"Pretty aren't they?" Said a gentle voice from next to him.

He turned and saw Raleigh. He liked this girl. He nodded.
"They're soft."

"They're my favorite. Whenever I'm upset, I come out here."

Kurt nodded again, turning back to the flowers. "They make me calm.."

"How do you like it here?" Raleigh asked, laying in the grass.

"It's different..Mom likes it..Blaine too.." Kurt said, pulling his finger back a bit and letting it hover over the delicate petal of the morning glory.

"I like Blaine. I wish I had a Blaine.."

"Everyone should have a Blaine." Kurt said seriously, cursing under his breath as his hand convulsed, bumping against the flower.

"What's wrong?" Raleigh asked.

"Hand.." Kurt sighed, pulling back and gripping his wrist with his other hand. He stared at it a moment before releasing it. He looked up at Raleigh and smiled, grabbing her hand. "You're kind.."

"I like you," Raleigh smiled. "You talk to me. Not many people do."

"I don't see why they wouldn't." Kurt said, seriously. "People don't talk to me because I'm crazy." Kurt whispered before laughing loudly.

"Why do you think you're crazy?"

"Do you think I'm not?" Kurt asked, looking at Raleigh as if she were crazy.

"No. I don't." Raleigh said honestly. Kurt gave another loud laugh, pressing the heels of his palms against his eyes before letting them fall. "What's so funny?"

"You and Blaine and my doctor are the only ones that say that." Kurt said, seemingly amused with the conversation.

"Because we know you and spend time with you."

Kurt shrugged. "Well..Everyone else thinks I'm crazy..I haven't seen my step-brother in three years..He's in the army."

"I'm sorry." Raleigh said softly.

"I'm fine. He's fine." Kurt sighed, running his fingertips along the grass. "Don't need him. Just need Blaine..Where is Blaine? It's almost eight."

"Did he have to work late?"

"I don't know..Phone." Kurt said, standing quickly and walking towards the door that housed the rec room and the pay phones. He picked up the receiver and dialed Blaine's number.

Raleigh caught up to him as Blaine picked up. "Hello?.." He mumbled tiredly.

"Blaine?" Kurt asked.

"Oh, hey baby.." Blaine yawned.

"Are you coming to see me?" Kurt asked quietly.

"I will..I am..I just got home from work though, Kurt..I'm trying to get a little sleep before I come."

"Okay.."

"I will come baby..I promise..Okay?.."

"Okay. I love you.."

"I love you too. And I have a surprise for you too.." Blaine said.

"Really?" Kurt asked, cheering up. "What is it?"

"Well it wouldn't be a surprise if I told you.." Blaine chuckled. "But I'll see if I can get you a couple of muffins from the coffee shop.."

"Ohh! Thank you, Blaine!"

"You're welcome. I'll be there at ten sweetie.." Blaine said softly.

"Okay. Bye Blaine." Kurt said before hanging up. He smiled, bouncing a bit.

"He is coming?" Raleigh asked.

"And he's bringing muffins!" Kurt grinned.

"You have the best boyfriend!"

Around ten Kurt sat with Raleigh by the entrance. He watched the door excitedly, smiling.

Raleigh chuckled. "You're so cute."

"I love him." Kurt grinned.

About three minutes later, Blaine came inside, checking in at the counter before walking through the large double doors to Kurt. "Blaine!" Kurt squealed, running to him and giving him a big hug.

Blaine grinned, picking Kurt up and kissing him softly before setting him down. "Hey baby.."

"I missed you!"

"I missed you too baby.." Blaine said softly. "And here..Is your surprise.." He said softly, reaching into his bag and pulling out a small pot filled with soil.

Kurt grinned. "What is it?"

"It's a sunflower..You have to take really good care of it so it'll grow.." Blaine said softly.

"I will! I can't wait!" Kurt said happily. "Thank you!"

"Your welcome, Kurt."

"Did you bring muffins?.." Kurt asked. Scratching lightly at his neck.

"Yeah baby," Blaine said, holding up a bag.

Kurt smiled. "Let's go to the garden."

"Okay," Blaine said softly.

They sat where Raleigh and he were that morning. The three sat and Raleigh and Blaine chatted and Kurt ate his muffins.
"Blaine..Dad said he's coming over later..We should clean the apartment."

Blaine sighed. "I cleaned this morning babe."

"Are you sure?.." Kurt asked cocking an eyebrow.

"Yes. I'll check again when I get home."

Raleigh raised an eyebrow, looking at Blaine. He shook his head lightly at her. She nodded in understanding as Kurt finished his muffin, leaning against his boyfriend. "Oh! And I thought maybe we could go see a movie tonight.." He smiled.

"Oh yeah? What movie?" Blaine asked.

Kurt smiled, going on and describing every aspect of their date night before pausing and looking at Blaine like he didn't even know him.

"What's wrong?"

"Who are you?.." he asked and Raleigh gasped, giving Blaine a sad look.

"I'm Blaine," He said softly.

Kurt was deep in thought. "I-I'm sorry..I don't.."

"An old friend.." Blaine said quietly.

Kurt nodded, looking down. "I'll be right back.." He said, standing and carefully walking off to go look at the flowers.
"I'm so sorry.." Raleigh whispered.

"It's fine." Blaine whispered, staring off at Kurt.

"You're so strong..I don't think I could handle that.."

"Knowing what I know now.. I can't leave him. No matter how much it hurts."

Raleigh rested her head in her hand. "Well what do you know now?.."

"I don't know if I should say.."

"That's okay..He..He mentioned his step-brother earlier..I think he just needs some old familiarity..Maybe that'll get him thinking again? Remembering?" Raleigh asked.

"Finn? I haven't seen him in years. Maybe I could track him down." Blaine said hopefully.

Raleigh smiled. "I think that'll help.." She said, lightly nibbling on a muffin.

"It's a good idea. Thank you."

Later they went inside And Kurt wrote his name on a fiber pot, since the doctor wouldn't allow the ceramic blaine originally brought it in, and replanted his sunflower seed, placing it in a nice sunny spot in his room. Blaine spent the day with Kurt and Raleigh before he went home and did some research to find Finn Hudson. He wasn't sure where to start so he put his name into a search engine. After a few hours he found him. He was living in Columbus and in the Army reserve. He quickly found his number in the yellow pages and called him up.

"Hello?" Finn answered.

"Hey Finn. It's Blaine. Blaine Anderson."

"Blaine?..Wow..It's..been a while."

"I know. I umm.. I kind of need a favor.." Blaine said carefully.

"What is it?.."

"Kurt isn't doing so well. His memory slips often. And well.. I was hoping maybe seeing another familiar face would help.."

"You went back to him?..Even like..That?.." Finn asked, not meaning for it to come across as badly as it had.

"Like what?" Blaine asked bitterly.

"Dude, You know.." Finn mumbled.

"Do you even know why he's here?"

"I don't know..Mom said something about split personalities or something.." Finn said.

"Well he's been through a lot. I just thought it might help if he saw you. And maybe Carole.."

"Well..Mom is in the Virgin Islands with some people from that support group..But..I'm sure I could make it.." Finn said, sighing.

"Thank you, Finn.."

"Your welcome, Blaine..I'll try and be out there Saturday morning."

"See you then."

Saturday morning came and Blaine went to the airport to pick up Finn. He smiled when he saw the tall man. "How are you?"

"Great." He smiled, pulling Blaine into a light hug.

"Good, good." Blaine smiled as they went to get his bag.

They got Finn's duffel bag and walked out to Blaine's car.
"So..We going straight there?.."

"I figured you'd be hungry. I thought we'd grab a bite after dropping your stuff off and then go. If that's okay." Blaine said.

"Fine with me.."

They did just that, picking up a couple burgers and drove to the institute. Blaine saw Raleigh after they checked in, Finn looking slightly uncomfortable.

"It's okay, Finn. He'll be happy. Just whatever you do.. Go along with anything he says if he's not being himself."

Finn nodded, swallowing.

"Hey Blaine.." Raleigh smiled, walking up to them. "You must be Finn.." she said, pulling at the sleeve of her shirt.

"Finn, this is Raleigh. She stays here too." Blaine said softly. "How's Kurt?"

"He's good. Watching the weather in the TV room.." Raleigh said, walking that way.

"Are you ready?" Blaine asked Finn.

"O-Oh..Um..Yeah." The taller said, looking down and nodding.

They walked into the room and Blaine smiled. "Hey Kurt."

Kurt was sitting cross-legged on the couch and looking up at Blaine. "Hey.." He said softly.

"Look who I brought."

Kurt looked up at Finn and stared blankly at him for a few seconds. "Who..Who are you?.."

"This is Finn. Your brother." Blaine said.

"I don't have a brother.." Kurt said, scoffing.

"Yes you do baby.."

"No I don't..Do I?.." He asked, looking at Finn and tilting his head a bit.

"Dude, it's me.." Finn said softly.

"Oh! Finn!" Kurt grinned before his smile faded. "You never come to see me."

"I-I've been in Ohio, still.." Finn said, looking down.

"You've been with dad?.." Kurt asked.

Blaine looked at Finn, hoping he'd say yes.

"U-Uh..Yeah..Yeah, I've been with Burt.." Finn said softly as Kurt stood and walked over to them.

Finn swallowed hard as he saw the scars and cuts on Kurt's arms and neck.

"How is dad? Where is he?"

"H-He's good..At home with Carole.." Finn said quietly.

Kurt gasped quietly and his hand crawled up his neck to his hair, pulling softly. He began to make shushing noises under his breath and Finn looked to Blaine.

Blaine walked over, pulling Kurt close. "Don't listen. I'm here baby. Don't listen to him."

"He said he's dead.."

Blaine sighed heavily. "He is.."

Kurt looked up at Blaine with wide eyes. "W-What?.."

"I'm sorry, Kurt.."

"No..No..Nonono you said he lies, you said he was wrong..You said he was lying!" Kurt said, his voice raising as he pulled away.

"I-I thought he was coming out. Baby, please. You know this." Blaine pleaded.

"No I-I don't! I don't!" Kurt yelled, digging his nails into his forearms.

Blaine grabbed Kurt's wrists. "Don't, Kurt."

Kurt began sobbing, dropping down to his knees as Blaine held on to his wrists. "Let m-me.."

"Kurt, I'm here. I know it hurts.. Don't hurt yourself.."

Kurt gasped as he felt strong arms around him and looked up to see Finn.

"H-How..?" He whispered brokenly.

"Heart attack.." Finn whispered back.

"When?"

"About a year ago..You were with him when it happened." Finn said softly.

"I-I don't..I don't remember," Kurt gasped.

"I know..It's okay.." Blaine said softly. "Relax..Don't let anyone out.."

"So loud.."

"I know baby..Just Shh..Shh.." Blaine whispered. Kurt curled up in his boyfriend's arms as he relived the pain of his father's death. Finn felt helpless. He had never seen Kurt this bad..

"I-I need him.." Kurt whispered.

"Listen to your mom, Kurt.." Blaine said softly. Kurt closed his eyes, trying to find her voice through Claude's screaming.

"It's okay baby..I'm here..Listen..It's okay..I'm here.." His mother whispered. Kurt clenched his fists, focusing on her soft voice.

Finn leaned down and held Kurt close, petting his hair softly. "I-It's okay Kurt."

"Listen to him baby boy. I'm still here. Finn is there. And Blaine. You're not alone." His mother soothed.

Kurt's body relaxed a bit, sighing in relief. Finn rubbed Kurt's back, looking up at Blaine.

"He's okay.." Blaine said softly.

"Can I go lay down?.."

"Yeah baby. Come on."

Kurt nodded as Blaine helped him up. He carried him to his room and helped him into bed. Kurt curled up in the bed and Raleigh sighed softly. "You guys wanna go get some lunch?.."

"Sure." Finn said. "Will he be okay?"

"Yeah.." Blaine said, kissing Kurt's forehead.

"Love you.." Kurt whispered.

"I love you too.." Blaine smiled. They walked through the hallways to the cafeteria and Raleigh got a water while Blaine and Finn got sandwiches. "Sorry about that.." Blaine said quietly.

"It's okay..I guess..I just can't believe he's like that.." Finn sighed.

"I know. I couldn't either."

"He wasn't as...Bad last time I saw him." Finn whispered.

"He has gotten better since I came back." Blaine said softly.

"I just wish he wasn't crazy anymore." Finn said quietly. Raleigh nearly spit out her water.

Something in Blaine snapped. "He is not crazy!"

Finn froze, staring at Blaine. "I-I didn't mean-"

Blaine sighed. "He thinks he is. But he isn't. And I don't need someone else calling him that."

"I'm sorry.." Finn said seriously. "But..I-I just don't see any other word for it.."

"You don't know what he's been through."

Finn just looked down, biting his lip.

When they finished eating, Kurt slowly walked to their table. "You're still here."

"Of course.." Finn said softly.

Kurt sat next to Blaine. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry baby..You hungry?.." Blaine asked.

The thin boy shook his head.

"I'm still gonna get you something.."

"Okay.."

Blaine smiled, getting up and going to get some food. He picked out a salad and soup and moved down the line. He looked over and saw a blonde girl staring at him.

"Hi," He said softly.

"Hey.." She smiled, biting her lip.

"How are you?"

"Great now.."

Blaine raised an eyebrow. Was she flirting?

"I see you around here a lot.." She said, scooting closer. "How come you've never came and talked to me?.."

"I spend a lot of time with my boyfriend."

"Boyfriend?..That's kinda hot.." She grinned.

"I'm completely gay," Blaine chuckled.

"That doesn't mean I can't-"

"What's going on?" Kurt said quickly as he walked up to them.

"I'm getting you some food." Blaine said, trying to hold back a smile.

"Are you his boyfriend?" The girl asked.

"I am." Kurt said, hands on his hips.

"You're cute too..Kinda feminine..But I don't have a problem with that." She smiled.

"No. He is mine. Only mine. And we only like cock." Kurt said in his 'Queen Bitch' mode.

Blaine smiled wide, seeing a little of the old Kurt there. Maybe lacking some of the old Kurt wit, but it was still there.

"Well, who's your friend over there?" She asked, nodding to Finn.

"My brother. He's married. Go." He said, shooing her away.

She did walk away. But not in a direction Kurt liked. She headed over to Finn and sat in his lap. "Hey there sexy. I'm Miranda."

"Hi.." Finn smiled and Raleigh raised an eyebrow. "Miranda, fuck off."

"I'd love to fuck you," She grinned, winking at Raleigh.

Raleigh rolled her eyes as a nurse came, sighing as He got Miranda off of Finn. "What did your doctor say?"

Miranda sighed. "Not to try to have sex with strangers."

"That's right..Go on." He said, sitting her down at a table.

"Miranda's a nymphomaniac," Raleigh explained as Kurt and Blaine returned.

"Never would've guessed.." Blaine chuckled, scoffing.

Kurt just rolled his eyes.

"It's okay baby.." Blaine giggled kissing his cheek.

Kurt smiled, tapping absently at the table.

"You okay?" Blaine asked.

"Blaine should be here soon."

"I'm right here baby.."

Kurt shook his head. "No. He's taking me home, and we're going to get married."

"We will, Kurt. I promise.." Blaine said softy.

"Don't act like you're him..You're not." Kurt said seriously, staring at Blaine.

"Who do you think I am?"

Kurt's eyebrows kneaded together. "I-I..I don't know.."

Blaine gave a deep sigh. "It's okay."

Finn looked confused. He knew Blaine said he had memory lapses, but he never thought it was this bad. He wondered how Blaine wasn't crying right now. If Rachel was like this, he had no idea what he would've done.

"I start my medicine tomorrow." Kurt said suddenly.

"What medicine?" Finn asked. "Burt didn't want that."

"Kurt wants it. Just therapy isn't working..As you can see.." Blaine said softly.

"It might help," Raleigh said hopefully.

"But Burt said he didn't want that.." Finn said again.

"Well I do." Kurt said simply, not looking up.

"Your Dad didn't want that for you Kurt. Why would you do that to your body?"

"Why would I do that to my body? Why would I do this?!" Kurt nearly yelled, holding out his scar and scab riddled arms. "Or this?!" He asked pointing to his neck.

"Kurt, baby. Please, calm down. It's okay. I support you.." Blaine said quickly.

"No! I'm tired of this! I want to be better! I don't give a fuck what my dad wanted! I am fucked up Finn!" Kurt said, standing and leaning over the table, pointing at his brother.

"Kurt just calm down okay?..Just..Just chill.." Finn said, trying to soothe Kurt.

"I think you should go.." Kurt said, in barely a whisper before turning and walking out of the cafeteria.

Blaine rested his head in his hands. "I don't know what to do."

Raleigh rested her this hand on Blaine's back. "It's gonna be okay.."

"I just want him to be okay.."

"He will.." She said quietly before her nurse came over.

"Raleigh..Time for therapy."

The thin girl nodded, hugging Blaine before walking out of the cafeteria.

"I'm sorry." Blaine said to Finn. "I thought it would help."

"It's okay..I shouldn't have said anything.." Finn said quietly.

"We should go check on him."

Finn nodded, standing and following Blaine. Blaine knocked softly before walking in. "Hey baby.."

Kurt was on the floor, curled up under his blanket, sniffing softly.

Blaine laid next to Kurt. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.."

"I just want to go home.." Kurt whispered quietly.

"I know baby. I wish I could take you."

"Why can't you?.."

"They won't let me yet.."

"Just take me..Please.." Kurt said, cupping Blaine's cheek as tears slipped down his own. "We could be so happy..Just us..They'll go away. They'll go away when I get home...No one else will be in me..We'll be so happy.."

Blaine couldn't take it anymore. He pulled Kurt close as his own tears fell. "I want to.. I want it so bad."

"Just take me..please.."

"You get your medicines tomorrow. You'll get better. Then I can take you." Blaine whispered.

Kurt squeezed his eyes closed, whimpering as he brought his hands to his hair.
"He doesn't want you. He doesn't want you. He doesn't want you. He doesn't want you..."

"Who?"

"Blaine..Why would he want something like you?.." Kurt's voice slowly began fading to Claude's. "Disgusting..Damaged..Crazy.."

"Kurt is none of those." Blaine said, quickly wiping his tears.

"You cannot tell me you never thought of that word with him..Psychotic..Crazy..He is Blaine..You know it..You've thought it.."

"No. You, Claude, are the disgusting one!"

Claude raised his head, giving Blaine the most sinister look he had ever seen. Blaine was terrified inside but couldn't show it. He stared back at the persona that took over his boyfriend. Claude sat up and looked over at Finn who had lost all of the color in his face.
"You left him too..You're no better..All of you deserve to die."

"No one knew. You're the disgusting pig that took advantage of him. Finn, go get the doctor."

Finn nodded, turning to leave when Claude jumped up, pulling Finn against the wall with surprising strength and screaming at him.
"Vous d�go�tant sac de merde! Je te tue avec mes mains nues avant j'ai tuer votre ped� pr�cieux d'un fr�re!"
("You disgusting bag of shit! i will kill you with my bare hands before i kill your precious fag of a brother!")

Blaine got up, pulling at Claude. Claude spun around, the back of his hand connecting with Blaine's face painfully.

"Ah!" Blaine cried out, yelling the doctor's name as he tried to grab Claude's wrists.

"Hit me! Are you afraid to hit me Blaine?! You pussy!" Claude yelled, charging at Blaine before Finn grabbed him around his waist, picking him up.

"Keep him tight!" Blaine yelled, ignoring Claude and running to find the doctor.

Blaine tried to ignore the sound of screaming as he saw nurses already running that way. When they got into the room, Claude saw the nurses and struggled more, digging his nails into Finn's forearms. Finn gave a low groan of pain as a nurse gave Claude a sedative. Claude gasped as they pressed the needle into his neck and Kurt looked over at Blaine. "B-Blaine..I..Love.." He got out before the sedative did it's work.

Blaine looked down, holding back tears. Finn laid Kurt down on the bed and ran his hands up and down his arms, the skin nearly broken from where Claude clawed him.

"You should let him rest." One of the nurses said before leaving.

Finn looked to Blaine. "Y-You okay?..You have a huge bruise.."

"I'm fine." Blaine lied.

Finn sighed softly. "Come here.." He said, pulling Blaine into a hug.

"I-I don't want..want him to see.."

Finn nodded, leading Blaine out into the hall and closing Kurt's door.

"He'll be so upset.."

"Just let it out.." Finn said softly, pulling Blaine into another hug.

Blaine gave in, letting his tears flow. Finn ran his hand up and down Blaine's back soothingly as a tear slipped down his own cheek.

"I-I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have made you come..and see this.."

"It's okay..I..I really missed him.."

Blaine sniffled loudly. "He misses you too. He talks about you."

Finn gave a light smile. "Really?.."

"Yeah. That's why I looked you up. He was telling Raleigh about you."

Finn nodded, looking down. "I haven't been a good brother.."

"Don't say that. I know how hard this is.."

"Blaine..If it was cooper..You never would've left his side.." Finn said as he pulled back slowly.

"I know. But that's just me. You live in another state, Finn." Blaine said seriously. Finn just shook his head, looking down. "It's okay. You're here now."

"I just..I know I could've done more..And..Rachel doesn't even know.." Finn said, running his hands through his hair.

"What?" Blaine asked. "She doesn't know anything?"

"I never told her..I was scared..I-I didn't want it to hurt her.." Finn said.

"Oh wow.." Blaine whispered. "What does she think? Wasn't she at the funeral? Was Kurt even there..?"

"Kurt wasn't. But Rachel was.I just told her he was.. He was busy." Finn got out. Sitting on a bench and resting his head in his hands.

"So she thinks he just...stopped talking to everyone? And was too busy for his father's funeral?" Blaine asked, not believing this. "She's not the kind to give up. Especially on someone that was so important to her."

"She worked on it for two years..She called and called and even went up to New York to look for him. But..I just can't." Finn said quietly.

"I'm sorry.. I can't really judge. I just found out recently.." Blaine whispered. "I shouldn't have left."

"You didn't know."

"I should've known."

"It took so long for any of us to know. It was just when Burt found him..Like that.." Finn said.

"How did it happen? I never found out."

He stopped calling home. Burt got worried and came up with mom to check on him. The apartment was a wreck. He wasn't himself. He was..Claude. And just covered in blood. So Burt stayed with him. When Burt knew he was getting sicker and that he might not..Be around..He checked Kurt into that hospital.."

Blaine nodded. " I can't tell you how much I hate myself for leaving him.."

"You didn't know Blaine..Seriously..I would've done the same.." Finn said softly.

"Did Burt.. Did he know why..?" Blaine asked quietly.

Finn nodded. "Kurt told him after one day in therapy..No one blames you, Blaine."

"I do.."

"Why?.." Finn asked.

"I should've been there. I was sitting at home.. I should have picked him up.." Blaine whispered brokenly, trying to keep his tears in.

"He walked home every day..Don't beat yourself up.." Finn said, looking up at Blaine.

"I just.. I feel like there's a part of him that blames me."

"I seriously doubt it Blaine..He loves you.."

"But think about it, Finn. His personalities are all coming from a part of him. Claude, blames me. Claude is a part of Kurt."

Finn just shook his head. "I wish I could help.."

"I'll get by. I'm here now. That's all I can do." Blaine said.

Finn nodded, sighing softly.

*Flashback*
Kurt walked down the hall to the bedroom and stopped, scratching nervously at the drywall as he saw the suitcases. "Blaine?.."

"Yeah?" Blaine said quietly.

"What..What's going on?.."

"I can't..live like this."

"W-What do you mean?..I-I..I don't understand.." Kurt said his eyes wide and fingers trembling slightly as he wrapped his arms around his middle.

"You can't stand to be around me. You flinch when I try to just hold your hand. You cry if I try to touch you." Blaine said, astounded that Kurt even asked. "I can't be with someone who doesn't want me."

"I-I do want you Blaine..I do..I just..I can't.." Kurt panted, reaching up to his hair and pulling lightly, his eyes filling with tears.

"I don't know what I did wrong. You're.. everything to me. But you don't even look at me anymore.." Blaine whispered brokenly as he picked up his bags. "I'll always love you."

"N-No..No Blaine, please don't go..Please...Please..Please.." Kurt whimpered, walking over to Blaine and holding his hands out as if to grab him but flinching away, gasping.

"See?!" Blaine asked, trying to keep his tears in. "I can't, Kurt.. I just can't."

"Don't leave me...Please..P-Please..Please..I need you..I need you Blaine. No!" Kurt begged as Blaine walked around him, walking towards the door.
"No! No Blaine! Please!"

Blaine felt his heart breaking as he ignored Kurt's pleas and walked out.

*Present day*
Blaine felt his heart breaking all over again as he remembered that night. How Kurt had begged. The sound of Kurt's gut wrenching sobs echoing down the hall as he left.. Why hadn't he stayed to make Kurt talk? He should have known there was something going on.

But he couldn't change it now. He and Finn sat there for over an hour, talking and consoling before Kurt came padding down the hall, barefoot, and wearing Blaine's coat.

"How are you feeling?" Blaine asked, hiding the side of his face with the bruise.

"Nauseous.." Kurt said quietly. "What did he do?.."

"Yelled a lot." Blaine shrugged.

Kurt sat down next to Blaine and grabbed his chin, turning his face. He gasped.
"D-Did I..?" he whispered.

Blaine turned away. "It's not a big deal."

Kurt made a hurt sound as if he were a child, about to start crying. His hands flew over his mouth as his vision clouded with tears.

"Kurt. Please don't cry." Blaine whispered.

"I hurt you..I hurt you..I..Hurt you.." Kurt got out, reaching up to pull his hair.

Blaine sighed, pulling Kurt close. "I'm fine.."

"No..I hurt you..I h-hurt you.." Kurt began to sob.

"Shh.. It's okay. I love you, Kurt." Blaine said soothingly.

Kurt sobbed against Blaine's chest. He hurt Blaine. The only one that cared for him. He couldn't hurt Blaine and not deserve to be in pain. Worse pain than Blaine felt.

"I'm not leaving. I'm here. I won't go anywhere.."

Kurt looked up at Blaine, taking in a shaky breath. "I love you.."

"I know. I love you too.."