Sept. 2, 2014, 7 p.m.
Sinner or Saviour?: Chapter 8
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Kurt knew it was weak of him but before leaving Washington D.C. for good, he wanted to check in on Blaine. Just to make sure he was okay, so Kurt had very carefully stretched his mind out to find him. Hed made sure that it was so subtly done that Blaine wouldnt feel it himself, but that meant Kurt really could only confirm his location and not much else. So there was no hint of emotion, nothing that would give him any clue to his state of mind. Kurt did know that today was the day of Blaines graduation though, so it made sense that he would be on campus. Good for him, he was where he was supposed to be. As for himself, Kurt was ready to relocate; hed only returned back to his apartment to start the trying process of packing up all of his belongings.
Kurt heard a knock at the door and he frowned in confusion; who could that be?
“Oh no, please dont it be either of them,” he muttered, shuddering at the thought. Knocking didnt seem like Quinn or Santanas style though. Perhaps it was the Super coming to check to see when Kurt planned to move out officially? When Kurt opened the door, it was none of those people and his mind went blank. No, it wasnt possible; he had to be a mirage.
Kurt staggered backwards at the sight of the last person hed ever expect to see standing there at his door. “Blaine? What are you doing here?” he shouted in disbelief. “Isnt your graduation ceremony starting soon?”
Blaine smiled at him giddily; as if he could barely contain his excitement. “None of that matters, not anymore. It stopped mattering to me when I felt you in my head just now, Kurt. I thought I would never see you again and I couldnt live with that though, so I ran all the way here,” he explained through his tired panting.
Kurts eyes crinkled up as he fought the urge to cry. He took a deep breath, shuddered and smiled weakly back at Blaine. “I so desperately wanted to be over you, Blaine. I kept telling myself that I had to forget about you... that it wasnt meant to be. I was going to get away from this place and start a new life but in the end... I just had to feel you one last time,” he said softly.
Blaine was near tears himself. He inched towards Kurt, who didnt back away. “Im so glad you did Kurt, because it brought us together again,” he said, taking Kurts hand in his.
While Kurt was touched beyond words, there was something else hed much rather do than crying uncontrollably. So instead of that, Kurt grinned flirtatiously at Blaine and in a saucy tone he said, “Not quite.”
Hearing the oozing sensual undertones in Kurts voice made Blaine shudder but he was quick to recover. He took Kurts little hint and moved close in on Kurt and kissed him full on the mouth – because thats what he thought Kurts comment had meant. Whether it did or not, Kurts body swung back from the force Blaine came at him with but he quickly bounced forward again to kiss Blaine back eagerly. Pleasure jolted through Blaines body, lighting it a blaze with passion. He only managed to keep his libido in check because he had yet to confess his love directly to Kurt. They kissed for a second time, then a third and were going onto their fourth kiss when Kurt pulled his head back and out of reach. Blaine was left feeling dazed, confused and sexually frustrated and he wasnt enjoying any of it.
“Whats wrong, Kurt?” Blaine whispered, confused. Now that theyd stopped kissing, Blaine couldnt deny the fact that the energy between them felt slightly off.
Kurt quickly kissed Blaine to wipe the silly scowl off his face. “Oh dont you worry yourself, Blaine, you were doing well, great even. Its just... theres something missing still.”
So Kurt had felt it too then, but Blaine refused to let that dampen the romantic atmosphere. Maybe he just meant how no I love you had been said yet. “Any idea what that is?” Blaine asked, hoping Kurt wouldnt actually make him guess.
Kurt nodded and brought both of their entwined hands up in front of them and laced their fingers together lovingly. “Were together Blaine, but not connected,” he said.
At first Blaine didnt know what Kurt was getting at because he for one felt very emotionally connected. He could feel the love between them as well, even if there had been no official confession yet. Was it that Kurt did want him to tell him that he loved him? Because if that was it, Blaine was extremely willing to, except that just saying it outright seemed too small of a gesture.
“Youre so cute when you get nervous Blaine, but in lieu of our new start... Ill just tell you what I mean, but just this once. The link that connected us is still broken Blaine, and if I have your blessing, Id very much like to fix that.”
Blaines head bobbed down in amused affection. Kurt chuckled with him, already in-tune with Blaine despite that their link was still severed. “Say no more Kurt, reconnect us. Please,” he said urgently.
First Kurt leaned into kiss Blaine and after his lips' lingered for a pleasurable moment, Kurt shifted his physical form so he could enter Blaines consciousness. Kurt felt like he had come home after a long journey.
Its nice to have you back, Blaine said to Kurt, who had already gone to level two.
Its nice to be back Blaine; I really missed this – missed you being with me no matter where I was.
This just one of the many things I love about us Kurt, though I will admit it is pretty great.
And were not even down yet.
What do you mean?
Blaine waited for Kurt to explain, but he seemed to be stalling – for whatever unknown reason. If he werent so nervous about just how he should confess his love to Kurt then Blaine would have felt more patient.
Blaine, you still trust me right?
Of course I do, Kurt, Blaine said, like he had to ask.
I want to go to level one.
Anxiety forced its way into Blaines mind. What should he do? On the one side, Blaine wanted to share everything with Kurt: his wildest dreams, his biggest fears and most of all – how much he loved Kurt but on the other hand, he wasnt all that comfortable with Kurt hearing his unfiltered thoughts at the moment. Not when his mind was jumbled with so much love and uncontrolled emotion he could barely keep everything separate – let alone under control. What if some stupid throwaway thought got in the way?
You can say no, Kurt said.
Just the fact that Kurt was giving him the option to decline made Blaines mind up for him on the spot. That and how if they went to level one it would give him the perfect way to express his feelings and where he couldnt mess up his words.
‘No its okay. I trust you, so go ahead Kurt, you have my blessing.
You sure? Kurt asked, as if he wasnt yet himself.
This was it, Blaine needed to share his feelings for Kurt and not a moment later -- he was ready.
Completely.
As soon as he felt Kurts presence strengthen, he willed himself to forget that Kurt could hear his every thought. The only thing that mattered was reaching for Kurt with all of his love and affection, essentially pouring all of his emotions into him. Everything flowed through him like a floodgate, all of his anguish over missing Kurt, how he felt like a piece of his heart was missing. Memories mixed in with those emotions, like when the moment finally hit Blaine that he did love Kurt and he didnt want to let him go. The warmth inside of Blaine grew faint and for a second and he worried that Kurt was purposely retreating. What there something hed missed? Some lingering thought that was scaring Kurt away? No. For all of his moments of doubt this was one time when Blaine knew there was no second guessing – hed made the right choice.
Its nothing like that Blaine, I was just so overwhelmed by your messages of love, so to speak, that it almost knocked me back all the way to level three. I managed to hold on though, thankfully, because I cant get enough of this... feeling these wonderful emotions of yours, and each one is more touching than the next. Blaine, in all of my secret yearnings, I never imagined you loved me so much, Kurt said weakly as his emotional integrity started to fluctuate.
Blaine would never get a more perfect moment than this, so he took it without hesitation.
I love you Kurt, by so much. I know theres little need for me to say it now but I still want to. I cant begin to say how sorry I am that it took me almost losing you to realize how much I need you in my life. But if meeting and falling in love with you has taught me anything, its that regretting past mistakes is a honest waste of time, Blaine said, pausing to take a deep breath. ‘And what truly matters is that we make use of the time we still have and I know now that what I want... is to spend my life loving you Kurt, if youre willing to have me, Blaine confessed at long last.
Kurt would have cried real tears if he had a physical body to do so, but in his current state all he could do was let out a muffled sob. It was the most beautiful words Kurt had heard anyone say to him. Nobody, not one single person had ever made him felt so safe and loved.
I love you too. I think I loved you since the moment I first saw you... I was just too stubborn to realize it. I was so bent on remaining alone I didnt know the value of loving another person and what a gift it could be... Kurt said, until he realized he was going off topic. Blaine had asked him a very important question that deserved a proper answer.
Kurt sighed, Sorry, there I go getting side tracked again. He really wished he could hug Blaine about now, or kiss him. But that would have to wait because he liked how strong their connection was at level one to give that up just yet. Of course Ill take you Blaine, for forever and a day.
Blaines thoughts were very close to the surface and while a little jumbled, there was no denying the joy Blaine felt from hearing Kurts words. He was happy, grateful, relieved and touched all at once and that was only the tip of the iceberg.
So this makes us boyfriends now right? Blaine asked.
Yes it does Blaine, but are you ready to have a angel-demon hybrid as your boyfriend?
Its who you are Kurt, and its why we came together. Thats a yes if you werent sure.
Oh good, Kurt said playfully.
It was quite the romantic moment and yet Kurt felt like something was missing still. But what? They had told each other their heartfelt confessions, confirmed that they loved one another and defined their relationship even, so what was left?
Kurt.
Unease flickered in of Blaine, thoughts along the lines of Should I ask him? and then what if its too soon?. Kurt smiled at him lovingly – pretending not to hear his personal thoughts this time.
Hmm?
Can I hold you?
Right. That had to be it: good old fashion physical contact. Kurt was about to retreat from Blaines mind when he heard something that made him stop. A series of thoughts that were so pushed back in Blaines mind that it would have been easy for Kurt to miss.
I wish I could tell how Kurt is feeling right now. I know he loves me, but... were so different, heck, hes not even human! What can I even offer someone like him? Will my love be enough?
Kurt felt like an idiot! Thats what was missing; Blaine didnt know what Kurts true feelings were, because they were still safely hidden behind his emotional walls. Shame on Kurt for not realizing sooner. It was clear to Kurt what he needed to do: take a page from Blaines book and share his feelings, all of them, the good and the bad.
In a minute Blaine, theres something I need to do first. Prepare yourself best you can, because youre about to received quite the eye-opener, Kurt warned cryptically.
All at once and before Blaine could ask Kurt what he meant, a tidal wave of emotion crashed into him. At first he had no idea what was going on, even with Kurts little warning, but then he noticed how none of these new feelings were his own – they were Kurts. It was amazing but Kurts normally impenetrable barriers had been brought down, making it possible for Blaine to feel Kurts emotions and to his surprise, hear his thoughts as well. Though it took some getting used to before Blaine could decipher Kurts thoughts from his own. Slowly the differences between them became clearer; and Blaine managed to lock on to Kurts inner voice.
I love him so much that Im afraid its too much. What if I put too much pressure on him? I cant bet my entire happiness on love. Blaine doesnt even know what hes getting himself into by being with me. I cant run away from my origins forever. Neither the angels nor the demons will leave me alone for very long. How can he just trust me so blindly, when Ive done nothing to deserve it? I deceived him, I kept my feelings hidden while he went through his struggles. I loved being his anchor. Yet Im the one who feels a float now. Oh no... I feel guilty. Kurts thoughts rang through Blaines mind.
Whether Kurt had meant these thoughts to seep through or not, Blaine heard them nonetheless and he knew exactly what to do about it. He needed to put Kurts mind at ease, but when he was just about to, Kurts thoughts of doubt were replaced with intense feelings of love, for him, and they rocked Blaine right to his very core. Overwhelmed, Blaine crumbled down to sit on the floor, unable to speak.
Are you all right? It is too much for you? Kurt asked cautiously. I should pull back?
“Im okay Kurt, you dont need to stop the connection. Its wonderful... but wow... talk about a rush,” Blaine muttered out-loud.
Relief washed through Kurt, which Blaine felt as well.
I was getting worried there for a second, Kurt said.
You shouldnt be, because Im so glad you did! We needed this Kurt; to be given a way to express our love, and without a doubt. I mean... its all here: all of your love, emotions and thoughts, are right in my mind. Were connected on such an intimate level right now Kurt, and thats incredible.
Im glad I went for it then.
So am I, because now theres no way either of us can doubt how much we mean to each other, Blaine pointed out.
Knowing us, well doubt our relationship now and then, but thats life for you.
It was a magic moment but as much as Blaine loved their deep connection, it still didnt fully compare to having Kurt physically near him. He wanted to hold Kurt while he told him he loved him, that and kiss him of course. No more cowering back in fear of what others may think, Blaine didnt want to deny himself anymore, so he wouldnt.
Can I hold you now? Finally, Blaine impatiently repeated.
Blaine felt the pinpoint moment when Kurts presence left him but this time their connection remained in tact. Kurt appeared in front of Blaine with a loving smile on his face and the sight of him caused Blaine to laugh giddily. My gosh he is such a sight to behold, Blaine thought to himself as he took a moment to drink in all of Kurts splendour.
“Shouldnt we be hugging by now?” Kurt said playfully, re-jogging Blaines memory lapse caused by his boyfriends dashing good looks.
“Oh, right, my mistake,” Blaine replied, sweeping Kurt into his arms.
Blaine hugged Kurt tightly against his body and the rush that came with it nearly mirrored the same joy he felt when Kurt had set his emotions free. It was different of course but the love felt between them was still the same. Kurts head was pressed into the side of Blaines neck and he let out a cute little sigh of contentment.
At the exact same moment Blaine and Kurt moved their heads back just enough so they could share a long and tender kiss. Blaine clasped the back of Kurts neck with his right hand, while the left was still circled around Kurts waist tightly. Kurts own hands were clinging to Blaines shoulders; his lips were soft and addictive, his body warm and strong. It felt so good that Blaine felt like he was in Heaven. Pleasure rippled through Blaines body, and along with it came a yearning so intense that it almost bowled him over. Instead of running from that desire, Blaine chose to embrace it and in consequence their kisses grew far more urgent.
This was just what Blaine needed; to forget all of the cluttered thoughts in his brain and just give into his attraction to Kurt. After all, he was sure Kurt would be on board for getting to finally explore the physical side of their relationship now that they were officially a couple. But surprisingly, this was not the case and as Blaine kept kissing Kurt over and over, he started to pick up on something – a set of signals Blaine did not expect. Kurt should know how to read a mans body very well and yet, he kept deflecting Blaines attempts to make out with him. At first Blaine thought that he could be just imagining things but when his attempts to slip in a little tongue didnt go very far, that made his mind up for sure.
Kurt was intentionally stopping his advances, but why? Was he trying to play it safe? If that were true, his attempts were just making Blaine more sexually frustrated in the end.
Finally Blaine reached his breaking point and tore his lips away from Kurt, who looked startled and confused by the sudden block.
“Whats wrong? I am going too far?” Kurt said, his eyes full of concern.
Blaine smirked at Kurt sheepishly. “Actually its the complete opposite Kurt, I feel like youre not giving me enough.”
“Oh, and here I thought I was being considerate.”
“You were and I love you for that Kurt, but you really dont need to hold back on me in this case. I want this as much as you do...” Blaine said.
Kurt eyed Blaine suspiciously but in a playful sort of way that said to Blaine, Why arent you a clever guy for realizing what I was doing there. “At least, I think you want it as much as I do... feel free to tell me if Im wrong though,” Blaine said.
Instead of offering Blaine any verbal assurance, Kurt leaned in and kissed Blaine so deeply that he felt like his brain was starting to short circuit from sensory overload. This time Kurt was the one to open Blaines mouth with his own and use his tongue just enough to make things interesting. The surge of pleasure jump-started Blaine confidence enough that he dipped Kurt backwards as he got into the swing of things. Wow. Blaine had to hand it to Kurt; he sure knew how to kiss!
“Now that Ive made my intentions quite clear, I need to be serious for a moment, so please humour me, Blaine. Ill try to be quick... at least with the talking and hopefully nothing else...” Kurt hurriedly babbled. “Oh, there I go off on a flirting rant, there is no stopping me sometimes, especially when youre involved...”
Blaine was tempted to kiss Kurt just as a way to get him to shut up. He loved Kurt and his tendency to ramble when he was excited about something but now was so not the time. If Blaine had any hope of convincing Kurt just how badly he wanted Kurt, then he needed to keep himself good and revved up.
For once Blaine caught a lucky break when Kurt realized what he was doing and put a stop to his chatter-spree on his own.
“Sorry bout that, so moving right along... about the matter on what my body wants and if my mind agrees: basically, Im at a moral standstill on that front...”
Blaine scrunched his face up in confusion. “Sorry, what?”
Kurt chuckled lightly and brought his hand to run down his face; apparently amused by his own inability to make proper sense to Blaine. Then he snapped his head back up and gaze at Blaine with so much lust in his eyes that Blaines heart skipped a beat.
“Oh dont get me wrong Blaine, I want to have sex with you, really bad, but as much as I want you Blaine, at the same time... its you, Blaine. Youre not just some guy I picked up at the bar who I wont think about again once we put our pants back on. I love you. I want to make you feel good, but even more so I dont want to... push you into doing anything youre not ready for yet.”
“Arent I the one who should know what I want and dont want, Kurt? What do I need to do to put you at ease? Because I am touched beyond words that you care about me so much that you put your own desire aside, but theres honestly no need for such a noble sacrifice,” Blaine said.
“I want this to be a night for us to remember, Blaine...”
“It will be Kurt, trust me. I think we deserve to act on our feelings in the most intimate way we can, wouldnt you agree?”
Blaine was so close to assuring Kurt that he was ready that he could almost taste it. To that end, Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurts waist and teased his lips with sweet little kisses until those kisses changed into something far more passionate. As if to test Blaine's credibility, Kurt snarled possessively and grabbed onto the sides of his face to pull his lips within reach again. Kurt kissed Blaine so deeply that Blaine almost toppled backwards in shocked delight. Mind reeling, the competitive side of Blaine urged him to retaliate and the kiss he gave Kurt in response was beyond impressive.
“This is so fucking hot,” Kurt panted heavily with fluttering eyes.
“Need a moment to clear your head?”
“Fuck that!” Kurt swore, mashing their lips together.
During their intense make out, the lip-locked pair slowly advanced towards Kurts bedroom without even realizing. They remained happily oblivious of their movements right until Blaines legs hit the edge of the bed and they were sent flying onto it. Blaine went oof as his back hit the mattress, but there was no time for him to react because Kurt landed on top of him next. Startled but still giddy and wildly turned on, Blaine batted his eyes at Kurt in attempts to give him a clear come hither look.
It worked. Blaine found himself being pinned to the bed by Kurt and he wouldnt let himself rest for a second either; he was forever on the move. Blaine's hands groped and stroked his Kurt's sides as he kissed Blaine again and again, causing his boyfriends' brain to go all fuzzy and numb.
“Lord All mighty,” Blaine muttered under his breath, he usually never said the Lords name in vain but he couldnt help it.
Something snapped inside of Kurt, something aggressive and since Blaine seemed to like it so far, he kept going with that approach, still minding not to cross a line since Blaine was a little rusty sex-wise. Kurt came to lie on top of Blaine fully, using the body contact to make their heavy kissing even more stimulating. Blaine arms encircled Kurts waist again, running up and down his back as he kissed Kurt passionately.
It was all going well until Kurt frowned in annoyance; what the hell was scratching his neck? It couldnt be Blaines face because it was cleanly shaven as ever. He brought his right hand up to investigate and the culprit was soon discovered: it was the stiff collar of Blaines shirt.
“I swear this stupid collar was designed this way so there would be no easy access to whats underneath,” Kurt grumbled.
“Here, lets work together to get it off,” Blaine said as they both sat up to get a better angle.
There was little need for Blaine to help though, not with Kurts skillful fingers and it wasnt long before he unhooked the clasps in the back. Once freed Blaine was quick to throw his entire shirt up over his head and with Kurts aid, he pulled it off. Kurt glanced at the shirt now in his hand, turned his nose up at it and threw it to the floor, causing Blaine to laugh at the dramatic display. Gosh he loved Kurt so much. But his new boyfriend was still far too overdressed for what they both had in mind. To fix that, Blaine lunged at Kurt and set to work undoing the buttons down the front of his shirt. It took a few attempts but he finally finished the last one and peeled the garment off of Kurts chest and arms.
That left only their undershirts to take care of, as far as their upper bodies went and Blaine for one wasnt a fan of layers at the moment. Kurt eyed him mischievously as Blaine came over and kissed him, nonchalantly grabbing the bottom hem of Kurts undershirt and pulling it upwards. Never one to be outdone, Kurt batted Blaine's hands away to tear off his own shirt and then he made quick work of Blaines next. Finally topless and with the sexual tension between them climbing upwards again, the pair came together in a fit of passion.
Heart pounding, Blaine wrestled with Kurt on the bed as they rolled around together. Kissing Kurt felt like Heaven on Earth, for lack of a better phrase. Even more so when Kurts hands found their way to his waist and slipped down inside the front of his pants. The contact made Blaines body shudder with pleasure, causing him to nip the side of Kurts neck in delight.
“Now youre talking, Blaine,” Kurt gasped.
Blaine moaned in response; it was hardly witty but then, with Kurts hand still down his pants, that was understandable. Blaine grunted as Kurts hand continued to coax his cock into an erection. At this rate hed come before their pants were even off.
“Just take them off,” Blaine barked.
Kurts eyes scanned down Blaines body, stopping at his crotch, and he grinned evilly. “I love it when you get bossy.”
Kurt had no problem with Blaine giving orders – especially sexual ones -- so he brought his hand back out to unzip the fly of Blaines pants. The fit was loose enough that Kurt had no real trouble pulling Blaines pants down his thighs and legs. Blaine started to kick them off when they reached his ankles and soon they were on the floor.
Back in the swing of things, Blaines hands soon made way to Kurts luscious behind, which was still encased in his snug fit pants and Blaine grumbled in annoyance. “Why are you still wearing these!”
“If theyre bothering you that much by all means Blaine, youre welcome to take them off of me,” Kurt said.
Without any further encouragement needed on his part, Blaine got down on his knees, guided Kurt backwards on the bed and brought his shaking hands to Kurts beckoning waistline. After two clumsy tries Blaine got the top button undone and pulled the zipper down. The extra width didnt add much room to give, thanks to Kurts taste in skinny jeans, but Blaines perseverance won in the end. Blaine grinned; at last Kurts pants were free of his legs and he threw them to the floor to join the rest of their discarded clothes.
Kurt smirked at Blaine and his Im so proud of myself little grin. His pants werent that tight after-all. Good thing that Blaine was cute – and sexy – and it was the latter that Kurt wanted to celebrate the most. But not before he took a moment drinking in Blaines almost nude state, and judging that Blaines eyes were already transfixed on Kurts equally nude torso, he was doing the same. But then, just looking at Blaine in all of his glory would never do.
“Im gonna touch you now okay? Cause I think weve both waited long enough to consummate our relationship,” Kurt said.
Blaine gulped but still nodded his head in response as he shifted closer to Kurt, who placed his hands upon Blaines chest gently. That first initial touch was so light that goose bumps formed on Blaines skin, causing his body to shiver. Which seemed to further encourage Kurt, and he ran his hands down the front of Blaines body with soft teasing strokes. Amazingly Kurt managed to make the experience even more pleasurable when he started to kiss Blaines chest. On instinct, Blaine settled himself down on the bed so his back became pressed against the mattress. He licked his lips as he watched Kurt get to work on making him thoroughly aroused.
Kurt simultaneously used his lips and hands to explore every inch of skin until Blaines moans of pleasure grew louder and occurred more frequently. He continued travelling downwards until his mouth found its way to Blaines hips and the boxer-briefs that were still covering up his key area. He spent a moment kissing the sides of Blaines hips as he used his hands to pull down Blaines final layer of clothing.
When Kurts mouth came in contact with his cock, Blaine let out a sharp gasp. The sound didnt interrupt Kurt from his mission thankfully, and he continued to run his tongue along the side of Blaines shaft. He kissed the tip of the head and then, without any warning, took Blaines cock half into his mouth.
“Kurt!” Blaine shouted with pleasure.
Kurt didn't reply as his mouth was too full to speak, so he smiled at Blaine and kept running his tongue along along Blaines cock.
Blaine gulped down another heavy breath. Years of polite upbringing had made it so Blaine never swore, or ever said the Lords name in vain, but that meant there wasnt much he could blurt out. Oh my gosh seemed childish and anything else might just make Kurt laugh at him, albeit playfully, but still.
“Kurt, if you keep doing that for much longer then Im going to come!” Blaine said, panting under the strain not to.
Kurt pulled his head back so Blaines cock slid out of his mouth. He grinned at Blaine and pecked his lips. “Sorry about that. I guess I got a bit carried away there. Though you know Blaine, its not like you cant be the first one to come,” he said.
“I know that... its just... call me a romantic but I want the first time when we come to be a bit more... special?” Blaine muttered, feeling sheepish from how that sounded. “Or at least not until youre naked too!” he added in attempts to save himself.
Kurt kissed Blaine again. “Done and done!” Then he sat up, hooked his thumbs into the side of his boxer-briefs and pulled them off of his hips in one fluid motion. Finally they were both naked and ready to take the plunge -- to use a bad pun.
Blaine gazed hungrily up and down Kurts nude body and he apparently couldnt take it anymore. He pounced on Kurt and in his surprise Kurt let out an embarrassing squeal as they tumbled onto the bed together. Blaine started to kiss Kurts neck and he wriggled underneath Blaine with pleasure. The temperature was rising – among other things – but as much as Kurt wanted to get on with it and start fucking, he was fine to let Blaine take charge for a spell.
“I love you, Kurt,” Blaine said, as if he needed to constantly validate his feelings with words – even when they were about to have sex.
Kurt would have said I love you too or something along those times if it werent for the fact that Blaine had lowered himself onto Kurt. Now on top of him with their bodies touching, their cocks started to rub against each other and it the added friction was mind reeling. Kurt wheezed and grunted as Blaine rutted against him; oh god, he wasnt going to make it at this rate.
“I want you so bad, Kurt,” Blaine murmured.
“Well then whats stopping you from taking me?” Kurt said impatiently.
Blaine eyes perked up on the implications of what Kurt might have meant by phrasing his wording like that. “You mean you want me to top?”
“I meant what I said before Blaine, I like to switch it up but Id love to bottom for you this first time. That way your great return to sex wont have to be so... oh whats a good word to use... so delicately conducted. Id be more than happy to prep you to be on the receiving end if thats what you want though,” Kurt started to babble.
“I want to experience it both ways with you Kurt; I want to do it all.”
“Good to know for the future, now will you please be so kind as to fuck me, Blaine? Before the chance runs out?” Kurt said, pumping Blaines cock with his hand to keep it hard enough to get to that desired activity.
“You dont have to ask me twice! So um... where do you keep your condoms and lube?” Blaine questioned.
Oh right, there was the matter of protection to consider as well, dammit! The last thing Kurt wanted to do was stop for even a second, but he knew there was no forgetting those, at least not lube anyway.
“Here, Ill get them myself, since it will save us time,” Kurt said as he forced himself out from under Blaine so he could go fetch the necessary supplies. He quickly found the lube and the condoms were next but then he considered something. “Actually Blaine, we dont have to use condoms at all really. As it turns out, I am incapable of catching any human diseases. I do use them of course, or I did whenever I had sex with guys because its not like thats an excuse theyd believe. If youd prefer us to use them still thats totally fine,” Kurt explained.
“Forget the condoms then and just bring the lube,” Blaine said without hesitation.
Blaines heart pounded in his chest as he watched Kurt quickly return to the bed and got right back on track. Kurt was mindful to warm up the lube in his hand before applying it to Blaines ready cock, kissing him on the mouth as he slicked it up nice and good. They kissed twice more before Kurt lay down on the bed and beckoned Blaine to follow his lead. Blaine grinned at him provocatively; he was still a bit nervous but not to the point of self-doubt. He wanted this too much for that to happen thankfully. Blaine hovered over Kurt and kissed his lips, trailing his mouth down his boyfriends neck. After reaffirming their love for one another, Blaine turned his attention to the appropriate area. Blaine was a little rusty but he still knew the importance of prepping, so he set to fingering Kurt teasingly.
“Oh that feels nice,” Kurt moaned.
“Just nice?” Blaine said playfully.
Kurt rolled his eyes and he was about to say something catty in response but didn't when Blaine's finger brushed against his prostate gland. “Oh shit, yes!”
Blaine chuckled at Kurt's eagerness and said, “Lemme know when it's enough okay.”
A short while later Kurt did just that and Blaine, who was relieved since he couldn't bear much more, positioned himself to line up to Kurts hole and took hold of his cock, pressing the tip against it.
“Kurt,” Blaine breathed as he slowly began to push inside of him.
Kurt was so wet and tight that Blaine could barely hold his orgasm back but Kurt seemed to know well enough not to stimulate his body too much at this crucial point. Little by little, and as Kurt relaxed his body, Blaine pushed his hips forward until he was fully inside.
“You feel so good, Kurt,” Blaine breathed.
“So do you,” Kurt said.
“Im gonna start moving okay?”
“Oh please do!” Kurt cried urgently.
Blaine pulled out of Kurt until only the tip of his cock was left inside; then he snapped his hips forward to fill him back up again. As soon as Blaine got a steady rhythm going Kurt joined in to thrust in unison with Blaines hip moments. The end result was so electrifying that Blaine knew he wouldnt last for much longer but he wouldnt give in until he knew Kurt was nearing orgasm as well. Blaine pumped himself in and out of Kurt, putting a bit more force in each additional thrust. The only sound in the room was the slapping of skin mixed with Blaine and Kurts grunted moans. He couldnt talk and it took everything in him not to come.
Luckily for Blaine, Kurt didnt need to be at level one to realize his boyfriend was reaching his limit. The sweetheart. Kurt clung to Blaines body, wrapping his arms around his neck as Blaine slammed into him. Kurt spread his legs as wide as he could to make it so Blaine could thrust deeper inside. He was used to rough sex and while they werent doing anything he wasnt familiar with, their combined emotional connection made everything new and that more gratifying.
“Blaine! Oh fuck, oh shit, Im going to come!” Kurt blurted out uncontrollably.
“So close Kurt, Im going to. I cant hold back anymore!”
“Then dont!”
In one last attempt to see that Kurt came as well, Blaine picked up the pace and the effort alone didnt seal the deal. What did the trick was when Kurts muscles clamped around his cock at the moment of climax and Blaine shouted his name as he achieved orgasm. Kurts own release came a second later and his hot come shot out onto his stomach. Blaine collapsed onto Kurt in a tired heap, spent and winded, he couldnt move yet.
Kurts chest heaved up and down and he let out a long exasperated breath. “That was amazing, Blaine!”
“Mm...” Blaine mumbled in agreement.
“Youre not too worn out for more are you?”
“In a minute... or two... whenever Ive recovered enough,” Blaine said tiredly.
Kurt had no problem with taking a breather and he snuggled up to Blaine despite how hot and sticky he felt. Blaine was still inside of him too but there was no harm in lingering for a moment still.
“Im gonna hold you to that,” Kurt said a short while later.
Off in their own little post sex world, both boys were too content laying in each others arms to remember that a short distance away, Blaines name was being called on stage to received his college diploma. His proud family waited with cameras ready as Blaines moment of glory had come but he never stepped out from the crowd of students. His name was said again but still nothing. Everyone in the auditorium looked around in confusion. Where was he?
“Blaine Anderson,” the announcer repeated, louder this time.
Nothing. There was no sign of Blaine. Baffled, the young announcer turned to the Dean of the school. “What do I do now?” he whispered to him desperately.