Jan. 27, 2012, 2:54 p.m.
Life In New York: Chapter 27
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Blaine stirs in his sleep. He wakes up to the sound of Kurt in the bathroom. He slowly gets out of bed and goes to check on his husband.
Kurt wretches into the toilet again even though his stomach is empty. He feels awful. Straining like that was making his head throb more and he just wanted to die. He swore he was never drinking again.
Blaine sat on the edge of the tub, rubbing small circles on Kurt's back. When he's finished, Kurt rinses his mouth and sits on Blaine's lap.
Kurt clutches to Blaine..."I'm sorry.." he breathed, his eyes squeezed shut.
"For what baby?" Blaine asked, holding onto him.
"This.." he says motioning towards himself. He was a mess.
"Oh. It's okay. I thought you were referring to being a complete cock tease last night." Blaine says, laughing a little.
Kurt opens his eyes and looks at Blaine. "What?"
"You don't remember coming home, do you?" Blaine asks.
"No.." He sighed, resting his head on Blaine's shoulder.
Blaine looked away for a minute before explaining. "Well, we came back here. By the time we were in the bed, we were both completely naked. I was kissing you and you flipped me over, climbing on top of me and running your hands all over my chest and sides. You grinded back, your ass slightly pressing against my painfully hard cock. You told me how much you wanted to ride me then collapsed on top of me."
Kurt couldn't help but giggle softly. "Is that why I woke up on top of you?" He said pulling him closer.
"Yes." Blaine says curtly, but slightly laughs.
"I'm sorry baby.." Kurt said, kissing Blaine's ear.
"I guess i can forgive you since it was your birthday," Blaine says kissing Kurt’s cheek.
Kurt smiles, he felt considerably better after throwing up. "Is there anything else I can do to make it up to you?" He asked, continuing to kiss at Blaine's ear.
"Umm...I don't really think you're in the condition for that, Kurt..." Blaine says. He definitely didn't want to take the chance of Kurt getting sick on him!
"Oh shush…I feel way better.." He said, kissing at Blaine's neck.
A small moan escapes Blaine's lips. "Are...Are you s-sure?"
"Mhmm.." Kurt says sucking at Blaine's neck. He still had a headache, but Blaine was way too sexy for him to care right now.
"Mmhhmm" Kurt hums sucking at Blaine's neck. He still had a headache, but Blaine was way too sexy for him to care right now.
"Mmmm, Kurrt...." Blaine moans, trailing his hands down Kurt's back.
"Do you want to continue where we left off last night?" Kurt whispered in Blaine's ear.
Blaine pulls Kurt in for a deep kiss. "God, yes!"
Kurt giggled as Blaine picked him up, his legs wrapped around Blaine's waist as he carries him to the bedroom.
Blaine lays on top of Kurt, kissing a line from his ear to down his jaw.
"Mmmm..Blaine.." Kurt let out in a breathy laugh as Blaine kissed down his stubbly jaw."Don't.. I need to shave.."
"Shhh...I like it." Blaine says, continuing to his neck.
Kurt lets out a little gasp as he feels Blaine's warm lips on his neck.
Blaine smiles when he hears Kurt gasps and slowly slides his tongue over his husband's pulse point.
Kurt lets out a little moan as Blaine's tongue explores his neck. "God...Blaine.."
He lightly bites down on Kurt's neck. "You're so hot, Kurt..."
"God baby..I love you so much.." Kurt said, arching his back as he felt Blaine's teeth on him.
Blaine slides his hands underneath Kurt, grabbing his firm ass. "I love you too, baby."
Kurt inhales sharply and rolls his hips up as Blaine grabs him, his cock starting to harden.
Blaine kisses and licks his way back up to Kurt's lips. "I want you to ride me, baby..." He whispers hotly.
Kurt nods quickly and flips them over, straddling Blaine. He leans down kissing his husbands neck and jaw, scraping his teeth against Blaine's own slight stubble.
Blaine moans as Kurt moves his hips over him. "You're so fucking sexy, Kurt!"
Kurt gropes around on the bed and finally finds the lube tangled in the blankets. He pops it open and spreads some on his own fingers and sitting up. He reaches behind him and slowly eases a finger into himself, shuddering in pleasure at the stretch.
Blaine stares up at Kurt. He looked so amazingly beautiful as he fingered himself. Blaine set his on Kurt's hips, tracing little patterns on his skin.
Kurt adds another finger letting out little whines and moans as he stretched himself looking Blaine in the eyes as he did so. His eyes were so blown with lust that only a tiny ring of blue was visible. "Blaine.." He moaned, tossing his head back and grabbing his own cock and giving it a few firm strokes.
Blaine watches in pure amazement. "Fuck...Kurt...I need you so bad..."
"I know baby.." Kurt panted, finally adding a third finger, moaning lightly as he worked himself back on them. "God I can't wait for you to fill me up.." He said breathlessly.
Blaine's breathing speeds up frantically as he continued watching his husband. He has to grip the pillow under his head to keep control of himself.
Kurt slowly eased his fingers out of himself and poured some of the lube on his hand, reaching behind him and stroking Blaine's throbbing cock as he lifted himself up, positioning Blaine's cock at his entrance.
Blaine reaches out to glide his hands over Kurt's body. "Please, baby..." he whimpers.
Kurt places his hands on Blaine's hip bones and slowly lowers himself down on Blaine's thick member. "God Blaine yes.." He moans, sinking lower onto his husband.
"Fuck!" Blaine's voice is almost a scream. His breath comes out in short gasps. "Shit..Kurt!"
When Blaine is fully inside of Kurt he wastes no time and begins rolling his hips, pumping himself up and down on his husband's cock, letting out breathy moans and arching his back.
"Aaahhhh...Kurt! You're so damn hot baby..." Blaine moans, his head falling back onto the pillow.
God, Blaine felt amazing as he thrusted up, meeting him with every roll of his hips, Kurt pushed his hips back in a particular way and cried out as he felt Blaine hit that bundle of nerves inside of him.
Blaine grabs Kurt's hips, thrusting into him even faster. "Kurt....Kiss me..."
Kurt moans at the desperate sound in Blaine's voice and leans forward, kissing his husband passionately.
Blaine sighs into the kiss. He uses his grip on Kurt's hips to pull him down harder. Blaine kisses up Kurt's jaw line to his ear, licking the shell. "God, Kurt! I fucking love the way you ride me...You're so fucking sexy!" he pants in Kurt's ear.
"God Blaine..You..You feel so amazing.." Kurt panted as Blaine thrust into him. He gripped the sides of Blaine's pillow, moaning loudly.
Blaine bites at Kurt's neck harshly. "Fuck, Kurt! You're so fucking tight!"
"Ah! Blaine! I- I'm close baby!" Kurt almost yelled, his voice growing higher with his moans.
"Me too, baby...Me too..." Blaine moans, gripping Kurt's hips harder. He would definitely have bruises later. Blaine thrusts up into Kurt as hard as he can, making sure to hit his prostate every time.
Kurt's moans grow louder and more frequent before he screams loudly, releasing himself between them and panting harshly, wrapping his arms around Blaine and clawing into his back as he came.
Blaine loves how Kurt scratches his back roughly. "FUCK!" He cries out, cumming deep inside of his impossibly tight husband.
"God..Blaine.." Kurt pants. His chest heaving over his husband.
Blaine can't speak. He just trails his hands lightly over Kurt's back.
Kurt lightly pulls off of Blaine and lies down next to him on his side. He smiles at Blaine. "Hi.." He breathes.
Blaine giggles. "Well hey there, sexy."
"Why do you do that?" He asks smiling.
Blaine's eyebrows turn down in confusion. "Do what?"
"Call me beautiful and sexy when my hair's a mess, I have dark circles under my eyes from being hung over, I'm sweaty, and I need a shave.."
Blaine presses a finger to Kurt's lips. "Because you are beautiful. You're gorgeous at all times. And God! I can't even describe how sexy you are, Kurt."
Kurt blushes up at Blaine. "You make me feel like…I'm wanted..." He whispered.
Blaine places his hands on Kurt's face, staring into his eyes. "You are wanted. I've wanted you since the second I saw you. I will always want you. You mean so much to me. Kurt, you're more than my husband. You've been my best friend since we met. We've stuck by each other and have been through just about everything. We have a baby together. I love you so much, Kurt Elizabeth Anderson."
Kurt smiles with tears in his eyes. "I love you.." He whispered.
Blaine leaned in and kissed Kurt softly. "I love you too, Kurt."
"Before I met you...Everything was just...awful.. I was alone...I didn't have anyone but my dad. I thought I was going to lose him... But everything started getting better after I met you...My parents got married…Just…everything started going right for me…If it wasn't for you Blaine...I-...I don't think I would even be alive right now..." Kurt said, starting to cry and pulling Blaine close.
Blaine tears up at that last part. "We saved each other. I didn't really open up before. I mean, I had Wes and David. But there were things they couldn't understand. But you opened me up. You showed me a whole different side of myself. I wouldn't really be who I am today if it wasn't for you."
Kurt pulled Blaine to him and kissed him softly, tears running down his cheeks.
Blaine wiped the way Kurt's tears. "You really have no idea how truly amazing you are."
Kurt started to cry harder and he pulled his head to Blaine's chest.
Blaine presses soft kisses on the top of Kurt's head while he rubs his back.
Kurt's tears slow and he looks up at Blaine. "I'm sorry.." He whispers.
"Kurt, you never have to be sorry to cry in front of me. If you're feeling something, anything at all, you can tell me. I will always be here for you, through the best and worst times. As long as you aren't hiding from me or anything, it's okay. I love you, baby." Blaine says, hugging Kurt closer.
"I love you too...I love you so much Blaine.." Kurt said softly.
Blaine smiles. "Now what do you say about going to the spa before we go pick up our baby girl?"
"That sound's amazing.." Kurt sighed.
Blaine kisses Kurt's cheek before slowly climbing out of bed and heading towards the bathroom.
Kurt lies in the bed for a minute as he listens to his husband. He never thought his life would be like this. He never thought he would be this ridiculously happy. He rolled over on his back and started to stand before he noticed a purplish pink spot on his stomach right around his navel. "Blaine?" He called into the bathroom.
"Yeah, babe?" Blaine calls as he turns the shower on.
"Why is there a hickey on my stomach?" Kurt asks, examining the bruised skin.
Blaine froze. "Kurt...What's the last thing you remember from last night?"
Kurt paused, thinking. "A little bit after I drank two of those red drinks?...I think...I don't remember…I remember a guy asking to buy me a drink...That's about it.."
"Umm...Yeah. He agreed only if you let him do a body shot..." Blaine said, still in the bathroom.
"WHOA!" Kurt said quickly standing. "And you let him?" Kurt asks.
"Not exactly. I went to the bathroom before this happened. When I came out, I saw it and almost got into a fight..."
Kurt walked into the bathroom, looking at his stomach. "Ugh that looks so gross.." He whined poking at it.
"You really don't remember it?" Blaine asked, stepping into the shower. "You seemed to be having a great time.."
"You really think I would let some random douche bag in a bar suck on my stomach?" Kurt asks, stepping in behind Blaine.
"Not usually. Just the way you acted when I pushed him off of you..." Blaine tried pushing the memory away.
"Well what happened?" Kurt asked concernedly, hearing Blaine's tone.
"You just kept giggling and saying it was no big deal. That it was just a drink. Like we were in high school or something and I was just some guy that was supposed to let you do whatever you wanted and not get upset. I mean, sure, I guess I might have over reacted a little. But you're my husband. I can't even think about another guy touching you. Then to walk out of the bathroom and see it? I just couldn't take it..."
Kurt looked down ashamedly. "I-...I'm sorry Blaine.." He said covering the bruise on his stomach. He was ashamed of himself. How could he have done that to Blaine?
"I wasn't upset with you. I just...I wanted to hit him...and just keep hitting him...I'm not really proud of that...I'm not a violent person...I've never felt anything like that...But you know how that is..." Blaine says, his voice dropping at the end.
"What are you saying?.." Kurt asked, narrowing his eyes at Blaine.
"I'm saying you've been in that kind of situation. You've seen someone that wanted me. Granted, you're situation was much worse. But you know what it's like to feel that. I'm not saying anything bad about you. I'm saying I finally fully understand how you felt back then with Derek.” Blaine explains.
Kurt looks down, his hand still covering the bruise. He felt dirty. He didn't want to look at it and he didn't want Blaine to have to look at it. It was so much more than just a hickey to him. Someone did that to him. With their mouth. It made him feel disgusting that it wasn't Blaine's. He grabbed the soap and started washing his body quickly.
Blaine notices Kurt's silence and turns to him. He pulls Kurt close. "We're fine, baby. I just never fully understood what you went through until last night. But I wasn't upset or mad at you. I'm still not. I love you, okay?"
"I love you too.." Kurt says, covering his stomach still. God, why did he feel so disgusting?
"Give it a few days...It'll be gone...And you won't ever have to think of it again..." Blaine says, kissing Kurt's forehead.
"I'm sorry Blaine.." Kurt said softly as the water splashed over them.
"Kurt..." Blaine says, lifting his chin. "It's okay, I promise."
Kurt smiles slightly at Blaine. "I have a really weird question.." Kurt said.
Blaine looks up at Kurt. "Umm...Okay?"
"Just humor me okay? It'll help me feel better about this.", he said spreading his fingers over the bruise again.
"Kurt...What is it?" Blaine asks, getting worried.
He takes a deep breath in. He really wasn't sure how to ask this. "Will you give me a hickey? Somewhere noticeable and big and dark...I just...I don't want to see this anymore." Kurt finally spat out.
Blaine looks down at the bruise. "Wait...Like over that? Or what?"
"Just somewhere...So I don't have to look at it…So it's not my focus..." He said, taking in a shaky breath. "No…I'm sorry, I'm weirding you out aren't I? Forget I said anything…" He said, rinsing the soap off of his body.
"No...I just didn't know if you meant you wanted me to cover that or give you a new one. Giving you one doesn't weird me out at all. Just tell me where you want it." Blaine says, dropping his hands to Kurt's hips.
Kurt sighs…"Can you...cover that one up? It's just.." He said, his hand reflexively covering the hickey.
Blaine pauses. "Are...Are you sure? A hickey on top of a hickey is going to hurt..."
"I don't care I just want it gone.." He said closing his eyes.
The thought of giving Kurt a hickey where some guy had his mouth last night did weird Blaine out. But if he was being honest with himself, he didn't want to see it either. Blaine kisses Kurt before kneeling down. He presses light kisses across his husband's stomach before lightly biting down over the bruise. He sucks the skin into his mouth, making sure he leaves his mark. He continues until the mark has doubled. Blaine pulls away, admiring his mark.
Kurt winced a bit in the process, but a rush of relief came over him as he looked down seeing the new mark.
Blaine stood back up. He looks at Kurt. "Better?"
"Yes...Thank you." Kurt said sighing. He felt a lot better knowing that the mark was Blaine's and not some drunken tool's.
Blaine kissed Kurt softly. "You're welcome."
They finish their shower and get out to get dressed to go to the spa for a couple of hours.
"This weekend has been amazing Blaine..." Kurt said as they drove, his hand placed lightly over Blaine's. "Thank you...for everything."
Blaine smiled at Kurt. "You're welcome, baby. I'm just so glad you had a great time."
"I just can't wait to get Gabby!" Kurt said bouncing happily.
"Me too. I've missed her so much." Blaine says.
They pulled up to Wes's and walked up to the apartment. Kurt knocked on the door, rocking back and forth on his heels happily.
Wes answers the door and invites them in. "So how was your weekend?" He asks.
"Great! Well, what I can remember of it was." Kurt laughed, squeezing Blaine's hand.
Wes laughs. "So, where's Gabrielle? We're dying to see her!!" Blaine says, smiling.
"Mia's feeding her in the kitchen. " Wes said, leading them that way.
They walk into the kitchen and her little face lights up. "Dada!" She screams excitedly, pointing to Kurt and Blaine. Blaine rushes over to her and picks her up, cradling her to his chest. "Gabby!! I've missed you so, so much baby girl!!"
Gabby leaned forward planting a sloppy kiss on her daddy's cheek. Kurt rushes over and wrapped his arms around Blaine, holding gabby in-between them as she giggled.
"Dada!" She squealed again, giving Kurt a kiss. A tear falls from Blaine's eye. "God, I've missed her so much.."
Kurt smiles at his husband, seeing how much he loved their daughter. "Me too Blaine.." He said kissing the top of her head lovingly.
Blaine looks back at Mia. "Sorry," He giggles. "This is just the first time we've been away from her.."
"Oh, No I understand." She said smiling. "You guys are so good with her...She's going to grow up an amazing girl with you two raising her."
Blaine smiles at Kurt. "Thanks, Mia. That really means a lot. How was she?"
"She was great! A little hard to get her to bed though, and I felt so bad because she would wake up early and call for you guys!" She said frowning slightly. "But you're here now! And look how happy she is!"
"She gets fussy a lot at bed time. Hey...What did you and Wes do with Kelsey when she was younger? I mean, like during the day?" Blaine asks.
"Well we took her to the park or just played with her here, mostly just took her everywhere we went." She said. "Speaking of which...How have you two been working out…working? Who's staying home with Gabby?" She asked.
"We've been taking turns having her with us. But we can't keep doing it with our work. Last week we were looking into day cares but we just aren't that comfortable with that right now.." Blaine explains.
"I could watch her for you during the day...If that was an option.." She said, clasping her hands together and looking between the two men.
Blaine looked at Kurt. "What do you think?"
"I think it's a great idea!" Kurt said smiling at Blaine, "Do you want us to pay you anything?" Kurt asked.
"Oh, you don't have to. I love spending time with Gabby. She's so adorable!" Mia responds.
Kurt looks back at Blaine, "This is perfect!" He said happily.
"You really wouldn't mind? Of course we will pay you. She's a bit of a handful. We'll talk it over and see what we can do. This would help us so much..." Blaine says, smiling back at Kurt.
"No! Why would I mind? I love gabby! But if you insist on paying I won’t take over fifteen a week." She said finally, smirking triumphantly.
"That works!" Blaine says. "This is going to be so great! This will be good for her. She'll get to be around Kelsey too!" He sets Gabby back in her high chair so she can finish eating. "So, did we miss anything while we were gone?" Blaine asks.
"Well, She's been trying to stand up.." She said raising her eyebrows.
"What? Oh, my God!" Blaine says excitedly. "How has she been doing? I can't believe we missed that."
"She's been falling.." She said giggling slightly. "She hasn't actually been able to stand all on her own yet." Kurt just stood with his hand over his mouth. "God, she's growing so fast Blaine..." He choked out.
"I know...I can't believe it..." Blaine says, moving behind Kurt and holding him.
"Dada!" Gabby said, reaching out to Kurt. He saw her plate was empty so he picked her up.
"Dada!" Gabby said, reaching out to Kurt. He saw her plate was empty so he picked her up. "Oh, Your daddies missed you so much!" He said kissing her nose.
Blaine wraps his arms around Kurt, resting his head on his shoulder and looking at their beautiful little girl.
Kurt looked at Mia. "Well I think we should get this one home.. Thank you guys so much for watching her for us.." He said, hugging Mia with one arm while holding Gabby in the other.
"Thanks again for taking her this weekend!" Blaine says, hugging Mia and Wes before going get Elphie and their things.
They say goodbye to everyone and leave with their family back together. When they reach the apartment, everything is as they left it, including the mini piano in the middle of the living room floor. But...something was on top of it...Kurt walked closer. Was that?...It was a sock! "Okay now you're doing this on purpose!" Kurt said turning around to Blaine and Gabby as he set Elphie free from her Kennel.
"No! I swear, that dog is like a ninja or something!" Blaine says defensively.
"It wasn't here before we left!" Kurt said, snatching up the sock before Elphaba could. "This is ridiculous.."
"I've been with you, Kurt. How could I have done that?" Blaine asks.
"I don't even know.." He said laughing slightly.
"Exactly. And if I wanted to drive you crazy, I don't think I'd use a sock." Blaine laughs.
"I guess it's time to bust out the Ouija board to find the sock ghost!" Kurt said, walking into the room and tossing the sock in the hamper.
"Okay...If you have a Ouija board, I'm leaving...I can handle scary movies. But in real life, no..."
Kurt poked his head out of the door. "Blaine…do you believe in ghosts?" He said teasingly.
“Kurt...Don't do this..." Blaine pleads.
"Don't do what?" Kurt asks innocently, walking to the closet. His friend gave him a Ouija board for a haunted house he planned on doing in high school but he never opened it. He knew it was somewhere in these boxes..
"Kurt...Please tell me you aren't serious..."
"What are you talking about?" Kurt asks, digging through the boxes.
"What are you looking for...?"
"Nothing.."
"Kurt...Seriously..." Blaine serious was not about to let Kurt bring a demon into their apartment. Especially not with their daughter there.
"Blaine, you're overreacting there's no such thing as- Oh! Here it is." He said pulling the black wooden case out of a box.
"KURT! I swear! If you don't put that up..." Blaine warns.
"What? It's just a piece of wood!" Kurt said rolling his eyes and dusting off the lid of the case.
"You were just talking about Ouija boards and ghosts and then you walk over and pull some old wooden box out. No...No...Kurt…Just no..." Blaine starts to panic.
"We've had this in the apartment since we've moved in and we've been fine!" Kurt laughed. "There's no such thing as ghosts Blaine. Or demons, or poltergeists or whatever.."
"I don't know how you managed to keep that thing in here without me knowing. No...Just I'm not going near that. You're going to bring some demon thing here and just no. I...No...We have a daughter, Kurt. Don't bring some demon here..." Blaine says, grabbing Gabrielle.
Kurt walks into the living room and watches ad Blaine flinches away from him as he walks by him with the box. "Blaine..It's broad daylight! I just want to find out what's going on with our socks.." He laughed.
"Nothing is going on with our socks! It's Elphie...She likes my socks...Mystery solved! Okay? I serious don't want to be around one of those. It sounds ridiculous. But I have my reasons..."
"And what are those?" Kurt asked sitting on the floor by the coffee table, setting the box on top.
"You're going to laugh and think I'm stupid. But I had this friend. Before I met you. He used to mess with this shit all the time! And he constantly talked about how there were demons attached to him and his house because of it. And this next part, I don't believe but I'll tell you anyways. He says Goliath was in his living room. I know how ridiculous that sounds. No, I don't think Goliath was really in his house. But I do believe in demons and ghosts and possessions..."
Kurt stops midway opening the box "Does this really make you that uncomfortable?" Kurt asked, looking up at Blaine.
"Kurt...I mean, this really does freak me out! If it was just us and we were somewhere else, I might even try it, for you. But I do believe in this. And I don't want to take the chance with Gabby. I couldn't live with myself if something happened to her..." Blaine says, his voice breaking at the thought.
Kurt looks at Blaine and sees how scared he really is and suddenly he feels like a giant asshole. "I'm sorry baby." He said, closing the lid the rest of the way and standing, box under arm. "Look, I'm gonna go throw it away; you can come with me if you want." He said soothingly.
"You don't have to. I just don't want it around our child..." Blaine explains.
"Exactly, it doesn't mean anything to me. But it makes you uncomfortable so I'm just doing this to make you feel better baby." He said, stepping towards the door and watched as Blaine slowly side-stepped away from him, clutching Gabrielle close.
Blaine watches Kurt as he gets rid of the damn thing. He's so glad to have a husband that would be willing to do that for him. "Kurt...Thank you..." Blaine whispers.
Kurt steps back inside smiling. "I don't need to go wash my hands or anything now, do I?" He asked giggling.
"No." Blaine laughs. His stomach starts to growl. "What do you want to do for dinner?"
"I'm not gonna eat, But I'll make you something.." He says as Blaine sets Gabby down on the floor.
"Are you sure?" Blaine asks, going to get a toy for Gabrielle to play with.
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure I gained like 10 pounds this weekend." Kurt laughs. "What do you want babe?"
"Well I'm pretty sure you worked them off," Blaine says winking at him. "Hmm..Surprise me.."
Kurt smiles at his husband and opens the fridge and starts cooking Blaine some chicken Alfredo. He watches over the counter as Blaine plays with gabby on the floor, she loved that piano for some reason.
"Hey, Kurt?" Blaine says, standing up. "I'm going to go to the bathroom real quick. Watch her?"
"Alright.." He says turning around but keeping one eye on the chicken in the pan. He turns around for a second and turns down the heat on the stove, when he looks back at Gabby, she's standing, supporting herself with the piano on one hand. Kurt nearly chokes on oxygen and rushes over a few feet away from her and drops to his knees. "Blaine..BLAINE HURRY!" Kurt laughs. "Come on Gabby! Come to Dada!" He said smiling at her as she looked at him.
Blaine hears Kurt screaming for him and rushes back, thinking something's wrong. He enters the kitchen and his eyes go wide. "Kurt! Did...Did she do that on her own? Oh my God!!"
"Yeah! I turned around for a second and looked back and she was standing!" He said laughing happily. "Come on Gabby.." He said, reaching his arms out to her as she wobbled against the little pink piano.
Blaine runs over and sits next to Kurt. "Come on baby...You can do it, Gabby..."
Gabby smiles at her daddies taking her hand off of the piano and standing completely on her own, wobbling slightly. "Dada!" She said pointing to Kurt, then to Blaine.
Blaine's heart swells. "Come here, baby girl..."
Kurt's on the verge of tears as Gabby moves one little foot in front of the other, taking one wobbling step. She almost tips over but quickly composes herself, taking another towards her daddies.
Tears spill from Blaine's eyes as he watches their daughter. "Kurt...She's doing it..." He whispers. "That's it, Gabby! Come on, baby..."
Kurt eyes flood over with happy tears as Gabby takes two more hobbling steps into both of their arms. They both hug her tightly. "You did it Gabby!" Kurt squealed, kissing his daughter as she giggled.
"Gabby!! We're so proud of you!!!" Blaine says, sweeping her off her feet and into the air. She giggles and he brings her back down between him and Kurt. "She did it, Kurt..."
Kurt smiles, wiping his happy tears away and kissing his daughter. "God that was amazing!"
"It was. God, she just keeps getting better. She's going to be so smart, Kurt. Oh my God! You have to call Carole!" Blaine says excitedly.
Kurt pulls his phone out of his pocket and dials Carole's number putting it on speaker. "Hello?" Carole answered in a sing-song voice.
"Hey!!" Blaine says, happily. "Get everyone together. We have BIG news!"
"You boys always seem to have big news!" Carole laughed before assembling Burt and Finn in the living room and putting the phone on speaker. "Okay boys, ready when you are!" Kurt smiled up at Blaine.
"You want to tell them? Or me?" Blaine asks quickly.
"You tell them." Kurt said smiling. "Tell us what?!" Carole squealed excitedly.
"Gabrielle just took her first steps!!!!"
Carole let out a shriek and Kurt heard Burt say something but he couldn't understand it over Carole's exited rambling.
Gabrielle looks up at the phone, confusedly. "Dada?" She says, pointing to the phone.
"WHAT-...WAS THAT-...OH MY GOD!!!" Carole squealed.
"She said her first word on Friday!!" Blaine exclaims. "I can't wait for you all to see her! She really looks like she is ours biologically!"
"How's she look?" Burt asked, finally talking over Carole, laughing a bit. "She has blue green eyes like mine and she's pale...And she has curly black hair like Blaine's!" Kurt said happily, kissing their beautiful daughter.
"We were thinking about coming down there for Easter so you could meet her." Blaine says.
"That sound's great boys.." Burt said chuckling as Carole muses about what she's going to do when they get here.
"So I get to see my little niece huh?" Finn says.
"Yes," Blaine says, excitedly. "And thanks again for helping me with Kurt's birthday weekend!"
"Finn helped?" Kurt asked. “How?”
"Burt and Carole did. And my parents. They all wanted to pitch in to help." Blaine explains.
"Aww Thank you guys! I had an amazing time!" Kurt said smiling at his husband.
"I'm glad to hear that," Burt says. "But we really don't need the details. Like I've said before...I don't know what goes down in the tent."
"DAD!" Kurt gasped, flushing a brilliant shade of red.
Blaine laughed. "Don't worry. That wasn't the point of the weekend anyways. I got a limo for us and we went shopping and out to lunch. Then we spent some time at the spa there. It really was a great time!"
"Don't let 'em lie to you Burt you know they went out to the club and got Kurt DRUUNNKK." Finn laughed. "Finn!" Carole hissed.
Kurt whines, his face turning a deeper shade of red. "Finn! I'm sure you don't want to go there!" Kurt snapped and Blaine fell over with laughter.
"Yeah..Well.." Burt said gruffly. "I'm glad you boys had a good time."
"Thanks again, Burt." Blaine says. "We can't wait to see you all!"
"Love you boys!" Carole said. "Love you too Carole.." Kurt said before hanging up.
Blaine looks at Kurt. "What if Finn tries to teach her things...?"
"Oh, No I won't let that happen.." Kurt said.
"Even just in general...He's just not the brightest..."
"Well..like what?" Kurt asked.
"Kurt...He thought one of us was going to give birth to Gabrielle..." Blaine says bluntly.
Kurt doubled over in laughter, "I think she'll be alright.." He said after he could breathe again.
"I hope so," Blaine chuckles.
The next week and a half was hectic to say the least, between costume design for an off-Broadway musical and late night paperwork at the fashion magazine office he was working as a secretary for, he wasn't coming home until two and three in the morning. And when he was home he was getting called out at ridiculous hours, it was just too much. One night he came home at about two thirty in the morning to find Blaine waiting up for him on the couch.
"Hi." Blaine says, his arms crossed.
"Hey..What are you still doing up?" Kurt says hanging up his jacket. He was exhausted, someone forgot to file the 'This Season's Accessories' section in the right date and it ended up not getting published into the final copy and everything was just a mess. And guess who got stuck fixing it? He was just happy to be home.
"We need to talk..." Blaine says. He knows this isn't going to go well but it needs to be settled now.
"About?" Kurt asks, looking up at Blaine with red, tired eyes.
Blaine sighs. "You're never home, Kurt. When you are, you're getting phone calls and having to leave all the time. Is it really work? I'm just curious. Is having a family too much for you? When was the last time you saw Gabrielle awake? You come home, she's sleeping. You leave before she wakes up. When you do come home, it's like you're not even here."
Kurt just stares at Blaine. "Really? Oh my God, I am in no mood for this...Can we just talk about it in the morning?" Kurt said tiredly.
"So you can just leave again? Kurt, I understand you having to work and all. And if it was just us, I'd learn to deal with it. But we don't talk any more. If it continues like this, I'm scared Gabby won't be used to being around you. You're her father too, Kurt. She needs to see you."
Kurt sighed. "I know that Blaine...And what do you mean 'Is it really work?'? Of course it's work. What do you think I do Blaine? Go out and party with my friends? Do you think I'm running around on you? I. Am. Working. Blaine. I'm working my ass of every night." Kurt said harshly.
"How could I be sure? It's not like you come home and talk about your day. You come home, shower, sleep and leave again. If you could just set aside a few minutes, not even for me, for Gabby, I wouldn't be worried. But we've only been married for a little over a year and we have a baby. That's a hell of a lot of pressure. People tend to run at that. I'm scared, Kurt. I'm scared we're going to lose you..." Blaine trails off, trying not to break down. If he had to deal with not seeing Kurt, okay. But he was doing this for his daughter, their daughter, who hadn't seen him or even heard his voice in days.
"Do you really think I don't want to see our daughter Blaine? I am working two jobs Blaine...Two. I want to see her. I love her with all my heart and you're sitting here acting like I'm throwing my family away to go get fucked!...Blaine…I....Am trying…so hard...to try and get this shit done, so I can come home to you and Gabby, so we can be together, and I know it sounds like a shit excuse but something always goes wrong and I have to stay late. 'Kurt can you file these for me? Kurt this sleeve is too tight can you do an alteration that will take hours?' What do you want me to do Blaine? Quit?" Kurt snapped.
"No one asked you to work two jobs, Kurt! We'd be fine if you only had one. I mean, sure money is nice. But it isn't everything. I know what she means to you. I have never doubted that! But I just wish you were here to see the things I see. When she says a new word. When she walks from one end of the room to the other without stumbling. I don't want you to miss out on all of this and regret all of this. I don't want you to start wondering what life would've been like if you chose differently. You come home too tired to even talk. I feel like I'm more of a roommate than a husband. I just want you to be happy with us." Blaine says, cursing the tear that escapes his right eye.
"Look, I'm sorry that I can't be here all day, to help you with her, and you think that that doesn't kill me? It hurt's Blaine. I miss her…and you...And when you jump on me at almost three in the fucking morning that doesn't help anything. And what do you want me to tell you Blaine? 'I'm sorry baby, I'll quit first thing tomorrow morning, I'm so sorry for trying to provide for this family so we can keep our daughter with the things she needs darling. You're right I'll just throw all of my responsibilities out of the window'!" Kurt said, his neck getting hot.
"I'm not looking for an apology. I just want to know what is going on with you every now and then. Even if it's just two minutes out of a week. Just talk to me. Let me know what's going on. Vent to me about work. I'm here for you, Kurt. But you come home in a pissy, tired mood. And yes, I know it's from work. But I just feel like there's nothing I can do. Like you don't want to talk to me. Like you don't want my help. And you're talking like I'm just sitting here at home doing nothing while you work. I get Gabrielle up in the morning and get her to Mia. I work too. I can't work two jobs because one of us has to be here. I've even been talking Gabby to Rina's with me so I could get a few shifts in there as well. Then I come home and cook for all of us. I do the shopping. I'm not complaining. I don't mind doing these things. But it's not like I just sit on my ass!" Blaine says, trying not to raise his voice. The last thing they needed was to wake their sleeping daughter.
"I never said you weren't doing anything Blaine! God..UGH! Just.." He took a deep breath. "It wouldn't make any difference if I came home and 'vented' to you. There isn't really anything you can do. My job sucks, that's all there is to it and nothing can be done about it. But it pays good and I'm not trying to say what you do isn't helping us Blaine but, getting fifty dollars per show at Rina's doesn't get much. I appreciate everything you do Blaine. The cooking, the shopping, everything. Okay? Just. Stop." Kurt said, holding up a hand. "I'm done with this."
"Really? Because talking to me used to help you. But I guess it just doesn't matter..." Blaine's voice ends in a whisper. "I'll be back." He walks out the door, letting the tears flow. He understood Kurt was busy. He tried doing as much as he could for the three of them. But it just wasn't enough. Coming home and not having someone to talk to or anything didn't help. Blaine felt completely alone.
Kurt was shocked as Blaine walked out of the door, His neck started heating up and he just wanted to punch something, so he just settled for letting out a low growl and throwing himself down on the couch. He sat there with his head in his hands for a minute before pulling out his phone and hitting the speed dial for Blaine's number.
Blaine doesn’t know what to do or where to go. He just couldn't be at home. He walks a few blocks then realized he didn't think to grab his phone, wallet, or anything. He had no idea what time it was. But it didn't matter. He just wanted to get away for a while.
Kurt hears the faint tune of Teenage Dream humming from their room and realized Blaine didn't grab his phone. He let out a loud groan and smacked his phone down on the coffee table, not realizing how loud of a noise it was until it occurred. He flinched and sat for a moment before hearing a small whining coming from Gabrielle's room that turned into crying. His body sagged and he stood walking into his daughter's room. picking her up and stroking her curls as she cried and grabbing her pacifier. She looked up at him with surprised eyes and for some reason that broke Kurt. His daughter was surprised to see him. He sat on the couch holding his daughter as he cried.
Blaine finds an empty park and sits on a swing, thinking about everything they had said. Kurt had basically said Blaine working extra shifts at Rina's on top of his job was almost nothing. He thought he had been doing the right thing. But apparently not. Blaine sat on the swing and cried for what seemed like hours.
Kurt doesn't know when he fell asleep on the couch; he just knew he did with Gabby on his chest and tears in his eyes.
Blaine finally gets up and starts walking home. He slowly opens the door and sees Kurt sleeping on the couch, holding Gabby. Blaine decides it's best to let her have at least this little amount of time with Kurt. He quietly walks to their room and looks at the clock. It's five in the morning. He has to be up in a little over an hour. Blaine decides there's no reason to even try to sleep. He goes to the bathroom to wash his face before going to make coffee. He goes ahead and gets Gabrielle's bag ready for the day and settles down in their bed to read a book.
Kurt stirs and wakes to the smell of coffee. He looks down to see Gabrielle asleep on his chest and slowly stands up, holding her close. He carries her to her room and lays her down in her bed, stroking her curls and planting a kiss on her forehead before noticing the faint light under their bedroom door indicating that Blaine is home and awake. He stands next to the door and takes a deep breath, gingerly knocking three times.
Blaine closes his book. "It's your room too."
Kurt sighs and walks into the room, standing in the doorway and looking down sheepishly. "When did you get home?" he asked quietly.
"About half an hour ago," Blaine says, trying to sound calm and like he hadn't been crying.
"I'm sorry."
"Why? You were right. My job doesn't pay what yours does. And going to Rina's on top of that still doesn't help much." Blaine whispers, looking at the floor.
"No, I was wrong.." Kurt said walking closer to the bed. "You do more for us...than anyone would do…for anyone." Kurt said swallowing hard. "Blaine, look at me."
"I can't." His voice breaks. "Kurt...I do what I can with her. But other than that, you do everything."
"Blaine...I go and sew up lace and silk for stuck up actors and file papers about what to wear to interviews…You are the one who is here with our child…You are the one taking care of her…You are the one...keeping this family together...I don't do shit compared to what you do...Oh well I bring home a piece of paper every month...so do you...And that piece of paper isn't worth anything when it comes to our family...Do you want to know what happened after you left?..." Kurt said, tears filling his eyes.
Blaine couldn't speak. He just lifted his head a little, allowing Kurt to go on.
"Gabrielle started crying...And I went back there..." His voice shook and he looked down. "I went back there and picked her up and she stopped crying and looked at me like she was...surprised...She looked at me like she hadn't seen me in years, Blaine.." Kurt said shakily. "My daughter..." He said, allowing the tears to fall.
Blaine started crying at Kurt's words. "This is what I wanted to avoid. I didn't want you to see that or to feel that."
"And it's no one's fault but my own..." Kurt said looking up at his husband. "I just...I don't know what to do Blaine…You are so amazing...and I'm just turning into a stranger in both of your lives.."
"I just...I couldn't tell you. The way she looks at me, Kurt. I can see it. It kills me to know she wonders where you are. And that I can't explain it to her. I just want us to be a family again. I don't want to lose you completely." Blaine sobs.
Kurt walks over to Blaine and pulls him into his arms crying as well. "I'm so sorry Blaine...God I hate myself for it... I really do.." He whispered into Blaine's shoulder.
"That's not what I wanted. I mean...If I have to go through not seeing you or whatever...I'll do it...I'll do anything. But she's a baby. She can't understand. She needs both of us...I'm sorry you had to see that..."
"It's not your fault Blaine.." Kurt said softly. "Don't be sorry about anything...please.."
"I am sorry though. Especially about asking if you were really working..." Blaine whispers against Kurt's chest. "It was just easier to believe that you didn't want me than thinking you didn't want to be here as a family. I just got so worried about her. I just..." Blaine crying becomes too heavy to talk. He trails off, wrapping his arms around his husband.
Kurt holds Blaine close to his chest as his husband cries. "Blaine I could never not want you...And I love being a family...I love you and Gabby and Elphie…More than any of you will ever know.." He says softly, stroking his back.
"I'm...so sorry...Kurt..." Blaine cries out.
"Don't be.." He said, kissing the top of Blaine's head. "Look, I'm going to call in today...You can too if you want. Go ahead and call Mia and tell her she has today off, and we're still going to pay her in full...I just want to spend the day with my family..." He said, whispering the last words.
"But Kurt...Like you said...They always need you for something..."
"I don't care...I'll tell them to do it themselves for one day…they were fine before I was there." Kurt says softly, stroking Blaine's hair.
Blaine looks up. "A-Are you sure?"
"Yes baby.." Kurt said, kissing Blaine's forehead.
Blaine wraps his arms around Kurt's neck, resting his head on his shoulder. "I love you.." he whispers.
"I love you too.." Kurt says softly.
"Do...Would you mind calling Mia?"
"I don't mind.." Kurt says reaching for the house phone and dialing her cellphone. He explained to her he was calling off today to spend some time home and she understood completely. He hand up right before the phone rang again. "Hello?" He sighed, it was work.. of course.
"Kurt...We need you to come in early." His boss says tactlessly.
"I can't." he says curtly, holding Blaine close.
"And why's that?" She sounded bored.
"Because, I need a day off, you’ve been working me to my edge. I've been coming in at six and leaving at three and it's too much." He said simply.
"You were very well warned about the hours. You took the job knowingly. Are you changing your mind?" She asked, smirking.
"Of course not." He replied confidently. "It's just I do a lot for you Rhonda and I'm asking for one day with my family."
"Tell me something, Kurt. Do you have any idea why I hired you?"
"Because I had an outstanding resume?" He asked, cocking an eyebrow.
"Indeed you do. But no. I could see who you were. I knew you had this side to you. That would stand up for what he needed. But you just started taking everything people were giving you. And that wasn't the kind of person I wanted. That is why we've had you working your ass off here. Not one person that works for me would even think about talking back to me. They just simply do as I say. But I knew you were different. And that is why I hired you. Go ahead. Take the day off. Start being yourself round here and things will change for you." She says before hanging up.
Kurt smiles to himself and looks down at Blaine. "Well I have my day off.." He said.
"What did she say?" Blaine asks, looking up at his husband.
Kurt explains to him everything that she said; he couldn't stop smiling the whole time. "She said things were gonna change for me.." He said smiling.
"Really?" Blaine looked up at Kurt, eyes full of hope.
"Yeah.." Kurt said. All of a sudden their future together seemed so much brighter.
Blaine calls his boss next. Luckily he was nice and didn't even have to explain. Blaine was their best worker and let him have the day off. He hangs up the phone and leans against Kurt, yawning loudly.
"God I'm exhausted.." Kurt said softly, laying back on the bed and pulling Blaine close.
"Me too. I don't think I've ever cried that hard..." Blaine says, nuzzling his head against Kurt's chest, reminding him of how Kurt used to call him a puppy.
"I'm sorry about that Blaine...I never want to make you feel like that again..." Kurt said, petting Blaine's hair.
Blaine kissed Kurt's chest. "I have a feeling that we don't have to worry about that."
Suddenly Kurt felt a sharp throb of pain in his chest as he looked down at Blaine and tears gathered in his eyes. "Blaine...I-I don't remember the last time I really…kissed you..." He said. of course there was little stolen ones before Kurt rushed off to work, but that was it.
Blaine looked up at Kurt. "It's been a while. I...stopped counting the days..." he says, timidly.
Kurt lay there, with his eyes closed, gently crying. He never wanted it to be like this. He never wanted to go one day without kissing Blaine. He never wanted to feel like he needed permission to kiss his husband. "Blaine..Can I...Can I kiss you?.."
"Kurt, You never have to ask. But please kiss me.."
Kurt quickly pulled Blaine up and kissed him passionately, sighing into the kiss. He almost forgot how good it felt to kiss Blaine and that killed him. He pulled him closer, a bit of a sob escaping his body as Blaine's tongue entered his mouth. God this was so perfect, he never knew how he could have gone one hour without this.
Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's neck, letting his fingers explore his hair. He feels like they're in high school and everything is new again. Blaine hopes he never has to experience that again.
Kurt lets his arms drift down to the small of Blaine's back and pulls him close, so their bodies are flush against each other. He wants Blaine to know that he's here, that things are going to get better and they can be a family again.
A single tear falls down Blaine's face. He's so tired but he can't even care. Kurt's here. In his arms. Blaine just wants to melt into Kurt.
Kurt rolls over on top of Blaine and continues kissing him, clinging to his husband. He kisses the tear as it rolls down Blaine's cheek. "I'm here.." He whispered, stroking a soft thumb over Blaine's other cheek.
God, Blaine had missed how soft Kurt's skin is. "I know, baby...Just...Thank you..." He says quietly.
"I love you so much Blaine.." Kurt said, kissing Blaine's jaw and back up to his parted lips.
"I love you, too," Blaine whispered before slipping his tongue across Kurt's bottom lip. He knew he had missed this, but had no idea just how much. Blaine couldn't get enough.
Kurt shuddered as he felt Blaine's tongue slide against his lip. He never wanted it to be like this again. He never wanted to miss kissing Blaine.
Blaine kisses down Kurt's jaw and to his neck. "God, Kurt...I've missed this so much..."
“I know..I'm sorry.." He whispered, gasping a bit as Blaine kissed his neck.
"Shhh...It...It doesn't matter. You're here now.." Blaine says, moving back to Kurt's lips.
Kurt kissed Blaine deeply, trailing his fingers under the hem of Blaine's shirt, tracing the exposed skin.
It's been so long since they've done this that Blaine's so sensitive. He lets out a slight moan, a shiver rolling through his body.
Kurt pulls up Blaine's shirt, pulling it over his head and dropping off the side of the bed. He started kissing Blaine's neck and collar bone, making sure he knew Kurt loved every single part of him. He kissed along his shoulders, down his arms to the tips of his fingers and back up again to Blaine's eyelids.
Blaine lets out light moans each time Kurt explored another part of his body. It felt so good to have him there, the sensations were almost overwhelming.
Kurt kissed across Blaine's face, down his nose, along his cheeks, across his forehead, the tips of his ears down to the lobe which he gently sucked into his mouth, gently scraping his teeth along the sensitive skin.
"Oh, God...Kurt..." Blaine moans, his body writhing beneath him.
Kurt moans softly, hearing Blaine say his name and moves to his lips again before kissing all the way along his beautiful jaw, down his neck, tracing the strong muscle and tendons with his tongue.
Blaine tangles his fingers into Kurt's hair. "Fuck....Baby, that feels so good..."
Kurt moves down to his chest reveling in the feel of his husband's light chest hair scratching his chin and cheeks as he kissed down it, paying particular attention to each of his nipples and kissing down his stomach, admiring the beautiful skin.
He arches his back when Kurt runs his tongue over his nipples. This feeling is almost too much. Blaine trails his fingers up his own sides, to his neck and settling in his own hair as he lightly pulls.
Kurt goes lower to Blaine's hips. Those gorgeous hips that he couldn't get enough of. Those hips that could make him believe that there was a God and he made them especially for Kurt to kiss and touch. He traced his fingers along them lightly, loving the small breathy gasps and whimpers coming from Blaine's mouth as he did so.
Blaine can't even think coherent thoughts. His hips lift up closer to Kurt like they have a mind of their own. Blaine wriggles beneath his husband, never wanting to stop feeling this.
Kurt bites back a moan at the sight before him. He kisses along the groove of firm muscle on his hips, tracing his tongue along it slightly. He would never get enough of the way Blaine tasted. The salty tang of Blaine's skin would never stop being like a drug to him. It was intoxicating.
Blaine's breath comes out in short gasps. He knew how much Kurt wanted to take in his body so he tried to hold on, to make it last. But the feeling was just so much all at once. Blaine grips the sides of the bed, his back arching as much as it can.
Kurt looks up as his husband gracefully curves his body against the bed. He moans slightly and slowly pulls off Blaine's pants, casting them to the floor and planting Kisses on Blaine's erect member through the fabric of his boxer-briefs. Kurt shivered, he loved how Blaine smelled, like cinnamon and ocean water and the smell was so dense here. It put him on his own type of high as he mouthed at Blaine's erection through the cotton.
Blaine pants loudly as he feel's Kurt's mouth on him. "UUnnnnggghhhh! Kurt!" He yells, unable to control himself anymore. Kurt was just so amazing. And Blaine loved how sensual this was. It wasn't like the normal make up sex, which Blaine always enjoyed. But this was so sensuous and just beautiful.
Kurt ran his hands up and down Blaine sides soothingly before dipping his fingers under the waistline of Blaine's underwear and pulling them down slowly, tossing them off of the bed and turning to admire his husband's throbbing member. "Blaine..you're so beautiful.." Kurt gasped, leaning in and letting the head glide along his cheek.
Blaine cries out. "Please..I...I've never needed....ANYTHING so badly..." He sighs, "I need you, Kurt...Please..."
Kurt looks up into his husband's eyes before sinking his mouth down over Blaine's cock, slowly sucking and running his tongue up and down, moaning softly at the taste.
A long whine of pleasure escaped Blaine's lips. He had never felt so much at once. This was so new to him. He moans loudly as tears stream down his cheeks.
Kurt closes his eyes as he sucks his husband slowly. God, he missed this. The taste that was just pure Blaine. He rests his hands on Blaine's hips, tracing the lines lightly with his fingertips.
"Oohhh, Kurt...Fuck, baby..." Blaine moans, trying not to thrust into Kurt's talented mouth. He shivers as Kurt explores his body. His skin was amazingly soft. He would never get tired of this.
Kurt moaned lightly at Blaine's moans. He loved those amazing little sounds he made. Kurt sucks harder, stopping at the tip to lick that small spot under the head that he knew drove Blaine crazy.
Blaine's breathing rapidly speeds up. "Aahhh, fuck...Kurt....I...not gonna...last, baby...Fuck!" Blaine screams as he feels that tightening in the pit of his stomach.
Kurt gives one more good suck before traveling back up Blaine's body and kissing him deeply. "Please Blaine...let me be inside you please...I want you to be able to feel me...please.." Kurt panted against his lips.
Blaine whines at the release and hurriedly wipes the tears from his eyes. "Yes...Please, Kurt..."
Kurt kisses each of Blaine's eyes softly before taking off his tie and hurriedly unbuttoning his vest and shirt. God, why were there so many buttons? He slipped out of his pants and underwear before pressing his body full against Blaine's. Skin to skin. God he loved it, how close they were. He kissed Blaine languidly, their tongues meeting each other as they kissed.
Blaine sighs into the kiss. Everything about this was just beautiful. How Kurt made him feel was just indescribable. He reaches his hand out to feel along the bedside table. Blaine reaches in the drawer to get the lube, not once taking his mouth from Kurt's.
Kurt grabs the lube from Blaine and pulls away only for a second to coat his fingers with the stuff. He reaches down in between them and strokes softly at Blaine’s hole before slowly starting to push a finger inside, leaning down to kiss Blaine again as he entered him. God, he was so tight.
"Uuunngghh!" Blaine winces at the stretch. He wraps his arms around Kurt and kisses him deeply.
Kurt stretches him slowly adding a second and third finger before pushing his member inside of Blaine, gasping loudly at the tight heat.
Blaine feels ridiculous as another tear falls. But Kurt felt go good inside of him. Blaine missed the feeling of how full Kurt made him feel. He scratches down Kurt's back, pulling him in deeper.
Kurt moans loudly, tears escaping the corners of his eyes as they shut tightly, slowly working himself in and out of Blaine. Kurt was so happy that they were going back to the way they were, They were going to be happy again.
Blaine tightens his grip on Kurt. "Baby..." He moans quietly. "I...I love you so much, Kurt..."
“I love you too Blaine... I- I don't ever want to lose you.." He breathed out, speeding up his thrusts inside of his husband. "Oh God baby.."
"Never..." Blaine pants as Kurt thrusts faster. "Fuck...Kurt!"
Kurt pulls Blaine in for a kiss. Deep and meaningful, it was a promise. A promise that they wouldn't let anything like this happen again. They wouldn't let anything come that close to ruining their family again. He moaned into Blaine's mouth, scratching down his back as he rolled his hips into Blaine, gasping harshly.
There was an unspoken agreement in that kiss. They would both try harder and not let anything pull them apart. Blaine's moans are almost screams. "God...Kurt...So...so close, baby..." he pants.
"Please just...hold on...for me baby.." Kurt gasped, he was close too, but he wanted this to last, he didn't want this beautiful moment to pass them by so quickly.
Blaine nods in agreement. He didn’t want this amazing moment to end either.
Kurt rolled his hips a bit slower, making it easier for both of them to hold back. He panted against Blaine's shoulder, moaning every now and then and building up his thrusts until they couldn't take it anymore, Blaine was literally shaking with need below him.
"Kurt...Please..." he says, trembling. “I can’t hold on any more..."
"Let go Blaine.."
Blaine throws his head back and screams loudly, dragging his nails down Kurt's back.
Kurt and Blaine come tumbling down at the same time, moaning each other’s names. Their shuddering and thrusting came to a stop as they held one another, breathing each other in and falling asleep in each other’s arms.