June 24, 2012, 1:16 p.m.
Life Started When I Met You: Take A Breath
E - Words: 1,275 - Last Updated: Jun 24, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 21/21 - Created: Apr 06, 2012 - Updated: Jun 24, 2012 850 0 8 0 1
Emily and Michael stayed with Kurt during the night, but unlike Kurt they had actually left the room a few times. Kurt had called his dad after the initial shock wore out and Burt had been worried for his son and his sons boyfriend and assured Kurt that it was fine that he stayed.
Around midnight he had seen the Symthes come into the hospital and watched as they were directed to where Kurt guessed Sebastian was being held. The countertenor had to admit to shedding a few tears for Sebastian, but they were short lived.
Sitting alone quietly in the cold room gave Kurt the opportunity to think and remember all the times he spent with the unconscious boy on the bed. He remembered the first time they met. The first time he knew that Blaine would be his best friend. The first time the two kissed at Rachel's parties. The first time they sang a flirty duet. The first time he knew he was in love with Blaine. The first time he knew he was loved back.
The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the empty skies, my love,
To the dark and the empty skies.
By the end of the first verse, Kurt was crying in his chair holding the hand of his boyfriend and wishing him to wake up.
The first time ever I kissed your mouth
And felt your heart beat close to mine
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command, my love
That was there at my command.
And the first time ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the earth
And last till the end of time my love
It would last till the end of time my love
The first time ever I saw your face, your face,
your face, your face
He ended the song with a small choke and Kurt's tears dried up slowly and his face felt wet and gross. He shifted in the chair and as he did so, he heard a groan from the direction of the bed. Kurt's head shot up and he twisted towards the bed just in time to see Blaine's eyes opening softly.
"Where am I?" Blaine's voice came out raspy and rough from lack of use.
"Oh honey. You're in the hospital. You and Sebastian got into an accident. I'm so sorry, so so sorry."
“Kurt, why are you sorry?” Blaine attempted to sit up by Kurt pushed him back down onto the bed.
“Because this is all my fault! If it wasn’t for James coming and kissing me, you would have never ran out with Sebastian and they you would have never gotten into the accident and I’m just so sorry Blaine. I understand if you never want to see me again. It will kill me but I need to respect what you want. I’m sorry Blaine.”
“Kurt sweetie, calm down. Just please calm down. I can’t have you going into a panic attack right now. Even if we are in the middle of a hospital. Take a few deep breaths for me.”
Kurt started to control his breathing, and as he did so, he kept his gaze from his injured boyfriend. When he was completely sure that he was back to a normal state he turned back to see Blaine’s amused grin on his face.
Blaine was still laying back but it was evident he wasn’t in much pain anymore. “Are you done laughing at me?” Kurt asked with his sass turned back on to full.
“Yes I’m done laughing at you. Now come here so I can see you better please? I want to talk to you before my parents come in. I know they’re probably somewhere in the hospital.” Blaine put on his best pout, despite being in a hospital bed.
Kurt got up from his place on the couch in the corner and walked to the vacant chair next to his boyfriend’s bed. “Why aren’t you mad at me?” He asked as he sat down.
“Because you did nothing wrong. I know that you didn’t initiate the kiss with James. I’m not stupid. The only reason I ran out was because I got upset. Upset because I knew that there was a chance you could have liked it and left me for James. I didn’t want to be there if you went back in for another kiss. But Kurt, I could never be mad at you.”
“You should be mad at me.” Kurt felt the tears running down his face again. “And how could you ever think I would leave you? I love you, you idiot. No one could ever be better than you. After James kissed me, I slapped him and ran after you. I was calling your name, but I guess you couldn’t hear me. I was devastated. I was crying into my bed when Carole called me and told me you were here. You don’t understand how frantic I became. James came here by the way. I told him to never come near me again. Oh and I found out that the only reason he did any of this was because Sebastian wanted to break us up and James was in love with him. But I guess that won’t work out now anyways.”
“What do you mean, won’t work out?”
“Oh God. You don’t know. Honey, Sebastian died in the car accident.” Kurt saw the change in Blaine’s face. He went from calm to sad in the flick of a switch.
“H-how?”
“I don’t know honey. Your parents would probably know more. I wasn’t worried about that when I came, it was only you I wanted to know about.” Kurt knew it was a little inconsiderate that he wasn’t too upset about Sebastian, but Blaine was his only priority.
“Can you call them in? I want to see them.” Blaine asked.
“Sure honey, whatever you need.” Kurt made a move to get up, but was stopped by Blaine’s voice.
“Before you go, can I have a kiss, please?”
Kurt moved back towards the bed and leaned down to place his lips on Blaine’s. Blaine’s hand came to rest on Kurt’s cheek and Kurt found his own laying on Blaine’s chest. The kiss started off chaste, but both boys felt the need to deepen it considerably. By the time they pulled apart, they were both breathing heavily.
“I’m going to get your parents now.”
Kurt returned a few minutes later with Emily and Michael following behind him.
Emily Anderson approached him first and started fussing about. “Oh sweetie, are you okay? Does anything hurt? Should we get the doctors? Yes we should, Michael call the doctor.”
“Mom, I’m fine. Stop fussing, please.” Blaine was
laughing at his moms actions, and Kurt let out a small chuckle, as did Michael Anderson.
Kurt knew that Blaine was going to be okay now, and he knew their relationship would be even stronger now. Kurt mouthed “I love you” at his boyfriend and Blaine sent back “I love you too.”
Oh yeah, they were going to be perfectly fine.
Comments
Nawwwwwws it so cute :) brilliant writing.
Thank you!
Well I could make him more adorable ;)
Good Lord...Get more adorable Blaine...I DARE YOU! This was good I liked it :)
:') Awh <3Amazing.
Thank you :)
OMG WHAT OH MY LORD AHHHHH I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE WITH BLAINE'S PARENTS! I SEE WHAT YOU DID THEREEEE HAHA OMG THIS WAS LOVELY
You lost me Michelle...