Dear Journal.

Today went horriable.I was walking down the hall when i saw Sebastion
and Blaine kissing.I knew it was to good to be true.But i deal with
things through song.And i have the perfect one.
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I agreed to the date i just needed to get this off my chest.Because
Blaine didnt know i saw him.And it wasnt fair to not tell him.I still
like him i just need to get over him.So i can get on with my life.

"Hi everybody.This is a song i found myself singing a lot when i was
in middle school.I still sometimes sing it.Expecially after what i saw
today.I hope you made the right desision Blaine because i made mine."

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock

Who's there? No one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.

Quickly I'm learning to love again,

All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

And even though I really love you,

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,

Without something there that would remind me

It wasn't all that easy

To just put aside your feelings.

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,

It hurt my feelings

But that's the path I believe in,

And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well

You mean everything.

Quickly I'm learning to love again,

All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah

(It'll all get better in time)

And even though I really love you,

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be.

No matter how hard it is,

I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh

It'll all get better in time ooooh

And even though I really love you

I wanna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)

It'll all get better in time, woah

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahh

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

"I think we all know why i sang that so i just wanted to get it off
my chest.So dont worry Blaine i just made things eaiser for you."

Kurt walked out of the room.Blaine followed after him.

"What was that about?"

"I saw you and Sebastion Kiss.How could you?After everything we've been
through.But it doesnt matter you made your choice.And im not it."

"Kurt please let me explaine."

"I dont have the time to listen to lies."
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"No Sebastion get off i dont like you."

"Oh come on.You know im better than Hummel.

"No your not get off!"

Blaine pushed Sebastion.Soon Sebastions lips were on his.
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"SEBASTION!!"

"What Anderson?"

"YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!"

"No i started something better now-"

Before Sebastion could finish Blaine's fist met his mouth.

"OW!!"Sebastion yelled.

"Now leave me alone!"
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A tear fell down Blaine's face.

"Kurt please."

"Blaine i cant."

"Please Kurt i need you."
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Dear Journal

To be continued.