't come find you." Quinn said before stomping off to her car and driving off.

Kurt leaned his head against the window, not saying anything as they drove. Quinn got Kurt into her room and put some ice against his cheek. "What happened?"

Kurt sighed softly, explaining the story slowly. "But right after he started crying and apologizing Q..He didn't mean it..I deserved it after what I've done.."

"No you don't. Don't say that Kurt. You didn't want the love. He knew that."

"That's the thing..I do want his love..I like knowing someone loves me.." Kurt said softly. "He really didn't mean it.."

"But if you stay with him it'll just get worse because you don't love him."

"I might..Someday, I really might Quinn.." Kurt said, mostly trying to convince himself.

"But not now," Quinn said softly. "And if you do later, then you'll figure it out. But he needs help, Kurt."

"What kind of help?.." Kurt whispered.

"I don't know. Anger management, maybe?"

Kurt nodded, looking down. It was always scary when Sebastian got angry, but it had never been this bad.

"Come on. I'll help you cover the bruise."

"Okay.." Kurt said softly.

Later when Kurt got home, he noticed Blaine's bike wasn't there. He hurried inside and called for his father. "Dad! Is Blaine here!?"

"No. I assumed he was with you.." Burt said.

"I went to go hang out with Q after school and he said he was coming back here." Kurt said, walking towards his Dad's voice.

"Maybe he had something to do. Call him." Burt suggested. Kurt nodded, pulling out his phone and hitting the speed dial for Blaine. It went straight to voicemail, letting Kurt know it was turned off. Kurt sighed, hanging up. "Voicemail.."

"Is his stuff still here?"

Kurt gasped hurrying down to his room and looking around. Blaine's bag was gone.
"He's gone.." Kurt said quietly.