The next morning I woke up in my bed, a little hung over. After I went back downstairs I had a little bit to drink. Quinn and Santana had fake I.Ds and got me a few drinks. Then a few turned into more. Im not to sure how I got home but I was in my bed alone. I saw my phone sitting on the bed side table and decided to look at my text messages. I was really hoping I didnt do some awful drunk texting. Oh shit. There was one to Sebastian at 2:03 am.

Blaine: Hey hotty. I miss u. and im supr horni rignht now. ;) cant wait 2 c u tomorro.

Thankfully he hadnt responded yet. Maybe he knew I was drunk. I mean by the spelling mistakes alone, Id hope he knew. I put my phone back on the stand and laid back down, I must have fallen asleep again because I woke up to the door bell ringing. Really? I quickly put some pants on and walked down to answer the door. It was Sebastian.

He looked at me with big eyes, “Hey curly sue." He smiled.

Oh shit. I didnt even think to look in a mirror. “Hi." I squinted at the sun coming in.

He came in and closed the door behind him. “Where did that fro come from? Is that what was hiding under the gel?"

I walked slowly to the kitchen. “Please dont make fun of me right now."

“Oh, Im not making fun of you." He walked up to me and put his arms around my bare chest. “I think you look super cute right now. Hung over Blaine is super adorable."

“Very funny." I smiled at him. “I'm sorry about that text last night. To be honest I dont remember how I got home."

"Its ok. There were so many spelling mistakes I knew you had to have been drunk." He laughed. He walked to sit down at the table.

I was glad he caught on to that. “Yes. I feel like shit."

“Well, I was planning on taking you out today but we can stay in instead if you want?"

I nodded, no sun not today. “Yes please. Maybe a movie? On low volume?"

He smiled," Ok. Can we watch it in your room? You did say how horny you were and couldnt wait to see me."

I smiled," Oh. That. Ok."

He smiled," Perfect. I plan on making you feel all better."

“Is that right?" He nodded," Well then why dont you go pick out a movie? Im just going to have a quick shower."

"Can I join?"

I smacked him playfully and he went upstairs. I was about to walk into the bathroom when I heard the doorbell. Now who was it? I went and answered it, oh shit.

“Kurt?" I was surprised, scared and shocked all at once. I looked up to the stairs to make sure Sebastian didnt come down. I definitely did not need this right now.

“Wow Blaine. You look rough."

“What are you doing here Kurt?"

He handed me my suit jacket. “You left in it my car last night."

“You drove me home?"

He smiled, “I didnt think youd remember. You were pretty messed up last night."
Thud. I looked up the stairs.

“I thought you said youre parents werent home this weekend? Can I say hi? I miss your mom." He looked around me.

I cleared my throat. “Uh, they arent here."

Kurt looked shocked and embarrassed. “Oh my gawd. Hes here. Right?"

I looked down then back to the stairs.

“Oh my gawd. I should go. It was good to see you again Blaine." He turned and walked away.

I walked after him. “Kurt wait."

He turned around. “Get inside. Youll catch a cold."

“I'm sorry."

“What for?" I watched him walk away and get into his car and drive off. Shit
I walked back in and shut the door. I almost forgot about Sebastian when he came down the stairs.

“Hey. Not showered yet I see." He said with raised eyebrows.

I forced a smile, “I'm going."

“Well hurry. I found the perfect movie for us not to watch." He said as he climbed back up the stairs.

I walked into the bathroom and sulked a little in the shower. He knew I had someone I was sorta seeing but for that person to be here the day after we had sex. That must have hurt a little. Im guessing. Although hes the one that just called it fun.


After my shower I walked back up the stairs in just my towel because I totally forgot about clothes and I was not thinking about anything but the course of events that just occurred. I didnt even care about my hair. Sebastian already seen it as its curly fro. As he so delicately put it. Once I was in the room I saw Sebastian lying on my bed on his phone.

“Well about time Bl.." he stopped once he looked at me. “Wow."

"What? Ya I know. My hair is super curly." I rolled my eyes.

He sat up, “Yah thats definitely not the wow part Blaine. I mean Ive imagined you in nothing but a towel before but wow."

I laughed a bit. “Oh come on."

He stood up, “Do you not know how hot you are?" He walked over to me. “Do you not know how easily you turn me on?"

“Well. No."

“You should." He came in closer. Our faces almost touching. I felt so exposed. So vulnerable. Then he kissed me. Not like our kisses weve shared before but something so much more than that. He stopped. “I'm going to get rid of this." He put his fingers in my towel and it dropped to the floor. I gulped. I started breathing heavy. Ok. I was completely naked in front of him. Yet, I felt so empowered.

He looked me over, “I really really want to blow you right now. Is that too fast for you?"

I shook my head. I really really wanted him to. I watched as he got down on his knees and looked up at me. He smiled then took my dick in his hands and placed it in his mouth. Oh my gawd. It felt so good. His mouth was so warm and his tongue. Oh my gawd. He definitely was one talented guy. I was on the verge of cumming when he stopped. I looked down at him.

He looked up at me, “I just want to savor this." He stood up and pulled me over to the bed. He pushed me down and got on top. He pulled his shirt off and stared at me.

“Blaine Anderson. Can I please fuck you now?"

I was still breathing heavily. I licked my lips. “I've uh. Uh. Never bottomed before."
He smiled, “I'll go slow. That is if you want."

I dont know what I wanted anymore. I knew I loved Kurt. With every beat of my heart but here was Sebastian, sitting on top of me. Sexier than ever before and wanted me to bottom. Ive never seen myself like that before. Ive never actually thought of bottoming. I guess if Kurt ever asked me to, I might have but. “I.....I."

“It's ok Blaine. We dont have to."

“It's not that I dont want this. I just never have seen myself doing that before."

He nodded, “If you want. You can top. Ive bottomed before. Its not bad at all. Its a different experience thats for sure but still very very enjoyable."

I kind of wanted to try it but I kind of wanted to save that to do with Kurt. But Kurt and I werent together anymore and after this morning, I dont know if we ever would again.

“No. I uh, want to try."

“Are you sure? I dont want you to be uncomfortable."

I shook my head, “No. Its ok."

He nodded, “You have condoms?"

I pointed to the side table with my head. There were a couple left over from when Kurt and I were still together. “In the drawer."

He got off me to grab one and the lube. When he was up he took off his pants and his briefs. I got to see all of him, and was there a lot of him. He was pretty big. How was I going to do this? I mean I think of myself as fairly average and if Kurt could do it, then so could I.
He climbed back on and started kissing my neck and chest, he moved to my ear lobe and then finally met my lips. “Are you a hundred percent sure?"

“Uh, no. Not a hundred percent but I know I want to try."
And we did try. I flipped over onto my stomach, that already felt awkward but I knew it was the best position. I heard him squirt the lube in his hand. Then I felt his stomach on my back.

“Are you comfortable?" He asked

“As best as Im going to be."

“Blaine, you dont sound too positive about this. Are you sure?"

No I wasnt. The further this got to becoming real the more freaked out I was becoming. I rolled over onto my side and he laid down next to me. “I'm not sure I can do this."

“Be on bottom or this at all?"

I looked at him. He was gorgeous, no doubt that at all but it felt wrong to have sex with him. The other things we did didnt have this effect on me, it was awesome.

“At all." I said blankly.

He nodded then got up and sat on the edge of the bed.

I sat up too and sat beside him and took his hand. “I'm sorry." I knew I had to tell him. I wasnt sure if this would ruin what we had but if I knew I couldnt have sex with him then what did we have anyway?

“It's ok Blaine."

“I need to tell you something. Maybe we better get dressed." I stood up and went to my closet to grab a pair of sweats and pulled on a tee from my drawer. Once we were fully dressed I sat on my desk chair and faced him as he sat back on the bed fully clothed.

“Well, this cant be good."

I looked down at my hands. “Umm. I know how I got home last night now." I said as I looked back up at him.

"Oh?"

“Yah, uh. Kurt drove me home. He stopped by when you were upstairs to drop off my suit jacket I left in his car."

“Blaine. I know you guys are still trying to be friends. Thats cool."

“That's not all." I paused and sighed. “We slept together last night." I watched his face fall.

“Oh." He looked upset.

“Look. I uh, I really like you."

“Are you guys back together?"

"No. Umm, but I figured something out after that."

"You still love him?"

“More than anything. I really dont want to hurt you but I know that I cant try to be with someone else when I know Ill always love him. I just want to be fair to you."

He nodded, then stood up. “I kinda always knew that I guess. You two seemed so inseparable. But after you guys broke up because you cheated I thought that maybe you were over him or something."

I looked down, hearing that from someone elses mouth kinda hurt more. “I made a stupid mistake that cost me him, if I could Id go back and change that. I just. Im sorry."

“Well then. I guess I should leave." He turned to go out the door.

“Wait." I stood up and walked over to him, he turned around. “I still want to be friends."

He smiled, “I wasnt lying before when I said I couldnt just be your friend. And now that all this happened. I definitely cant. Look, I wont say anything. Ok?"

I hadnt even thought about that. “Sebastian, please."

“I'm sorry Blaine." He sadly laughed, “I cant. Thinking about it though. It would kinda suck to never be able to tell anyone about us. And I want to be able to walk hand in hand. Or yet just go in public."

“I know, it wasnt fair to you. Im an ass."

He shook his head, “No. I deserved it. I did this. I pursued you. I knew how this would be before we did anything. Look, its not your fault. Even if we decided to be friends. Could we even tell people then?"

I looked down. Maybe.

“It's ok Blaine. Look good luck with Kurt. Ok. I hope you guys can work it out." He turned and left. I was sad to see him leave. He did become a really good friend to me. Ill miss him but I knew that Kurt was my soulmate and now that we had slept together again. It gave me more fight to get him back. Ill just have to figure out how to get him to get over this morning.

I grabbed my phone and texted Kurt. I needed to do some damage control.

Blaine: Hey Kurt. Can we talk?

He didnt answer right away. In fact it took three hours to get a reply back.

Kurt: About what Blaine?

Blaine: About this morning.

Kurt: What about it? I knew you were seeing someone. As am I.

Blaine: I know but I need you to know the reason why he was there.

Kurt: Blaine, I really do not need to know. You answered the door shirtless and your hair was a mess.

Blaine: I woke up that way. Alone. I swear. He was there so I could end it.

Kurt: And why would you do that? We are not back together.

Blaine: I know. But I also know that you are my soul mate and Im not giving up on us. Ill never give up on us.

There was no reply. Ok, so either he was thinking about it or I freaked him out. No, he knew I loved him, hes probably just trying to figure out a way to respond.

Bing.

Kurt: I know.

He knows. He knows we are meant to be together. I know he knows that. Soon hell forget all about that Adam guy and come back to me where he belongs.