Kurt walked into his apartment and slammed the door shut. He kicked off his shoes and immediately made his way back to his bedroom.When he got into the room he collapsed down onto the bed. Staring up at the ceiling. He was sure that when he came to New York, Blaine was going to be the one who needed him, and he was the one that was going to need to be strong for him. 

But Blaine was staying strong. Even sending Kurt text messages that only said "Courage". He'd been doing this for the last three weeks since he'd left for NYADA. He'd been the one keeping Kurt strong. Sure the first day of classes were fun.  But after day one everything was out of control. Classes were ridiculously long, rehearsals were even longer, and he was hardly getting any sleep.  

And most of the time when he wasn't getting sleep it was because he hadn't talked to Blaine the night before. Sure it would sound ridiculous to anyone else, but Kurt knew that he slept a million times better when he talked to Blaine. But Blaine was living up his senior year, it was okay, Kurt had gotten his. And he was busy getting through his first year of college, and Blaine would have to do it next year. 

But he hated going to bed alone, spending the whole night just staring at the ceiling wishing that Blaine would magically appear in his bed next to him, just laying there with him.  

Rachel quietly opened the door to Kurt's room and saw him on the bed, she walked closer to him and sat down on the bed "You okay?" 

"Mm fine."  He mummbled into his pillow that his face was burried into. 

"You are not.." She put her hand on his forehead "Are you sick?" 

"Not really.."  he rolled over. 

"Is it Blaine?" 

He only responded by nodding his head. She gave him a sad smile. She wanted to tell him it was going to be okay, but she didn't understand, Finn was there with them so she wasn't missing him. 

"You miss him?" 

"Mmm Hmm. " He nodded again with his burried back into the pillow again. 

She rand her fingers through his hair "Remember what my dads said when I left for New York?" 

"Never to buy anything off of anyone on the streets?" 

"No." She smiled "That if I ever missed them, I needed to remember that we were still under the same stars..You and Blaine, you're under the same stars.." she gave him another reassuring smile. 

He turned around giving her a watery smile "Thanks Rach, that means alot.."