Dear Journal

Okay i cant keep this in anymore.So here's the real reason i hate Blaine Anderson.
It was in middle school.I had a huge crush on him.My friends dared me to
tell him so i did.He was my best friend but after i told him he didnt want
anything to do with me.He ruined my life.He told everyone.He even stole Quinn
from me.After word i started to get bullied before i joined the cherrios.
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"Hey Kurt what are you doing."Blaine asked

"Working on a song for glee club."

"Need help?"

"Id rather die."

"Fine i wont help but thats not what i wanted to ask.Will you go on a
date with me?"

"Are you jokeing?"

"What no?"

"Are you stupid?What makes you think i would even come close to you
after what you did?"

"I was young and stupid.Ive changed!"

"I know and so was i for ever likeing you!"

"Kurt please just give me a chance"

"I want you to here my song for glee then i want to stay out of my
life forever!"

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Kurt got up on the stage at lunch.

"Hello everybody here's my song for glee.Id like to dedicate this song
to Blaine Anderson but i couldnt do this without help from my girls.
Quinn,Mercedes,Rachel please come up on stage"

Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
Im letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's no way to live
Ohhhh... mmm nooo
It's just too little too late
Yeaahhhh...

Kurt slowed down his singing a bit and hesitated to finish once he saw the
look on Blain's face.He almosted felt bad.He went threw all the memories in
his head to try to find a reason to keep going.But all the memories he thought
of were the good ones.It was almost like the bad ones werent there anymore.Then
thats when he though it.

'Oh my god i still like Blaine'

He almosted wanted to stop singing until Quinn nunged him.He wanted to run
off stage and never let go of Blaine.But he couldnt just stop it was for a
grade.He braved it out and continued the song.

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Yeah
You know it's just too little too late
Oh, I can't wait

It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

Kurt finished the song a little shakey but not enough to be that noticeable.

"Sorry Blaine Your chance has come and gone it's time for you to move on!"Rachel
said.

"SHUT UP RACHEL!!"Kurt said

"What?"

Blaine ran out of the room as fast as he could when the song ended.
Kurt followed him out.

"BLAINE!BLAINE WAIT UP!"

"Whats wrong Blaine?"

"You just ruined my life!"

"You can hate me.But im sorry"

"What?"

".I really liked you Blaine.But i dont regret that.The only thing i regret
is singing that song to you.Im sorry.Im stupid.I couldnt see what you
really met to me.But im done being mad.Im not mad at you though.Im mad
at myself."

"What?"
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Dear Journal

I know what i did was really wrong and i regretted singing that song right
after i finished it.But it's not fair why cant i just get over him?How can
i still like him after he hurt me so bad?Again with the questions.He has me
going crazy.Ug why cant i say i hate him?