What Are You So Scared Of?
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July 22, 2014, 7 p.m.


What Are You So Scared Of?: Chapter 3


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 4/? - Created: Jul 21, 2014 - Updated: Jul 21, 2014
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Author's Notes: Bye :D Ill try to have another chapter up tomorrow.
It was Tuesday, the second day of the week. Most people got to go home on the weekends but not Blaine. His dad disowned him, so he has to stay at school and the only time he ever comes home is Christmas time, if he decides to come home. He spent his weekend at Dalton Academy trying decide what song should the Warblers sing next.

Tuesdays are the worst. While everybody else is talking to each other at lunch, he usually sits by himself. He knows that he could sit with the Warblers, and they want him to, but usually he sits by himself at lunch. Blaine wasnt always like this. He used to be outgoing and kind and helpful to everyone he met. He is still kind and helpful, but he doesnt talk to people anymore. Other people have to talk to him if they want to have a converstion.

His day was normal. That is until he got called into the principals office.

Blaine is a good kid. He never did anything to get in trouble, so why was he being called into the principals office?

"Mr. Anderson?"
"Yes?"
"We just need to talk to you. You are not in trouble."
"Okay..."
"As I recall, you currently do not have a roommate, am I correct?"
"Yes Sir."
"Well, in a few days, a new student will be transferring here from McKinley. You are going to be roommates."
"Okay." Blaine said.

Blaine was nervous. He was scared that the new student wasnt going to like him. He heard that kids fom McKinley are really mean, especially to gay kids, which Blaine proudly owns the title of.

"Maybe if I could organise my room in a masculine way. But no... I cant. Ill just have my roommate do it. Half and half. Decorate his half with whatever he wants."

One thing about Blaine is that he is a shy person. He pushes people away, because he thinks people will be disappointed when they really get to know him. Hes too scared to admit it, but deep down inside he knows it and it scares him very much.

-Meanwhile-

"Kurt?"
"Yes?"
"Your dad would like to speak with you. Is that okay with you, or would you like to wait until later?"
"Im fine now, let him in." Kurt said, picking at the bandage wrap that covered his cut.

His dad walked in the room. Kurt noticed that he looked like he aged 5 years overnight. Kurts dad also looked sleepy, since he cried himself to sleep at three oclock in the morning. Kurt felt so guilty.

"Dad, Im sorry."
"Dont be, as long as your okay now, right?" Burt said, holding back tears. "But I have something to ask you. Why would you do this to yourself? If you needed something, you couldve told Me, Finn, Carole, or anybody at the school."
"I tried dad, but nobody cared. Nobody listened to me. And you can only report being bullied so many times. After that, they just ignore it. They tell me to get over it. I cant. The verbal abuse is enough, but then last night, I was physically attacked. Nobody cared. Not even Finn. He was a witness."

Just when Burt thought that Kurt was finished, he had more to say.

"Im the only openly gay person in this school, maybe the whole city. Everybody looks down on me like Im dirt. The kids damage my property, they threaten me and they hurt me. At the beginning of the year, I was thrown in the dumpster . That usally happens, but one time, they threw me and I had no strength left. I used it all trying to fight off some football players. It didnt help that I didnt sleep the night before. I was in there for 3 hours, and I was going to be in there longer, but it was trash collection day and one of my teachers helped me out of it. It just hurts so much, thinking that nobody cares. And when nobody cares, it just makes death seem like a better option than being thrown around like a rag doll with no dreams. Im not strong enough to go back." Kurt said crying into Burts shoulder.

"There there, itll be ok. Ill call the principal, and have some of my friends sue the school." But really, Burt was just in shock. How did he not notice?
"Thats not going to do anything."
"Thats not all. Im also sending me to Dalton Academy."
But dad, can we even afford it? Daltons prices are pretty steep."
I know, but with some of my savings and the money from the honeymoon me and Carole never went to, and selling some of my old stuff, we can definitely afford it."
"Thank you dad!" Kurt said, hugging his dad.

-2 Hours Later-
"Kurt, someone else would like to talk to you. Make that two people."
"Okay."
"Can I bring them in?"
"One at a time please."

The first one to come in is Finn. Kurt didnt want to talk to Finn, but didnt want him to leave either.

"Kurt."

Kurt rolled his eyes.

"Im sorry. Im sorry I didnt stop the bullies. Im sorry that I didnt know that something was up. Im sorry." Finn was in tears.
"I accpet your apology, but its not okay. You are my older brother. I thought that I could trust you."
"You can, I was just having a bad day."
"Bad day? Ive had a bad year, and I always try to be nice to you! Even though Ive been pushed, slushied, threatened, attacked, and bullied by your so called friends, I always managed to make sure youre okay. When you were upset, I comforted you. I always make sure okay. Because thats what brothers do for each other" Kurt said, not looking at Finn once.
"Kurt..."
"Can you leave?"
"But.."
"Now!"
"Okay."

The second person to come in is Ms. Pillsbury. She just wanted to know if Kurt was okay. She gave him a pamphlet titled: I Am Too Depressed to Even LOOK At This Pamphlet.

"Kurt?"
"Yes"
"I just wanted to make sure that you are okay. Okay?"
"Okay."
"Ill also get better." Ms. Pillsbury put on some gloves and gave Kurt a hug.
"Thank you."
"Youre welcome."
"I really mean it. If you didnt save my life, I wouldve never known so many people cared about me. And now that Im moving to Dalton, I probably will never have to worry ablout bullying again."
"Kurt..." Ms. Pillsbury was crying. "Nobody has ever said that to me before. Thank you for your kind words."





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