Author's Notes: I know I'm starting to sound like a broken record but my apologizes for the lateness of this chapter. I am however, happy to report that I don't have any other stories with set posting dates to effect this fics' updates anymore. Hopefully I will make sure I keep to the monthly post plan. I can say with complete certainty that this story will never be abandoned though! I will see it through all the way to the end. (which so far is at like 30 chapters and that only brings the timeline to march!).
Chapter Seventeen
"Psst! Kurt, wake up!" Rachel's hissed somewhere in the dark loft.
But Kurt did no such thing -- as he was still deep asleep -- and it took her shaking him to stir. In his grogginess, Kurt wasn't prepared for what he saw when he opened his heavy eyelids and came face to face with a ghostly horror. Rachel's face was lit up from the candle she was clutching and with her so close to his face, it struck terror into his heart. Kurt let out a blood-curdling scream that caused Rachel to shout back at him in equal fear and that, in turn, woke Blaine with a complete start.
Blaine shot up on the bed; he was wide-eyed and panic stricken. "What! What's going on!" he yelled.
Kurt felt like his heart had leaped out of his chest and he wasn't able to speak until he got his breathing back down and under control again. His hands had immediately went for Blaine for support and when it was clear there was no danger, the couple unclasped themselves from one another – though they still kept close. "Oh my god, Rachel! What the hell were you thinking? Waking us up like that, you scared the death of me – and Blaine!" Kurt said angrily.
Blaine leaned over to switch on Kurt's lamp but nothing happened and he frowned in confusion. "Is the power out?"
"Yes!" Rachel woefully answered. "The whole block is out, maybe the entire city!"
"Well that's still no excuse for waking us up at..." Kurt said, pausing to check the time on his alarm clock. "... 3am!"
"I can't believe you two slept through all that noise," Rachel said.
Kurt frowned at her; what was she talking about? "What noise?"
"Just stop and listen," Rachel instructed.
But when Blaine and Kurt obliged, at first they heard nothing – not so much as a peep. Kurt rolled his eyes at Rachel tiredly; it was way too early to deal with her like this.
"Um... sorry Rachel, but I'm not hearing anything..." Blaine admitted politely.
That was it, Kurt had just ceased being reasonable and he flopped back down on the bed – set on ignoring Rachel until she would go away. That is, until a big gust of wind rumbled through the apartment and his eyes snapped open. "Okay, that I heard."
Rachel didn't seem the least bit happy to be right; she looked even more depressed actually. "It's been like that for most of the night. I tried to look outside just now but all I could see was wall to wall white," she explained.
In his typical helpful way, Blaine had already gotten his phone to check the local twitter feeds for info but thanks to the bad weather, his internet connection was practically non existent. Then finally, the page managed to load and he let out a sigh as he began to read. "I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but it sounds like this is pretty bad. According to this site, what had started out as a snow storm yesterday has grown into a full blown blizzard overnight," Blaine said, scrolling his thumb down for more info. "It's like Rachel said, power is out all over New York..."
Rachel rushed over to Blaine on his side of the bed and asked, "What about the flights at the airports, Blaine?"
"I think they've clearly been cancelled," Kurt answered for his boyfriend.
"Kurt's right about that, sorry Rachel," said Blaine, who gave her a sympathetic look.
Kurt groaned, "Great, why now of all times do the weather predictions have to be accurate?"
A different thought crossed Blaine's mind though. "Are we going to be safe here?"
"I wouldn't worry too much if I were you Blaine; this place is pretty sturdy and if it survived Hurricane Sandy I think facing one blizzard won't be so rough," Kurt said.
That was right, Blaine had heard about that storm on the news of course, he just hadn't linked it to Rachel and Kurt yet. From his memory he recalled it had caused some flooding but hadn't been as bad as anticipated. Still, Blaine didn't like the idea of either of them having to go through such an ordeal not long after moving to New York. "Were you here for it?"
Kurt shook his head. "No, our parents made us come home for, though there turned out to be little need. Luckily when we came back there was no damage to the loft, because that would have sucked."
"It's so like us to be here for only two months and then for a hurricane to come crashing down on our new home," Rachel added.
"But the one thing we do have to show from the experience is that we're well prepared for such a disaster now -- we made emergency kits and everything," Kurt said.
"Should I go get mine?" Rachel offered.
Kurt shook his head again and he let out a loud yawn. "Why bother? The storms outside, not in here and anyway, it's way too early to deal with anything yet. I dunno about either of you but I for one, am going back to sleep." He latched onto Blaine, pulling him down with him back on the bed, and his boyfriend did nothing to resist him.
Blaine was happy to go back to sleep and spend more time spooning with Kurt. "Try to get some sleep too, Rachel. By the time we wake up we should all be in a better mood to deal with everything together."
"If you're worried about freezing to death, you can join us here," Kurt said, though he didn't sound too inviting.
Rachel seemed to know well enough not to take up on Kurt's offer, especially when there would be little room if the three of them were to share the bed. "No thank you, I'll just go wrap myself up in lots of blankets and ride the storm out all on my own," she announced dramatically.
"Goodnight Rachel and no more flashlight spook shows, okay?" Kurt said, not taking the bait. He heard the swish of his curtains that signalled Rachel had taken her exit and he glanced at Blaine, who was smiling at him affectionately. "Does this make me a horrible person, Honeybee?" he asked.
It was clear Kurt was being sarcastic but Blaine chose to answer him anyway. "Not at all, it just means you're a cranky person in the morning," Blaine teasingly replied.
Kurt kissed the end of Blaine's nose and before drifting off to sleep he said, "Glad you can tell the difference."
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The storm outside continued to rage, waking Kurt and Blaine up a number of times during their attempted sleep. So when it happened to what felt like the twelfth time (really it was four) Blaine opened his eyes and yawned; it was time to give up and get up he figured. Or that was his plan anyway but Kurt it seemed, had other ideas. He tried to slip out of Kurt's arms gently enough as not to wake him but that only made his boyfriend's grip tightened. Blaine rolled his eyes affectionately, he was tempted to snuggle for a bit longer and if his stomach weren't rumbling at him then he would have. What made his mind up was if he got out of bed then he could finally get a chance to cook breakfast for Kurt. Too bad that meant he'd probably have to wake up Kurt, who so far showed no signs of movement – or of wanting to release Blaine.
"Kurt, I'm sorry but you need to let go of me," Blaine said.
Although Kurt did stir at the sound of Blaine's voice, he did the opposite of his request and snuggled up even close to him. Kurt nuzzled his face into Blaine's neck and let out a deep breath of contentment; he was still half sleep. "No..." he whined. "Not now... not ever..."
On the inside Blaine was delighted by Kurt's sleepy (and clingy) antics – which he found adorable beyond words. But no matter how cute Kurt was, Blaine could still put his own wants above his boyfriend's – at least when it was something this trivial. "I don't mean forever Starlight, I just want you to let go right now so I can make us breakfast," he explained.
Kurt still refused to give in and to tempt Blaine into remaining with him in bed, he started to kiss the spot on Blaine's neck that he knew his boyfriend liked best. At first it appeared to be working and Blaine certainly seemed to be enjoying his efforts but Kurt knew it wouldn't be enough. So Kurt upped the game by bringing his lips to brush Blaine's, kissing him full on the mouth.
Blaine figured if he gave in enough then, maybe Kurt would be more willing to strike a compromise. But Blaine's theory was pretty much rendered moot as Kurt's kisses grew deeper and more urgent. At this rate, they were going to need to break apart or end up doing something very sexual. As tempting as that could be, Blaine's hunger was still more about food than his physical urges – a big clue about how hungry he was.
"Kurt..." Blaine said warningly. "You promised I could make you breakfast today."
"I'm sorry but..." Kurt said as he stopped kissing Blaine but he wasn't ready to let go of him just yet. "... you're just so warm Blaine, and the second I let you go then I'm going to be all cold and alone."
Blaine grinned mischievously at his boyfriend; he knew just what to do to tip the scales. "Ah, well my feet sure aren't very warm." Without any further warning, Blaine moved his legs so his bare feet touched Kurt's legs and in his surprise, Kurt released his hold on Blaine. Victorious, Blaine scurried out from the covers and away from Kurt's reach.
"That was a low blow, Blaine!" Kurt hissed. His possible anger was broken the second Kurt looked at Blaine and the couple laughed at the sight of one another. Things had gone on long enough Kurt supposed, so he didn't bother on retaliating.
Kurt sat up on the bed and scratched his head tiredly. "Judging by the cold sting in the air, I take it we're still without power."
To be sure, Blaine tried Kurt's lamp again but it didn't turn on. "This does throw a wrench into my breakfast making plans."
"Not necessarily, you forget that the loft has a gas oven, so breakfast is still possible," Kurt said.
"Cooking by candlelight does have a romantic sound to it too. It would also be a good idea to use up some of the eggs and milk before they go bad."
"And pancakes do sound heavenly to me right now I must admit, Honeybee."
Blaine grinned at Kurt, who seemed to be ready to behave himself. "So would it be safe for me to kiss you without becoming snared in your trap?" he asked teasingly.
Kurt rolled his eyes. "I would say no but your wording doesn't leave me in a very affectionate mood."
"I was obviously just teasing you Kurt, which you are well aware of."
True to Blaine's claims, he was indeed just playing with Kurt, who knew that as well and his cheeky grin was all of the proof Kurt needed.
Kurt watched Blaine as he came back over to the bed, leaned down and met Kurt halfway so they could share a tender morning kiss.
"While you fix our breakfast I'll do the mood setting myself and get us some candles for the table," Kurt said as he sat up from the bed. The second his body met the cold winter air Kurt began to shiver uncontrollably. "Shit that's cold," he swore, because it was that cold.
"This calls for layers, don't you think?" Blaine said.
Kurt nodded in agreement and he went to his dresser and pulled out a grey sweatshirt he often used for winter bed attire. He threw it over his head and put it on; he felt a little better but he'd much rather use Blaine to keep warm. Of course Kurt hadn't forgotten about his boyfriend and he handed Blaine one of his sweaters for Blaine to wear.
"Thanks, but you should know that you may not get this back," Blaine playfully warned.
Kurt laughed, "Just give me something of yours as a trade then."
The loft was oddly quiet and that made Kurt wonder what Rachel was up to, because he really doubted she was still asleep. It was more like she was moping in her room and Kurt had every intention to tend to her soon enough – just not yet. "There are two small personal heaters in our emergency kits but I think we should save those until they're absolutely necessary. Though I may just give them both to Rachel since I have you, Honeybee."
Blaine chuckled as watched Kurt retrieve his emergency kit from its hiding spot berried in back of Kurt's storage area. When Kurt opened it up Blaine saw for himself just how prepared Kurt and Rachel were and he was very glad for it. Inside were a number of candles, the said space heater and then various piratical items that would prove useful in a blackout. Kurt appeared to be looking for something and the item in question turned out to be a battery powered lamp of all things – the type campers would use.
Kurt handed the lamp to Blaine. "This should be amble enough light for you to cook under, Blaine. I'm glad we were sensible enough to charge up our phones and laptops last-night as well."
"I think we're more than prepared for riding out this storm – however long it will last," Blaine said.
"Let's hope it's a short one."
"Agreed. Well then, I'll go put a start on our breakfast then," Blaine said, reluctantly moving away from Kurt.
Blaine had barely stepped out Kurt's room when he noticed Rachel was lying on the couch in the living room. There was a sad pout fixed upon her mouth like it were permanent and Blaine's heart went out to the poor girl. Her pretty brown eyes were glued to the screen of her laptop and she didn't look up at Blaine when he approached her.
"Any luck with the flights?" Blaine asked hopefully.
Rachel quietly shook her head, which had Blaine worried since normally she wasn't so silent. "No, everything's still cancelled."
"This storm must be pretty serious."
"What storm? It's already become a full blown blizzard and according to what I've found online, there's no signs of it stopping for days. Days, Blaine! We could be cooped up in here for a long time, maybe even all the way to New Years – or even after that!"
Blaine really hoped that Rachel's predictions wouldn't prove true because even his usual positivity would be tested if he spent his entire visit trapped in the loft. As much as he wanted to spend time there, he did want to go out and experience Manhattan with Kurt at his side. So Blaine could related to Rachel's blue mood but that didn't mean he planned to join her. "Wanna cook breakfast with me, I'm making us pancakes... oh wait... I almost forgot that you're a vegan..."
Rachel cracked a small smile at Blaine. "Oh don't worry about that Blaine, I can make my own vegan style pancakes. I've got a good recipe memorized, so that way we can still cook together – just in different pans," Rachel said.
By the light of the lamp Kurt had given him, Blaine walked with Rachel to the kitchen and once there, they collected their cooking supplies. Soon the pair were stirring their respective bowls of pancake batter and Blaine was happy to see that Rachel's mood seemed a bit better.
"I'm curious Rachel, what is it like for you and Kurt with meals? Are you okay with him eating meat in your presence?" Blaine asked.
Rachel, who had just finished bringing out two frying pans for them to use, smiled at Blaine affectionately – apparently touched by his attempts to cheer her up with conversation. "We both agreed that being a vegan is my personal choice and that Kurt should respect it but of course doesn't have to follow my lead. So I promised not to judge him if he chooses to eat meat or eggs and in turn, Kurt won't mock me for choosing not to. Basically the rule of thumb is if there's something he's eating in the loft that causing me genuine discomfort, I am fully allowed to admit that to him," she explained.
Blaine was impressed. This all sounded very mature of them both, not to mention well thought out. "I'm glad to hear it."
"We still have our dramatic moments, even over food but regardless of that, Kurt has actually taken a liking to making vegan dished. I suppose he likes the challenge they bring."
"And how have his attempts faired so far?"
Rachel's smile broadened as she replied, "Usually very deliciously." Then for some reason her face fell a little. "So I couldn't help but overhear you and Kurt's little duet last-night..."
Blaine could tell that Rachel's concern was genuine and he tried not to blush at the thought of what else she could have heard. At the reminder of their song, Blaine felt his emotion building in the pit of his stomach. "That was... um..." he said, struggling to find the right words.
"If it's too personal to share with me then you don't need to, Blaine."
"Actually I think getting a chance to tell you what happened and why... is a good idea. I'm really enjoying my visit so far Rachel, but there's been this... side effect that I hadn't anticipated..." Blaine took a short pause to think of how he could define it to Rachel, because he wasn't really sure yet what it even was exactly. "The more I enjoy myself here with Kurt, the more I keep thinking about how hard it will be to leave when the winter vacation is over. Rachel, I don't want to go back to Ohio, I want to stay here with you and Kurt and start living in New York today, not in the summer."
The look of complete sympathy Rachel showed Blaine would have won her an Emmy award were she acting out a scene from a movie. But this was real life, and Rachel, who saw the pain in Blaine's eyes, reached out to gently hug her friend.
"I know I can't move here yet... it's just not possible... but I'm afraid that when Kurt and I go back to having a long distance relationship again... it's going to hurt so much more now," Blaine said.
Rachel pulled away from Blaine when enough time had passed and she just smiled at him warmly. "Oh Blaine, I know this must be hard for you and Kurt: to feel so connected and yet you can't be together all the time. But if anyone can make long distance work, then it would be you two. I truly believe that, especially now that I've seen you and Kurt together," she said.
Blaine nodded; he knew she was right, it was just hard not to think ahead to two weeks when Kurt would go back home to New York. "Thank you for saying that, Rachel."
"Think about this too Blaine; you still would have wanted to visit Kurt here no matter what, right?"
Blaine's reply came back instantly. "Yes of course." There was no question of that.
"It's not like I'm an expert on relationships but I do know what it feels like to be separated from the person you love. It hurts sometimes and some-days will be harder than others to get through and you two being together here in New York probably will change your dynamic... but I think it will be in a good way – for the most part. If anything Blaine, I can't see you being here as a bad thing. I mean look at how happy Kurt is since you arrived – I've never seen him smile so much before."
Blaine's sad little frown had changed to a wide grin. He knew better than to let himself mope and it was amusing how Rachel was now the one cheering him up. My how the tables had turned on them. That just showed how Rachel was already a true friend and Blaine was very glad to have her in his life.
"Though having to hear Kurt whine about missing you all the time won't be fun for me," Rachel added amusingly.
"I guess what Kurt and I should both do is just face things as they come and talk to each other about them whenever needed."
"I think that sounds like good advice to me, Blaine. In fact, can I come to you in the future if I need romantic guidance?"
Blaine laughed, "Sure."
They had just gone back to cooking their pancakes when Kurt strolled into the kitchen, looking deviously handsome in a chunky bright red sweater and snug fit khaki pants. Blaine melted at the sight of him. "Only you could look this amazing during a power outage," he said with awe, kissing him in greeting when he neared.
Kurt took Blaine's shameless comments and chose to reward them with a kiss of his own. "Thank you, Honeybee," he whispered. Then he made sure to acknowledge Rachel, who was smirking at the pair with big dopey eyes. "Morning Rachel, have you heard anything from your dads yet?"
Rachel shook her head. "No, not since last-night and I'm not taking their silence as a good sign. I've tried calling them too but the signal keeps dropping on me. I hate to say it boys – believe me – but it looks like I'll be joining you two for Blaine's week here at this rate. At least until this god forsaken storm clears and I know better than to get my hopes up that it will anytime soon," Rachel said gloomily.
So far Kurt had tried to deny the possibility that all of the work he'd put into planning his and Blaine's itinerary for the week was for nothing. "Rachel, stop it; we know you're not sticking around on purpose and while it's true that I was looking forward to some alone time with Blaine, it's not the end of the world. Life goes on, and you and I are no strangers to let down Rachel, so we can get through this."
"Kurt's right Rachel, and I'm seriously happy just to be here at all."
"I guess New York is a good a place as any to be marooned by a blizzard," said Rachel, whose frown looked less bleak.
"Why don't we take this one day at a time and see how things go?" Blaine suggested.
"An excellent idea Blaine, and obviously the first thing we should do is eat the delicious looking breakfast you've prepared for us."
"Maybe if I have some food in me I'll feel better..." Rachel replied.
"That's the spirit! Let's dig in then shall we," Kurt said.
The three friends seated themselves around the table and ate their pancakes by candlelight. Kurt and Blaine each took turns in cheering Rachel up and in turn it made Blaine feel loads better as well. On the inside Blaine still felt very disappointed about the idea of being cooped up with Rachel -- like a third wheel -- in the loft for days. He figured he was more than allowed to be, and Blaine had a feeling Kurt felt the same way. He just hoped that the weather would clear up before they headed back to Lima. Surely he deserved at least one day spent out in the city with his wonderful boyfriend!
"These are really good pancakes, Blaine," Kurt said.
"You should try one of mine," Rachel suggested.
"Sure why not, you know I'm always up for trying new things," Kurt replied, taking Rachel's offered slice of pancake. He spent a moment chewing it and then said, "Hmm, not bad, though I still prefer the usual."
Rachel smiled at him. "Fair enough."
Blaine was enjoying the chance to watch Kurt and Rachel talk casually to each other in person rather than observing their friendship through a computer screen, like usual. He envied their closeness; Blaine didn't have any real female friends himself. He supposed that he did now but he knew he would never take Kurt's place as her 'best gay' as she often affectionately put it.
The wind howled outside, making the window shutters rattle and Rachel's spirits were darkened once more. Blaine sighed; this was going to be quite the challenge. "Cheer up Rachel, I'm sure things will get better soon."
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Unfortunately, things did not get better. By the afternoon Blaine and Kurt had grown fed up with Rachel and had opted to cuddle together instead. For a spell the young couple were content to simply chat with one another and fall into their usual playful banter. Then – as it often happened – the boys stopped talking so they could entertain themselves in a different but equally playful way: making out.
Kurt had been the one to start them off, when he'd become so overwhelmed with affection for Blaine, who had just said something sweet and adorable (as usual) that he couldn't help himself.
"I love your kissable lips," Kurt growled under his breath.
Blaine was too occupied to react to Kurt using the word love (which was probably a good thing) and he kissed his boyfriend back with matched enthusiasm. He grasped Kurt's waist with his hands as they leaned back together on the bed. Kurt's own hands were clamped around Blaine's shoulders, keeping him upright enough so they could continue to lock lips. Their legs soon became tangled together and Blaine's head was swimming – at least until Kurt nipped at his neck – then his brain went fuzzy.
The low pitched moan of pleasure that Blaine produced snapped Kurt out of his semi trance so he could tone it done a notch. Or that was the plan anyway but Blaine it seemed, had other ideas – and he used Kurt's lapse to turn the tables and start kissing Kurt's neck. Kurt let out a delighted squeal from the contact. "Blaine! Oh, my god," Kurt panted.
Uh oh. This was dangerous -- oh so dangerous -- but Kurt was in no state to stop long enough to listen to reason. Blaine's warm mouth was on his neck. It wasn't long before the temperature between them climbed to near blazing levels and yet neither Blaine nor Kurt showed any signs of wanting to stop. No, Kurt was very content to lay underneath Blaine as he kissed him in places he hadn't realized could even be erogenous zones.
"This okay?" Blaine murmured softly.
"It's more than okay Blaine, it's wonderful," Kurt said.
"Great! Then I won't stop."
Little did Blaine know just how 'okay' he was doing, and how it caused Kurt not to think before he said, "Take off your shirt."
Taken aback by hearing the desperation in Kurt's voice, Blaine stopped kissing Kurt and blinked at him in surprise. He didn't look all that concerned but it was clear to Kurt that he hadn't expected to hear such a request all of a sudden. "Really?" Blaine stammered nervously.
Clearly Blaine wasn't used to saying no to Kurt but this was one of those times were he seemed to realize he had to. Blaine sat up on the bed, noting Kurt's pout from him stopping so abruptly and that made Blaine sigh at him. "I dunno Kurt, I'm not sure we should risk it. Rachel's here too and what about our plans to keep things tame? Don't forget what happened the last time one of us went shirtless."
In usual circumstances this would be the moment when Kurt would realize he was acting too rash but he was in a stubborn mood. In attempts to cope with his many plans being ruined by the likes of a storm, Kurt figured he and Blaine deserved some sort of compensation. Blaine was just being coy with him – the sweetheart – and if Kurt could coax him enough to go along – Kurt was sure he'd enjoy the outcome.
"But I really want to see you shirtless Blaine, it's time for us to even the score," Kurt said.
For one fleeting second, Blaine was about to go 'oh screw it' and throw caution to the wind, rip off his shirt and pounce on Kurt. He wanted to, so very badly but for the sake of their relationship, Blaine couldn't – he had to say no.
"I'm sorry Kurt, but I don't think that's a very good idea. Taking off my shirt right now would just make me want yours to come off... then both of our pants and um, I'd soon be in no state of mind to think rationally anymore. I don't want physical intimacy to be like that – not with you Kurt, I want it to mean something... and not just to be a way to fight boredom. At least not at this early stage..." Blaine told him awkwardly. "Am I even making any sense?"
Kurt was hit with a wave of guilt and he collapsed onto the bed. He was so embarrassed that he couldn't even look Blaine in the eye yet. "I can't believe I asked you to do that that..."
"I can, and trust me Kurt, I wanted to do it just as much as you..."
"Yes but you had the sense to say no Blaine, while I just wanted to feel good and--" Kurt said, stopping himself from confessing how far he'd wanted to go. What in the world was wrong with him? Kurt buried his head in his pillow; he couldn't tell if he felt more like laughing or crying.
"There's nothing wrong about wanting to have sex with me Kurt... the timing was just off..." Blaine began to offer.
Kurt would have sighed, if his head wasn't still smashed into his pillow. Without warning, he got up from the bed, looked Blaine's way just long enough to mutter a quick 'I just need a moment, sorry' and made a dash to the bathroom.
Blaine wasn't able to react in time to stop Kurt's escape but he doubted he would have anyway, so he remained seated on the bed. He let out an exasperated sigh. Wow, that had sure gone from intensely hot to awkward without a moment's notice. At least the swift change of mood was bound to kill his boner but now Blaine wasn't sure what to do – about anything. He ran a hand through his rumpled hair; being in a relationship could be difficult at times, no matter how close of a bond two people shared. "Stupid blizzard," he muttered under his breath.
Rachel chose that moment to walk into the partially open curtains of Kurt's bedroom and she didn't even bother to note the tense atmosphere – or that Kurt wasn't there. "Well it's official; my dad's flight has been cancelled. I just got off the phone with them and now Berry family New Year's plans are totally ruined," she announced. Her rant finished, she finally noticed Blaine's somber state. "What's up with you Blaine, and where's Kurt?"
Blaine shrugged. "He's in the apartment somewhere; most likely avoiding me."
It was like the very idea shocked Rachel, who gaped at him in disbelief. "Whatever for?"
Blaine nonchalantly tried to drape a pillow over his lap – just in case his erection was still obvious. He wasn't really into the idea of telling Rachel what had happened when the issue wasn't resolved yet. Knowing her though, she wouldn't leave him alone until he explained himself and really, Blaine didn't feel up to facing Kurt just yet.
"Blaine, please just tell me what happened," Rachel said coaxingly.
"Things between Kurt and I got too hot to handle... and I had to tell him a regrettable no. So he left – in a flash – and is probably feeling horrible about the whole thing."
"Okay, well that can happen sometimes when you're in a relationship. It's nothing to be so embarrassed about, Blaine."
Blaine sighed, "I know."
"If you know that then why are you here sulking instead of talking to Kurt?" Rachel asked.
Blaine squirmed awkwardly at the question. "I was going to... I'm just giving Kurt – and myself – some time to... recover." He really hoped he didn't have to spell it out for Rachel and point to his groin to show what he meant.
Thankfully Rachel seemed to catch Blaine's drift on her own – whether she thought he was speaking literally or metaphorically – much to his relief.
"This blizzard is making all of us really cranky," Rachel said.
Blaine nodded. 'Tell me about it,' he thought. Finally Blaine had things under control enough so he could face his boyfriend again. But just when he was about to get up to do so, Kurt ended up returning on his own – looking sheepish but in better spirits than a moment ago. Kurt flashed Blaine a quick smile before turning his attentions to Rachel, who looked delighted to see him there.
"Um Rachel, could you please make yourself scarce enough so I can talk privately with Blaine?" Kurt asked her softly.
Rachel smiled back at him and replied, "Sure." Without another word; Rachel left the couple to deal with one another.
At first Kurt wasn't sure what he should say or even do now that he was back. Okay that was a lie, he knew that he needed to do first was apologize to Blaine. The trouble was, Blaine would just tell him there was nothing to apologize for. Regardless of if that were true or not, Kurt still felt like he needed to say it. "I'm sorry for getting a little too demanding with my urges Blaine; I was clearly thinking with my penis and not my brain."
Kurt watched as Blaine choked back a laugh and did his best to remain politely quiet. Kurt was glad that he could still joke in a time like this, it made things less serious to face. Blaine made grabby hands at Kurt, who sat down on the bed beside him.
"I'm glad you said no," Kurt admitted.
Blaine smiled warmly at Kurt and he wrapped his arm around Kurt's shoulder. "For the record I didn't want to and I could have easily been the one to urge us forward. We just need to accept that no matter how many boundaries we put up, our raging hormones are going to try to knock them down."
Kurt sighed, "Must you always say the exact thing I need to hear?"
It was obvious that Kurt was merely teasing Blaine, so he was more than happy for the issue to be dropped that easily. "This blizzard sure sucks huh?"
"Yes it does... and honestly Blaine, I'm really disappointed that all of the wonderful things I planned for us to do together in the city are most likely ruined. So I guess I just wanted to do something to try to make up for the loss..."
"I'm just as bummed about it as you are Kurt. I really was looking forward to seeing Central park, NYADA, Callbacks and a whole bunch of other places in New York. Not to mention how I wanted to kiss in various spots of the city... so I guess... in my disappointment... I thought I could just kiss every part of your body instead. Not the best call there," Blaine admitted sheepishly.
Kurt perked up at the news "Really?" he asked with fluttering eyes.
Blaine laughed and repeated, "Really. Even now I look at you and can't stop thinking that maybe we should just go ahead and do it. Just to make a happy memory of my visit." Blaine instantly notice how Kurt had that fluttery 'oh wow Blaine wanting me is amazing' look on his face. He still found it outlandish that Kurt couldn't realize just how sensual he could be – or that Blaine would find him as such.
"But there's Rachel to consider," Kurt said.
"And our many talks about this very subject."
"We also don't have any protection or lube on hand, unless you packed some?" Kurt saw Blaine shake his head and he was actually relieved for that. "Okay noted. Honestly there are far more reasons for us not to have sex during this horrid blizzard."
"Like how the curtains that separate your bedrooms won't cancel any of the noises we would make."
"And most of all; I don't want to lose my virginity with Rachel in the apartment," Kurt said in conclusion.
The matter finally made, Blaine looked at Kurt shyly and sighed, "Okay having sex is a definite no go for us then."
"I'm afraid so," Kurt confirmed.
Kurt snuggled close to Blaine and he let out a content sigh of happiness.
"So any idea of less racy way for us to conquer our boredom instead?" asked Blaine.
"How about we go grab Rachel and play some charades instead?"
Blaine figured it was a start at least. "Why not. That should occupy us -- for a couple of hours anyway."
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Twenty hours and far too many games of charades, Pictionary, and various other games to count later, the official last day of 2012 had arrived. Thanks to the blizzard outside, Blaine Kurt and Rachel were still trapped inside the loft and were feeling more than a little stir crazy.
"I'm so bored!" whined Rachel, who was reclining lazily on a chair in the living room.
"We know," Kurt and Blaine replied in annoyed unison.
She scowled at the both of them. "Well then why aren't you doing anything about it?"
Kurt scoffed, "Why is it our job to keep you happy? We're not here just for your personal amusement, Rachel."
Blaine was in too blue of a mood to try to break their potential squabble but it was clear that Rachel and Kurt's hearts weren't in it enough to keep arguing either. Blaine let out what felt like his hundredth sigh of the day. "This is one of those times I wish we had a piano around; you two should think about getting one," he said.
"Dully noted Blaine, but since we do not have a piano at are arsenal... we are forced to seek other means of entertainment," Kurt replied, using whimsical sounding words just to amuse himself as best he could.
"Oh wait! Here's something; don't you and Rachel have dance steps you're supposed to practice for NYADA, Kurt?" Blaine said.
Kurt glanced at Rachel before smiling back at Blaine; why hadn't he thought of that? Oh well, there were certainly no better options he could think of so he figured Blaine's suggestion would have to do. "I'm game; Rachel?" he asked, looking to her to see what she thought.
"I could dance. If anything, maybe it will tire us out enough so we sleep rest of the night away," Rachel said.
Although her response was anything but encouraging, Kurt still saw it as a yes and he stood up from the couch. "That settles it then. I'll just go change into something more dance work out appropriate."
To Kurt's mild surprise, Blaine joined Kurt in the bedroom and started to undress himself and it was hard for Kurt to act like the discovery was no big deal. It was only until Kurt got his sweatshirt off that he felt the urge to say anything. "I'd offer to slow it down for you and give you a good show Honeybee, but it's far too cold for that," he explained.
"I'll try not to ogle you too much just the same but I'm not promising anything," Blaine said flirtatiously.
"Well you can... just a little... if you think you can behave yourself that is. If not then I can always go change in the bathroom."
Blaine rolled his eyes at Kurt and laughed, "Just undress here like you usually would," Blaine insisted.
But Kurt wasn't done yet. "Even when this could be your last chance to see me naked before the New Year?"
"If you have enough energy to tease me like this, then it's a good thing you're going to dance away some of it."
Kurt finally relented; as fun as it was to keep their playful banter going. He quickly dressed himself accordingly for the task and followed Blaine out of his room when they both ready. "I take it you're planning to join us, Blaine?"
Blaine nodded. "I figured once you and Rachel show me the routine I can join in."
Soon Blaine had the honour to sit down and watch Rachel and Kurt warm up and show him everything they had learned so far at NYADA. While the fact that they were both musical theatre majors (or would be in four years) and not dance majors didn't mean that the two students couldn't bring it when it came dancing. Blaine quickly began to ask them various questions and their subsequent answers lead to hearing some interesting stories. Then Blaine joined in himself and the three friends laughed and danced together for well past two hours.
After that the groups' spirits swiftly began to decline and since they were also now physically worn out on top of things, thus falling that much faster back into boredom. In attempts to save their New Year's Eve from miserable failure, Kurt cracked open the bottle of wine and poured them each a glass.
"You know, I have half a mind to get drunk just as a means to cope," Kurt admitted, though he didn't really mean it.
"I know what you mean and if there was no risk of throwing up then I would go for it myself," Blaine said.
"As much as I want to drink my problems away, I know better not to," Rachel announced to her friends.
"Good. You get way too friendly when you're drunk Rachel, if you recall," Kurt said teasingly.
Blaine already knew all about how Rachel had gotten drunk enough to force Kurt to make out with her against his will once. "If that were to happen, who knows, Kurt and I might just get bored enough to let you."
That was it; Kurt had heard enough. "You know what the three of us are? We're pathetic that's what! Here we are – in the New York City, aka the Empire State, the city of dreams and we're just moping around like immature children. We're better than this," Kurt said disappointedly.
"Well it's hard to stay positive when I should be getting a luxurious massage in an expensive hotel right now, Kurt," Rachel muttered back.
"Where as I'd probably be gallivanting around with you in Manhattan right about now Kurt, and having a ball of a time," Blaine said.
Something did end up putting a stop to Blaine and Rachel's whining but it wasn't Kurt or themselves: it was Rachel's phone suddenly ringing. She brought it out and at the sight of who it was, her expression brightening a notch. "It's my dads," she told her friends, clicking the answer button. "Hi daddies! I miss you to so much that I can barely stand it!" she exclaimed. Rachel didn't bother to put the call on speaker phone, so Blaine and Kurt could only hear her side of the conversation.
"Dads, relax, we're all okay. The blizzard is pretty intense but the three of us are safely inside and so not in any danger. Yes the power is out but we're managing, thanks to Kurt and I's emergency supplies... oh yes, they're here right next to me. We're sitting around in the kitchen drinking wine together. No we are not drunk! We're just indulging ourselves a little to get through our growing depression. What was that? Oh, yes I can do that hold on," Rachel rambled. "They want me to put them on speaker phone," she said, pressing the correct button.
"Thank you," Kurt muttered under his breath.
"Kurt, is that you? Are you there?" Leroy Berry's voice asked.
"Yes, Mr. Berry, it's me," Kurt said.
"Then shame on you for letting our baby's spirits fall so badly! Leroy and I had more faith in you than that!" Hiram chided, interrupting his husband.
Kurt rolled his eyes even when they couldn't see his annoyance in being ganged up on. "What are you implying? That the fact that I'm gay should mean I have to be cheerful all of the time?"
"No Kurt, we're not saying that at all. We just didn't think you were the sort of person who wouldn't use your endless talents to turn even the gravest affair into a fabulous evening," Leroy explained with impressive sass.
"We're stranded in Bushwick, in the middle of a black out! I'm not a miracle worker!" Kurt shouted.
"What could be more mood setting than the use of candlelight," Hiram said.
This simply was not fair. Kurt had done nothing to receive such ridicule and he wasn't even their child! Kurt looked over at the Berry's actual daughter, who was remaining frustratingly silent during her dad's reprimanding of Kurt. Blaine on the other hand hadn't met either of Rachel's parents so Kurt decided that he was off the hook. "Mr. And Mr. Berry, for the love of god, please, could you just give me a break? You're humiliating me in front of Blaine!"
"Oh yes that's right, Rachel told us how you have a boyfriend now," Hiram said.
"What is he like? If is tall dark and handsome?" Leroy added.
"More importantly: can he sing?" Hiram asked.
"Ask him yourself; he's right here. Say hello to Hiram and Leroy Berry, Blaine," Kurt said.
Blaine took a deep breath; for some strange reason he was quite nervous. "Um, hello I guess. I'm Blaine Anderson and yes, for the record I can sing," he spoke into Rachel's phone.
"That is splendid news, Blaine and it is a pleasure to hear from you! We're just sorry that we can't greet you in person," Hiram said.
"Now listen here you three; I expect you to turn the night around and quick. Do I make myself perfectly clear?" Leroy said.
"Like crystal Daddies," Rachel said assuredly.
"All right then. Now do please try to cheer up Rachel, sweetie; a whole New Year is upon us," Hiram said affectionately.
Rachel took the call off of speaker and after saying her heartfelt goodbyes, ended the call with a sad sigh. "So what now? Should we take my dad's advice and try to have a good time or just not bother?"
Blaine chose that exact moment to bring back his positive outlook on life. "We need to look to the bright side of things. I mean, just think about how far you both have come in the past twelve months. Take Kurt for instance; he got the lead role in the school musical because he refused to give up, then he won the election for senior president and used that power to make real changes at McKinley! Then if that weren't enough Kurt also got into NYADA -- his dream school -- and moved to New York. Not to mention the fact that he found himself a boyfriend who adores him more than he'll ever know," Blaine said, his playful grin growing along with Kurt's list of accomplishments.
Blaine was far from done though, and he continued onto Rachel next. "And as for you Rachel, I know for a fact that your amazing talents helped the New Directions make it all the way to Nationals and to become first place champions. As for your own dreams of going to NYADA, even when you choked on your addition you didn't let it keep you down for long. No, you picked yourself right back up and kept fighting and it is that unmatched determination in you that secured your acceptance letter, Rachel. You and Kurt are such inspirations."
"Don't you go and forget yourself Blaine, because you are just as inspiring," Kurt pointed out.
"Kurt's right about that, So why don't you tell us a few of your noteworthy accomplishments? Just to make things even," Rachel said.
"You guys are so wonderful it makes me want to cry, but to answer your question, Rachel... hmm... let me see... We'll I got elected to be, not only, a lead council member for the Warblers but to be their lead vocalist for the second year in a row. It was a team effort of course, but with my help, we won at Sectionals and thus have Regionals to aim towards now. Then, with my good grades, list of school clubs and activities, not to mention my skills as a performer, I think I have a very good chance of getting into NYADA at the end of the school year. I even got to play the role of a bad boy in a community production this winter and what had started out as a harmless prank... turned into the meeting of my life. When this incredible boy ended up falling on me and shook up my dull little life and made it so much brighter. Those are just a few of the things I am thankful about that have happened to me in the past year," Blaine said, smiling at them both.
Kurt chocked back muffled sobs; there were tears in his eyes. "I was right, Blaine, you are amazing."
"Hey, as far as I'm concerned; we're all amazing and also so very lucky. So I think it's time we start actually celebrating New Year's Eve together -- properly," Blaine said urgently.
"You can count on me to ring in the New Year with you, Honeybee," Kurt said.
Never one to be left out of anything – especially a good party – Rachel snapped up in her seat and cheered, "I'm with you too, boys!"
"Great! Then now all we need is to decide how we should celebrate – trapped here in our own little corner of the city," said Kurt, who's mind was already beginning to turn.
Although it was kind of him to help, Kurt needn't have bothered because Blaine already had something in mind. He sprung from the couch and went over to root through the remains of Kurt's emergency kit. Blaine remembered seeing something in there that would come in very handy, because of course Kurt would have to include a battery powered docking port.
"I'm way ahead of you, Starlight," Blaine muttered as he brought out the docking port. "I thought we could put on our own little show tonight – and I know just the perfect song we can start off with as well – which I luckily have loaded onto my iPhone already."
Kurt cast his boyfriend a curious glance; it seemed he could hardly wait to hear what song it was. "Do you plan on telling us what that song is or do you expect Rachel and I to jump in mid-way?" Kurt asked playfully.
Blaine beamed back at Kurt. He had that certain look in his eye that meant he was really excited. "Here's a little hint for you both; I think tonight is going to be... a... very... Happy New Year."
Rachel's eyes lit up as she shouted, "Rent!"
"Bingo," Blaine said with a wink.
Blaine hit the play button on his phone and the room was filled with music – more specifically the song 'Happy New Year A' from the Broadway Musical version of Rent. To start things off and – since it was his idea – Blaine was the one who sang the first verse of the song (Mimi's lines) and then Kurt sung the following portion. Soon the three friends took turns singing the different lines of the cast's members. They weren't just singing along either – like they were in a karaoke bar – no, Blaine, Rachel and Kurt went so far as to act out the number as well – as if they were performing the musical up on a Broadway stage and not in dark apartment loft in Bushwick.
What better way to wait out the New Year, Blaine thought – okay maybe that was a stretch but it was still pretty great. Blaine glanced at Kurt, who nodded at him and at the right moment – they sang together when Collin and Angel made their entrance and the song continued seamlessly played 'Happy New Year B'. The mood of the song of course changed when Vinny appeared and it was none other than Rachel who belted out his part. Blaine had a hard time holding himself together as he helped Kurt shout out the fast paced musical banter between the many characters in the song.
It was all going well, that is, until Rachel went so far to shout out Roger's lines; 'I'm not her boyfriend I don't care what she does' and the three of them – lead on by Blaine – lost it completely.
The sudden break of character was quickly reconciled and Blaine just managed to sing the remainder of Angel's part as Rachel and Kurt danced with him back towards the table. They grabbed their glasses of wine and clinked them together as they kept singing their hearts out. Towards the end of the song, a sweet romantic moment came when Kurt and Blaine sang the mini duet between Mimi and Roger and as they got swept up in the moment – the couple couldn't stop themselves by sharing a long kiss. Rachel beamed at them both as she sang Collin's lines, thus marking the end of the song.
Blaine finally opened his eyes when the kiss was over. His heart was a flutter and he felt like was on top of the world. "Well that sure was a hoot and a half!"
Kurt laughed, "It really was, Honeybee."
"It's so much fun we should keep going and sing the entire track from Rent! Please say you have the complete album, Blaine?" Rachel said loudly.
Blaine nodded. "Both the original musical and movie versions."
"Then what's stopping us from going for it? Let's do this! Broadway style!" Rachel cheered.
"Even when there's just the three of us?" Blaine asked, albeit teasingly.
"Oh I think we've proven that we're adept enough to compensate for that," Kurt said. "We'll just keep splitting and switching the roles between us as the songs come on."
"And there's no need for us to worry about staying with our respective genders either," Rachel said.
Kurt scoffed, "I think that goes without saying, Rachel."
"I love it guys, and I'm totally on board with it! But naturally Kurt and I have dibs on any of the Mimi and Roger duets," Blaine said.
"Oh so does that mean that Kurt and I can sing 'I'll Cover You' Blaine, or would that make you too jealous?" said Rachel teasingly.
Blaine just grinned at her cheekily and said, "By all means: go right ahead if you like. Just remember that you don't need to make it too convincing."
Rachel chimed, "Ooh, This is going to be so much fun!"
"One last thing before we start off again; how about we put the songs on shuffle to really keep us on our toes?" Kurt said.
"That's a great idea, Kurt," Blaine agreed and he promptly pressed the shuffle option on his phone. Blaine turned back to Rachel and Kurt, who were anxiously waiting for their night of musical celebration to begin. "You two ready?" They nodded back at him excitedly and that was his cue to hit the play button.
The first song to launch off their impromptu performance of Rent was none other 'Finale B' from the film version. Context in this case, wasn't needed for the three to feel touched by the message that the song conveyed. Blaine found it oddly fitting that they would begin with a final number and the combined voices was quite a challenge as well. Their harmony was far from perfect but by the end of the song Blaine and his friends were teary-eyed. Good thing that they'd chosen to put the songs on shuffle then, because just when the mood risked becoming too sombre, the atmosphere was revved back up again when 'Rent' (the title and first track from both versions) came on next. Rachel sang most of Mark's parts, while Blaine took on Roger's and that left Collin's for Kurt. Getting a chance to sing angrily at the top of their lungs was sure therapeutic. Just as Blaine was worried that his voice could grow hoarse, Santa Fey came on and Kurt happily took over the lead vocals. Blaine was given a real treat as he watched Kurt swing around the apartment – pretending the support beams around them were subway poles.
Kurt and Rachel's rendition of 'Take Me or Leave Me' was very eye-catching, especially with how Kurt had captured Maureen's raw sexually so well that Blaine was getting a little turned on by his hip movements. Kurt seemed to notice this and he danced provocatively over to his boyfriend; stroking him down the arm teasingly.
"Oh I'm taking you for sure, Kurt," Blaine whispered under his breath.
"Later though, when we're more ready," Kurt flirted back.
Rachel gave a spirited round of applause when the song finished; she was bouncing up and down with barely contained excitement. "I wonder what's next!"
"Actually, if neither of you mind, there is one song I really want Blaine to sing for us. Just imagining it is giving me the chills," Kurt said as he went to docking port to select the song in question.
Blaine smiled as the intro to 'One Song Glory' started and he took a deep breath in preparation. He sat down on the couch and closed his eyes and opened them at the same moment he began to sing. The richness of Blaine's voice muted out the original vocals and Rachel and Kurt watched him with pure wonder.
Transfixed, Kurt's expectations were blown away; Blaine was magnificent. The emotion he was projecting was already bringing Kurt to tears and the song wasn't even over yet. Then, the beat of the song changed into a rock number and yet none of this fazed the likes of Blaine Anderson – no sir. If anything it just brought out even more talent in Blaine, who leaped to his feet as he cried out in anguish – as if he truly were Roger in that moment – singing about his lost love.
Blaine was left tired and panting when the song came to a finish, but it was oddly freeing – to sing when he was so unhinged. He fought to catch his breath; running a hand over his face as he fell back down on a nearby chair.
"Blaine... wow... what can I even begin to say about your performance... except... wow," Kurt muttered, still not over it yet.
Rachel appeared to be in an equal state of shock. "There is no doubt in my mind Blaine, that you are destined for NYADA."
"Not just NYADA but Broadway, film, MTV, just to name a few..." Kurt added.
As usual, whenever Blaine was given any sort of praise, his first response was to smile and dip his head down bashfully. Such adoration humbled Blaine to no end and he hardly knew what to say to them except what was obvious. "Thank you Rachel and Kurt; you're too kind."
"Nonsense, Honeybee," Kurt cooed.
"That felt really good, singing like that and it sure helped me let out all of my bottled up frustration over the storm," Blaine said.
"How are your energy levels? Are you still up for more? We have just under an hour left until the countdown still," Rachel said after glancing at her phone to check the time.
Blaine laughed, "I was born ready, Rachel."
"Likewise," Kurt said, winking at her and Blaine.
Shuffle was put back on and to the trios' delight; 'La Vie Boheme' started to play and instantly they stood up and cheered in unison. Kurt had to stop Blaine from jumping up on the table, warning him that it couldn't take the weight. That didn't stop Blaine from using all of his energy during the number and Kurt was quick to join him in his infectious enthusiasm. Kurt thought that Blaine was enjoying himself a little too much when he belted out 'mucho masturbation' though. But Kurt didn't break, nor did he feel the urge to tone things down – either his own silly antics or his boyfriend's. Once again and as it did a few times during the musical (and movie) Mimi and Roger shared a touching duet before the song came to an end. Kurt and Blaine of course sang these parts, per Blaine's calling dibs on them and they gazed at each other lovingly.
But because the tracks were on shuffle, part B did not come on right after the song – instead it was 'Out Tonight'. At the sound of the song, Kurt grinned mischievously at Rachel, who so far hadn't taken any claims on it. Kurt knew he could manage to sing the song just as well as her or any woman for that matter, but he wasn't about to this time.
"You have to sing this one Rachel! Show us your inner sex kitten!" Kurt shouted.
Blaine became instantly on board with Kurt's idea. "Yeah, come on.... What's the time?" Blaine sang to her, adding further encouragement.
This seemed to be enough for Rachel, who flashed the boys a determined look before she went, "Well it's gotta be close to midnight!" and launched herself forward – singing and dancing – in a way that would make Mimi proud. Kurt fanned himself; he might be gay but that didn't mean he couldn't tell how sexy Rachel could be if she gave the effort. What he hadn't expected was for her to go so far as to give Blaine a raunchy lap dance. Kurt's jaw was clenched tight as he watched the pair and at first he just observed the display. That is, until things got a little too hot for his liking and he put a stop to it by pushing Rachel gently off his boyfriend's lap.
Rachel took no offence in Kurt shooing her away and she just flipped her hair and moved along to dance at a safer distance. But it seemed that Rachel had plans to get even with Kurt, when did an about turn and danced over to him. Kurt eyed her warily and with good reason, because she went so far as to grab onto his tie and pull his face nice and close. For a second he thought she might actually kiss him but his fears were proven wrong when she pulled away, blowing him one instead.
Kurt clapped at the end of the song and he waited to see what track would follow such an intense number. As soon as he heard the intro Kurt was hit with an onslaught of dread. No. Not 'Today 4 You'. Anything but that! While Kurt loved the song, he knew he would be expected to sing it. Sure enough, Blaine and Rachel beamed at him and Kurt knew it was all in harmless fun, he refused to give in so easily.
"Must I?" Kurt said tiredly.
Blaine's face scrunched up in puzzlement. "Why wouldn't you?" Blaine asked.
Kurt whined, "It's just so clich�..."
"No it's not," Rachel argued.
"This is your last chance before I take my own crack at it, Starlight," Blaine playfully warned.
Hearing Blaine's petname for him triggered Kurt's inner performer enough for him to take on the challenge – cliche it might be. At least he didn't have to do the number in high heels Kurt told himself as he embraced the role and from the moment he opened his mouth to sing; Kurt was Angel.
Blaine cheered Kurt on all of the way, whistling and hollering how amazing Kurt was throughout the number. By the end of it, Kurt looked quite tired and he used his last drop of strength to flop down on Blaine's lap. Blaine instantly wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist to hold him in place and Kurt snuggled up against his chest.
Apparently spent, Kurt moaned, "I'm so tired."
"You did good, Starlight," Blaine said affectionately.
Rachel was over by the docking port and had pressed pause while Kurt took a moment to collect himself. "Okay boys, I think there's just enough time before the countdown to do one more song. So shall we keep it on shuffle and leave it to fate?"
"Do it, Rachel," Blaine said.
As if by magic, the last song of the night was none other than 'I Should Tell You' and since it was yet another Mimi and Roger duet, Rachel stared at Kurt and Blaine giddily. Blaine wondered if Kurt had the energy left in him to tackle the song but Kurt it seemed – given by his cute little grin – was indeed up for it. So Blaine quickly caught up with the lyrics, taking on Roger's portions of the songs and that left Mimi's for Kurt.
The couple sang softly to one another as Rachel watched them intently; their two voices harmonizing together perfectly. The romantic atmosphere continued to build as the chorus came on and it caused Kurt and Blaine's heart eyes to blaze. Blaine gulped down the rising catch in his voice when he took a quick moment to catch his breath. He never took his eyes off of Kurt as the two of them began to sing the final lines.
Here Goes - Here Goes
Here Goes - Here Goes
Here Goes - Here Goes
But there was no heartfelt confessions of love spoken at the end of the song, although Blaine had gotten very close to that point. What had stopped him in the end was how the moment – while still lovely -- didn't feel right to him. Blaine didn't want the first time he told Kurt that he loved him to do be done in the spur of the moment. Not to the mention the fact that Blaine's feelings towards Kurt weren't so easily defined. He cared for Kurt, was beyond crazy about him, but had their connection grown to love yet? Blaine thought it was highly possible but until he was completely sure; he wouldn't confess anything to Kurt.
Rachel chose to break any lingering tension by clapping vigorously. It did the trick in the end but the butterflies in Blaine's stomach were still fluttering away.
"That was nice," Blaine said finally.
Kurt's shy little glance in response instantly calmed Blaine's nerves. "Yes it was," he said to Blaine in agreement.
Rachel bounced over to join the pair and she waved her phone at them. "It's almost time for the countdown!" she frantically announced.
There was no time to find a possible radio station on Blaine's phone, or any power to turn the TV on either, so they just circled around Rachel's cell to watch the minutes go by. When it reached the pinnacle moment – the three of them shouted out the numbers together.
"Ten – Nine – Eight – Seven – Six – Five – Four – Three – Two..... ONE! HAPPY NEW YEAR!"
Kurt and Blaine's first act of the New Year was not to share a passionate kiss but to come at Rachel from both sides and land two big smooches on her cheeks. Rachel giggled at them embarrassingly and quickly pushed them away.
"Don't let me be a third wheel! Leave me out of your romantic moments," Rachel insisted.
Without any further ado, Kurt took one look at Blaine, leaned in close and kissed him full on the lips. Blaine quickly joined in and held Kurt tight as he kissed him back, savouring the moment so it wouldn't be forgotten. They pull apart two minutes later and it was hard for Kurt not to go back for more and experience their second kiss of the New Year.
"I really like to think, Blaine," Kurt said, pausing to stroke his face. "That is will be a very happy year indeed -- for the both of us."
Blaine smiled at Kurt; he had the feeling that it could take him twelve months to fully accept what his life had become. "Here's hoping," he replied.