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The New Emily: Chapter 17


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 17/? - Created: Sep 25, 2012 - Updated: Jul 07, 2013
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Kurt was giddy when he woke up the next day. He was engaged and couldn't be happier. Blaine rolled over, wrapping his arm around Kurt and smiled. "Morning, beautiful.."


"Good morning, fianc�." Kurt grinned.


Blaine smiled wide, "I love that.."


"Me too.."


"We should tell our family.."


"Yes." Kurt said happily. "I can't wait to tell dad!"


Blaine smiled wide before looking over as Kurt's phone rang.


"Speak of the devil." Kurt chuckled as he answered. "Hey dad!"


"You're getting married?"


"Yes. I literally was just telling Blaine I was going to call you. We just woke up." Kurt said. "How did you find out?"


"Carole watches that celebrity news show in the morning." Burt chuckled.


"I proposed last night on stage." Kurt smiled.


"I saw..Any talk of a date?" Burt asked.


"It hasn't even been a day yet." Kurt chuckled. "No, no date yet."


Burt laughed lightly. "Fair enough..I'm proud of you, kid..Carole already bought the magazines with you two on them."


Kurt smiled. "You'll be the first to know when we have a date. Any update from the doctor?"


Burt sighed softly. "You don't need to worry about that, bud.."


"Yes, I do. Dad, what's wrong?"


"Nothing. They have me on a new medicine.." Burt said. "I just dont want you worried."


"I just.." Kurt sat up and turned away from Blaine. "I just need you to be there.."


"I will be." Burt said seriously.


"Okay.."


"Keep me updated, alright?.."


"I will dad." Kurt said.


"I love you.." Burt smiled.


"I love you too."


They hung up and Blaine looked up. "Is everything okay?.."


"Yeah. He's just on a new medicine."


"Again?.."


"Yeah.." Kurt said. "I-I don't know what to think. None of the others worked. What if..these don't?"


"They will..He's gonna be okay.." Blaine smiled.


Kurt scooted over to Blaine. "Thank you for being optimistic."


"Hey..You should be too.." Blaine said softly.


"I am. I just get worried. He worries how I take things so then I worry that something is being kept from me." Kurt sighed.


"Well..If it makes you feel better..I could talk to him more often. Find out what's going on.."


Kurt nodded. "I'd like that. I want to make sure he's there for the wedding."


"He will be, beautiful.."


Kurt leaned in for a kiss. "If you could get married in any season, which would it be?"


"Spring.."


"So, next year. We can't do this in two months." Kurt giggled. "Have a month in mind?"


"True.." Blaine chuckled. "It's going to be amazing..But maybe April or May?.."


"I think May. Don't want to risk April showers." Kurt said.


"I hear rain is good luck." Blaine giggled. "But that'll give us more time to plan as well.."


"True. Oh my god! We're getting married!"


Blaine smiled, kissing Kurt deeply. Kurt pulled Blaine closer and let out a small moan. Blaine smiled against Kurt's lips.


"Blaine.."


"You are so beautiful.."


Kurt blushed lightly. "I love you."


Blaine kissed Kurt's blush. "I love you so much.."


"You want to go get breakfast?"


"After I have you.." Blaine hummed.


Kurt gasped softly. Blaine smiled, kissing Kurt deeply. Kurt whined as he pulled Blaine on top of him. Blaine thrust down, reaching up to pull Kurt's hair lightly.


"Take me, Blaine.. I want to feel you.."


Blaine growled, biting Kurt's neck roughly as he gripped his waist. Kurt wrapped his legs around Blaine. "Fuck yes.."


"Do you want me?.." Blaine breathed out.


"Yes.. Blaine, I want you.."


Blaine growled, reaching down to stroke Kurt.


Kurt arched his back. "What're you going to do to me?"


"Fuck you..Fuck you so hard, babe."


Kurt gave a needy whine. "Blaine.."


"First..Will you..Ride my face?"


Kurt let out an obscene moan. "Say it again."


"Ride my face, Kurt.." Blaine growled.


"Turnover.." Kurt said, breathless.


Blaine smiled, rolling onto his back. "When you do it..I want you to talk to me..Talk to me with that filthy little mouth of yours.."


"Yes sir." Kurt said with a smile as he positioned his ass above Blaine's face. Blaine moaned, reaching up to spread Kurt's ass. Kurt lowered his body so Blaine could lick at him. "Fuck.. Please, sir.. Fuck me with your tongue.."


Blaine growled, licking over Kurt's hole before pushing his tongue inside.


"Oh my god! Yes! Fuck your dirty slut!"


Blaine dug his nails into Kurt's thighs, moaning deeply. Kurt rolled his hips. Every thrust of Blaine's tongue was greeted with a loud moan from Kurt. Blaine loved this so much. He lifted his hand before striking Kurt's thigh harshly.


"AH!" Kurt cried out. He loved when Blaine got rough with him. "Blaine! Fuck!"


Blaine let out a deep growl as he swirled his tongue around.


"I-I.. Oh god.. I'm getting close, babe.."


Blaine smiled lightly as he pushed deeper. Kurt gave a desperate moan. "Ungh! Blaine.."


Blaine pulled Kurt closer, moaning deeply. Kurt's thighs trembled. "B-Blaine.."


Blaine moaned as he pulled away. "Fuck..That's a good boy.."


Kurt was panting as he sat beside Blaine. "I love when you do that.."


Blaine smiled. "Do what?.."


"Use your tongue on me.."


"You taste so good.."


"How do you want me, baby?"


"On your stomach.." Blaine smiled.


Kurt bit back a smile as he got into position. Blaine got on his knees and rubbed over Kurt's back. "So sexy.."


"Baby.."


"Yes?.." Blaine asked, grabbing the lube.


"I just need you.."


Blaine slicked himself up. "You do?.." he smiled.


"Yes." Kurt whispered.


"How badly?" Blaine whispered, running the tip of his member up and down between the halves of Kurt's ass.


Kurt squirmed in front of Blaine. "So fucking bad!"


"You look so good.." Blaine whispered.


"Take me.."


Blaine spread Kurt before pushing the tip in. Kurt let out a shaky breath. He needed more.


"Like that?.."


"More.. Please.."


"Well..You have been a good boy.." Blaine said, pushing in more.


"Oohh fuck.. So thick, baby.."


"You like taking my thick cock?"


"Yes. Stretches me so good." Kurt moaned.


"Mmm..Fuck, you're so tight.." Blaine whispered as he bottomed out.


Kurt hummed quietly. He felt so full with Blaine inside of him.


Blaine stayed like that for a minute, feeling Kurt around him.


"Blaine.."


"Sorry.." He smiled. "You just feel so good.."


"Please." Kurt whispered. Blaine moaned as he began thrusting into Kurt. "Ungh.. Yeah, fuck me!"


Blaine growled low in his throat. "Baby..Ahh!"


Kurt arched his back and lifted his ass to take more of Blaine.


"Fuck..You look so fucking good, Kurt.." Blaine whispered.


"Grab my hips harder.."


Blaine did as Kurt said and thrust harder.


"Fuck!"


Blaine threw his head back, pulling Kurt's hips back more.


Kurt whined loudly. "Blaine.. Oh god, baby.."


"Kurt..I'm close.."


"Me too! Fuck!"


Blaine sped up even more. "Come with me, Kurt..Ah.."


Kurt's moans grew louder as he came against the bed. Blaine grunted as he felt Kurt tighten around him and he came, hunching over his fianc�.


Kurt panted under Blaine. "Oh my god.."


"So perfect.." Blaine whispered.


"You too."


Blaine pulled out slowly. "God.."


Kurt rolled over and chuckled. "I could really go for breakfast now."


Blaine grinned. "Me too.."


They cleaned up and took a shower before heading out for breakfast. "So.. What do you think of royal purple and an ice blue for our colors?"


"I think that'd be gorgeous.. So, you want to do this with me? No wedding planner?" Blaine smiled, sipping his coffee.


"Would you prefer a wedding planner?" Kurt asked. "I think we could handle it alone. We'd have more say. And I've watched David Tutera enough. I think we can do it."


Blaine smiled. "I know we can do it..You're amazing.."


"So are you," Kurt said softly.


"But..I bet you know way more about this stuff than I do.." Blaine chuckled.


"I've only been planning it my whole life." Kurt giggled.


"Did you think it'd be with a guy like me?.."


"I didn't know what kind of guy I would be with. But I'm glad it's you."


Blaine smiled, placing his hand over Kurt's. "So..I wanted to take you ring shopping today."


"Really?!" Kurt smiled.


"Really." Blaine said softly. Kurt couldn't stop grinning as they ate. When they finished, Blaine paid the bill and smiled. "Where to?.."


"You tell me." Kurt said.


"I know you can do for yourself..But I really want to take you shopping today.."


Kurt linked arms with Blaine. "Where?"


"Wherever you want.." They took a cab to look at all of Kurt's favorite stores. Blaine smiled as Kurt modeled for him. It felt nice to have the roles be reversed for once. Kurt leaned in and kissed Blaine as they left another store. "Thank you, baby."


"So..Tiffany's?" Blaine grinned.


"Yes!" Kurt almost squealed. Blaine smiled wide as he hailed them a cab. Kurt cuddled close. "You're perfect."


"I just like this..Doing things for you.."


"I love you."


"I love you too, beautiful.." Blaine said before kissing Kurt softly. Kurt was giddy with joy as they pulled up to the jewelry store. Blaine kissed his cheek softly as they walked in. "Pick whatever you want.."


"Oh my god.." Kurt grinned. "I don't know where to start."


Blaine smiled. "The engagement rings would be a good start.."


"True." Kurt giggled.


Blaine walked over to the case with his fianc� to look, ignoring the clicking of cameras coming from the door before the paparazzo was ushered away by an employee.


"These are beautiful.."


"See anything special?"


"I really love this one." Kurt said in awe.


Blaine looked down at the diamond ring. It was gorgeous. Two white gold rings, embedded with diamonds, held the main diamond in place. The rest of the band also had the diamonds embedded all around. "May I see that one please?" He asked the woman behind the counter.


She handed it to him and Kurt gasped as he slipped it on. "Wow.."


Blaine watched how Kurt's eyes lit up. "Is this the one?.."


Kurt had tears in his eyes as he looked at Blaine. "Yes.."


Blaine smiled, leaning in to kiss Kurt softly.


"I love you so much." Kurt whispered.


"I love you too.." Blaine said before turning to the saleswoman and handing her the ring. "This is it.."


"Okay, Mr. Anderson. That will be six thousand eight hundred and thirty-nine dollars." She smiled. "Would you like it in our special gift box?"


Kurt's eyes went wide. "Blaine.. You just spent a lot on me..."


Blaine shook his head. "It's for you. I don’t mind."


Kurt nodded as the woman put the ring in a box for Blaine. Blaine took the box and turned to Kurt before getting down on one knee. "Kurt Hummel.." he smiled.


Kurt bit his lip as he grinned. "Yes."


"Wait.." Blaine giggled. "Kurt Hummel..Will you marry me?.."


"Yes!!" Kurt said happily.


Blaine put the ring on his finger and stood, kissing Kurt deeply as the shop applauded. Kurt's cheeks were pink as he pulled back. "I love you."


"I love you too.." Blaine smiled.


Kurt held hands with Blaine. "Can we go to a craft store?"


"Of course." Blaine said, thanking everyone before they walked out. They went to the store and Kurt loaded a cart.


"What are you making?.."


"I thought we could plan our wedding. Put pieces together to get ideas of what we want. Then we'll have this to look back on."


Blaine smiled at his lover. He looked so in his element here. He had changed so much since he met him. Opened so much.


"Would you like that?" Kurt asked.


"I'd love that." Blaine smiled as Kurt's phone rang.


"Must be Theo." Blaine said softly.


Kurt nodded as he answered. "Hello?"


"Firstly, congratulations." Theo smiled.


"Thank you." Kurt said with a grin.


"Secondly, I've gotten tons of calls from designers that want to make you two tuxes."


"What? Really?!"


"Really. And the bridesmaid dresses and groomsmen tuxes."


"Oh my god." Kurt sighed happily. "We'll meet with a few. Tell them to come up with a few designs and set up a meeting."


"Only the big names, right?"


"Yes."


"Sounds good. I'll email you." Theo smiled.


"Alright. I'll see you tomorrow."


"Designers?" Blaine smiled.


"Yup!" Kurt said.


"This is really happening.." Blaine said softly.


"It is."


Blaine grinned, grabbing Kurt's hand.


"Let's head home."


Blaine nodded. They checked out and Blaine watched as Kurt spread everything out on the table.


"There's so much.." Kurt said


"Hey, we have a year." Blaine said, holding Kurt from behind.


Kurt hummed quietly. "True."


Blaine kissed the back of his neck softly. "We can do this.."


Kurt leaned against Blaine. "I'm so happy I'm marrying you."


"You sure?.." Blaine giggled. "You wouldn't have preferred Brad Pitt?.."


"That was never a major crush of mine." Kurt laughed.


"Johnny Depp?" Blaine laughed.


"He's attractive. But he isn't my type."


"What is your type?.."


Kurt hummed as he thought. "Short, dark hair, and handsome." He nudged Blaine teasingly. "You're my type."


"I'm not short..You're just tall.." Blaine chuckled, kissing his shoulder.


"I'm just kidding." Kurt smiled.


Blaine giggled, "Me too.."


"How do you feel about the designers for our suits?"


"As long as we get to choose, I'm okay with it.."


"We will have control over everything."


"Good.." Blaine said softly.


Kurt nodded as they started planning.


Blaine sighed as Kurt assembled the planning board. "Do you think we'll have enough for this?.."


"Enough what?"


"Money..Neither of us are working right now.."


"You think we don't?" Kurt asked.


"No..I'm just worried about after."


"You'll have another one without a problem. The media loves you. I'm working on finding something."


"You will soon." Blaine smiled.


"I hope so..." Kurt said as he started putting everything away.


Blaine stood and grabbed Kurt's hand. "I want you to relax.."


"I'm trying."


"Let me clean up..You go run a warm bath."


"Alright.." Kurt went to the master bathroom and started a hot bath. When he climbed in, Kurt pulled his knees to his chest.


Blaine cleaned up in the den before walking to the bathroom. "What's wrong?.." He asked softly.


"What? Oh, nothing." Kurt said as he sat up.


"Kurt..I know you." Blaine said quietly.


"I'm fine.."


"Are you sure?.." Blaine asked, leaning down to kiss Kurt's forehead. Kurt sighed softly as he nodded. "Okay..Do you want a massage?.."


"You've done so much already..."


"I want to..And I wanted to do everything I did today."


"Okay," Kurt said softly.


"When you finish up, I'll be in the room." Blaine smiled.


Kurt nodded as Blaine walked out.


Blaine undressed to his boxers and lit some candles. He wanted tonight to be special for his fianc�. After putting on some soft music, he laid back on the bed. Kurt came out a few minutes later. "Hey.."


"Hey gorgeous.."


"How did I get so lucky with you?"


"I'd say I'm the lucky one.." Blaine smiled. Kurt shook his head as he climbed onto the bed. Blaine climbed on top of Kurt and nodded, smiling. Kurt hummed quietly. Blaine reached over and poured some massage oil into his hands. "Have I told you how sexy you are?.."


"Not today."


Blaine chuckled, rubbing over his chest. "You..Are so fucking sexy Kurt Hummel.."


Kurt moaned softly. "Thank you."


Blaine rubbed down Kurt's stomach. "Babe..You're starting to get abs.."


"I've been trying." Kurt chuckled.


"I can feel it.." Blaine whispered, rubbing down more. Kurt closed his eyes and hummed. Blaine smiled, rubbing over his hips.


"Blaine.."


"Yes?"


"Just feels good.."


Blaine climbed down Kurt's body and slowly took his member into his mouth.


"Fuck.."


Blaine moaned softly as he bobbed his head. Kurt gasped as Blaine sucked him. Blaine pulled off and smiled. "Good?"


"Yes.."


Blaine grinned, stroking him slowly before leaning down to lick at his balls gently.


Kurt spread his legs as he moaned. "What happened to the massage?" He breathed out.


Blaine sucked them into his mouth before pulling away. "Would you rather go back to that?.." He asked.


"No.."


Blaine chuckled softly before leaning back down and licking up the seam.


Kurt let out a heavy breath. "Blaine.."


Blaine moaned deeply as he took them into his mouth again, swirling his tongue around teasingly slow. Kurt arched his back as he gripped the sheets. Blaine gripped Kurt's member tighter, speeding up his hand as he hummed low in his throat.


"Fuck!"


Blaine pulled away with a pop before licking up the underside of Kurt's leaking member to the tip.


Kurt panted as he looked down at his fianc�. Blaine's eyes had this way of looking so innocent yet so dirty all at once and it drove Kurt crazy. Especially the way he looked at him as he sank his mouth down around his throbbing cock.


"So good."


Blaine gave a slight smile around him before pulling off. "Can I ride you, Mr. Hummel?"


"Yes.. Yes baby.."


Blaine nodded, straddling his lover. Kurt grabbed Blaine's hips. Blaine whimpered softly as he reached back and grabbed Kurt's member.


"Come on, babe.."


Blaine nodded, steadying himself as he sank down on Kurt. Kurt's head fell back as he entered Blaine.


"Kurt.."


"Talk to me, Blaine."


"S-So big.." Blaine whispered, rolling his hips.


Kurt moaned deeply. "Oh my God.."


"Kuuurrtt.." Blaine groaned.


Kurt's head fell back as he started moving with Blaine. Blaine reached down, scratching Kurt's chest as he started to bounce on him.


"Fuck!"


"Yes! Ah, Kurt!"


Kurt gave a low groan.


"Fuck me, Mr. Hummel..Ah.."


Kurt gripped Blaine's hips as he thrust into him roughly.


"Ahh!" Blaine cried, reaching up to pull on his loosening curls.



"You like that, babe?"


"Yes!"


Kurt bit his lip as he sped up. Blaine's legs trembled as he got closer.


"Blaine, baby.."


"I'm so close.."


"Me too." Kurt moaned.


"Fuck..Come in me..Fill me up, Kurt.."


Kurt growled as he fucked into Blaine. Blaine threw his head back, crying out as he tightened around Kurt and came. Kurt gasped as he felt Blaine and filled him.


"Ohh..God." Blaine whispered.


"Fuck babe..."


Blaine moaned softly as he slowly pulled off and laid on his side.


"I love you.."


"I love you so much.." Blaine smiled.


Kurt grinned as he held Blaine.


"I never want you to let me go.." Blaine whispered before Kurt's phone rang with a call from Rachel.


Kurt sighed as he answered. "Hello?"


"Hey..I hope I'm not interrupting anything..But can you come over?.. I'm just feeling kind of weird since Finn left.."


"Yeah. I'll be there soon."


Blaine sat up a bit as Kurt got up. "Where are you going?.." he asked, his eyebrows knit together.


"Rachel needs me."


"What's wrong?"


"She's lonely." Kurt said as he got dressed.


"Oh..Okay. Are you gonna stay the night?" Blaine asked softly as Seamus walked into the room.


"I don't know. She didn't ask me to."


"Okay." Blaine sighed softly. "I love you."


"I love you too." Kurt kissed Blaine's cheek before heading out.


Kurt drove to Rachel's apartment before taking the elevator up to her hall. He hoped she was okay. She usually got this way after a show was over. He knocked on her door and waited. Rachel opened the door, her eyes and nose red and her hair a mess.


"Hey sweetie.." Kurt said softly. She pulled him into a hug. "What's going on?"


"I just miss him.."


"I know. He misses you too.“


Rachel nodded, walking inside. "I'm sorry..I know I'm being a drama queen..It's just hard not knowing when I'll see him next.."


Kurt held her close. "No. I understand."


She sat on the couch with him and sighed, wiping her tears. "I hate being away from him..But I can't move there and he can't move here.."


"He's only there because of my dad.."


Rachel looked up at Kurt. "That's not the only reason, Kurt."


"What do you mean?"


"He wants to stay with the shop. His mom too."


Kurt bit his lip. "It doesn't mean he doesn't want to be with you."


"I know.." She sighed.


"I'm sorry."


"I..I have to tell you something..But please keep it between us."


"Okay.."


"I'm pregnant.."


Kurt's eyes went wide. "Have you told him?"


Rachel bit her lip as she shook her head.


"Oh my God.."


"I-I don't know what to do.."


"Tell him." Kurt said seriously.


"But I don't want him to feel like he has to leave Ohio."


"Tell him that."


Rachel sighed. "Now?.."


"I think you should. Then I will be here for you."


Rachel nodded, grabbing her phone. Kurt gave an encouraging smile She called Finn and took a nervous breath.


"Hello?" Finn answered happily.


"Hey Finn.." Rachel smiled.


"Hey beautiful."


"I-I miss you.."


"I miss you too. So much.."


"Finn.." She sighed, her voice breaking slightly.


"Rachel, what's wrong?"


"I..I'm pregnant.."


Finn went quiet for a moment. "W-What do you want to do?"


"I'm having it..There's no question." She said seriously.


"I would never ask you not to. Okay.. I'll pack what I need. I can be there tomorrow. Mom and Burt will understand." Finn said in a rush.


"Finn..Finn.." She tried to interrupt as he rambled on. "Finn! Stop..Just..Please.."


"What..?"


"You don't have to drop everything and come here..You already told me you need to be there, and I'm having this baby months from now.."


"Our baby." Finn said. "I-I don't know what to do. I don't want to miss anything.."


Rachel sighed softly before giving a little smile. "Yes..Our baby..But you won't..If you want, you can come up for a week each month..Come with me to doctor's appointments and..To buy clothes for them.."


"And when you get close to having her or him?"


"Then I'll fly everyone here."


"How about we start with the visiting and figure it out from there?"


"Okay.." She nodded, placing her hand over her stomach.


"We're having a baby.." Finn whispered.


"We are.." She smiled.


"I love you, Rachel."


"I love you so much.."


"I'm going to tell mom. I'll call you later, okay?"


"Okay.." She smiled. "Bye, Finn.."


"Bye beautiful.."


Rachel hung up and sighed softly. "That went better than I expected.."


"Good. Is he coming?"


"Next month." She nodded. "Thank you, Kurt..I mean it.."


"You're welcome, sweetie."


She pulled him into a hug. "So..How goes the wedding planning?.."


"It’s okay.“


"Just okay? You've always dreamed about this."


"I'm just.. I don't know.."


"Talk to me.." She said softly. "Are you having second thoughts?.."


"No!" Kurt said quickly. "Im just not what I used to be. I haven't had a big job in a long time. Blaine is worried about money.“


"Kurt..You're still young. You'll find something. You always do."


"Everyone wants him. I'm old news.."


"That's not true.."


"That's how I feel.“


"Well, I bet you'll get something by the end of the month. Theo is a great PA."


"True. I just don't want to stress Blaine with money."


"You two will pull this off."


"Thank you." Kurt nodded. Rachel smiled, holding him close. "How far along are you?"


"A month and a half." She smiled.


"Are you happy?"


"I am..I just know I'm not going to be able to work like this."


"Not what you normally do. But people will want you for advertising. Like diapers and stuff."


She giggled lightly. "True.."


"You're going to be so cute while you're pregnant." Kurt smiled.


"I'm going to be so huge.." She sighed, smiling. "Have you and Blaine talked about kids?"


"No.." Kurt sighed.


"Do you want to?"


"I don’t know. I want to be married a while first."


"That's good." Rachel nodded. "You're both young."


"True."


"If it helps, I think you'd be a great dad.."


Kurt smiled. "You really think that?"


"I do." Rachel smiled.


"I really appreciate that."


"I'm glad." She grinned, "Now you should probably get back to your man."


Kurt nodded. "It was kind of weird when I left.."


"Why?"


"We had just had sex. I was over thinking then you called and I kind of ran out.. I need to just talk to him."


"Well go do that." She smiled, hugging him.


"Thanks Rachel. And congratulations!"


"Thank you." She said, kissing his cheek. Kurt hugged her again before heading home.


Blaine sighed, reaching over the edge of the bed to pet Seamus. "Do you think Daddy's coming home tonight?.."


Seamus jumped up and licked Blaine's face. Blaine giggled, pushing him away. "Okay!"


A few minutes later, Kurt walked in. "Blaine?"


"Hey, baby.." Blaine said, sitting up. "Everything okay with Rachel?"


Kurt smiled as he walked in. "If I tell you, you can't repeat it."


Blaine nodded quickly. "I promise."


"She's pregnant!"


"Oh my god! That's amazing!"


"I know!" Kurt grinned as he sat down.


"I'm happy for her." Blaine said softly.


Kurt nodded. "Me too. Can we talk..?"


"About?.." Blaine asked.


"I know you're not stupid. I just.. Sometimes I don't know how to express how I'm feeling.."


"I know that.." Blaine said, his voice understanding.


"What you said about money earlier.. It scared me." Kurt said quietly.


"Oh,Kurt..That's just me worrying.."


"I know. But.. You're a star now, Blaine. I'm..not so much anymore.."


"That's not true..You were going through so much..You took a break for a few months.."


"I used to get offers all of the time. Now when people ask me questions that aren't about my dad.. It's usually about you." Kurt said, taking Blaine's hand. "I don't want you to think it upsets me. I just know how much you've said you looked up to me and stuff. I don't want to let you down if I'm not.. If I'm not the greatest star anymore.."


Blaine's eyebrows knit together as he cupped Kurt's cheek in his hand. "Kurt..You're my star..I still look up to you.."


Kurt looked down. He didn't want to get emotional. "I don't want you to think you're the only one that provides. I want to take care of you.."


"And you do Kurt..You take amazing care of me.."


Kurt sighed. "But I'll need to find another job as soon as I can."


"I know you will.."


"You're not worried about money?" Kurt asked.


"I know whatever happens, we'll get through it together."


Kurt turned around and leaned against Blaine's chest. "Can I ask you something else?"


"Of course.." Blaine said, rubbing over Kurt's hair.


"Do you think you'll want kids?"


Blaine chewed on his lip in thought. "I think it'd be nice when we're ready."


Kurt nodded as he leaned against Blaine.


"Is that something you want?"


"I think so."


"Me too.."


Kurt smiled. "I'd just like to wait a bit."


"So would I.."


Kurt turned his head and kissed Blaine softly. Blaine smiled against his mouth.


"I love you."


"I love you so much.."


Kurt smiled. "I’m sorry for being weird."


"Don't be..I understand that it's hard for you to share sometimes..But I'm glad you did.."


"Me too."


Blaine just smiled, kissing Kurt softly. "Let's get to bed.."


Kurt nodded and got up to change. Blaine watched Kurt with admiring eyes. "I'm so in love with you."


Kurt couldn't help but grin. "I love you, Blaine."


"I mean it though..I think in this moment I just realized that I'll never be able to live without you.."


"You won't have to."


Blaine couldn't help but tear up at that. "Good.."


Kurt sat in Blaine's lap. "I mean it."


Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist and smiled. "I know.."


"Maybe we'll be in a play together." Kurt smiled.


"Maybe.." Blaine chuckled.


Kurt kissed Blaine before lying down. "Good night."


"Goodnight, beautiful.."

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