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What a Feeling: Chapter 1


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Story: Complete - Chapters: 21/21 - Created: Jul 07, 2012 - Updated: Aug 27, 2013
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Author's Notes: Here is the first chapter, Blaine makes his appearance in chapter 2 fyi. Hope you enjoy it, it was quite fun to start writing this story, the ideas kept forming in my head! I'm still somewhat new to writings fics, this is only my second WIP and my first time writing for Sebastian. I was delighted to find out he's quite fun to write hehe.
Chapter One

Kurt Hummel was dressed to kill, or rather to finally get laid. It had come to this. After his twenty-first birthday, Kurt was finally ready. Ready to let all his inhibitions go and just go out there and get some action. When he'd first arrived in San Francisco he hadn't allowed himself to stray from his dream, or let anything distract him from school. Even the erotic-sounding clubs seemingly full of ‘hot gay youth’ that the state was so well known for could not tempt him. No, it had taken all of the energy, drive, and strength Kurt had in him to leave Lima behind in the dust. Dreams were crushed and given up along the way and some were harder to let go of than others. Kurt learned that sacrifices needed to be made to make it in the world. At first, Kurt had just been too busy to let anything distract him when he'd arrived. When he got used to his new surroundings and his new life Kurt had just decided he would focus on adapting. Only now Kurt was nearing the finish of his second year at the Academy of Art University, so he figured he was allowed some reward for his efforts so far. That decision had led him to his current state of dress. He was currently studying his figure in the floor length mirror in the bathroom as he assessed his outfit. This new look was definitely something Kurt normally wouldn't wear. It wasn't that it was less flashy. He was a fashion design student, after all. He'd always dressed trendy and daring, for student standards. It was just more bold than usual, which was the effect he was going for. His outfit started with a very tight pair of thin leather pants that fit him like a second skin. It didn't leave anything to the imagination and it showed off his ass, which was one of his best weapons. He decided to go with a dark navy t-shirt with a low v-neck that clung to his skin not as tightly as his pants, but still showed off his toned body. Kurt didn't have definitive muscle mass, but he was in excellent shape none- the- less. The final piece was a high leather jacket which left his behind in full view and it was a deadly combination, or so he hoped.

Kurt was so focused on his reflection as he practice his best seductive look he didn't notice his roommate appear.

“Oh my god Hummel! What the hell are you wearing?” Julie blurted out in shock.

Kurt's eyes narrowed as he turned and saw Julie's mouth was hung open and he rolled his eyes at her. “You look like a fish, Julie...” he muttered in annoyance.

“Yeah a fish who just got knocked out of the water! You look like you're a back-up dancer for a Adam Lambert music video.”

“Well considering this is San Francisco and I am gay, I'll take that as a compliment... though I know it wasn't,” Kurt said as he looked back at the mirror. “I'm just letting myself have some downtime for once, I want to break free from my textbook prison. I mean ask anyone on campus, I'm all business and no pleasure! So that's about to change,” he explained as he grabbed his can of hairspray and added another layer to his high bangs.

“Off to find the love of your life are you then? Like in some punk gay fairytale?” Julie asked as she walked over to their kitchen.

Kurt rolled his eyes again, he tended to do that a lot around her. It wasn't that Kurt hated Julie, she was a tolerable roommate, most of the time. Just like with most people, Kurt never bothered with anyone, never let them into his life. It was too dangerous, as history had proved many times in his high school days. People just got in the way with their own wants and demands. “Romance is dead, if it was ever alive in the first place. No, I'm after something far more casual... and carnal,” Kurt told her.

If the teenage Kurt Hummel from his early high school days could hear him now, he would be dumbstruck. Because as hard as Kurt had tried to forget it, he'd once been an naive dreamer and a hopeless romantic. Never daring to find out about the details of sex, where he dreamed of true love instead. It had taken living through the hell that was his Junior and Senior years of high school to make him realize things like true love and soul mates were a load of crap. Once he realized that, things had been far easier to deal with.

“Really?” Julie asked with a smirk.

“Yes, really. To get what I want, I need to dress to kill...” Kurt said with a wicked grin. But then he saw shock mixed with worry on Julie's face and he scowled at her. “I don't mean literally! What do you think I'm a fucking serial killer now or something?” he hissed with anger.

Only Julie didn't even budge or react to his anger, as usual, it was one of the many annoying things about her. “Well they say it's always the quiet ones who are the most dangerous,” she admitted, albeit sarcastically.

Kurt threw his hands up in the air, “That's just it Julie, I've been far too quiet for my own good! I mean I don't regret it! I'm top of my class and making great progress, but I figure I deserve a bit of a life outside school now,” Kurt muttered. He didn't like having to explain his decisions to anyone, because whenever he did someone always had a strong opinion to it, good or bad.

“So why tonight? You do realize with finals only weeks away this isn't the time to go out chasing tail?”

“Because I'm finally 21, that was the deal I made with myself. No sneaking off into bars, getting laid, drinking and coming back at 3am until I could legally go into a bar,” Kurt explained.

“Ever heard of a fake ID?”

“That's beyond the point, this is the first Saturday night after my birthday so it's what I came up with. If anyone else has a problem with it they can go fuck themselves,” Kurt said as he headed towards the front door.

Julie didn't stop him, she only watched him pass her. “Fine. Go find yourself someone to fuck. Just don't bring your drunk ass back here afterwards and wake me up!” she called after him.

Kurt's response to the request was to showcase a particular finger in her direction and slam the door shut behind him. Kurt stormed down the hallway of the apartment building he lived in and headed outside. He had opted against driving there since he wanted to have a few drinks at the bar. So he went out in search of a taxi and started his rebellious night once he found one. There had been one crucial detail to Kurt's plans that he'd intentionally left out. That this wasn't just him going out to get get laid for the first time in San Francisco. If Kurt succeeded and found his desired casual sex partner for the night, he'd be having sex for the first time ever. Since graduating and arriving in San Francisco Kurt hadn't really cared that he was still a virgin. Back in Ohio he had been too focused on trying to get out of Lima and away from all the bad memories and people trying to push him down. When Kurt finally hardened his heart enough so that even the cruellest homophobe couldn't get to him, there had simply been no one to catch his interest or pursue, even for a one night stand. There had been one or two gay guys he had encountered who tried to hit on him, but at the time Kurt was in complete denial of the idea. However, since he had moved to a city with such a large gay community, he had come to notice it more and more as time went on. An attractive guy would give him an approving nod when he got his daily coffee. Or when he was in class a fellow student would try to start a conversation with him. It had taken a year for Kurt to finally accept he was attractive, and at least to some degree, desirable. But Kurt had no time to stop and lose his v-card during his first year of university, adjusting had been hard enough.

When the taxi pulled up to the side of the road in front of the bar, Kurt paid him quickly and scuffled out of the car. He pushed thoughts of the past out of his mind and he let his superior air return to him and he casually walked up to the front door. Heads turned as he strolled by, but Kurt didn't let this faze him but on the inside he was very pleased. As much as Kurt wanted to get laid that night, he wasn't in the mood to work for it that badly. So the plan was to go to the bar, order a drink and wait, the first guy to hit on him and make an offer that Kurt found acceptable would be the winner. Only despite all his planning Kurt still wasn't sure how he would act during and after finding this person. Because he was a virgin and while he wasn't totally innocent when it came to sex, trying to play a sex demon would be hard when he had no hands on experience. Lucky for him Kurt was a fast learner and he made his best decisions on the fly. So the plan for now was just to see what would come his way and then wing it. He looked up at the large neon sign, the bar, or club rather, was called Feeling. Kurt had researched a bit and this place had very good reviews.

Kurt stepped up to the door and was let inside instantly, after his ID was checked. Once inside Kurt heard the blaring techno music booming around the room. He sensed the overpowering smell of hundreds of sweaty bodies pressed together on the dance floor. The old Kurt would have looked at the scene before him and run back outside with fear. Good thing Kurt had gotten rid of that wimp long ago, the new and improved Kurt Hummel saw the room as his new playground, now all he needed was the right playmate.

Kurt scanned the room and located where the bar was and he made his way over, pushing his way past the people clustered around and ordered a vodka. Kurt knew in addition to dressing to kill, there was another fact that was in his favour, he was new blood. Kurt was sure there were plenty of frequent hunters of hot ass in this bar and first timers were in demand. Kurt paid for his overpriced drink and leaned back casually as he waited to see if he'd get any bites. If he ended up getting no action on the sidelines, he'd give it more effort and go out onto the dance floor and become the hunter himself.

Sebastian Smythe scanned the crowded room in front of him and smirked, same music, same scene, same old story, and he wouldn't have it any other way. This is how he liked to spend most of his nights, visiting his favorite gay bar and finding a good hook up for the night. It was a game to him, a game he always won. Sebastian was well aware how good looking he was and he used that to his advantage every minute of his life. But here, in his natural habitat, he was at his strongest and it showed. Only sometimes all the guys begging to be fucked got boring, by so much that Sebastian needed a change of scenery, what he wanted tonight was a challenge. But first he needed a drink so he made his way over to the bar and came to a stop. A large grin spread across his face, funny how you often found things when you weren't looking for them. Black leather, clinging to the most perfect ass Sebastian had seen in a long time, that's what he found standing in front of him. Sebastian had no idea if the guys face would be as attractive as his backside, but with an ass like that, Sebastian could let a lot slide. Considering how appealing the back half of this leather clad new guy was (because Sebastian knew he'd remember an ass like that) he decided to find out how the front half fared. Sebastian causally strolled over to the bar and ordered his drink, glancing to his side. Well this was interesting, he was attractive, a bit more effeminate than Sebastian usually went after but it worked for his guy. High chiselled cheekbones, toned body and amazing hair, topped off with a perfect ass and Sebastian knew he had to have him, or for as long as he'd need him for.

Kurt had developed the ability to tell when he was being watched very early in his life, and it had saved his skin many times over. Now this tool he had fined in high school to avoid the bullies had a very practical use in Kurt's new environment. Kurt glanced from the corner of his eye at the tall brunette who was checking him out. Kurt fought to keep himself neutral as he noticed the guy liked what he saw, and did the same thing he was doing to Kurt, having a good long look. He was attractive, Kurt admitted, now to wait to see how his personality would fair. But since all he was looking for was a good fuck, they didn't need to have a lot in common. But Kurt still wanted to enjoy his first time, so he didn't want to have an error in judgement and pay the price if all he got out of the experience was a sore ass.

Sebastian got to work on making his move as he glided up towards the new guy and gave his most charming smile. “Well what do we have here? How are you enjoying your first time at Feeling?”

Kurt simply blinked at him in surprise, he would need to hear a bit more before Kurt could decide how to act just yet. So he needed the obvious playboy to keep talking. Kurt shrugged. “So far I'm not so sure... but how do you know this is my first time here?” he asked playfully.

“Easy, I'd remember an ass like yours,” Sebastian said with a grin.

Kurt's reaction to the compliment was to act like it caught him off guard, when in reality what he normally would have done was roll his eyes. “Uh... thanks... I'm glad wearing these pants wasn't a horrible mistake.”

“No, it was a good call, what's your name?” Sebastian asked as he leaned in close to Kurt's face.

“Kurt, and you?”

“Sebastian, let me be the first to welcome you, if I am the first that is,” Sebastian answered as he held out his hand.

Kurt took it and shook his hand lightly, the sexual tension rising around them was easy to notice. Kurt knew the type, guys like Sebastian liked to be in control, for things to go their way, and to get what they wanted. Kurt was fine with that, in fact it was perfect, it meant he didn't have to do much work. If Sebastian wanted a challenge to capture, then that's just what Kurt would give him. In deciding this Kurt knew exactly how to act now and he had a feeling it would make the night an eventful one for the both of them. “Why thank you and you are the first... I've never been to a gay bar before, it's... new,” Kurt admitted weakly.

“Now that is surprising, when you look like you belong here,” Sebastian replied.

Kurt took a drink of his vodka and let out a loud sigh, “Yeah well, I'm gay and I know how to use fashion to my advantage, but beyond that, this is all an act. I'm honestly a wreck on the inside, but I'm not gonna give up and run off. This is where I want to be, I came here to experience...” Kurt began to explain. It was easy to go this route, because in reality he wasn't really acting. He was letting his inner self, the one he normally kept locked away behind snark and sarcasm, out. It didn't escape him how ironic using his old innocent mind set to his advantage was, but he made sure not to go too far. Kurt was afraid if he reverted back too much he'd never get things bottled back up when he was ready to put his pants back on.

“I would never guess watching you just now, so you've got nothing to worry about. I'd be happy to show you the ropes though. I'm a regular here, have been for almost three years. I think you'll find this place very intoxicating if you give it a chance,” Sebastian urged as he ran his hand down Kurt's arm draped over the bar's edge.

Kurt's look of hesitation faded (though it was still an all act of course) once he looked into Sebastian's eyes. Kurt finished the rest of his drink and brought the glass down hard on the table, making an ice cube to jump out of the glass, which caused Kurt and Sebastian to laugh lightly. “Okay, you've convinced me, let the initiation begin, show me those ropes Sebastian, I find the experience hard to resist,” Kurt replied as his voice steadied as he stood up from his bar stool.

Sebastian's smug grin never left his face as he came over to Kurt and brought his arm around his back and pulled him in closer. Kurt smelled amazing and his unsure smile was a fresh change to the usual horny stock he normally encountered. Yes, this was a challenge he liked, a raw slab that Sebastian could mould into something beautiful, something sensual. But first he needed to test the waters a bit, baby steps. When Kurt showed no signs of pulling away from the embrace Sebastian took that as a green light to continue. So he leaned in closer to Kurt's face and suddenly kissed him and that kiss was far from chaste.

It had been hard for Kurt not to pull away from the sudden touch of Sebastian's hands on his body. He nearly flinch on reflex, because touch of a sensual kind still left a bad taste in his mouth. But he hadn't allowed himself to back down then, so he wouldn't now. When Sebastian was so bold enough to kiss him with a fierce and demanding passion, Kurt was ready for him. He kept himself passive at first, as if he was caught off guard. Sebastian seemed to enjoy this so Kurt decided to slowly respond to the kiss until he matched the desire and need the kiss brought forth. 'Okay this guy is a good kisser, let's hope his mouth is just as skilled for other things.' Kurt thought to himself.

Sebastian ran his hands down the small of Kurt's back until they slipped down his pants and made an amusing discovery. He pulled away from Kurt's lips, ended the kiss and laughed lightly. “You're not wearing anything under those pants are you?” he whispered.

Kurt smiled shyly at the accusation, “You've seen how tight they are, I didn't want any seam lines,” Kurt explained. “So, do I pass the first test?” he asked, figuring he could still be witty.

“Considering you're going commando, I think so. Are you ready for round two?”

“If you kiss me again like that then yes!” Kurt blurted out.

Sebastian laughed lightly, releasing Kurt and saw him pout cutely at that, only Sebastian didn't give him long to mope as he grabbed onto his arm and lead him out onto the dance floor. “Maybe later in a more private setting... for now... the second test happens out here,” Sebastian explained seductively.

Despite the fact that Kurt had convinced himself it was no big deal, he was enjoying himself quite a bit. It felt nice to be wanted, even just for sex, to be perused, desired. The flirtations and compliments he'd gotten since arriving for school were nothing like this. This was the meaning of seduction, it was like Kurt had stepped into a different dimension. One that was causing a sexual awakening inside him, bringing forth a whole new Kurt Hummel out for his use. Kurt knew after he got the hang of things he was going to enjoy reverting back to his normal superior self and see what that would result here for future visits. But for now his current act was very gratifying so Kurt was all for keeping in character. He needed to learn the game of casual sex and this Sebastian seemed like an ideal teacher.

Sebastian continued to lead Kurt to the dance floor and they pushed their way past the mass of bodies until they were far in the middle of it all. Sebastian stopped and began to move to the beat and he brought Kurt's hand to rest on his hip. He watched as Kurt flashed him a shy smile and he quickly placed his other hand on the other side of his hip and let Sebastian guide him to begin to dance. Their bodies ground up against each other and Sebastian pressed his hips forward, placing his hands up in the air. “You're a good dancer, are you sure this is your first time?” he asked over the loud pulsing music.

“Quite sure! I mean I've danced before but not like this, not this close...” Kurt muttered as he fought the urge to begin to shimmy, some left over side effects from glee club were hard to loose it seemed.

“Then you're a natural.”

“Or maybe I have a good teacher,” Kurt countered.

Sebastian brought his hands to glide down from Kurt's shoulders to his sides, causing him to shudder slightly from the touch. He grinned as Kurt took his hands off his hips and grabbed the back of Sebastian's neck possessively. That sent him mixed singles, he wasn't sure if the young man in front of him was as passive as he seemed. It wouldn't surprise him if Kurt was just playing a game like he was, but if they were both enjoying themselves, Sebastian didn't give a fuck. It's not like he was wanting some deep relationship here, there was only one ending to this he wanted to wind up with. Which was Kurt pressed up against a wall, moaning with pleasure as Sebastian slammed into his ass, begging for more. Just the thought was turning him on already and it brought the heat between them up another degree, which Kurt seemed to notice.

“It's getting hot in here...” Kurt muttered, movong his hips against Sebastian's thigh as they danced together.

“Blame those pants of yours and the body in them,” Sebastian growled.

“So I'm all to blame then? Should I feel guilty?” Kurt asked playfully.

“I dunno I think I need a closer look...” Sebastian muttered and before Kurt could ask what he meant he kissed Kurt again. This kiss was shorter and softer, he wanted to tease Kurt a bit, make him beg for more. Give him a taste of things to come, lure him into his trap. Of course as much as Sebastian loved to play the game of seduction he had rules. Never force, never take total advantage, Sebastian was hot enough that he didn't need to go that low to get sex. He liked willing partners more than anything and he was convinced that Kurt was on board by how he kissed Sebastian back as they danced.

Kissing it seemed was easy to get the hang of when you had a willing partner and Kurt hoped that was the rule for sex in general. When he was a teenager Kurt might have been happy with just kissing at first, but it seemed his built up sexual desire wasn't about to let it end there tonight. Sebastian seemed as ready to go as well, but Kurt fought to keep his libido in check, the night was still young after all.

Kurt faltered for a moment as Sebastian began to suck on his neck and he yelp in surprise but laughed soon after. He hadn't realized he'd need to deal with physical proof of his actions tonight, thank god for concealer. While Sebastian was focused on his neck Kurt looked around the room and it felt so freeing to have no one stare at him with disgust. Hearing about San Francisco and how it was known for its gay community was one thing, actually living it was another. “Fuck,” Kurt moaned as Sebastian's hand suddenly grazed over his groin and his cock started to harden from the touch.

“Is that a request?” Sebastian whispered into Kurt's ear.

“Yes, fuck yes! I want you... I didn't know that's what I wanted when I came here, but I sure want that now,” Kurt pleaded, when in reality his urgency was far more subdued, but he still wanted Sebastian, or rather to have sex with him. He needed to feel good and hopefully return the favour, virgin or not.

“Hmm I wonder if I should...” Sebastian teased, deciding to see if Kurt was putting an act on. He slid his hand under Kurt's pants and continued downward until they came in contact with what he was searching for. Sebastian figured groping Kurt in such a public place would give him the answer.

Kurt shuddered from the touch but didn't pull away, though it took every ounce of control he had not to break character. 'You fucking bastard,' Kurt thought to himself, instead he simply moaned with pleasure. There was no way he was letting Sebastian know that Kurt in truth had the upper hand. If he were to slip up now he'd lose, and all his work would be for nothing. No, Kurt was going to let Sebastian think he was still winning the game. As cynical as Kurt had become, he wasn't cruel. He was well aware that if he kept playing this game, they'd both end up getting what they wanted, even if it was partially a lie. “Don't make me beg, I want you but I have my pride,” Kurt hissed.

“You past the third test, want your prize then?” Sebastian declared as he pulled his hand out from Kurt's pants and kissed him hard before he could answer right away.

“What do you think?” Kurt said and he kissed Sebastian back, letting his control ease up a bit as he answered with his tongue.

Sebastian let out a small growl surprisingly after Kurt kissed him, it seemed this Kurt was a quick learner and the prospect of what else that could mean was enough for Sebastian. “Care to go to go a more intimate location?”

“Such as?”

“My place, it's a block away from here. I want you bent over and begging for more,” Sebastian answered casually, as if he had been asked something far less sensual.

“I like the sound of that, lead the way,” Kurt answered and he made sure the tone of his voice told Sebastian he didn't just mean to his apartment.

Despite their being ready to go, the boys waited until the current song was finished before they headed off the dance floor. Sebastian took hold of Kurt's hand once more as they pushed their way through the people around them until they made it to the entrance. Sebastian waved and greeted the people who called to him as he headed outside.

“Got yourself a looker tonight, feel like sharing that ass?” One loud and obviously drunk individual shouted.

“Like you could even get it up right now Jerome! Go home before you start puking on the sidewalk,” Sebastian yelled at him.

“What a lively bunch of people here,” Kurt said sarcastically.

“Yeah well, every place has its jackasses. They're just not yelling homophobic slurs,” Sebastian replied with a shrug. He turned to the left and started down the street with Kurt walking beside him. Sebastian draped his arm around Kurt's waist as they walked, “But forget them, I have far better things in store for us now,” he added.

“I'm glad I was brave enough to go out tonight then,” Kurt muttered with a smirk.

“And what do you usually do that keeps you away from the gay bar scene?” Sebastian asked.

Kurt paused for a moment, he wasn't sure how much he wanted to tell Sebastian about his life. Because he'd become a very private person and kept from sharing much with people. He also didn't want to lie and he had nothing to hide, at least when it came to his current life. “School mostly, it keeps me busy to say the least,” he answered.

“Me too, but I find if you balance well enough you'll have all the time you want to pursue pleasure. You just gotta have some control and know your limits,” Sebastian commented.

Kurt hadn't expected Sebastian to have a mind to go with his good looks, but he realized he had been too judgemental with first impressions. “Feel like saying what schools we go to? Or should we keep this less personal?” Kurt asked.

“I think schools are pretty safe to admit Kurt, unless you've got something you wanna hide...”

“I'm a student at AAU for fashion design and media. I'm proud of that fact so there's no reason to hide it,” Kurt quickly announced.

“Impressive, the clothing all makes sense now. Do wear stuff like this to class then?”

Kurt was finally able to roll his eyes for the first time that night and it felt freeing. “Yeah right, like this is comfortable for the classroom scene! It works for a night out on the town yes, but not for graphic design,” Kurt sassed.

“You've got a snarky side huh? I like it... any guess of what I'm doing for school?” Sebastian asked him.

“Not even a clue,” Kurt admitted.

“I'm a theatre major... just finishing up my third year at USF,” Sebastian explained.

“Now that's surprising,” Kurt said truthfully.

“Why? you've seen my dances moves, felt how skilled my mouth is. Talent like that has its many uses in life,” Sebastian pointed out.

“Hmm, well... I love music a lot myself... but I was hoping for a different type of show now,” Kurt began, but he realized he was starting to get out of character. Kurt was always very witty and when he actually got comfortable around someone enough to come out of his shell, he showed what a pro he was with playful banter. But neither the old or the new Kurt Hummel would get this at ease with someone he'd just met, even if he planned to get far more intimate with Sebastian very soon. Because sex was sex, there were things that were far more personal that could be revealed with his clothing still on, and he was determined to keep such things far from the surface. Kurt decided he could use his moment of awkward silence to his advantage. “Sorry... I try to act all sure of myself and snarky as you put it. But sometimes it's hard... I want to assure you I'm here because I want to be. Just... I don't know!” Kurt struggled.

“Don't worry, I find the shy schoolboy thing very hot. Brings back such fond memories of my sexual awakening. Good times... thank god for private boy schools,” Sebastian commented.

“So is it true that all private school boys are gay then?” Kurt asked as he pretended to regain his composure.

“I dunno about all of them, but considering the action I got, there's a good percentage,” Sebastian answered with a laugh.

“Makes me wish I hadn't gone to a backwater public school then,” Kurt grumbled, which was his honest opinion on the matter.

Sebastian stopped walking and leaned into Kurt, kissing him suddenly. “Time to make up for lost time now maybe?” he suggested. “Now's your chance, this is our stop,” he added as he gestured to the apartment building in front of them.

Kurt looked at the structure, it was on the other side of town from his own apartment and it was easy to tell the place was slightly more expensive as well. It seemed charming enough that Kurt was confident he was in no danger coming home with Sebastian to a place like this. A dark and sketchy alley way it was not, so Kurt whistled in approval. “Very impressive,” he simply answered.

Sebastian chuckled as he gave Kurt another long kiss and pulled him towards the entrance. “You ain't seen nothing yet,” he said with with a smug smile.

Kurt followed Sebastian inside and over to the elevator. All the while neither of them could keep their hands off each other, not that they bothered to try. Kurt had to admit making out with a hot but random guy from a bar was something the old Kurt would never do and this excited him a great deal. It was as if he was defying all the people who had told him he was a freak by living his life and embracing it full on at last. He'd say fuck you to all of them, by finally being fucked himself, or whatever Sebastian had in store for them tonight. Kurt got the feeling that Sebastian could only be a top and Kurt was fine if that was true. If Kurt only got to bottom tonight then that just left more things to explore in the near future.

Sebastian finally let go of Kurt when he made it to his apartment door and he brought out his keys to unlock it. Once inside he stripped off his jacket and tossed it onto the chair as he stepped inside. “Just make yourself a home,” he told Kurt.

Kurt walked inside and looked around the room, he was happy to notice it wasn't overly messy. It was a decent sized living room and as Kurt had guessed it was slightly larger than his own. He turned to notice two separate bedroom doors and he guessed the third door would be the bathroom. “You have a roommate?” Kurt asked.

“Don't most university students? Don't worry he's gone for the weekend. He's not home very much so it works out pretty good, for when I have company and that's most nights. Though I don't bring them all here, so you should feel fortunate, Kurt,” Sebastian said as he headed over to the fridge. “Want something to drink? You only had one at the bar after all, so it's sort of a shame,” Sebastian offered.

“Sure, but I don't want to lose total control... I want to remember tonight,” Kurt quickly answered. He realized what that could be taken as and he groaned, until he figured it was actually a smart move. Kurt knew he'd have to admit he was a virgin at one point, and as much as a bastard he was sure this Sebastian was, he had a hunch that if Sebastian knew this was his first time, he would take that into consideration. Kurt only hoped it wouldn't turn him off sex with him entirely. “Shit, wait...” Kurt muttered in alarm.

Sebastian raised an eyebrow curiously at Kurt and he walked over to him with a beer in hand. “Are you a virgin Kurt?” he asked, like he was asking what his favourite colour was or something.

Kurt's eyes widened in alarm, in reality he was half acting, half being truthful with his response. As much as he wanted this, when he was faced with the reality that he was a virgin and not for much longer, it was hard to process. “Yes...” he admitted softly. “Does that change things for you?”

Sebastian opened up his can of beer and took a long drink, his eyes never leaving Kurt's unsure face. This definitely wasn't new to him, he'd had his share of virgins, but it had been a while. “Not if you don't want it to be. I'm glad you told me since I'll take into account... but I like how I'll be the first to tap that ass of yours.”

“So you are a top then,” Kurt said.

Sebastian laughed, “Most of the time yes, But I'm not afraid to switch things up and bottom now and then. Though it depends on my mood and the situation and it's still a rare occurrence. Up for your first time being the bottom? I promise you I'll make it very memorable. Only it might make anyone after me have a lot of live up to...” Sebastian told him and he walked back over to Kurt.

Kurt kept his ground as Sebastian came over and pressed up against him, bringing his free hand to caress his backside and Kurt moaned softly. “It's yours for the taking Sebastian... or for tonight at least,” Kurt almost purred in response.

“That's the first time you've said my name... I like the sound of it,” Sebastian told him. “It gets a lot lower pitched when you get turned on I guess.”

Kurt made a scoffing noise, “Yeah, well for the most part this high pitched voice of mine has been nothing but trouble for me,” Kurt mumbled in annoyance.

“Oh? Well I bet it would come in handy if you could sing. Can you?”

Kurt sighed, “I'm not about to break out into song right now to show you!” he blurted out as Sebastian began to tease him with his touch.

“Okay, I'll settle with hearing you scream then. I got this place sound proofed, so don't hold back,” Sebastian whispered in his ear and he bit Kurt's earlobe playfully.

Kurt simply nodded as he took another long drink of his beer. It was hard to know what he should do or say next as they got closer to starting things. Was he really acting anymore or was he nervous? He wanted this to happen, or else he wouldn't be in Sebastian's apartment. He hadn't fallen in love with Sebastian, heck he wasn't even sure if he liked him at all. But he was hot, ready and willing, and hadn't kicked him out of the place when he learned Kurt was a virgin.

“Having second thoughts?” Sebastian suddenly asked.

Kurt shook his head and he kissed Sebastian and didn't hold any of his desire back with the kiss. When he pulled back to see Sebastian's usual smug grin he smirked. “No, I want this,” he assured him.

Sebastian took that as his cue so he grabbed Kurt's beer out of his hand and place the cans on the kitchen counter. “Good, let's have you lose your v-card then shall we?” he suggested. Only Sebastian didn't give Kurt time to answer, instead he simply pulled his shirt up over his head and tossed it onto the floor. When he began to unbuckle his belt Kurt surprised him by coming up and batting his hands away to take over.

“Let me,” Kurt told him as he got to work and pulled his belt out and threw it onto the floor. Kurt began to unzip the fly on Sebastian's pants when strong hands captured his jaw and Kurt's head was pulled up for another demanding kiss.

What happened next was hard for Kurt to process as his mind was fully distracted by Sebastian’s tongue in his mouth. But he realized he was being pushed towards the bedroom and they pulled at each other until Kurt back was pressed hard against the door. Sebastian began to pull off Kurt's leather jacket and he helped to get out of it. But he grabbed for it when Sebastian went to throw it on the floor. “I don't think so, that's a designer label,” Kurt hissed as he threw it onto the nearby couch.

“God you are a fashion major.”

“Or I will be in the future,” Kurt corrected.

“Can we move to the bedroom or will you bitch about your shirt and pants ending up on the floor too?” Sebastian growled as he pushed Kurt aside so he could open his bedroom door.

“Fuck the shirt, it's from Urban Outfitters. The pants will survive being on the floor,” Kurt muttered as Sebastian pulled him inside the room.

Somehow through their heavy kisses and busy hands, Sebastian managed to get Kurt's shirt off. True to his word he made no protest when it went flying onto the floor. Kurt finally realized that this was the first time someone had seen him with his shirt off, at least outside of gym class or at the pool. Somehow, he wasn't embarrassed or self-conscious, as Sebastian's eyes scanned his chest and his hands began to explore his exposed skin.

“Your ass isn't the only thing you got going for you,” Sebastian complimented.

“High praise indeed, but I'm in small comparison to you over here,” Kurt replied, while the compliment was out of character for him he wasn't lying.

“I know,” Sebastian said with a smug smile.

That comment did make Kurt want to break character and say Sebastian was full of himself but that would've been a mood killer for sure, or worse, Sebastian would admit it was true. “Shut up,” Kurt hissed as he kissed Sebastian again to keep him quiet if only for a second. “Couldn't you be doing better things with your mouth?” he asked. It was so hard not to get snarky, when it was second nature to Kurt now.

“I don't know what to think about you Kurt, you're an enigma.”

“We could stop talking for a while?”

Sebastian grinned and his hands trailed downwards to Kurt's pants and he began to undo the top button, unzipping his fly. “Good idea, how about I blow you instead?”

Kurt gulped and just nodded, since answering the question would be talking. But it seemed Sebastian wasn't about to leave it at that.

“What? I can't hear you...” he teased as he fought to pull Kurt's pants down off his hips. “Fuck these are tight, this might be too much work to get you out of these,” Sebastian muttered in annoyance.

“You seem like the type who likes a good challenge,” Kurt replied with a smirk, but he regretted it instantly.

“Who the fuck are you, Kurt? You're going all over the place here.”

Kurt sighed, “Forget about who I am. We don't need to know life stories to fuck each other. All you need to know is I'm a virgin and I want you and I promise you won't regret it,” Kurt told him and that was the most honest thing he had told Sebastian all night.

“Okay that I believe, back to these stupid pants. Be grateful I'm not getting a pair of scissors,” Sebastian said tauntingly.

Kurt groaned, he was letting who he really was slide back to the surface and what he was becoming was impatient. He batted Sebastian's hands away and began to slip out of his pants, it took some effort but he got them fully off and stepped out of them. He rewarded Sebastian by turning around to show his naked backside, since he hadn't been wearing underwear. “There, I wear a lot of tight pants so I'm a pro at removing them, or at least my own,” Kurt told him.

“Well worth the wait I see... almost makes me wanna let you be the top. But sorry no, my dick is still bigger,” Sebastian announced.

“Uh huh, I'll believe that when I see it,” Kurt replied.

Sebastian approached Kurt and kissed his jaw line, travelling his lips down to his collarbone and they both stopped talking for a while. “I'm finding this snarky side of you pretty hot. Angry sex is a big turn on for me,” he muttered through kissing. “Makes me want to make you really mad now...” Sebastian teased. As much as he had liked it when Kurt was more submissive and less sure of himself, he was enjoying this new side of him far more. He wouldn't even allow himself to think how Kurt had fooled him, or what he was really like. Right now his cock was doing the thinking and his mind was more than willing to take the back seat at the moment. That didn't mean he wasn't going to be his usual cocky self. Sebastian had found you could get away with a lot of things when you were good in the sack.

“Didn't you offer to blow me? Or do you want to live with yourself if you make my first time a horrible experience?” Kurt growled.

Sebastian's answer at first was to pressed the front of his body against Kurt's and it was clear to the both of them how hard they were. Kurt especially since he was already fully naked, while Sebastian still had his bottom half covered. Sebastian didn't bother to comment how impressive Kurt's cock was, considering he had been playing him a bit. He didn't deserve the satisfaction. Besides, he was still bigger, but not by much. “But you're so hot when you're angry. Fine, I guess I should be good once in awhile. Pay me back for it later okay?” Sebastian complained and he suddenly dropped down on his knees and reached for Kurt's cock.

“Fine just get on with it!” Kurt hissed through clenched teeth. “What the fuck has gotten into me! I dunno why I'm being so pushy,” Kurt admitted.

“You tend to say stupid things when you think with your dick,” Sebastian answered with a smirk as he began to pump Kurt's hard cock up and down with his hand.

Kurt snapped his head back as he let out a soft moan, of course Kurt was no stranger to hand jobs. What teenage boy didn't perfect the art of jerking off? Though Kurt himself probably was far less enthusiastic than most. Yet the fact that it wasn't Kurt's own hand on his cock made it feel different, like he was somehow more sensitive to the touch.

Sebastian caressed and kissed Kurt's hipbone as his other hand move along Kurt's length. Sebastian would never say it out loud but he had to admit Kurt's cock was quite impressive up close. So much that he was almost tempted to ride it himself, which was saying something because Sebastian rarely bottomed. “So what would you like me to do here?” he asked as his mouth inched closer to Kurt's cock. He knew exactly what the answer would be, but he still asked.

Kurt fought the urge to whimper from the waves of pressure that were surging through his body. “I want you to... to fucking blow me alright!” Kurt shouted in surrender.

“I guess I can then, got nothing else to do,” Sebastian said as he darted his tongue across Kurt's hard and ready cock and he began to circle his tongue around his shaft.

“Holy shit!” Kurt shouted. Now this, this was new and god it felt good. Kurt didn't care in the least how much of a prick Sebastian was if he kept doing stuff like that.

Sebastian was too focused with the task at hand to make a comeback remark, just knowing he had total control over Kurt right now was enough. After moving his tongue around Kurt's shaft a few more times he began to suck lightly on the side until he took the tip of it fully into his mouth. Sebastian switched between sucking and humming to add vibration and Kurt seemed to like the combo a lot.

It was very hard for Kurt to remain still as Sebastian slid his cock down his throat and started moving his head up and down at a fast pace. Almost as hard as it was for Kurt to not lose total control and give himself fully into the pleasure. As disillusioned as Kurt had become about physical intimacy, as he stood there with Sebastian, (someone he had met only an hour ago, fucking him with his mouth) Kurt could see how vulnerable you could be when you exposed yourself like this to someone. All it would take was a misjudgement of character or a bad decision and things could go very wrong, or at least be a disappointment. So it was almost hard to believe that for once it seemed Kurt had gotten lucky with his choice.

Though he was sure that if the old high school Kurt had met Sebastian they would instantly hate each other with a fierce passion. Even now Kurt wasn't sure if he wanted to kiss or kill him with his smart aleck remarks in between foreplay. But Kurt's train of thought was stopped when Sebastian quickened his pace and his cock went so deep down his throat he was approaching orgasm. “Fuck! Yes, oh shit yes, like that! I'm not gonna... I'm going to... fuck!” Kurt shouted and he barely understood what he was saying.

Sebastian was almost getting bored with the blow job, though for his first time Kurt was doing very well. So he was glad when Kurt bucked his hips forward and grabbed hold of his hair hard as Sebastian gave his final attack and thrust a finger between Kurt's ass cheeks and pressed against his entrance. Making sure not to hurt Kurt, because he never wanted to cause anyone unnecessary pain. That was a total buzz kill. That seemed to be the end for Kurt and he shouted loud profanities as he came. Sebastian was ready for him.

Kurt breathed heavily, though it seemed Sebastian was far from finished as Kurt realized he had swallowed his entire load. Kurt looked down at Sebastian, his mouth still around Kurt's cock and he felt a weird sensation while watching him finish up. 'Fuck I'm blushing... what the hell,' Kurt thought in annoyance. It was just a slip up, he was weakened from just having come, that was it. For one thing Kurt knew for sure that romance was the furthest thing from his mind at the moment.

Sebastian pulled back and looked up at Kurt smugly, like he'd just won some sort of race. In a way he had, because Kurt hadn't lasted that long. He stood up and without warning kissed Kurt long, hard and deep, attacking his tongue down his throat. Kurt tasted himself in Sebastian's mouth as they kissed, and Kurt didn't seem to mind by how eagerly he was pushing back at Sebastian.

“So how was your first blow job?” Sebastian asked him.

“Okay you give good head, now I hope you fuck just as well,” Kurt muttered.

“Turn around and I'll show you...” Sebastian whispered in his ear.

Kurt couldn't help but shiver from his seductive tone when he eyed Sebastian up and down. Kurt glided his hands down Sebastian's waist and stopped at the top of his pants (that were still on). “Aren't you a bit over dressed? Or are you so good you can have sex with your pants still on?” Kurt asked.

“So cynical, but I'm too horny to torture you anymore. What I want is you bent over and screaming my name,” Sebastian announced as he began to pull his pants off and got to work on taking off his boxer briefs next.

Kurt's eyes instantly went to Sebastian's cock and he was pissed to see that he was slightly bigger, but he told himself that meant nothing. If anything it was in his favour for what would happen next anyway. Now fully naked, Sebastian noticed Kurt gaze and he gave the same smug smile that was beginning to jar on Kurt's nerves. Like he was saying, 'Yeah I'm hung and I know you like it,' But considering the amazing blow job Sebastian had just given him, he was willing to humour him. “Yeah yeah, very impressive,” Kurt mumbled with a smirk.

“Thanks, now kneel down on the edge of the bed and stick out that sweet ass. Time to take the next big step. You'll find I have my bed at the perfect height for me to fuck you from behind. It's actually a good position for your first time, though you can believe that if you want to or not. I still wanna do you from behind either way,” Sebastian said with shrug as he began to guide Kurt towards the bed.

Kurt complied and knelt on his hands and knees, his feet leaning over the edge of the bed. He craned his head back to watch Sebastian kiss his shoulder blade as his hands slid down his back. It took him awhile to notice that one crucial thing was missing so far. “Aren't you forgetting something?” Kurt asked him, his tone very demanding.

Sebastian let out a throaty laugh and he slapped Kurt's ass playfully. “Don't freak out, I'm not stupid, there's no way I'd ever fuck someone bareback. I want to keep living this life of mine STD free, thank you. Let's face it. Even though I actually believe you, you could've just as easily lied about being a virgin,” Sebastian replied as he walked over to his dresser and retrieved the bottle of lube and a condom.

“Glad you have some sense,” Kurt replied.

“Pleasure aside, safe sex is a must for me. I advise you pick up the same attitude if you're going to keep sleeping around.”

“That was the plan all along,” Kurt assured him.

“Good, because the life lesson is over! Time to get to fucking your brains out. I want to come,” Sebastian muttered as he returned to Kurt and opened up the bottle of lube. Once again it was all about not crossing the line. There were things that needed to be done before the action could begin. “I'm gonna stretch you out a bit by fingering you first though. Be grateful, Kurt,” he muttered as he coated three fingers with lube and placed his other hand on Kurt's tailbone. Sebastian pushed Kurt's ass cheeks aside to reveal his hole and began to circle his finger around, causing Kurt to hiss in alarm.

“Shit that's cold!” Kurt yelled in alarm.

“Oh yeah, forgot to warn you,” Sebastian chuckled.

“Man you're a real prick,” Kurt groaned.

“You're just realizing this now? Shut up or I won't finger you first,” Sebastian warned, though it was a false threat. When Kurt remained silent Sebastian pressed a finger slowly inside Kurt and fought the tightness as he went in deeper. 'Shit he's tight, can't wait until my dicks in here,' Sebastian thought with a smirk as he began to move his finger.

Kurt bit his bottom lip as he got use to the feeling, fingering himself was something Kurt didn't really bother to try before. It felt odd, slightly painful from adjusting to the stretch but good, very good. Even more when Sebastian slipped another finger inside Kurt and he swore under his breath. It was shocking that Sebastian was giving this much time and effort to get him use to the sensation. His cock had to be throbbing, but Kurt got the feeling he had his share of virgins, so this was nothing new to him. “Do you have a lot of virgins then?” Kurt asked as his hips shot forward when Sebastian spread his fingers further apart.

“Hmm? Yeah a good deal, not as much since I moved to San Francisco though. It's been a while, but I never get rusty, as you can see,” Sebastian answered as he began to thrust his two fingers in and out of Kurt at faster and harder pace. It was amusing since the way they were talking right now didn't exactly match with what they were doing. This was something Sebastian was grateful for, as Kurt seemed to know his mindset when it came to sex. When there was no risk of feelings getting mixed up in the process sex was way more pleasurable. Sebastian added a third finger in an attempt to stretch Kurt out just a bit more. The more he could get done, the better things would be for both of them. Sebastian was an asshole, to be sure, but even he wouldn’t purposely hurt anyone bottoming for him, especially not such a alluring virgin like Kurt.

“Fuck! I'm good... I'm... I'm ready. Just fuck me already! I know it's going to hurt and I really don't care. I think I've waited long enough!” Kurt demanded as he felt his cock hardening with sheer need.

Sebastian nodded after a moment more. “Yeah, enough with the foreplay, I want to fuck you,” Sebastian agreed as he tore open the condom package and rolled it onto his ready cock.

Once he slicked himself up with lube Sebastian grabbed hold of his cock and lined himself up to Kurt's entrance. When his tip met Kurt's hole he took one hand and grabbed onto Kurt's hip and he slowly began to press himself inside Kurt. Once the tip of his cock was inside Kurt Sebastian placed his remaining hand on the other side of Kurt's hips and pushed in deeper. All the while making sure to listen and feel for Kurt's reaction to gauge what his pace should be. “This good?” Sebastian breathed. Kurt was even tighter then he had imagined. “Cause shit you're tight,” he swore.

“Aren't you lucky then, sorry... I'm good, keep going, don't stop,” Kurt told him. “Fuck it hurts but I don't care, it feels... you feel amazing,” Kurt said with a gasp as he struggled to keep still. He had expected the pain, what he hadn't counted on was for it to be easy to get past because the pleasure was off the scale in comparison. The stretch and the feeling of Sebastian's cock filling him up was so new and weird to experience, but Kurt now knew why people went to such lengths to get laid, it was intoxicating. “Fuck! Yes! Sebastian... I can't... this... oh lord,” Kurt muttered.

Sebastian again struggled to fight the urge to just begin slamming into Kurt with all his might, he wanted to move. He deserved to move after how much of a saint he was being, but he had to have a conscience at least when it came to sex. When it came to verbal insults Sebastian had no limits, he simply didn't care about other people's feeling or opinions. However, Kurt had found his one weakness, that he actually wanted people to enjoy having sex with him, because when they did it turned him on so much more and made sex that much more enjoyable.

Kurt arched his back and moaned as he felt Sebastian fill him up completely, but he wasn't in the mood to remain still and savour the moment. “Move dammit! Fuck me senseless like you said you would,” Kurt hissed.

“So much for me for trying to be the good guy then? Good, it's too much work anyway,” Sebastian commented and he pulled out of Kurt, only to thrust back into him hard. He knew Kurt had to be feeling some pain from the speed but if Kurt wanted it rough, Sebastian was more than happy to comply. “Just don't come crying to me later when your ass is fucking raw and sore,” Sebastian grunted as he slammed back into Kurt.

“Like I would!” Kurt shouted as Sebastian thrust back into him, loosing all control and he let out a loud sensual moan. It stung like a bitch but it felt so good, Kurt just stopped acting snarky and bossy and gave into the experience as Sebastian worked up a steady rhythm. Only Kurt wasn't about to make him do all the work and he suddenly pushed backwards to meet Sebastian forward thrust.

“Fuck Yeah! Keep doing that!” Sebastian shouted in approval.

While Kurt wasn't talking anymore, he was far from keeping quiet as he began to scream and moan as Sebastian rammed into him. He didn't even care that he would bruise from the contact, Kurt wasn't thinking about anything except what Sebastian was triggering in him. It made him feel so alive, so sensual and almost primal. They were equals, each giving into their carnal desires as they moaned through the waves of pleasure.

Sebastian moved his hand to grab at Kurt's inner thigh as he shifted his weight forward. So much that Kurt slumped forward down on the bed as Sebastian fucked him hard into the mattress with all his strength.

“Oh god... why am I not lasting! I'm gonna fucking come again,” Kurt hissed.

“Because it's your first time and as much as I hate to admit it, your tight ass is testing even me,” Sebastian admitted and he moaned again, loud. “Shit! Just come so I can!” he ordered.

“And let you win? Hell no!” Kurt shouted back and he fought to keep himself on the edge of orgasm, but it was a losing battle with the way Sebastian was pounding into him. There was no way Kurt could keep himself from coming for much longer.

“Just come! Give in and give it up. I've done enough for you tonight! You're welcome!” Sebastian ordered as he refused to give in and lose control. Sebastian loved to gloat over being the last one to come and he wasn't about to let his tight-ass virgin have the upper hand.

Kurt let out a mocking laugh and he decided he did owe Sebastian and really he was at his end anyway. Sebastian seemed to sense this so he leaned forward, braced his hands on the mattress and pushed harder into Kurt. What sent Kurt fully over the edge was when Sebastian bit his shoulder, but not hard enough to break skin. "Fuck!" Kurt screamed as heat pulsed through his body as he finally came. Kurt shuddered and all he could manage was to slump forward on the bed. Sebastian thrust into Kurt again and again, pushing his sex partner forward from the force. “Nothing's stopping you now Mr. Stamina!” Kurt said.

“Quit your bitching I'm coming... shit!” Sebastian barked in reply but he was cut short as Kurt's muscles clamped around him as he came hard inside him. The act finally done, Sebastian collapsed onto Kurt, shuddering from the intensity of that orgasm. The mental fog from the dizzy haze of reaching orgasm started to clear and the only noise was their breathless exhales as they fought to keep breathing.

“You do realize you're crushing me...” Kurt mumbled as he fought to keep his mouth above the mattress.

“Blame how tight you are for that,” Sebastian growled. Sebastian was never one to linger after reaching orgasm so he promptly pulled himself out of Kurt. He gave Kurt's near perfect ass a hard slap before rolling off of him to flop down on the bed beside him.

Kurt was glad to loose the extra weight, especially with how tender his back end felt now. Kurt rolled onto his back and spread his arms out wide, running a hand down his sweat covered face. He gulped and wheezed as he tried to regain the ability to speak, Kurt knew he had nothing to compare it to, but even if he wasn't a virgin he figured that was some amazing sex. It was true that angry, hard sex could be very gratifying. “Okay... yeah... thanks... that's a first time I'll remember,” Kurt admitted softly.

“I've done my good deed for the month I guess. I'm Looking forward to my reward,” Sebastian said smugly.

“I'd offer to ride you but... yeah... not gonna happen, sorry. Feel free to head back to the club if I wasn't satisfying enough. I won't be offended, I might think you're a prick, but that's not much of an insult,” Kurt told him.

“Are you sure you're a virgin? Cause you sure seem a natural when it comes to casual sex. When you were acting all different before, I was expecting some big emotional thank you. This is much better, no feelings in the way. Just amazing sex,” Sebastian commented.

“Was that a compliment? Should I be stunned?” Kurt asked sarcastically.

Sebastian rolled his eyes, he leaned on his side and arched his arm so he could rest his chin on his fist and he looked down at Kurt. He shrugged, “Think what you want, I don't give a fuck,” he said casually and he leaned backwards to throw the used condom into the trash at his bedside. “You gonna go now? Or when you've recovered, since you're too sore for more?” he asked.

Kurt nodded, “I'm not staying the night if that's what you're getting at. Sex is over for tonight, at least for me, we got what we wanted, it's a done deal,” Kurt replied as he sat up. He reached for a tissue from the box at his side of the bed and set to cleaning himself up.

“Again I ask, how are you like this when you've never been boned?”

Kurt rolled his eyes in annoyance, he wasn't about to tell his hook up his whole life story. “Easy, I'm not stupid. Need I go on? Like you said, emotions only screw things up, so no thank you. You'll get no declarations of love from me. You were a good fuck and thank you for easing me in and actually making it good. But we both know what this is, why try to make it more? I might have been a virgin at the start of this day. But I'm no stranger when it comes to the real world and all the shit that's in it,” Kurt explained and he set to getting dressed. Once he pulled his pants back on(which hadn't been fun when he was somewhat sweaty) he set to finding his shirt and pulled it over his head.

Sebastian just watched him silently as he got dressed. He wasn't sure if he felt like going back to the bar. “Sounds about right to me. Well then, thanks for the fun night Kurt, I guess,” Sebastian told Kurt.

“Yeah. Yeah. Likewise,” Kurt muttered as he looked back at Sebastian. “Should I let myself out?” he asked.

Sebastian nodded, “I'm feeling lazy and I want to take a shower before I get dressed again. Don't steal anything on your way out,” he said with a grin.

Kurt laughed, “I have taste,” he scoffed.

“Says the guy who let me take his virginity,” Sebastian pointed out.

Kurt narrowed his eyes and he sighed, “Okay I'm done with the banter. I'm gonna leave now,” Kurt muttered.

Sebastian stood up and stretched in place, “Fine by me. So will I see you at the bar again sometime?” he asked casually.

Kurt froze in mid step, a devious grin spread across his face and he suddenly was on Sebastian in an instant. This time there was no holding back, no handing over total control to him. Kurt kissed Sebastian with fierce passion and force as he cupped the sides of his face. When Sebastian grabbed for him and pulled their bodies close Kurt had him where he wanted him. He pulled back and grinned at him, giving Sebastian his best imitation of his own smug smile. “Yes, I think I will be back. Buy me a drink next time and maybe my offer to ride you will still stand,” Kurt whispered as he sounded so seductive Sebastian met his gaze with matching intensity.

“Get out of here before I fuck you against the wall so hard you won't be able to sit for weeks,” Sebastian warned.

Kurt laughed lightly and pulled himself out of Sebastian's arms and headed out of the bedroom door. He grabbed his jacket and threw it over his shoulders and he put his boots on. Once fully dressed Kurt paused at the door, he turned back. “Thanks for the fuck!” he called and headed out the door. Kurt ran a hand through his tousled hair, he probably looked like a wreck right now but he didn't care. Kurt the virgin was gone, never to come back. Something had awoken with in him, something Kurt was ready to embrace. 'Hello San Francisco and you better brace yourself,' he thought to himself as he walked down the dark street, whistling as he went.


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So far I really like this! And I bet I'll like the other chapters when I get round to them. You write Sebastian really well, the sarcastic come backs are really good, especially that one about Jerome going home before he's sick. It made me laugh. ;p. Anyway, it's written really well. And I can't wait to read more. :)

What a brilliant moral dilemma for Blaine and Kurt too. I hate Sebastian .