Going back to a regular schedule of school and homework and extracurricular activities was harder than Blaine thought it would be. Now that his head was filled with when he could be alone with Kurt again, the feeling of Kurt’s body close to his, and the way his shy boyfriend had somehow turned into a sex god, Blaine could hardly be asked to pay attention to everyday concerns. He found himself watching Kurt whenever he could, in study hall, at lunch, during Warbler’s practice. He tried to see past the quick smile and the easy laughter down to the person he now knew was under all those layers, but in public Kurt kept himself completely together.

Sometimes this was frustrating because Blaine didn’t know how Kurt could be so relaxed and calm while he was falling apart all the time, but he wasn’t frustrated at Kurt. It was more that he was frustrated with himself. Couldn’t he control himself at all? Then Kurt would text him or send him a note saying how crazy Blaine was making him and the world would make sense again. Kurt was right there with him and that just felt good.

They worked out something of a schedule for spending time alone together in Kurt’s room but things continued to get in the way, and now it had been almost a full week since he’d been alone with Kurt at all. Blaine did his best to focus on those mundane things that he knew he needed to, but each time something got in the way of their getting together, Blaine felt his focus slip further away.

They’d even missed coffee and talking over the weekend and while Blaine wasn’t being plagued by nightmares right now, he still wanted to be close to Kurt, closer than they had been able to be. All in all, the whole thing had Blaine somewhat on edge.

Kurt pulled him aside right before Thursday afternoon Warbler’s practice. “Tonight.” Kurt whispered to him as the other Warblers filed into the room past them.

“Tonight? What about the History test tomorrow?” Blaine was trying to be responsible, he really was.

“Study first. Study as soon as you get out of here, and I will too. It’s the only night I’m going to be free. I’m going home for the weekend.” Kurt was holding onto Blaine’s blazer, right at the elbow. They were so close now that if Blaine just leaned forward he could kiss Kurt. Instead he just nodded mutely, agreeing to study and then come find Kurt.

Practice felt really long, but throwing himself into singing really helped. After he’d parted ways with Kurt and the other guys he ran to get an early dinner and then he was off to the library. There were several study alcoves in the library, not really closed to the rest of the place, but separate enough that they were perfect for studying. They each had several desks with lamps lined up together with a couple of computers on either end. Blaine chose one of these quieter spots and settled in with his history book and his note cards. Despite his desire to be done with this already and off getting showered and changed for an evening with Kurt, he made himself work diligently through each of the main topics. He came to be so lost in the dates and facts that he didn’t hear someone come in.

“Getting a lot done?”

Blaine looked up and smiled at Kurt. “Actually I am.” Kurt grinned at Blaine and slid into the chair next to him.

“Good because I decided I can’t wait.” Kurt said, and there was a mischievous tilt to his smile.

“I can’t wait either, I’m probably good here, I just need to put everything up and we can go.” Blaine pulled out his pocket watch to check the time. It was just after 8 o’clock which meant he’d been studying for almost two and a half hours straight.

Kurt chuckled beside him and Blaine looked back up. “No, I mean, I can’t wait, not a second longer.”

Before Blaine could really work this all out in his mind, Kurt was leaning over, threading his fingers into Blaine’s hair at the back of his head, and pulling him over for a kiss. Kurt immediately plunged his tongue into Blaine’s mouth when it opened on a surprised gasp and Blaine had no time to consider where they were because his boyfriend’s mouth was on his and he’d been waiting so long to feel this way again.

Blaine did finally register what Kurt was implying and he pulled back quickly, glancing around. “You mean, here? Right here?” Blaine’s eyebrows shot up, but he couldn’t say he was entirely opposed to the idea. Still, what if they got caught? His parents would kill him and they might be temporarily suspended from the Warblers and… Kurt was nodding slowly and running his hand up Blaine’s thigh, and Blaine’s mind just refused to work anymore.

Kurt didn’t say anything he just slipped to his knees in front of Blaine and Blaine started trembling at the thought of what was about to happen. “Kurt, you don’t have to do this.” Blaine whispered.

“I know I don’t, I want to.” His fingers began working at Blaine’s belt and then his fly and Blaine had to look away because holy crap that was Kurt down there and they were in the library and it was all so much and too good.

“I’ve been thinking about this for so long and I just couldn’t wait, I want you, I want this.” Kurt was pulling Blaine’s fly open now and Blaine took a ragged breath. This was happening now; right now.

He wanted to say something to Kurt, to let him know how much he wanted Kurt too, how much he’d thought about him over the past week, but words failed him as Kurt reached into the waistband of his boxer briefs and pulled his already hard dick out. The cold air of the library was uncomfortable against his skin only for a second because then Kurt was leaning into his lap and licking him slowly and deliberately.

For just a moment Kurt’s bright eyes swung up to meet Blaine’s and Blaine could see the wide pupils looking so wild and so different there on Kurt’s flushing face, that Blaine almost couldn’t breathe. Then Kurt looked back down and was taking Blaine’s head into his mouth and he actually couldn’t take a breath.

Kurt sucked softly at first, experimentally. One hand rested still on Blaine’s thigh and the other curled around the base of Blaine’s dick, holding him where Kurt wanted. Blaine was trying to be still but each time Kurt sank a little farther; his hips betrayed him by twitching up off his chair. Blaine had to bite his lip hard to keep from saying anything or making some obscene noise when Kurt pulled off and resumed licking up and down and around in that mad, slow way.

Kurt moved to take him in again but this time as his lips slid down Blaine made a strangled noise in his throat and Kurt pulled off all the way. He grinned up at Blaine and shook his head slowly. “Nope. You have to stay quiet.” He was teasing, Blaine knew, but his voice was so gravelly and serious that all Blaine could do was nod emphatically until Kurt grinned and took him back in his mouth.

This time there was no more teasing. Kurt sucked harder and he moved his hand so his lips traveled down to the base of Blaine’s cock, taking him all the way in. Blaine gripped the arms of his chair so he wouldn’t grab Kurt’s head and he did his very best to swallow every moan that wanted to work its way out of his throat.

Kurt’s head began to bob in earnest in his lap and Blaine was torn between watching Kurt and watching the entrance to the alcove. His whole body was tensed and strung too tight and he knew that no matter how hard he tried he wouldn’t last much longer like this. Kurt’s cheeks hollowed out as he pulled back and Blaine’s eyes snapped closed.

He tapped Kurt’s shoulder, “Mm’close. Gonna come.” He whispered with a gasp. Kurt just kept going. His head moved faster, up and down, saliva and pre-come dripping down over Blaine’s balls and then Blaine felt it rushing at him like a freight train. He came right in Kurt’s mouth and Kurt swallowed every bit. Kurt’s hand came back up as he stroked Blaine through his orgasm until he was almost too sensitive and then Kurt pulled pack slowly and wiped at his mouth.

Blaine hauled Kurt up by the arms and kissed him. He didn’t even think twice about it all he wanted was Kurt’s mouth on his. He could taste himself on Kurt’s tongue and maybe that should have been weird but it was somehow thrilling and he pulled Kurt as close as he could in this awkward position. Soon, too soon, Kurt was pulling back with a sideways sort of grin. He moved to dig around in his bag and Blaine worked to tuck himself carefully back into his pants and tidy himself up a bit. Kurt came back with a little towel to wipe his mouth and chin off with and he used wipes of some sort for his hand. Blaine was grinning at him.

“Yes?” Kurt asked.

“You planned this.” Blaine meant it to sound more accusing but it mostly just sounded like Blaine was twelve. They both giggled.

“I told you I couldn’t wait any longer.” Kurt said. His chin jutted upward a tiny bit but both of them were laughing as quietly as they could.

“Can I still come over tonight?” Blaine asked.

“Of course.” Kurt said, and he leaned in to kiss Blaine’s cheek quickly. “And in case I forget later, I want to ask if you’re free Sunday; for coffee, and talking. I know we sort of missed that last weekend.”

“Yeah, I am. Thanks.” Blaine told him, suddenly seriously.

Kurt reached out and squeezed his hand. “See you soon?” Kurt asked.

“Soon.” Blaine promised and he watched as his boyfriend slipped back out of the room.

Later, cleaned and changed, Blaine slipped down the hall to Kurt’s room. It was a surprise to both of them that they only lay together on Kurt’s bed listening to music and holding one another close. However, it was what they both seemed to need so no one bothered to question it.

It was only when Blaine was back in his own bed that he realized the surprise blowjob he’d received in the library could hardly count as one of the ‘clothes on’ things from Kurt’s list. It was a lot to think about considering that they seemed to be moving in a completely different way than Kurt had seemed to want originally. He needed to think about it or maybe they needed to talk about it, but all Blaine could really do right now was just drift off to sleep.