Sept. 26, 2015, 7 p.m.
To create a home: Chapter 22
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So I think we can establish that smutt isnt my forte.... sorry about that!
Kurt takes a sip of his favorite drink and sighs with contentment. Although inter is coming to an end, the weather outside is horrible today and Kurt had to make his way to the coffee shop under pouring rain. When he arrived, he had been soaking wet even though he had probably never walked the short distance between his apartment and the coffee shop as quickly as he had done today.
Still, now that he is sitting in a comfortable chair, has gotten rid of his soaking wet vest and has the chance to drink his delicious white mocha, Kurt feels happier and facing the weather seems almost worth it.
"So Carole and I finally found a house yesterday." Says Burt who is sitting across from Kurt, pulling his son out of his thoughts about perfect coffee.
"Oh wow... that was quick!" exclaims Kurt surprised.
Kurt and Burt have been meeting two to three times a week for about a month now, and even though Burt had mentioned during their first meeting and several times since that he was going to move to New York to be closer to Kurt and rebuild his relationship with his son, Kurt hadnt really believed him. Burt had told him about looking for a house and how Finn had taught him how to use Facetime on his phone so that he could show the houses to his wife Carole without her actually being there physically.
Still, Kurt hadnt been sure that Burt would actually go through with it until now. Before today, it was only talk and Kurt had learned early in life that you couldnt trust everything people said. He had been touched that Burt was even considering making the move even though he hadnt said that to his father, but he didnt think the older man would actually do it.
Their first meeting had been a tense and emotional one, and even though things between the two had gotten better since then, Kurt still had a hard time believing that Burt would make the move halfway across the country to be closer to a son with whom his relationship was still a little strained.
However, Burt having found a house and bringing it up during his meeting with Kurt made it a lot more real.
"Yeah, we got lucky I guess." Continues Burt. "Its about 45 minutes from here. So its not in the center of the city, but its a hell of a lot closer than Ohio right?" he says with a small smile.
"Absolutely. I just.... Wasnt sure you would actually go through with this." Said Kurt seriously.
Hearing that, Burts smile got smaller. He knew he had hurt his son and that it would take time to rebuild the trust Kurt had lost in him a long time ago, but he wished his son would believe him when he said he really wanted to make things better between them and wanted to be closer to Kurt.
Kurt saw his fathers face change and he felt a little bad for being so distrustful. He didnt want to hurt his father, but he had decided from the moment that Burt had reentered his life that Kurt wasnt going to lie and sugarcoat things with his father, if they wanted this to work; they had to be honest with each other about who they had become and what they were feeling.
"I told you Im in this for the long haul Kurt. I know you have no reasons to trust me for the moment, but Ill do everything I can to regain that trust and I hope one day you believe me when I say I want to be there for you and I dont want to miss any more of your life. So yeah, Im really moving. And Carole is coming with me; she cant wait to meet you by the way!" Burt said, trying to lighten the mood a little, to which Kurt smiled simply, appreciating his father making the effort and not being too upset.
"Im looking forward to meeting her as well. So how is this house?" Kurt asked trying to show his father that he was excited for him and did appreciate what he was doing.
Burt proceeded to tell Kurt about the house and how it had a big yard where they could go during the summer, and what changes he was going to make to the house to improve it. After that, they easily moved on from subject to subject, getting to know each other again and learning more about the others life like they had been doing for the past month. Kurt still wasnt sure his relationship with his father would ever be the same, but it was nice to spend some time with the man and get to know him as an adult.
Kurt was telling his dad about the antics of one guy in his business class who kept interrupting the class to ask the most stupid questions he could think about and how it drove the teacher crazy even if he couldnt show it, when his phone vibrated with a new message from Blaine asking if he could pick up some diapers on the way home.
Kurt picked up his phone and quickly texted back that he would pick some up and asked if anything else was needed. He then put his phone down again and went to continue his story when he noticed how Burt was staring at the phone.
The message notification had light up Kurts phone, showing his screen lock picture which was a picture of a smiling Emily holding her favorite purple stuffed monkey and with a Spiderman shirt on which Isaac had insisted on buying saying that his niece would not conform to gender stereotypes and she would be a kickass superhero, and not a helpless princess.
Burt was staring at the photo, and Kurt realized that although he had of course talked about Emily a lot, Burt had actually never seen a picture of her before. Kurt took his phone and unlocked it, he searched for a few seconds until he found a good photo of Emily and he gave the phone to Burt so that he could see her better.
Burt didnt say anything for a while and just stared at her. Kurt saw a smile grow on his fathers face he felt his hear swell at how happy Burt looked in that moment. After about a minute of smiling and staring, Burt gave the phone back to Kurt.
"Your daughter is beautiful Kurt." He said softly.
"Thank you. She is pretty amazing."
Kurt didnt bother to correct his father about Emily, Burt didnt know the story of how Emily had come into their lives, and she might not share Kurts genes, but she was his daughter in everything that mattered.
"Do I get to meet her soon?" asked Burt hopefully.
"No." said Kurt quickly without thinking. He saw Burts face fall and felt bad, but he couldnt allow it, not yet. He was an adult, he would be ok if Burt did end up leaving his life even if it would hurt badly, but Emily was still a child, and Kurt refused to have his daughter subjugated to the same pain he had known as a child.
Still, he hadnt meant to hurt his father and wanted him to understand his reasoning.
"Burt..." he started saying, only to see his fathers face fall even more at the name. Since they had reunited, Kurt hadnt called Burt ‘dad once and stuck to Burt instead. He knew it hurt him to hear his son refer to him by his first name, but Kurt couldnt make himself call him dad. Not yet at least. Too much had happened.
"Its just.... Its too soon. One day, I would love for you to meet her, and Im sure shell love you, but... I cant right now. Its just too soon." Tried to explain Kurt.
Burt nodded silently and smiled sadly after a moment.
"Ok, I understand." He said softly.
"On the other hand, I would love for you to meet Blaine if you wanted to... Hes an important part of my life, and I dont know if youre comfortable with that but...." Kurt said flustered.
"Kurt, stop. I would love to meet Blaine." Burt said with a small smile.
"Ok, Ill arrange it." Said Kurt with an answering smile.
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"Honey Im home!" chanted Kurt when he passed the door of his apartment.
"Arent you funny tonight dear" he heard Blaine answer from the bedroom. Kurt made his way to the room, and he found Emily playing happily on the floor and Blaine sitting crossed legged on his bed and working on his computer.
When Emily saw Kurt pass the door, she got up on wobbly legs and quickly made her way towards him and crashed into his legs.
"Papa, papa, papa!" she screamed in delight. Once she reached Kurts legs, she lifted her arms in the air. "Up, Papa!"
Kurt laughed and lifted her into his arms hugging her close to his body.
"How are my two favorite people?" asked Kurt after peppering kisses all over a giggling Emily. He made towards the bed and leaned towards Blaine to peck him gently on the lips. Blaine smiled into the kiss and kissed him a second time before they were interrupted by Emily asking for Kurts attention by petting his cheek with her hand several times.
When Kurt turned towards her and she babbled for about one minute, Kurt could only discern a few words like ‘Dada, ‘Ball and ‘Banana out of her gibberish but he still listened attentively.
"Is that so?" he said at the end, which earned him a huge smile from Emily before she moved her legs to signal that she wanted to be let back down on the floor, and then wobbled back towards her pile of toys.
Kurt made his way further up the bed until he was seated behind Blaine.
"How did it go?" asked Blaine while still focusing on the paper he was writing.
"It was good, they found a house."
"Really?" asked Blaine, turning towards Kurt. "How do you feel about that?"
"Its unreal; I still have a hard time believing it. But, its good I think. It means we can keep getting to know each other again."
"Thats good then, Im glad." Said Blaine with a soft smile, before kissing Kurt gently and turning his attention back to his paper.
"He asked if he could meet Emily...." Confessed Kurt, while hugging Blaine from behind. He wasnt sure how his boyfriend would react to the news, and he didnt want to anger Blaine.
Blaine didnt say anything for a while, and turned back towards Kurt.
"What did you answer?" he asked calmly, not seeming angry or annoyed that Burt had asked that, just curious about Kurts answer.
"I said no, dont worry. I wouldnt take a decision like that without consulting you beforehand." Assured Kurt.
"Well thats sweet, but hes your father and I trust your judgment on this. If you want Emily to meet your father and youre ready for that, I trust you 100%" said Blaine gently.
"Thank you." Answered Kurt, nuzzling into Blaines neck when the man turned back to look at the screen. "But Im not ready yet. I know Im being paranoid, but after what I went through when I was a kid, I dont think Im ready for Emily to meet him yet, even if the probability of the same thing happening with her is almost non-existent..."
"I understand. She can meet him whenever you think is best babe." Answered Blaine, squeezing Kurts hand that was resting against his stomach.
Kurt smiled but said nothing. Instead, he continued nuzzling into Blaines neck before pressing soft kisses there. He kissed up Blaines neck, before biting gently in the spot which he knew drove Blaine crazy. He felt Blaine shudder in his arms, but the other boy continued to try and work on his paper, so Kurt doubled his efforts and continued to pepper kisses all over Blaines neck and shoulder, while one of his hands made its way under Blaines shirt and caressed his stomach gently.
"Someones in a good mood." Said Blaine a little breathlessly.
"Why wouldnt I be? Things are going okay with Burt, Im doing well with all of my classes and most of all, I have the best boyfriend and daughter anyone could ask for" whispered Kurt in answer, before turning Blaines head towards him to kiss him with a more passion than their previous kisses had.
"Kurt..." said Blaine, pulling back a little. "Your daughter is playing right there and Finn and Rachel will be here in not even an hour, dont you think we should stop?" he asked teasingly.
Kurt groaned a little, and dropped his head against Blaines shoulder.
"I forgot they were coming." He said, before lifting his head back up. "Fine, Ill stop for now."
Blaine laughed a little at his boyfriends reaction. "Youre cute when you pout."
"Im not pouting!" said Kurt indignantly.
"Sure, sure" laughed Blaine, before he kissed Kurt several times until both of them were smiling in the kiss.
"Im going to catch a shower before they arrive" said Kurt, dropping one last kiss on Blaines shoulder before getting up from the bed and making his way to his bedroom. Blaine watched him leave with a smile on his face, he really was lucky to be with this adorable dork.
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Laughter rang around the table as Blaine shared a story about Emily emptying all of the books on the bottom shelf in Isaacs bedroom, and how indignant Isaac had been when he saw it. He came home to see Emily sitting in the middle of his books with a huge smile on her face and his mouth had hung open in disbelief.
"My mouth wasnt hanging open, Im not a cartoon character! And you should watch your monster when youre babysitting!" said Isaac indignantly, which prompted even more laughs around the table, and made Isaac hide his face in his boyfriends shacking shoulder.
Marc put his arm around Isaacs shoulder and kissed his temple, while still laughing softly with the others.
Dinner had been a little strange at first with the tension between Kurt and Finn, but Isaac and Marc had been a great buffer and as the night progressed everyone had relaxed and they were now all having a good time.
Emily had been put to bed about two hours before after being the center of attention for most of the evening and loving it, and the six adults sitting at the table were now enjoying their evening together and telling stories.
Blaine was seated next to Kurt, and one of his hands rested on Kurts thigh. Dinner had been his idea because Kurt hadnt spoken to Finn since going off on him a month ago, and things with Rachel had been sprained as a consequence. Blaine thought that a dinner would be a good way to spend some good time together and put that story behind them, and he was happy to see he had been right.
As if being able to read his thoughts, Kurt turned towards him and smiled softly before kissing him softly.
"Anyone up for dessert? We have ice-cream." Said Kurt getting up from the table and gathering plates to bring them with him on his trip to the kitchen.
"Ill help." Announced Finn, also getting up and grabbing a couple dishes to bring with him.
When Marc made a move to get up and help as well, Isaac squeezed his thigh and discretely gave a no sign with his head, so Marc didnt move any further. Isaac knew Kurt and Finn needed to talk, and this would be a good opportunity for them to put everything in the open.
Once in the kitchen, Kurt dropped the plates on the counter and then made his way to the fridge to grab the ice-cream while Finn dropped off the dishes in the sink. Neither of them said anything for a while and an awkward silence fell. After a few seconds, Kurt sighed and turned towards Finn.
"Look... Im sorry for getting mad at you the other day. I still think you shouldnt have meddled and said anything, but I shouldnt have gotten mad at you that way. Its possible I was taking some of the anger I had against my father and...."
"Using me as a punching ball." Said Finn teasingly when Kurt didnt finish his sentence.
"Pointing it towards the wrong person." Kurt corrected. "Still, I shouldnt have acted that way, and Im sorry. So are we good?"
Finn smiled goofily at Kurt and said: "Sure, what are brothers for otherwise?"
Kurt laughed in answer. "Not yet Finn, not yet. But maybe someday. " He said while laughing, he then grabbed the bowls and the ice-cream and made his way out of the kitchen with Finn trailing off behind him and laughing from their exchange.
When they made their way back to the table, Kurt took his spot next to Blaine and the other man turned to him with a questioning look.
Kurt just nodded and smiled to signal that everything had gone fine and was now resolved, before he put his arm around Blaines shoulder and turned back towards the conversation.
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Kurt finished putting his moisturizer on while Blaine waited for him in the bed. Both of them had officially adopted Kurts bedroom as theirs and Blaines room had become Emilys room, even if neither of them had said anything out loud. Blaine still spent every night sleeping in Kurts bedroom and most of his clothes have made their way into Kurts room.
"Thank you for organizing that. It was fun." Said Kurt once he joined Blaine into bed. Blaine was half sitting with his back leaned against the headboard, and he opened up one arm for Kurt to make his way under, which the other man did quickly.
Both of them lied down more comfortably and Kurts head ended up resting against Blaines torso. Blaine was shirtless and Kurt was trailing his fingers against his torso, which brought up Goosebumps on Blaines skin. The gesture wasnt anything sexual; it was just about being close to each other.
While Kurt and Blaine had explored each other and their sex life hadnt been lacking since the first night they shared together a little more than a month ago, they hadnt gone all the way yet and both of them were looking forward to exploring that part of their sex life soon, even though the right moment never seemed to occur.
"So... would you like to meet Burt one day?" asked Kurt a little nervously. He didnt know if Blaine would want to meet the other man, and it was important to him. If he was going to build a relation with Burt, he wanted him to meet the love of his life and hopefully get along with him. Still, Blaine might not be interested in meeting his boyfriends father.
"I would love to." Answered Blaine softly, preventing Kurt from panicking even more. "Hes an important part of your life, so I want to get to know him. Ill even try to be nice, even though I cant promise anything..."
Kurt laughed at his boyfriends words, knowing that Blaine really meant them.
"Thank you." He said softly, dropping a kiss on Blaines pectoral.
"Youre welcome. Now lets sleep, your crazy friends exhausted me." Said Blaine teasingly, before kissing Kurts hair softly.
"Our friends Blaine, they are our friends, although its true, they are crazy." Answered Kurt with a lazy smile before hugging Blaine close to him with the arm around his torso while Blaine pulled him closer with the arm around his shoulder and caressed Kurts hair with one of his hands.
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Blaine, Kurt and Burt were all sitting in the coffee shop where Kurt and Burt usual met, and an awkward silence was hanging over them. Kurt had done his best to carry the conversation, but Blaine who was usually warm and welcoming was being a little aloof and it was putting a strain on the conversation.
"So Blaine, what are you studying?" asked Burt, trying to engage the other man in a conversation.
"Im studying music." Answered Blaine simply. He wasnt being rude or nasty, but he had a hard time trusting and being nice to the man which had hurt Kurt so much. Not only had Kurt told him about his past, but Blaine had witnessed how fractured Kurt was because of Burt when the man had come back into their life and Kurt had shut Blaine out for days.
"Blaine wants to become a music teacher. Hes very good with kids." Elaborated Kurt.
"Ah, thats nice." Said Burt conversationally.
A few minutes later, Kurt excused himself to go to the bathroom and he threw a pointed look at both Blaine and his father which clearly stated: You two better talk. Blaine and Burt stayed for in awkward silence until Burt broke it after a minute.
"You dont like me very much do you?" he asked Blaine. He wasnt accusing in any way, he just didnt understand what he had done to offend Blaine so much.
"Im sorry. Im trying... but I have to be honest, no. Not really." Answered Blaine. He really had been trying, but he couldnt make himself relax with the man, not after what he knew.
"May I ask why?" asked Burt bluntly. He wasnt one to beat around the bush, and he wanted his sons boyfriend to like him, he could tell how important that man was to his son.
"Im sorry, its none of my business but... Kurt told me what happened when he was younger. And while I wasnt there, and I cant judge, I cant seem to get passed it. I love Kurt more than almost anything in the world, and you hurt him. A lot."
"I understand, and Im glad that Kurt has someone so protective of him in his life. Someone who loves him as much as you obviously do. But trust me, no one regrets what I did to Kurt more than me."
"I know, and I appreciate that. And how many efforts youve been doing with Kurt, he is happier with you in his life. I think another part of me just.... Resents you." Blaine tried to explain.
When Burt didnt say anything and looked at him with a strange look, Blaine tried to explain what he meant.
"My parents died when my sister and I were young. They didnt have a choice to leave us or not, it was taken from them. You though, you had a choice and you chose to leave, or at least, stop caring as much. And I realize how unfair that is, and how I shouldnt resent you for what happened to my parents, youre in no way responsible and I can see you are trying hard to make it up to Kurt, but..."
"You cant help it. Youre not a machine, I understand. Im very sorry about your loss Blaine."
Blaine didnt say anything and simply nodded. After another moment of silence, Burt started speaking again:
"I really am trying here, and I understand why you wouldnt be my biggest fan and why you have a hard time trusting that Im not going to hurt him this time, but Im not. As for your parents, I understand how you feel and I am terribly sorry, but in all honestly, it wasnt really a choice either. I didnt wake up thinking I would be careless with Kurt, I was just too weak to deal with the death of my wife properly and I lose myself....." tried to explain Burt.
He didnt want to give excuses because he knew that nothing could excuse what he had done, but he wanted Blaine to understand that he wasnt a bad person either. He liked the young man, even if the feeling didnt seem to be reciprocated, and if his intuition was correct, Kurt and him where in it for the long haul, so he wanted to have a chance to get things right with Blaine as well.
Blaine stayed silent for a little while as well. He tried to imagine how he would react if he lost Kurt today. He knew he would never be careless with Emily or give her up, but he would be devastated. And he had only dated Kurt for a few months; he couldnt imagine how lost and devastated he would feel after years of marriage.
"Im sorry for you loss too Mr. Hummel." said Blaine soberly.
"Thank you. And listen... Im grateful for you being there for Kurt and being protective about him. I hope time will prove that Im not going to hurt him ever again, and that we can get along."
"Im sure we will." Said Blaine with a little smile, now feeling more relaxed and open to the other man now that everything had been said and that Burt understood.
"Long bathroom break he is taking isnt it?" asked Blaine jokingly.
"If I still know my boy, he never actually needed to go to the bathroom and would be willing to hang out in there for hours if thats what we needed to talk and start to resolve things. I know the boy takes ages in the bathroom, but that is a long time, even for him."
"Youre right about that." Said Blaine laughing.
When Kurt returned a few minutes later, Blaine and Burt were talking a lot more openly and Blaine was being closer to his usual happy self, which Kurt was thankful for. Conversation flowed a lot easier after that, and all three men ended up having a good time.
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Kurt and Blaine made their way home hand in hand after their coffee date with Burt, and both boys felt a lot lighter now that the meeting was over.
Blaine had wanted to meet Burt because he could tell that it was important to Burt, but he didnt really have a positive image of the man and he didnt want to hurt Kurts feelings by being on bad terms with his father. However, now that the meeting was over and Blaine and Burt had spoken, Blaine knew that with time they could become friends and he felt a lot better about the whole situation.
For his part, Kurt had just been nervous about the whole ordeal. He wanted his father and his boyfriend to get along of course, especially considering they would both hopefully be essential parts of his life, but he would be lying if he said that seeing Blaine being cold to his father because of what the man had done to Kurt didnt warm his heart a little. Kurt hadnt had a lot of people ready to defend him no matter what in his life, and now that it seemed to be the case with Blaine, Kurt was happy to see his boyfriend being so protective of him.
Once they reached their apartment, it was later in the evening and Emily was already asleep in hers and Blaines bedroom.
"Hey Ise, how was your evening? Thank you again for watching Emily." Said Blaine, taking off his scarf and passing it to Kurt so that the man could hang it with his near the door.
Isaac was just sitting on the couch and mindlessly watching TV. He had had a blast with Emily, but now that the little girl had gone to bed, he had been bored out of his mind and he was glad to see Blaine and Kurt come back so that he had a chance to leave the apartment and go and meet up with Marc and their friends.
"You dont have to thank me, you know I love watching her!" exclaimed Isaac, getting up from the couch to get ready to leave.
Blaine just smiled in answer and looked questionably at his friend when he saw Isaac putting on his shoes.
"Marc is waiting for me and were going out." Isaac said as an explanation. "I will see you guys tomorrow! Be good!" he shouted as he quickly left the apartment.
"Nice to see you too." Said Kurt watching the door where his friend had just left, before turning back towards Blaine and rolling his eyes at their friends antics.
Blaine was in the kitchen pouring himself a glass of water, and Kurt came behind him and encircled him in his arms from behind.
"So, tonight was... interesting." Said Kurt, pressing a kiss to the back of Blaines neck.
Blaine sighed, layed back against Kurts chest and put his hands above Kurts where they were resting against his stomach.
"Im really sorry about the way I acted with your father Kurt... I know I said I would try, and I did, but I just couldnt and..."
Kurt hated hearing his boyfriend sound so defeated, especially when it was about something Kurt wasnt actually mad about. Because Blaine could go on with his apology, Kurt turned Blaine around until his back was resting against the counter and kissed him. The kiss was heated and Kurt tried to show everything he was feeling through the act.
"Why are you apologizing? For being protective of me? For agreeing to meet my dad when I know you had your reservations? For being a perfect boyfriend who made an effort to get along with my dad by the end of our meeting when I know it was difficult for you? You have nothing to apologize about babe. I love you so much and I was so proud to be with you tonight." Reassured Kurt.
Blaine dropped his forehead against Kurts and smiled softly.
"I love you too." He whispered, putting his arms around Kurt.
Kurt cupped Blaines face with both of his hands and started kissing him again with more passion. He could feel Blaines hands reaching down to his ass and pulling them closer together until both boys were standing chest to chest and kissing. Kurt ran one of his hands in Blaines hair, which caused the other man to sigh happily into the kiss and allowed Kurt to dip his tongue into Blaines mouth.
After a couple of minutes of frantic kissing, Blaine untucked Kurts shirt from his pants and ran his hand against his boyfriends smooth back. He felt Kurt shiver against him and pressed his crotch against Kurt to try to get a little friction. Blaine felt Kurts hand leave his face and hair and they made their way down his body, running down his side until they reached Blaines ass and Kurt pulled his boyfriend even closer to him so they could grind against each other.
Feeling his heart racing and his cock hardening, Blaine pulled back from Kurt leaving his arms around Kurts neck and dropping his forehead against Kurts so the both of them could catch their breath.
"Bedroom?" he murmured.
Kurt didnt answer and just pulled away from Blaine before taking his hand and pulling him excitedly towards the bedroom, prompting Blaine to laugh. Even though they had done things since their first time, they didnt have as much time as they wanted to explore each other because of Emily, and both of them were very excited to get a chance to be together and explore each other.
When they reached Kurts bedroom, both of them made quick work of getting reading of their clothes and Kurt pushed Blaine on the bed and straddled him. Blaine put both of his arms around Kurts neck and pulled him so their mouths could meet and they could exchange frantic kisses. They both kissed and Kurt layed down against Blaines body and he could feel Blaines hard cock rubbing against his and creating wonderful friction, even if he wanted more.
"I want you." He whispered pulling from Blaine just enough to speak before he started kissing Blaine again.
"I want you too..." answered Blaine panting against Kurts mouth.
"No, I mean... I want you to fuck mean. If you want that of course." Explained Kurt, pulling back from Blaine and looking the other man in the eyes so that Blaine could see the love and trust reflected in Kurts eyes.
They had spoken about it before, and Blaine knew that Kurt almost never bottomed, so he felt honored that Kurt would want that with him, even if he felt nervous about it. Blaine swallowed and nodded in answer, incapable of talking in that moment.
Kurt smiled in answer and he got off Blaine lying next to him instead, and pulled Blaine towards him so that Blaine would be the one of top of Kurt this time. Blaine put both of his hands next to Kurts face on the pillow and dropped down to resume their passionate kissing. Kurt opened his legs slightly and Blaine dropped between them, rubbing his cock against Kurts when he felt Kurts legs go around his lower back and pull them closer together.
"You sure?" he asked while catching his breath, to which Kurt simply nodded.
"Lube and condom and in the nightstand. I want that Blaine, I want you. I want everything with you, and want to feel close to you that way." He finally answered.
Blaine sat back up a little and bended his body towards the nightstand to grab the lube and condom. Once he had both of them, he replaced himself between Kurts legs and started kissing him again. Kurts hands were travelling all over his body, leaving Blaine feeling warm on his back, his sides, wherever Kurts hands made their way. Blaine pulled back from Kurt a little and started placing kisses against Kurts torso, licking his nipples which made Kurt pant and lift his back from the bed, while he picked up the lube and started warming it up in between three of his fingers before his hand made his way to Kurts entrance and he let his finger hover there and just massaging Kurts entrance for a while.
"You ready?" he asked
"Yeah, yeah... Just, go slowly. Its been a while." Panted Kurt.
Blaine started kissing Kurt frantically again as he slowly pushed one of his fingers through Kurts entrance. He immediately felt Kurt tighten around his digit, and he couldnt wait to feel that tightness around his cock. Blaine didnt paused once his finger was completely into Kurts entrance and waited for the other man to adapt before he started moving his finger in and out slowly.
After a while, Blaine felt Kurt start to move under him to try and get Blaines finger deeper into him so Blaine added another finger and moved them in and out, trying to reach the spot that would make Kurt see stars. After pulling his fingers in and out, Blaine finally hit the bundle of nerves and Kurt panted heavily while arching off the bed in pleasure. Blaine teased the spot, and scissored his fingers pulling them out, before pushing them back in and hitting the spot again.
"More Blaine, I need more." Panted Kurt, lifting his arms so they rested around Blaines neck and pulling Blaine in a frantic open-mouthed kiss.
Blaine complied and pushed a third finger into Kurts entrance, leaving a few seconds for the man to get used to the new feeling before he moved them. Not even 30 seconds later, Kurt pulled back from Blaine again.
"You Blaine, I need you." Kurt begged, craving the feel of Blaine inside of him.
"Are you sure? Im not sure youre ready yet baby...." Said Blaine, still moving his fingers inside of Kurt and hitting his prostate each time.
"Im sure. Please, please Blaine." Kurt panted.
"Ok." Murmured Blaine, before he slowly pulled his fingers from Kurts entrance, which caused Kurt to whimper at the loss.
Blaine pulled the condom and rolled it on his cock before positioning himself at Kurts entrance.
"Like that?" he said, asking if Kurt was ok with the position he had picked.
"Do it, please. This is perfect, want to see you."
Blaine pushed in slowly, giving the other man time to adjust to the invasion and the size of Blaines cock. Once he was completely inside of Kurt, Blaine dropped his forehead against Kurts shoulder, giving the other man time to adjust while trying to prevent himself from coming too early.
"You feel so perfect Kurt.... This is not going to last long." He panted against Kurts shoulder, while the other man ran his hand in Blaines hair.
When Blaine felt Kurts legs tighten against his waist, he started moving slowly. He kept his movements short not wanting to hurt Kurt, until the other man begged for more in his ear.
Blaine pulled out almost completely before he pushed back in pulling groans of pleasure from the both of them at the sensation. Blaine started pulling in and out with more speed and Kurt gasped with pleasure when Blaine hit his prostate. Seeing Kurts reaction, he kept his cock inside of Kurt and moved around to tease the bundle of nerves, before he pulled out and pushed back in a little more forcefully.
After a few minutes of fucking and the boys trying to kiss but just managing to breath against each others mouths, Blaine brought one of his hands around Kurts and started moving it to help Kurt reach his climax. Blaine kept moving his hips in rhythm with his hand and he brought his mouth to Kurts face to try to kiss him but missed his mouth and kissed his cheek and his neck instead, which finally pushed Kurt over the edge.
Kurt had never looked so beautiful than he was now, his face illuminated with pleasure, and Blaine felt his heart swell with the love he had for the other man. Kurts eyes closed and his back arched from the bed with pleasure. Seeing him like that gave Blaine the final push to reach his own climax and he came buried deep inside of Kurt. Before falling down against Kurts chest, trying to catch his breath.
Kurts legs which were sore from being wrapped around Blaine for so long finally fell down against the bed and he wrapped both of his arms around the still panting Blaine.
"That was...." Started to say Blaine.
"Perfect. That was perfect." Kurt continued. He knew Blaine was intimated by the amount of people he had been with before, but he wanted him to know that nothing even compared to what they had just done. The fact that it had been with Blaine who loved him and whom he loved made it all the more precious and Kurt couldnt have hoped for a better first time with Blaine.
"Yeah, it was perfect." Blaine said with a little smile, before he kissed Kurts cheek and rolled to the side so he was lying next to Kurt on the bed.
Kurt rolled to his side and both of them were laying on their sides facing each other. Kurt got a little closer to Blaine until their noses were touching and he kissed Blaine softly, before saying softly:
"I love you, this was amazing. But now lets sleep for about 10 years." Causing Blaine to laugh, and kiss Kurts lips softly once again. He tangled his legs with Kurts and put one of his arms around Kurts body before closing his eyes.
"Sounds like a plan. Love you." He said, already falling asleep. He felt Kurt press a kiss against his nose which caused him to wrinkle it softly.
"I love you too." Was the last thing Blaine heard before he gave way to sleep.