Jan. 27, 2012, 2:09 p.m.
New To McKinley: Chapter 25
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Blaine yawned loudly, stretching before opening his eyes. "Hey beautiful," he said sleepily.
"Hey..." Kurt said softly, kissing Blaine's forehead.
Blaine smiled his big, goofy grin as Kurt pulled away.
"You are so cute.." Kurt mused.
Blaine blushed. "You're silly."
Kurt giggled, giving Blaine a small kiss.
Blaine chuckled. "What did you want to do today?"
"Hmm...Not sure…but this is nice.." Kurt said, pulling Blaine closer.
Blaine sighed happily. "It is."
Kurt pulled Blaine up next to him and faced him on his side, smiling happily as he looked into his fianc�'s beautiful honey hazel eyes.
Blaine stared back at Kurt. A tear ran down his cheek. He was so happy and wanted this to last forever.
Kurt brought his hand up, wiping away the tear with the pad of his thumb.
"Blaine...what's wrong?"
"Nothing," Blaine smiled. "I just love you."
Kurt smiled back. "I love you too.." He whispered.
Blaine rested his head against Kurt's chest, breathing in his smell. He knew this would last. There was no one else for Blaine.
Kurt placed his hand in Blaine's curls, stroking softly. He loved Blaine so much.. He looked down at the ring on his finger and smiled lightly. This was who he was going to spend the rest of his life with and he couldn't be happier.
They lay in bed and watched movies all day, just enjoying each other's company before Blaine had to go home.
Kurt sighed as Blaine told him it was time for him to leave. "But I don't want you to.." Kurt sighed.
"Me neither..." Blaine groaned. "I miss living here."
"Well, being apart makes me appreciate the time we have together more.." Kurt said, kissing Blaine's forehead.
Blaine smiled. "I agree. I love you, baby."
"I love you too.." Kurt said smiling.
Blaine kissed Kurt softly. "I'll see you in the morning."
Kurt pulled Blaine closer. "But you're here now.." He said before kissing Blaine again.
"But I have to go home...Don't I?" Blaine asked.
"I know.." Kurt sighed.
"I mean..." Blaine started. "I could sneak over again..."
"You could.." Kurt says smiling slyly.
"Would you like that?" Blaine smiled widely.
"I would love that.." Kurt giggles.
Blaine kissed Kurt's cheek. "Text me when you want me to leave."
"I will.." Kurt says, smiling at Blaine.
Blaine walked to his car, waving to Kurt as he backed out of his driveway.
Later that evening Kurt lied in his bed after everyone was asleep. He pulled out his phone and texted Blaine.
"You still wanna come over? : )”
Blaine smiled as he read his text.
"Just got out of the shower. I'll leave in a few minutes."
"I can't wait to see you…And thinking about you dripping wet.."
Blaine shivered.
"Should I just come in my towel ; ) "
"I would love that.." Kurt replied, smiling happily.
"OMG can you imagine what people would think if they saw me?" Blaine giggled.
"They would think about what's under the towel, but I'm the only one allowed to see that.."
"Yes, because I am just that irresistible lmao"
"You are!"
"Only to you."
"Blaine, you are so much sexier than you make yourself out to be.."
"I don't see it. I'm on my way, love."
"I'll show you when you get here.."
"Huh?" Blaine sent with a confused look on his face.
"I'll show you just how sexy you are.. "
"Alright, haha. I'll see you in about an hour."
Kurt put the phone down as he waited for Blaine, curling up in the bed.
Blaine pulled his phone out as he turned his car off.
"I'm outside, baby"
"Door's unlocked." Kurt replied.
"Are you in your room?"
"Yep "
Blaine smiled, opening the door slowly and closing it behind him. He carefully walked up the stairs and into Kurt's room.
Kurt looked up at Blaine. “Hey.." He said smiling.
"Hey there beautiful," Blaine smiled.
Kurt scooted over in the bed to make room for Blaine.
Blaine climbed in. "So what was it you wanted to show me?"
Kurt smiled. "Just how amazingly sexy you are.."
"How do you plan on doing that?"
Kurt kissed Blaine's neck softly. "By telling you what I love about every part of you.."
Blaine smiled. "I'm all ears."
Kurt giggled, kissing up to Blaine's forehead. "I love your eyes.." Kurt said, kissing each of Blaine's eyelids. "I love your jaw.." Kurt whispered, kissing along that as well.
Blaine sighed as Kurt kissed him. "Mhmmm..."
Kurt kissed to the corner of Blaine's mouth.
"I love your lips.." Kurt said, kissing them softly. "How they kiss me.." He kissed them again. "How they feel wrapped around my cock.." Another kiss.
Blaine moaned, pressing himself closer to Kurt. "Tell me more..."
Kurt kissed down Blaine's neck. "I love your neck.." He whispers. "I love your collar bones.." he said biting down softly.
"Oohhh Kurt..." Blaine moaned as he felt Kurt's teeth on him.
"And the sounds you make when I do that.. They drive me crazy.." Kurt breathed out, before slipping off Blaine's shirt and continuing his trail down Blaine's body, naming off each thing he loved about his fianc�, undressing him slowly until he reached his prize. "Oh...But this is my favorite part of you.." Kurt says, nuzzling against the base of Blaine's cock.
Blaine arched his back. "Mmm...W-What makes it s-so special?"
Kurt smiled. "I love how big it is.." He said darkly, "How it stretches me…How it tastes.." He moaned, licking some precum off of the head.
Blaine writhed under Kurt. "Fuck...baby..."
"Do you see how sexy you are now?" Kurt asked, looking up at Blaine.
Blaine nodded quickly. "Please...I-I need you..."
"Where Blaine...what do you want?" Kurt asked innocently.
"I want...I want you to fuck me...And force myself...to be quiet..." Blaine moaned.
Kurt moaned at Blaine's words. "Do you think you can stay quiet?"
"Yes...I will...But...will you...nevermind..." Blaine panted.
"What is it baby?" Kurt asked, sliding up to look at Blaine in the eyes.
"I...I uh...want to be...on my knees..." Blaine said nervously.
"Really?" Kurt shivered. "That's so hot baby.."
Blaine's breathing increased. "Really? I just..." he trailed off.
"Baby..Yes.." Kurt said smiling.
Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt, kissing him deeply. "Thank you..."
"Thank you.." Kurt smiled.
Blaine brought himself to his knees, kissing Kurt again. "I love you so much..."
Kurt kissed Blaine back. "I love you too Blaine.."
Blaine smiled shyly, reaching over to grab the lube.
Kurt kissed Blaine lovingly once more before Blaine handed him the lube.
Blaine watched with hungry eyes, panting as Kurt slicked himself up.
Kurt kissed down Blaine's back. He looked so hot bent over like this. Kurt traced his fingers down Blaine's back, watching as it arched slightly below his touch.
Blaine gave a barely audible moan. He looked back at Kurt innocently.
"Do you want me to stretch you first?" Kurt asked softly.
Blaine shook his head. "I just want you..."
Kurt nodded lightly before palming over Blaine's perfect, round ass, squeezing lightly.
Blaine breathed in sharply. "Ahhh...that feels so good..."
Kurt smiled lightly before pulling down his sweatpants and boxers down more and placing his head at Blaine's tight hole.
Blaine let out a soft sigh, waiting for Kurt to stretch him.
Kurt slowly started pushing into Blaine, gripping his hips tightly.
Blaine gripped the sheets in his hands, pushing back onto Kurt.
Kurt let out a sharp gasp as Blaine pushed himself back, talking all of Kurt.
Blaine stayed still for a moment, getting used to the stretch of Kurt's huge cock. Blaine turned his head, looking into his fianc�’s eyes intently as he nodded.
Kurt slowly started thrusting, holding Blaine's hips tightly as he panted.
Blaine's breath came out ragged and hot as he twined his fingers into the sheets.
Kurt thrust faster, trying desperately to stay quiet as little broken moans and whimpers escaped his parted lips.
Blaine moved his hips back and forth onto Kurt. He rested his head onto a pillow, muffling his moans as he bit his lip.
"Fuck...Blaine, you're so hot like this..." Kurt panted roughly.
Blaine moaned loudly into the pillow. "Harder...please, Kurt...harder..."
Kurt inhaled sharply before speeding up his hips and leaning over kissing the spot between Blaine's shoulder blades.
Blaine arched his back, bringing his hands up and pulling on his curls. Fighting the moans made every feeling much more intense. Blaine knew he'd be close soon.
Kurt angled his hips, jerking them up sharply and pressing into Blaine's prostate as his hands trailed up and down his sides.
FUCK! That felt amazing! Blaine bit down on the pillow keep from crying out.
Kurt moved even faster, pulling Blaine up so his back was flush against his chest. He kissed the spot right behind Blaine's ear, panting heavily.
Blaine's breath came out in sharp gasps. He reached around, grabbing Kurt's ass. "Fuck...baby....I-I...I'mgonnacum..."
Kurt let out a small choked moan."Ngh..M-me too." He panted, resting his forehead on the back of Blaine's shoulder.
Blaine bounced his hips up and down on his fianc�’s throbbing cock. "Baby...fuck..." Blaine moaned, biting his hand as he came on the sheets in front of him.
Kurt felt Blaine's muscles tighten around him and his hips jerk back. As he came, pushing Kurt deeper. A few more thrusts was all it took for Kurt to let out a sharp noise, clenching his hand down on Blaine's hips as he filled his fianc� with his hot cum.
Blaine panted heavily against Kurt. He slowly moved so Kurt slid out of him and he turned to face his fianc�, leaving light kisses on his chest.
Kurt pulled Blaine to lie on the bed with him, clutching the shorter boy to his chest.
Blaine smiled up at Kurt as his breathing returned to normal. "You're so amazing, Kurt."
"So are you baby.." Kurt panted lightly.
Blaine leaned forward to kiss Kurt softly. "I love you."
"I love you too Blaine.." Kurt says smiling.
The next day at school Blaine waited for Kurt by his locker and Blaine wondered why Kurt still wasn't here.
Blaine looked up to see Karofsky coming down the hall. He had promised Kurt he would ignore the bully so he turned around and walked to the bathroom.
Blaine leaned against the wall if the bathroom wall trying to calm himself as Karofsky walks into the bathroom, staring menacingly down at Blaine.
Blaine took a deep breath. He knew he promised Kurt he wouldn't do anything. But this Neanderthal had threatened to kill his fianc�.
"What do you want?!"
"I want you and your little girlfriend to watch out...You obviously need to be shown where you belong." He said shoving Blaine lightly. "Stay down Anderson...or I'm going after your little lover boy." Dave sneered, knowing how to get to Blaine.
Blaine tried to push Karofsky away, but only to fail. "Don't call him that! You're just pissed because he’s with me and not you!"
Karofsky pinned Blaine against the wall, slamming his forearm against the shorter boy's chest.
"You shut the hell up.." He whispered harshly.
Blaine struggled to not show the fear in his eyes. "You can do whatever you want to me, I won’t leave Kurt!”
Karofsky stared into Blaine's eyes for a moment before roughly pushing him back and walking out of the bathroom.
Blaine fell to the floor, letting the tears fall. He didn't care what he had to do, he would protect Kurt.
Suddenly his pocket vibrated and he pulled out his phone seeing he had a text from Kurt.
"Meet me at my locker? I brought Starbucks. "
"Be there in a minute," Blaine replied. He quickly washed his face. You couldn’t tell he was crying, just looked like he had been up all night. Blaine took a deep breath before heading back to meet Kurt.
Kurt smiles as he sees Blaine walking towards him. He holds out his coffee to his fianc�, who sips it slowly.
"So I was thinking ..We should tell Glee club sometime this week." Kurt said, twirling his ring around his finger.
Blaine smiled. "I’d love that"
Kurt smiled. He started taking his books out of his locker when he noticed Blaine was practically on top of him, his chest to Kurt's shoulder.
"Blaine, remember how we talked about PDA in school? I don't feel like getting a slushie in my face today.." He said, giggling lightly as he placed a hand on Blaine's chest, causing him to back up a bit.
"I just...I love you..." Blaine whispered, looking down.
"Hey, I love you too.." Kurt says, placing his hand under Blaine's chin.
Blaine nodded. "Can i walk you to class?"
Kurt blinked. Blaine never offered to walk him to class before, considering it was all the way across the school from his first class. "Umm. sure yeah.." Kurt says smiling.
Blaine tried to take Kurt’s hand into his own but Kurt pulled away. "I'm sorry..."
"Blaine...are you okay?" Usually Blaine followed the rules they set for during school.
"I'm fine," Blaine assured him.
"Look, I'm sorry, we can hold hands if you want.." Kurt said, grabbing Blaine's hand and lacing their fingers together.
"You don't have to," Blaine said sadly.
"No, I want to.." Kurt said smiling as they walked down the hall. Kurt could tell Blaine was upset about something, he needed it today.
Blaine gave a weak smile. "Thank you, Kurt."
Kurt gave a small nod and a smile to his fianc� as Blaine walked him to class.
Blaine hugged Kurt, fighting the desire to kiss him. "See you at lunch?"
"Yeah.." Kurt said smiling and stealing a quick, chaste kiss on Blaine's cheek.
Blaine blushed before turning to walk to his class.
Brittany bounced in her seat as she saw her friend walk into the room, glad he was back from suspension. “HI Blaine!" She said happily.
Blaine wrapped her into a hug. "God, I've missed you!"
"I missed you too!" The blond giggled, hugging him back.
"We need to hang out!" Blaine smiled.
"We do.." she said, as he sat down.
"How are you and San?"
"The same.." Brittany said smiling. "How are you and Kurt?"
"If i tell you...you can’t tell anyone," Blaine whispered.
Brittany scooted closer in her desk, smiling widely at Blaine.
"Kurt proposed!!" Blaine smiled widely.
Brittany gasped, immediately grabbing for Blaine's left hand and looking at the ring.
"What do you think?" Blaine beamed.
"It's so beautiful.." she mused.
Blaine smiled. "Thank you..."
"When are you guys getting married?" She asked.
"Sometime after high school."
Brittany smiled, releasing Blaine's hand. "I'm so happy for you Blaine."
"Thank you!" Blaine said. "Hey what are you doing tonight?"
"Nothing" She said, hushing her voice a bit as the teacher walked in. "Me and Lord Tubbington were going to play checkers, but I can cancel."
Blaine giggled. "Do you want to go to Breadstix?"
"Sounds good!" She said happily.
"You can invite San if you want.."
"Well we haven’t hung out in a while just me and you." Brittany said smiling.
Blaine's smiled grew. "I'd really like that."
Later at lunch Kurt smiled as he saw Brittany and Blaine walking up to sit by Mercedes and himself.
Blaine smiled as they sat down. "Hey baby, hey Mercedes!"
Kurt giggled as Mercedes immediately reached for Blaine's left hand, pulling it close as she stared at the ring.
"Oh my God! Baby I wish I had a man to get me a ring like this." Mercedes said, smiling happily.
Blaine blushed. "Thank you! I'm so lucky," he said, grinning at Kurt.
Mercedes sat admiring the ring and Blaine's eyes shot to the door of the cafeteria as he saw the familiar red letterman jacket of Karofsky as he lumbered inside.
Blaine quickly pulled his hand back and placed it under the table. He stared off in a random direction, avoiding Karofsky's glare.
Kurt and Mercedes eyed Blaine, unaware of the bully's presence.
Blaine remained completely still until he say the bully leave. When Karofsky left, Blaine randomly joined back in on the conversation.
Kurt couldn't help but notice Blaine continually scooting closer to him and wrapping his arm around him, pulling him close.
"Blaine."
"What?" Blaine asked quietly.
"I'm all for being close to you and everything, but it feels like you're trying to absorb me or something." Kurt said, laughing lightly.
"Oh..." Blaine sighed. "I-I'm sorry..."
Kurt rested his head on Blaine's shoulder as he loosened his hold on him.
"You're being really lovey today.." Kurt said..
"Do you want me to back off?" Blaine asked shyly.
"I'm not saying that, I'm just saying, you know how I feel about that when we're at school." Kurt said, taking a bite of his salad.
Blaine nodded, scooting away from his fianc�. They were engaged but Kurt still didn't want to show it?
Kurt pulled Blaine back, close, but not as close as before, sighing. "I love you, okay?" He said, smiling at Blaine. Truth be told he was getting a little frustrated with his fianc�. Blaine was doing things he said he wouldn't while they were in school, but when Kurt called him out on it, he made him feel bad, causing him to revert to the previous position. It was getting a little tiring, and it was the fourth time today. First in the hallway, second in between classes when Blaine pulled him close by the waist, third was in between another two classes when he suddenly clutched Kurt to his chest, and now, Kurt just grinned and bared it, hoping this would be over by tomorrow.
"I love you too," Blaine half smiled.
That night, while Kurt was out shopping with Mercedes, Kurt pulled his phone out of his bag to check the time and saw he had at least three missed calks from Blaine. Wasn't he supposed to be out with Brittany? Kurt dialed Blaine's number and sat with the phone to his ear, mouthing Blaine's name to Mercedes to let her know who he was calling.
Blaine saw Kurt's face light up on his phone. "Hey baby!"
"Hey…You called? Three times?" Kurt said, browsing through the racks of the store as he held the phone between his ear and shoulder.
"Yeah. We left Breadstix and Britt wants me to stay over...I just wanted to know if you wanted to see me or not..." Blaine said quickly.
"Blaine, you don't have to ask me to stay with Britt. Go have fun baby.." Kurt said indifferently, holding a cardigan to his chest.
"O-okay...I love you..." Blaine said softly, smiling up at Britt.
"You too.." Kurt says before hanging up.
Blaine felt a sting of sadness. Kurt had never not actually say 'I love you' back. He turned back to Brittany. "I have some spare clothes in my car so I don't have to go home first."
"Alright!" She said smiling, and then she noticed Blaine's expression. "Are you okay?"
"Just...confused I guess..." Blaine said, staring off again.
"Why?"
"Well...promise you won't say anything?" Blaine asked.
Brittany nodded and held out her pinky to Blaine.
"Pinky swear.." she said seriously.
Blaine took her pinky before sighing. "It's Karofsky...he followed me into the bathroom today and stuff...so I feel I need to be close to Kurt in case he comes after one of us..."
"Oh God…I'm so sorry Blaine...Are you gonna tell Kurt?" Brittany gasped.
Blaine shook his head. "I don't want him to try to fix it. I won't let him go anywhere near Karofsky."
Brittany nodded lightly, keeping her pinkly linked with Blaine's.
"But Kurt doesn't like when I'm this close and I'm just trying to protect him..."
"Well he was just talking about at school right?"
"I guess. I don't really know yet..." Blaine said, taking a deep breath.
"It'll be okay Blaine...I promise.." Brittany soothed.
The next week was filled with the same thing as Monday, Blaine, grabbing Kurt at random times and holding him almost protectively in the hallway, He called him almost every hour on the hour to see where he was and what he was doing with who. And by Friday Blaine had taken to appearing at Kurt's house at random times with no warning. Kurt sighed as he heard the doorbell ring and opened the door, seeing Blaine standing at the door. Kurt was a little upset, especially at the fact that he was in the middle of getting ready for work, yes he got the job, when Blaine decided to show up.
"Hey!" Blaine smiled. "Want to hang out?"
"I have to go to work.." Kurt said, motioning to his uniform as he let Blaine inside.
"Oh...okay..." Blaine said quietly. "Well when do you get off?"
"Later." Kurt sighed.
"Do you want me to leave?"
"Yes, actually.." Kurt said, looking up at Blaine.
"Okay..." Blaine whispered, getting up and walking out the door.
Kurt sat on the couch and rested his face in his hands. He didn't mean to sound so mean, But he just felt smothered by Blaine lately. It was too much.
Blaine called Britt as he pulled out of the driveway.
"Hello-ooohh." Brittany answered happily.
"Hey Britt! Can i come over?"
"Of course! Is something wrong?" She asked, noticing his tone.
"Kurt just told me to leave...."
"Like..leave or...leave?.." She asked softly.
"Like leave his house...but there was something in his voice..." Blaine said quietly.
"Why did he tell you to leave?" Brittany asked.
"He had to work...but I just don’t know..."
"Just come over, you can stay the night if you need." She said softly.
"Thank you, Britt," Blaine said before saying bye.
That night Blaine and Brittany sat in her room together.
"Kurt has been acting weird lately.." The blond said, eating a chip.
"I know..." Blaine agreed. "I don't know what's going on..."
"Well what has he been doing?" She asked.
Blaine sighed. "Always pushing me away. I feel like he doesn't want me..."
"It's okay Blaine...He loves you.." She said, hugging him.
"But is it enough?"
"What do you mean?"
"Just...what if I'm not what he wants anymore?" Blaine asked.
"Blaine…You're marrying him.." She said, holding him close.
"True..."
"It's gonna be okay.." She said, petting his curls.
"Thanks Britt," Blaine smiled.
When Kurt got off of work he walked to his car, tired. Tired physically and mentally. He had thinking all day and he knew what he had to do now. He got in his car, pulled out his phone and called Blaine.
Blaine's eyebrows kneaded together as he saw Kurt's picture on his phone.
"Hello...?"
"Hey..Can you meet me at my house?..I..I want to talk to you." Kurt said softly, turning the ignition of his car.
Blaine sighed. "I'll be there in a little while..."
"Alright..."
Blaine hang up and looked at Brittany. "He wants me to come talk to him..."
Brittany nodded. "Maybe he just wants to apologize.." She rationalized.
Blaine nodded. "Can I come back here after?"
"Are you going to want to? You and Kurt are going to make up right?" She asked smiling.
"I don't know. I'll let you know though."
Brittany's smile faded a bit. "Okay…Call me?"
"I will," Blaine said, bringing her in for a hug. "Thanks for listening."
She hugged him back before he turned and walked out of the door.
Blaine slowly drove to Kurt's house. When he parked his car, he pulled out his phone.
"I'm outside."
Blaine sat in his car, waiting to get Kurt's reply but instead he saw a dark figure emerge from the house and walk over to his car. Kurt knocked on the passenger side window, signaling for Blaine to unlock the car.
Blaine did so without looking up and waiting for Kurt to climb in.
Kurt got inside of the car and looked over at Blaine, who was still looking at the steering wheel.
"I'm sorry.." Kurt said softly. "I shouldn't have talked to you like that."
"Doesn't matter. I know why you called me over." Blaine said quietly.
"Why do you think I called you over?" Kurt asked.
"I know you're voice. You're annoyed and you're trying to hide it right now. If you don't want me, just say it. Don't sugarcoat it, please..." Blaine said, his voice breaking.
"Blaine..I don't not want you.." Kurt said softly.
Blaine finally looked over at Kurt, waiting for him to explain why he was here then.
Now it was Kurt's turn to look down. "It's just…the way you've been acting this past week…It's just too much…I mean...You are just...Smothering me Blaine..." Kurt said, gesturing with his hands, bringing them up and closing them into fists. "I can’t think of any better word to describe it.." He sighed, bringing his hands down and leaning his head back against the headrest. "The calling every two seconds...and the PDA that you know makes me uncomfortable…I'll call you out on it and you'll make me feel like shit about not wanting to and I'll do it anyway because…God dammit, I love you Blaine...But this is just...too much...for me.."
Blaine could feel the tears behind his eyes. "In shorter words, you don't want to be with me..." he choked out. He wanted to tell Kurt why he was being so close to him but he knew Kurt would do something about Karofsky and Blaine just wouldn't let that happen. "And instead of trying to talk about it you want to just give up on the one you proposed to..."
Kurt stayed silent. "I'm sorry Blaine.." He finally said.
Blaine stared out the window. "Don't..."
He saw Kurt move slightly and place something on the dashboard before he got out of the car and slowly walked inside. Blaine looked over and saw Kurt's ring sitting on the dashboard, shining in the moonlight.
Blaine held Kurt's ring in his hands. How could he have done this? Why couldn't they just work it out? Blaine couldn't go back to Brittany's like this and he definitely couldn't go home. He pulled out of the driveway and headed to the place where Kurt first proposed.
Kurt went up to his room and curled up into a ball in his bed. He felt terrible. The look in Blaine's eyes killed him. He knew he should have tried to work it out, but he didn't want an explanation, he wanted space. And now that he had it, he never felt more alone as he drifted off to sleep.
Blaine parked his car once he was in the same spot where Kurt had proposed. He held the ring to his heart letting his head slip back as the tears flowed. Blaine felt like his heart was shattered; he couldn't feel anything but a deep throbbing pain in his chest as he started to cry harder, his sobs starting to cause his body to tremble a bit. He lay in the back seat, whispering Kurt's name repeatedly. They had been engaged. They loved each other. What happened? Blaine couldn't believe it. Blaine's tears continued to flow as his sobs grew harder. He couldn't take this. He hated this feeling. He just wanted Kurt to come and pull him into his arms and tell him everything was going to be okay. But he knew that wouldn't happen. No matter how hard he wished, he wasn't Kurt's anymore. He heard his phone buzzing and picked it up to see that his mom had been calling. He couldn't answer it though. He just couldn't talk to or see anyone. He needed to be alone. The only other person that knew of this place was the only one that wouldn't come looking.
Kurt stirred in his sleep a bit as he heard his phone vibrate. He sat up, not really wanting to talk to anyone but answered the phone without looking at who it was.
"Hello.." He said groggily.
"Kurt? Sweetie? Is Blaine with you?" Marissa said in a rush.
"Um...No.." He said softly. "Why?"
"He won't answer his phone..." Marissa said, fighting tears. "He always answers his phone. I figured he'd be with you and maybe just forgot to call...Have you seen him?"
"Yes...He...uh...He just left...not too long ago.." Kurt said, rubbing his eyes.
"Did he say where he was going?"
"No...he didn't.." Kurt sighed, resting his forehead on his hand.
"Oh..." Marissa said, fighting tears. "Well...if you hear anything...please let me know..."
"I will.." Kurt said in barely a whisper.
"Thanks, sweetie," Marissa breathed out before hanging up.
Kurt knew exactly where Blaine was. He pulled out his phone and sent a quick text to Blaine.
"Your mom's worried about you...Go home."
Blaine read the text, debating on writing back.
"I'll tell her I'm fine. I'm not your responsibility. Don't worry about it."
Kurt read the text and the resentment dripped from his words. He tossed his phone on the end table and curled up in his bed again.
Blaine turned his phone off and got out of his car. It was dark but he needed to walk.
Brittany sat up in bed worried, it had been over an hour since Blaine left. She tried to comfort herself by thinking they made up and Blaine was sleeping in his arms right now. That's what it was. He was with Kurt right now.
Blaine walked around for about an hour and a half until he went back to his car. He pulled his phone out to text his mom.
"Hey. I'm sorry for worrying you. I just need to be alone right now. I love you."
Before putting his phone away he sent one more to Brittany.
"I'm not with Kurt. I'm sorry. I just need to be alone..."
Marissa replied, "What happened sweetie, are you okay?" And Brittany did as well. "Blaine, I'm sorry.."
But he didn't reply. He just lay in the back seat where he and Kurt made love all those nights ago, letting the tears fall once more.
Blaine closed his eyes, reliving that night over and over. He let the tears run down his cheeks until he finally drifted into a deep sleep.
Comments
What the heck is wrong with Kurt?!?!?!