Aug. 25, 2014, 7 p.m.
Rehab: Chapter 5: I Need This Hole Gone
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Please review, I'm not to sure about this chapter, so tell me what you thought about it, or if I should change it. Also tell me what you think of Izzy!
Blaine woke up at 8:30 the next morning, he yawned and got out of bed so he could take a shower. He gathered his toiletries and headed towards his bathroom. His room was a single room, most people shared because it was cheaper but he wanted his own room. After he finished getting ready he looked at the time and saw it was 9:45 so he decided he would get on his laptop and check out what was going on in the outside world. It was amazing! When Kurt said they were going crazy that was an understatement it was completely insane! Him going to rehab was the #1 story out there! The funny thing was #2 was his and Kurt's break up. He continued looking through the news until he saw the time was 10. He hurried and sprayed Kurt's cologne on him. He sighed and thought 'Time for breakfast.' Today was the first day of him trying to get better.
Kurt woke up at 9 and debated about texting Blaine. After deciding not to- he wants to let him focus on getting better- he rolled out of bed and took a quick shower and got ready. He looked at his phone and it reads One new message from: Satan. He clicked on it and silently hoped she would bring Dalton soon. Kurt woke up at 9 and debated about texting Blaine. After deciding not to, he wants to let him focus on getting better he rolled out of bed and took a quick shower and got ready. He looked at his phone and it reads One new message from: Satan. He clicked on it and silently hoped she would bring Dalton soon!
Hey Lady Lips, I hope you and Berry don't have to go to rehearsals today! I'll have your dog over at 10!
He looked at the clock and saw he had 20 minutes before she would be there. He picked up his phone and decided to send a tweet.
Cinderella walked on broken glass, Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Ariel walked on land for love, Because love means facing your biggest fear.
He decided he would remain on twitter and watch the replies and some fan-girls freak out! He knew it wouldn't take long.
@Kurthummel Omg he's talking about @Blaineanderson.
@Kurthummel I can't believe they broke up they are too perfect! #Getbacktogether
@Kurthummel They are #endgame!
They continued to read through them when a thought came to his mind! He clicked the one that said “Klaine is endgame.” And retweeted it.
@Kurthummel RT Klaine is endgame. He then waited for a bigger freakout
@Kurthummel OMFG Kurt knows they are endgame!!
@Kurthummel Yay they will be back together in no time! #cantwait
@Kurthummel Aahhh He retweeeted me! Yay Omg I'm crying right now! Holy shit life is awesome! #HAPPY
Kurt continued to read through them until he got heard a knock at the door! He opened it to find a very excited Dalton on his leash. He jumped on Kurt and Kurt started laughing and petting him! “Did you miss me buddy?” And he got a bark in return. He laughed and turned to Santana.
“Thanks for watching him.”
“No problem lady-face.”
“Can I get you something to drink?”
“Waters fine!” And they made there way into the kitchen!
“So how are you holding up?”
“You know I'm ok I really think he is going to get better!”
“Me too.”
“So how are you and Britney?”
“Great the world still loves us and we still love each other!” Brittana was the power couple of the modeling world.
They talked for about 30 minutes!
“Well Hummel I hate to cut this short but I got a photo shoot to go to! Let me know when your and nose's play opens!”
“Bye Satan.”
Santana then left. Kurt and Dalton headed to the hotel to get Kurt's things!
Breakfast went uneventful for Blaine. He wanted to text Kurt but he was probably busy! He would just wait til later! He was in his room during his free time trying to decide what to do when he opened his song book and finished the song he had been working on!
Ooh, ooh, ooh, the reason I hold on
Ooh, ooh, ooh, 'cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
'Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving.
Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay, stay.
I want you to stay, oh.
Now all he needed was a name! He gave it some thought and ended up naming it “Stay.” He then looked at the clock and realized it was lunch time! He put his journal way an headed to the lunch room!
Lunch passed and he still didn't have any friends! He wanted to go to the gym but he only had 30 minutes until his therapy session! Sighing to himself he made his way back to his room! When he got there he got on his phone and opened up the twitter app and opened up Kurt's twitter to see if anything new was there!
There was! Two new tweets. The first one he saw was a retweet from a fan that said “Klaine is endgame.” Blaine's eyes started to well up with tears he then hit the retweet button and looked at the next tweet Kurt had done. The next one said
“Cinderella walked on broken glass, Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Ariel walked on land for love, Because love means facing your biggest fear.” Blaine also hit retweet. He then went to his own profile! He was kinda in the mood to watch fan-girls flip out! And that's exactly what they did.
Klaine is endgame.
@Blaineanderson Omg they both admit it! Why don't they just get back together! #Klaine
@Blaineanderson They are so fucking cute!!!!!!!! #Adorable
@Blaineanderson Now they both retweet me! My life is complete!!!! #diehappily
@Blaineanderson The sound I just made was not human! #dead
Cinderella walked on broken glass, Belle fell in love with a hideous beast, Ariel walked on land for love, Because love means facing your biggest fear.
@Blaineanderson Omg he retweeted @Kurthummel
@Blaineanderson Why are they just so perfect?? alksjdfksajd!! #Klaine #Perfect
Blaine would never get tired of fan-girls!
Before he knew it, it was time to leave for his first therapy session!
Kurt packed up his stuff from the hotel room in no time! After they got back to the apartment he began to put his stuff away. He only got half way done when he had to go to work.
Blaine walked into Dr. Webb's office a little hesitant. When he got in there and sat down she began talking!
“How are you today Blaine.”
“I'm ok.... Kinda lonely.”
“You'll get friends they're just kinda scared. You're a big celebrity.”
“Ya I guess...”
“Ok are you ready for some heavy stuff now!”
“Ok....” Blaine said nervously!
“Why did you start drinking?”
“Well being a rockstar is stressful... Everyone expects you to do certain things, certain expectations! Your supposed to be an example to your fans! It's just a ton of pressure! Then I started to think I wasn't enough for Kurt.... And that's when it really started to go down hill.”
“Ok let's start with the you not being enough for Kurt. Why did you think that?”
“He's perfect... And every girl and gay guy on Broadway wanted to be with him! He always was getting asked out! I thought I was holding him back... I just had this nagging feeling that he would leave me for one of them.”
“Did he?”
“No that's the horrible thing... I cheated on him! I ruined our relationship and I might not ever get him back!”
“Why did you cheat.”
“I didn't mean to, I was too drunk. I thought- I thought the guy I was with was him.” With that Blaine breaks down into uncontrollable sobs.
After he calmed down a bit she started asking questions again.
“Have you talked to him since he left you?”
“Ya....”
“What about?”
“That he's proud of me for getting help. Just a bit of everything.”
“He's the one that told you about this place right?”
“Ya.” Blaine said not quite sure where she was going with it.
“Then he believes in you! He knows you can do this. Wanna hear a secret?”
“Sure.”
“I'm a huge fan of both of you. I love his designs and plays! I love all your songs! I'm a total Klaine shipper... So I follow you guys on twitter and saw your guys' tweets today! I know he still loves you and is trying to forgive you. It's hard to forgive somethings, like cheating but at least he's trying. Some people just give up on their loved ones you can tell he couldn't do that if he wanted to.”
“I know he still loves me he tells me whenever we talk. But how do you know he's trying to forgive me. What if he is trying to move on?”
“He's not. I know because I've been doing this a long time. I've seen fake and true love and by the way you talk about him, honey you guys have a true love.”
Blaine then let a small smile cover his face.
“Tell ya what I will call Kurt and invite him for family meeting this Friday ok?”
“Ok.” Blaine said barely above a whisper.
“Ok Blaine! What did you do for stress release or when you were sad before alcohol came in the picture?”
“I wrote songs.”
“Great what I want you to do is write songs whenever you feel stressed or sad here. Alcohol only takes the pain away for awhile because after it wears off the pain is still going to be there!”
They continued talking for the rest of the time and at the end Blaine was starting to feel better already.!
“Ok Blaine we are out of time... Good work today! We will start getting to the root of the problem. You will win this just take it one day at a time! Ok see youtomorrow!”
One day at a time! Blaine doesn't know why but that really sticks in his head!
His free time and alcohol education went uneventful. He then went to group counseling and sat down in the first empty seat he could find!
“Is this seat taken?” Blaine asked a girl. The girl had blonde wavy hair. The underneath layer was dyed pink! She had big long eyelashes her makeup looked perfect.
The girl turned to face him and her eyes grew huge! She then opened her mouth to speak. “Y-yes-No I mean! You can sit here it's not taken!”
“Thanks.” Blaine said chuckling to himself. He did have a affect on people.
“I'm Blaine.” He said extending his arm!
She looked stunned then very hesitantly she took it.
“I know... Erm I mean. Uhhh! Nice to meet you I love your music! My names Izzy...”
“It's nice to meet you Izzy! So what's your favorite song I've written?”
“Wow there's so many... Umm probably As long as you love me.”
Blaine's face lit up a little in thinking of that song! It was one he and Kurt wrote together about each other.
“That's a good one.”
“Ya I play it on my guitar all the time!”
“You play guitar?”
“Ya... I play lots of instruments, I sing too”
“Cool. So how long have you been in here?”
“Got here at 8 in the morning they said I could start today so I did! How about you?”
“Got here yesterday but didn't start until today! You're like one of the only people to talk to me!”
“Well then we will just have to continue talking!”
Blaine smiled and nodded his head! “Guess we will.”
They talked for another 5 minutes until Dr.Jacobson came in!
“Sorry I'm late meeting ran over! Ok let's cut to the chase. First thing first everyone will need to tell their story since today is everyone in here's first day! By story I mean what made you start over using alcohol, why you didn't stop, how long have you been an alcoholic, why do you want help, and think of the person you love most and what would you do if they were the alcoholic and you were them. Ok we will start with you. Oh and make sure to say your name so we can learn everyone's name.”
They went around the room until it was Izzy's turn!
“Hi I'm Izzy! What made me start over using alcohol was my dad dying! He was my best friend you know! I just didn't know how to live without him!” She paused to try and stop the tears!
“The only thing that made it feel better, even if it was only temporary was alcohol! Why I didn't stop was the pain never stopped so neither did the alcohol! It still hurts and all I want to go is find a bottle of vodka and forget! I've been an alcoholic for 6 months! I want help because I know I can't live this way! And I need Jake back!” She started sobbing. Blaine hugged her. After a few seconds she regains control of herself and pulls away from Blaine.
“Sorry! The person I love most in the world is Jake my fi- ex-fiance!” She still had tears rolling down her cheeks!
“If he was an alcoholic I don't know what what I would do! I'd be terrified all the time! I'd want to know he was safe!” She started crying again!
“Thank you Izzy, Blaine it's you turn!”
“Ok well as most of you know I'm Blaine. Umm what made me start using alcohol was pressure! I was under pressure from media, the record company pretty much the whole world! At first song writing was enough. Then I thought I wasn't enough for the love of my life.” Blaine then paused when some girls awed knowing it was about Kurt.
“Then I cheated on him.” Blaine was full on sobbing! Izzy was hugging and shhing him!
“Sorry. I just really fucked up! I didn't stop because the pressure never stopped! The feeling of me not being enough never left. I've been an alcoholic for about 3 months! I want help because I-I can't be without Kurt I-I l-love him so much.” Blaine paused to try and control his emotions!
“But I also want help for me and my fans! To show them and myself that anything is possible! Kurt is the one I love more than anything in the world and if he was an alcoholic. I would be so scared I love him and if he was putting his perfect self in danger it would just kill me! I would be worried sick all the time!”
“Thank you Blaine. We are done here see you guys tomorrow have fun at dinner!”
“So Izzy would you like to eat dinner with me.”
“I'd love to!” She answered with a smile!
They got their food and then sat down at a table away from other people!
“So Izzy what's your schedule so I can see what else we will do together!”
Izzy handed him a piece of paper that read
10:00-10:30: Breakfast
10:30-11:30: Free time
11:30-12:00: Lunch
12:00-1:00: Alcohol education- Dr. Bates
1:00-3:30: Therapy session- Dr. Mosby
3:30-4:00: Free time
4:00-5:30: Group counseling- Dr. Jacobson
5:30-6:30: Dinner and Dessert
6:30-10:00: Free time
10:00: Be in OWN room
11:00: Lights out
Friday
10:00-10:30: Breakfast
10:30-11:30: Free time
11:30- 12:00: Lunch
12:00-3:00: Family meeting
3:00-3:15 Goodbye to family
3:15- 3:45 Free time
3:45-5:00 Therapy session- Dr. Mosby
5:00-5:30: Free time
5:30-6:00: Dinner
6:00-8:00: Alcohol Education- Dr. Bates
8:00- 9:00: Group counseling- Dr. Jacobson
9:00-11:00: Dessert/ Free time
11:00: Be in OWN room
12:00: Lights out
Saturday
11:00-11:30: Breakfast
11:30-2:00: Free time
2:00-2:30: Lunch
2:30-7:00: Free time
7:00-8:00: Dinner/dessert
8:00-11:00: Therapy session- Dr. Renolds
11:00: Be in OWN room
12:00: Lights out
Sunday
11:00-11:30: Breakfast
11:30-2:00: Free time
2:00-2:30: Lunch
2:30-3:30: Alcohol Education- Dr. Larson
3:30-4:30: Therapy session- Dr. Renolds
4:30-5:30: Group counseling- Dr. Stansfield
5:30-7:00: Free time
7:00-8:00: Dinner/dessert
8:00-10:00: Free time
10:00: Be in OWN room
11:00: Lights out
“Ok Monday-Thursday we have two free times and group counseling together. Fridays we have a free time, alcohol education group counseling, and dessert.Saturday we have part of a free time. Sunday we have 2 free times and group counseling!” Blaine said after comparing their schedules!”
“Good good! Don't you think it's crazy having all of these therapists and educators running around?”
“Ya a little but with all the patients they have they need them!”
“Ya I guess...”
“So how about after dinner, since we both have free time, that we go to my room and you play guitar and sing backup for the Acoustic As Long as You Love me and I'll sing and we can get to know more about each other?”
“OH MY GOD THAT'S MY DREAM!” Izzy said and caused a few people to look their way.
“Sorry it's just... Wow umm I'd like that.”