The thing about weddings is that they tend to bring out the romance in people, or at the very least pleasant memories. I was standing in front of my stand up mirror looking at myself. I had to look good. Kurt was picking me up in ten minutes and I just felt that I somehow had to make sure I looked my best. Im not sure if it was because I felt the need to show him what he let go or to make myself feel better. This past month has been pretty good. I felt sexy and wanted, Sebastian reminded me every day. He even understood when I explained to him what happened. He did chuckle a bit when I told him the part about texting Kurt my response to him but even I had to laugh a bit. As awkward as it was, it was a bit funny. All I am hoping now is that Kurt doesnt push the who part about who Im sort of seeing. I knew about Adam but I didnt really wanted him to know about Sebastian. I mean its like Im kind of ashamed of Sebastian and it doesnt feel right. I shouldnt feel ashamed but after all the stuff he did to almost every single one of the glee club members, I guess it was still hard to get over. Even though I forgave him, I dont know if I could handle not being forgiven for seeing him. I know Sebastian really likes me and all I kinda am in it for is the fooling around and the way he makes me feel. Im not sure if.....

Ding Dong

Kurts here. Ok Blaine Anderson. Its go time. I walked down the stairs and answered the door.

“Hey Kurt." Gawd did he look good. And he was wearing a bow tie. Since when does he wear bow ties? Thats my thing.

“Hey. Are you ready to go?"

“It doesnt start for another hour. Why are we going so early?"

“I just want to get there early. Is that ok?"

I nodded, “Sure. Sure, lets go." He walked back down the steps to his car and I closed the door and followed him.

Most of the car ride there we spent in silence. I think we were both too nervous to speak first. He finally broke the silence.

“So, whos this guy you're seeing? Do I know him?"

Shit. “Uh, no not really."

“It's cool you dont have to tell me."

“It's not that. I just dont think its very important. I mean were not exclusive and its more of a...” How do I say this?

“Fooling around type thing?" He finished for me.

“Ya, kind of like that."

He parked the car in the church parking lot, we were the first ones there and he parked pretty far back. I was just about to get out when he stopped me.

“Wait."

I stopped and looked over to him. I really didnt want to have this discussion right now. I knew thats where he was going with this. “What's up?"

He looked a little nervous, “This is pretty uncharacteristic of me but I feel since being in New York Ive grown up a bit."

Where was he going with this?

“Anyway. Im not going to feel embarrassed about this but, after we said good night last night, I umm was a little jealous. Knowing someone else was making you feel good. I mean thats my job."

What? "Was your job Kurt. You ended things remember."

“I know. Im not wanting to go there right now Blaine. Anyway, after thinking about that it reminded me of the time down by the river. You remember that?"

I smiled, oh boy did I remember. We made love in the back seat of his navigator under the stars. "Ya." Whats he getting at?

“Well, it kinda got me horny. Thinking about how in sync our bodies were and Im not going to lie. I pleasured myself to that memory."

WHOA, WHAT? “Uh." My breathing picked up. This was definitely not what I was expecting. “I uh, dont know what to say."

He looked over to me. His eyes were different. He had on his lust eyes. “I kind of need to have you in the back seat for the next part."

“Uh. Kurt. I um."

“If you're turning me down please lets just get out of this car now."

I was definitely not turning that down. I slid into the back seat swiftly from the front.
He smiled and followed me. He climbed on top of me and kissed me. Gawd, I missed him so much. As much as Sebastian makes me feel wanted and sexy, Kurt is my kryptonite. Hes the sexiest and most perfect man ever.

As he worked his way down my neck I whispered, “Gawd, I missed you."

He sat up and smiled, "Had I known I was gonna get groped in the back of a Prius, I would have brought a change of clothes." He smiled. “I'm gonna go in there looking like Prom: the morning after."

He kissed me again," Well, didnt you kind of know?"

He laughed then stopped. “Wait, what am I doing? I am sort of dating someone in New York."

“Ya, Adam. But you're not in New York. And its not exclusive, right? You in this fey boy tie, its my kryptonite." I had to tell him how much he turned me on. Especially since he orchestrated all this. I dragged him down to me again with no objections. Then he stopped again. Jeez.

“Wait this doesnt mean that were back together, right?"

“No, no, no. Its...its cool. I know I know. Its... Its. This is just bros helping bros."

Thats the best thing I could think of under the circumstance.

“I love it when you talk fratty." He understood. I pulled him in again and about three seconds later. A knock on the window. Great. Of course. Mercedes. Reminding us she needed her arm gays and we better move it.

The whole time I sat in that pew I spent trying to cool down. Thank gawd these pants had a little give to them. Then Emma bailed and I spent it confused and feeling so sorry for Mr.Shue. I couldnt imagine what he felt like. Once everyone started to leave I lost him. I dont know where he went but Tina came to find me.

“You know Blaine. It was kind of uncool what you and Kurt were doing. What about your new beau?" She said as we walked out.

“First of all. He isnt my beau. We arent official and you know how I am around Kurt. Hes my kryptonite. I just melt whenever hes near me."

“I know, Blainy days. I was just hoping this new guy would help you move on. Anyway, I think they are still having that reception. Why dont we go and dance a little. Take your mind off of all of this?"

I smiled, “That sounds great." I took her arm and we walked over to the reception. Which was luckily in the hotel across the street.


Once we were at the reception I started having some fun. I still havent seen Kurt yet but it was ok. I was dancing with Tina. We had done a song already and were slow dancing while Marley was singing. I really am going to miss all of them once I graduated. I still wasnt sure what my plans were. I know I wanted to go to NYADA but with Kurt there. It was a big school I guess and hed be in a grade higher so we really wouldnt have to see each other every day. Especially if he ended up with this Adam guy for real. As for me and Sebastian. That wasnt clear. We never did talk about what would happen after graduation. I didnt know what his plans consisted of.

“Blaine. Earth to Blaine." Tina said.

I must have been spacing out. “Huh?"

“You were just zoned out. Thinking of Kurt?"

I couldnt tell her it was mostly about Sebastian. “UH, ya. Sorry Tina."

“It's ok. I just hate to see you like this every time you guys talk for a bit then he just leaves."

“Who leaves?" Kurt said as he walked up.

“You." Tina said with attitude.

“Tina." I said.

“Sorry. Im going to get something to drink. Ill be back."

“Thanks Tina." Kurt said. Then turned to me. “Can I cut in?"

“Sure." I said as I watched Tina walk away.

“What's her problem?" Kurt asked as we danced.

"Nothing. Where did you take off to after the not ceremony?"

“Just with Finn. He needed some brotherly advice about Rachel."

“Oh." The song ended and we parted.

“Are you ready for our duet?"

I got excited, I almost forgot about that. “Ya. I love that song."

“Sweet. Lets go." He pulled me with him to the stage.

Singing with him again felt so good. It was like it was meant to be. We fit perfectly. Our voices finding each other to blend well and our moves, its like our bodies knew exactly what to do. It was bliss. I hated it when we were done and had to leave the stage for Ryder and Jake. But once we were off the stage I excused myself to get a drink and go to the bathroom. I had a few text messages to answer without being questioned. I opened the message from Sebastian.

Sebastian: Hey gorgeous. Hows the wedding going? Having fun?

In more ways than one but I knew I couldnt tell him via text message. I mean did I even have to tell him. Nothing really happened other than some heavy kissing and we werent a couple, per say.

Blaine: Emma didnt show. She ran off. But they had the reception anyway. It was kind of sad seeing Mr.Shue up there alone.

Sebastian answered right away. Hopefully he wasnt waiting by his phone.

Sebastian: Ya. That blows. Speaking of things I want to blow. ;)

Blaine: Seb. Come on lol. Ill be here all night tho. Its nice to just see everyone again.

Sebastian: Ok ok. Tomorrow. Ill let you go and have fun. Text me tomorrow and Ill come over.

Blaine: Ok. See u then.

Sebastian: Ok. Till then. 8--------0:

Blaine: Ok. Bye.

I laughed to myself. He was kind of awesome. I left the bathroom before someone thought I was pooping. I made my way back to the room to see Rachel and Finn performing. They were pretty great together. I stood there alone just watching until Kurt came and found me.

“Hey. So where did you take off to?"

“The bathroom, then stopped and talked to one of the guests."

“Ok." He licked his lips." Id really like to continue what we started in the car. You do look really hot tonight."

OK. “Ya?"

He nodded," I have a room upstairs. If you wanna go?"

I looked at him, gawd more than anything to be with him like that again."Ok."
He took my hand and we walked towards the bank of elevators in the main lobby. I cant believe this was happening. I mean what happened in the car was crazy but he was now taking me upstairs. Taking me there where we would be able to ravish each other again. I was a little more than excited by the time we reached his room. He slid the key into the door and I heard the click of the lock. He let me in first then closed the door behind us.

"Are you sure youre ok with this?" He asked.

I nodded and instinct took over and walked over to him and stripped him of his jacket. "Im sure. More sure then anything. I missed you and I missed this."
He nodded then we just went crazy. There were clothes being thrown everywhere. He pushed me back onto the bed once he had my shirt off and started by kissing my neck. He worked his way down my stomach and began to unzip my pants with his teeth. Gawd, this was hot. He looked up at me, smirked then undid my button. He pulled my pants off and looked at my erection from under my briefs.

“I forgot how amazing you looked." He said. Then moved back up to face me. “I did miss you Blaine. But this is a one-time thing ok?"

I nodded, I was half listening because I could see the lust in his eyes and that drove me crazy. I grabbed him by the back of the head and kissed him hard. After that everything just seemed like a dream. From every kiss to every lick and flick of the tongue. I almost forgot how good he tasted. I almost forgot how good it felt to be inside of him. How could I forget this? How could I forget how his moans drove me even farther into my own pleasure? It had been so long since I had felt this happy. I missed him so much and Im sure this wasnt going to help but I didnt care. I needed this. Every thrust brought more love back and seeing the pleasure in his face was more then I could handle.

“Baby, I cant hold back much longer."

“Me neither. Its ok. Just cum." He managed to get out between moans.

Then at the same time we just released. In sync. I could feel the pleasure flow through my body. It started at my toes then worked its way up to my head and I could feel the tears start to form. I gently pulled out and rolled over onto my back wiping away some tears from my face. Kurt must have seen me do this because he rolled onto his side and put his hand on my chest.

"Whats wrong?"

“Nothing." I looked at him, "It just felt really good to be with you again."

He smiled, " Me too."

We laid there for ten minutes or so just looking at each other but Kurt got up and wiped himself off. I got up and did the same. We got dressed on our own sides of the bed. He walked over to the mirror and started buttoning up his shirt while checking his hair. I sat on the bed behind him, watching.

"Tell me now that were not back together." I had to say it. It felt right.

"I mean it was fun. But...”

No way. “I'm not gonna let you minimize this Kurt. Its no accident that we were together on Christmas and again on Valentine's Day." I walked up behind him. I helped him with his jacket. “And were going to be together for many many more no matter how much you pretend that this doesnt mean anything."

He turned around to face me and got really close, maybe. "Ill see you downstairs." He whispered then walked out. Ok. Yep. This was real. He never denied. I felt content. I jumped back onto the bed feeling truly happy. Oh Shit, Sebastian