“You clearly liked what you heard.” Kurt’s voice was so damn calm, it was scary. Blaine wanted him to be shocked or to yell, or do anything other than just stand there all self satisfied while Blaine squirmed on the bed with his hard on still making itself so obviously known.

“Tell me what you liked most.” Kurt insisted, only now his voice took on a different quality, and almost demanding quality. It made Blaine’s heart race.

“When you said my name.” Blaine began.

“What else?” Kurt narrowed his eyes as if daring Blaine to say it.

“When… When you said, let me fuck you.” The words came out slowly, and Blaine was staring a hole in the wall to the right of Kurt, unable to meet his gaze.

Kurt dropped his towel and came to the edge of the bed, and he looked down on Blaine with something that was almost a smile. He slid his knee up onto the bed, right between Blaine legs. Blaine couldn’t help it. He was staring directly at Kurt’s dick which was not exactly soft.

“Before tonight have you ever thought of me fucking you before?” Kurt asked softly, his voice still help that aloof air which was driving Blaine slowly mad.

“No.” Blaine admitted this as Kurt slowly crawled up on top of him and pressed him back into the mattress. Having all his clothes on while Kurt was naked was an overwhelming experience. Blaine felt as if he could feel every inch of that glorious smooth skin as Kurt pressed him down. The remaining droplets on his skin soaked through Blaine’s clothes making him all the more aware of how warm and close Kurt really was, how fully aroused Kurt was now.

“You’ve thought of fucking me though?” To this Blaine could only nod, and then Kurt’s mouth was coming down on his and they were kissing like never before. Blaine’s legs fell wider apart so that Kurt settled there between them, and his mouth crushed Blaine’s, all teeth, and tongue, and no care for form or niceties. So very unlike the Kurt he was used to.

Blaine’s arms immediately went to circle Kurt’s back but Kurt took him by the wrists and pinned his arms to either side of his head. “Let me have control for a change.” Kurt said this softly but Blaine could hear the sudden desire behind the request. Kurt was giving him a chance to back out, but backing out was the last thing on Blaine’s mind. Blaine nodded his consent and felt a tremor run trough him.

Kurt bent down once more and kissed Blaine softly. Then he pushed up Blaine’s t-shirt and began trailing kisses down Blaine’s stomach. When he came to the waistband of Blaine’s pajama pants his ran his tongue just along the edge and Blaine let out a little cry of frustration.

“You can’t sneak into my room, listen in on me in the shower, and jerk off on my bed without consequences.” Kurt chuckled. Then he was pulling Blaine’s shirt over his head and Blaine struggled to keep his hands off Kurt. In their make out sessions they had never been shirtless, and he wanted to press against Kurt so bad.

In this matter Kurt obliged him, lying full out on top of him. Blaine was trying to enjoy the skin on skin contact but what he was really noticing now was his erection pressed tightly to Kurt’s. Kurt was kissing over his jaw now and moving to nibble on his ear. “Fuck, you got me so hard again already.” Kurt whispered and the sound went straight to Blaine’s dick. Kurt had never spoken like this before and it was driving him mad.

“Please…Kurt.” He whimpered. Kurt just kept right on moving down to his neck, sucking and biting, marking him Blaine was sure. “Please what?” Kurt asked as he bit down gently on Blaine’s nipple. Blaine arched his back with unexpected pleasure. “Ah, Kurt, please, touch me.” He whimpered. Kurt chuckled darkly. “Not yet.” He answered. Then Kurt set about getting Blaine’s pants and boxers off until he lay there on Kurt’s bed fully exposed to Kurt’s exploring eyes.

“Do you trust me, Blaine?” Kurt asked softly. It sounded like a line being drawn, Blaine thought. This was the moment, if he admitted that he trusted Kurt then he would be Kurt’s to do with as he pleased and Blaine wasn’t entirely sure what that might include. On the other hand Kurt was giving him a chance to say no, one last chance maybe, but there was no way Blaine could lie like that. “I trust you.” He said. He trusted Kurt beyond action or word. “Good.” Kurt said as he dipped down for one quick kiss.

Kurt’s mouth began moving over Blaine’s skin so softly at first it was painful. Then the kisses became more pronounced. He kissed down Blaine’s body, across his belly, over hipbones, across thighs, never quite where Blaine wanted his mouth. He nibbled now at the point where Blaine’s leg met his hip on the outside, then trailed his tongue to the inside. Blaine was squirming beneath, trying his best to lie still.

Kurt spread Blaine’s legs wider, and Blaine had to force himself to keep his eyes open. He wanted to see everything Kurt did even if he felt more vulnerable right now than ever before. Blaine was making a soft keening noise in the back of his throat at the sight between his legs. Then Kurt met his eyes and finally, oh god finally, he ran his tongue around the tip of Blaine’s cock. The sensation had been imagined of course, and a couple of Blaine’s friends had described blow jobs to him drunkenly at a party once, but this was otherworldly. Kurt maintained eye contact, though now his usually bright blue eyes seemed to darken with lust.

Kurt took the head in his mouth and sucked almost experimentally and Blaine’s hips rose off the bed. “Fuck.” Blaine whimpered. That seemed to spur Kurt on because he slid his mouth further down and grasped the base with his hand. Then he began to slowly bob his head up and down, and as his sucked his cheeks hollowed out before Blaine’s eyes. Christ it was hot.

Blaine lost his ability to look for a moment and immediately the sensation stopped. He opened his eyes to look down on Kurt who sort of smiled around his dick. Oh hell. He was going to force Blaine to watch. Not that it was a chore, it was the hottest thing Blaine had seen yet and the night had already been full of hot things. It was just really difficult to keep his eyes open and his head angled when all he wanted to do was thrash around on the pillow.

Once Kurt was satisfied that Blaine was watching he pulled off with a popping sound and began to lick the underside of Blaine’s cock. At first he licked straight even lines that left Blaine shuddering but then he strayed from that into erratic patterns that couldn’t be followed. He let Blaine’s cock slide to the side of his mouth into his cheek. He used the underside of his tongue to swipe the head. Kurt tried to avoid the typical blow job patterns he’d seen on those terrible movies that time because what he wanted was to watch Blaine come undone without coming.

When he was satisfied that this was the case, thanks to some serious squirming and moaning on Blaine’s part, he stopped and moved up Blaine’s body to kiss him deeply. He rubbed his own hard dick against Blaine’s and relished the sounds that came out of Blaine’s mouth. “Oh fuck, oh god, Kurt.” He was saying. Blaine was floating now somewhere between fantasy and reality with Kurt on top of him and he couldn’t imagine it any other way.

“Blaine….mmm.” Kurt whispered against Blaine’s ear and then he was moving faster. Grinding his hips against Blaine’s and Blaine shifted to wrap his legs around Kurt’s. His own hips lifted to meet Kurt’s until they were both panting and moaning, unable to even kiss, barely able to cling to one another. Blaine had quite forgotten that he was supposed to be laying still and his hands clung and clutched at Kurt’s back. Kurt didn’t seem to mind it at all and soon it was Blaine felt that there was only this, right now, between them, and that the rest of the world was gone.

Soon, much too soon for Blaine’s satisfaction, he realized this was coming to an end. “Close, Kurt, I’m so close.” He whimpered and Kurt lifted his head to stare down into Blaine’s eyes.

“Do it.” Kurt whispered, his voice much lower and huskier than Blaine had ever heard it. “Come for me.” Kurt commanded softly.

That was all it took. Blaine’s body convulsed and he was coming hard and fast between their stomachs and losing himself in Kurt’s eyes. Kurt followed right away and collapsed on Blaine in a tangle of sweat and limbs.

Blaine just held on to Kurt as he came back down. He didn’t know what to say but he didn’t care because this had been amazing. Kurt finally rolled sideways so that they lay facing one another. He leaned in and kissed Blaine softly and when he pulled back a smile played across his lips. “That was…wow.” Blaine finally said, and then he chuckled at his own articulateness.

“Yeah.” Kurt added and then they were both chuckling. Blaine’s thoughts must have flitted across his face because Kurt cut him off before he could say anything.

“Don’t you dare apologize now.” Kurt said playfully. So Blaine mimed zipping his lips. Then Kurt was kissing him again and they were both lost to the world again.

Somewhere in the back of Blaine’s mind he knew he needed to get back to his own room. He knew they needed to talk about what had happened and what it meant and what they wanted, and he knew they would. They almost always talked about everything. Blaine would have to explain what had led him to Kurt’s room in the first place and that would lead to telling Kurt about everything he’d been through. Right now though, they had this. Kurt was safe and warm and tucked right up against and around Blaine and Blaine was happier and more content than he ever had been before. His nightmare was already a thing of the past and the future was right here.