"Have you ever wanted to go to France." I ask shoving a turkey sandwich in my mouth. Blaine shrugs "Ya, i guess." He answers taking a sip of his coffee. "Do you like manatees?" I ask eyeing him carefully. Blaine looks up confused and then he sighs putting down his coffee. "You looked through my stuff." Blaine announces looking slightly angry. "Im sorry, Blaine... I just wanted to see what you want to do." Blaine looks down biting his lip nodding. "You think I'm going to die so you wanted to do all the things I wanted to do before... That happens." Blaine mumbles taking another sip of coffee. "No sweetie! I don't think your going to die... Its just." I pause thinking what to say next. "Exactly." Blaine states. We stay silent for the rest of lunch chewing slowly glancing at each others ways. We get up and Blaine pays for are lunch. We walk around New York city together silently. I gently take his hand on mine and squeeze it gently. Our fingers fit perfectly together. Its like two puzzle pieces. Wow... Im so cheesy. But thats how it really feels. I finally got Blaine back. I cant lose him all over again. "Blaine?" I whisper looking down at our fingers tangled together. "Yes." Blaine answers sitting down on a small wooden bench. "Do you... You know... Ever regret dating me before." I ask bracing myself for the answer. Blaine gently grabs my face tilting it up to look at him. His face was confused but shocked his eyebrows narrowed. "I don't know... Because you cheated me... Am I really what you want?" I ask biting the inside of my teeth. Blaine sighs loudly rubbing his temples. "Kurt, please don't remind me... And of course I want you! Ive always wanted you the second you walked into the Warblers practice spying in us." My eyes water and I pull Blaine into a tight hug. "The real question is am I good enough. Sweetie, I cant exactly... You know... Be intimate." Blaine says nervously still clinging to I. "Blaine, I don't care about that... And thats not one hundred percent true." I answer stroking Blaine's back. "It just might be harder for you too... Get erections... And having orgasms." I add pulling away from Blaine. It isn't exactly awkward to have this conversation with Blaine. Our first time was with each other. We experienced everything... And I mean everything together. "Come on, lets go." I mumble tiredly. We get to our apartment and Wes is there sitting on the couch with his girlfriend, Lizzy. The one we walked in on. We been seeing her a lot here lately... Practically she lives her. There are two small rooms. Blaine and I stay in one and Wes and Lizzy stay in one. Lizzy has strawberry blonde hair, dark green eyes, and tan skin. She isn't very tall. A little shorter than Blaine. "Theres some left-overs in the fridge." Wes shouts to Blaine and I in the kitchen. Blaine pulls out a cold slice if pizza and chomps down on it. I reach out for the pizza and pull it out of his hands. "At least eat healthy!" I exclaim scowling. "I may as enjoy it as it last." I hear Blaine mumble shifting his feet on the floor. "Hey, don't say that." I whisper going behind Blaine wrapping my arms around him tightly from behind. I rest my head on his shoulder swaying softly. "Sorry." Blaine mumbles. I bury my face until his neck. "I love you." I whisper in his ear. I bite his ear lovingly pulling him closer to my chest. "Bedroom." Blaine whimpers. We quickly get into our room and close it. Blaine pins me against the wall attacking me neck. "Oh god." I groan running my hands through Blaine's hair. Blaine slowly runs his hands up and down my shirt making me shiver with delight. "Blaine." I whimper as he keeps one hand on my chest and the other rubbing over my pants. "Your so hot, Kurt." Blaine whisper in my ear his teeth grazing over my ear lobe. "Blaine... I don't... Know if we are ready for this." I pant hating to say but its true. Blaine nods resting his head on my shoulder. "Want to go shopping?" Blaine asks kissing my neck softly. I nod smiling. "Ya sounds good... I just... Need to take a shower." I blush looking down at the bulge in my pants. Blaine bites his lip looking over my body nodding his face turning red. I take a quick shower taking care of... My issue. I pull on a black shirt with white stripes... Or is it a white shirt with black stripes? Whatever. I put on tight black skinny jeans that almost look painted on. I style my hair and brush my teeth. "Hey. Ready?" I ask Blaine as I walk out of my bedroom. He nods. "Ill drive." Blaine says grabbing his keys off the counter. "Wes is out with Lizzy." Blaine announces as we get out of the elevator walking out if the apartment. I cant help but smirk as i feel Blaine's eyes travel my body. "Like what you see?" I joke as I get in the passenger seat. "Yep." Blaine answers simply smirking. When we get to the small I skip towards the entrance obviously more excited than Blaine. "I need some coffee before I shop with you." Blaine says seriously. "Your going to need it." I respond. We find a Starbucks and Blaine goes over to the counter to get us coffees. "One Grande Non-Fat Mocha for the lovely Kurt Hummel." Blaine jokes handing me my drink. I smile a thank you. "So... Where to first?" Blaine asks tapping his fingers on the coffee cup curiously. "Hmm." I mumble thinking looking around. "OHH! Forever 21."I jump running towards the entrance. "Isn't forever 21 a girls shop?" Blaine asks speed walking trying to catch up. "Fashion has no gender." I answer grinning looking through the rack of clothes. "Kurt... Dont you think you might be spending... A little to much." Blaine asks after I drape dozens of clothes on my arm. "I mean... It is my money." Blaine adds biting his lip. I look up at him. "Fine ill put it back." I snap in a bitchy tone. "What the hell is wrong with you." Blaine snaps back. "This is MY money so could you not spend it all? Its not like money grows from trees." Blaine adds his voice getting louder. God Blaine cheated on me... He might as well pay a little for clothes for me. "Fine I wont buy anything." Kurt scowls throwing the clothes at one of the workers. "Kurt all I said asked was to not spend to much! Then you have to make this a fight? Be appreciative. You are sometimes a big brat, Kurt." Blaine screams at me in the store. The shop goes silent staring at us making me blush in embarrassment. I felt tears build up in my eyes. It hurt when Blaine screamed at me. Maybe... I did overreact. I sniffle walking out if the store quickly trying to avoid eye contact with anyone. The car ride in the car was silent. When we got in our apartment I crawl up into a ball on my mattress. I hear the bedroom door open slowly. Blaine lays down on my mattress holding me close to his chest. "Im sorry I was being unappreciative." I mumble closing my eyes tightly. Blaine nods pulling me closer. "Im sorry for screaming." Blaine whispers nuzzling my neck with his face. Blaine holds me until we drift off.