Nov. 10, 2011, 7:28 a.m.
Goodbye My Almost Lover: Goodbye My almost Lover
M - Words: 1,133 - Last Updated: Nov 10, 2011 Story: Closed - Chapters: 4/? - Created: Aug 06, 2011 - Updated: Nov 10, 2011 440 0 0 0 0
"Why should I?" Kurt yelled beck behind his shoulder, still in tears. Kurt ran to his dorm and locked the door so Blaine couldn't come in. Kurt then started to think of good times they have had together, and times he hoped to have no more.
'Your fingertips across my skin
the palm trees swaying in the wind, images
you sang me Spanish lullabies
the sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick'
Kurt started to cry harder as he sat on his bed. He wrapped his arms around himself to try to comfort himself but it didn't work. Behind his door he could hear Blaine banging on it. "Kurt! Kurt please let me in! I'll explain everything! Please Kurt!"
"Go away!" Kurt yelled and sobbed harder. Blaine on the other hand was scared; he never meant to hurt Kurt. He wasn't even cheating on him, but Kurt wouldn't let him explain so Blaine started to fear for their relationship.
'Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me'
"Kurt this is a big misunderstanding! Just let me explain and I'm sure you'll understand!" Blaine said from behind Kurt's door. Kurt's heart felt heavy, and broken. He loved Blaine with all his heart and now, he wasn't even sure if he knew him.
"Go Away! Blaine Just Go away and never come back!" Kurt never thought he's hear those words.
"Kurt please…" Blaine begged.
"Leave me alone Blaine…" Kurt sobbed.
'Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
can't you just let me be?'
"Kurt you don't understand!" Blaine said starting to tear himself. Kurt didn't pay any attention to Blaine. How could I have led myself to think he actually cared that much about me? Kurt thought to himself.
'So long, my luckless romance
my back is turned on you
should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do'
Blaine started banging the door and twisting the locked knob. Blaine then tried to break down the door. After a few hard, forceful lunges, he succeeds in getting in. when Kurt saw him he stood up but didn't stop crying. Kurt saw that Blaine had a tear in his eye.
"Kurt, don't you remember our first date?" Blaine asked taking a step towards Kurt.
'We walked along a crowded street
you took my hand and danced with me in the shade
and when you left you kissed my lips
you told me you would never ever forget these images, no-'
Kurt looked away and sobbed. Blaine walked up behind him and held him tight. Kurt started to struggle against him but Blaine wasn't letting go. He could feel Kurt's body shaking with every tear.
"Kurt, I love you, and only you." Blaine said turning Kurt around in his arms and hugging him tight.
"Like I'll believe you." Kurt said trying to push Blaine away.
'Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me'
"Kurt, don't you love me?" Blaine asked, holding back a tear.
"I don't know anymore…" Kurt said. It wasn't a complete lie, he did love Blaine but he wasn't sure if he could. With that, a tear fell down Blaine's cheek.
'Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
can't you just let me be?'
"Blaine, I think you need to go." Kurt said and stopped struggling against Blaine.
"Kurt…" Blaine said looking into Kurt's deep blue eyes that were red from crying.
"Blaine, I'm sorry but if you're going to cheat on me, we can't be together…" Kurt told him and his own words seemed to have stabbed himself.
'So long, my luckless romance
my back is turned on you
should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do'
"But Kurt, I didn't cheat on you! You don't understand and you won't until you let me explain!" Blaine tried to refrain from yelling, it would only make things worse. Blaine wanted to stay with Kurt, he loved Kurt, and Kurt loved him but right now, his broken heart spoke louder. Kurt shook Blaine's words off and walked out of the dorm and to his car, he started driving to nowhere, trying to shake Blaine out of his head, and how he left him standing there, with tears rolling down both their faces.
'I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind'
Kurt couldn't stop thinking about Blaine, no matter how much he tried. Give it up Hummel! He doesn't want you any more, you saw it yourself! You saw him kissing that boy in the Warbler room! So why can't you just get over him already? I bet he's doing just fine without you… Kurt told himself in an attempt to get over Blaine. After he got back to Dalton he decided he over reacted and he was going to ask Blaine what happened when he got back to his dorm, Blaine was gone, but a note was on his bed saying: dear Kurt, I know you think I cheated on you but I didn't. I want to tell you what happened but you won't let me. I'm sorry Kurt; I wish we could be together… I love you. At the end of the note appeared to be what looked like tear stains, Kurt started to cry himself.
'So you're gone and I'm haunted
and I bet you are just fine
did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?'
Kurt started to run down the halls to the Warbler room to find Blaine sitting on the couch with his hands over his face and crying. David and Wes were on either side of him, quietly saying things to comfort him. It broke Kurt's heart to see Blaine like that. Kurt walked in the room, when Wes and David took notice of him they got off the couch and walked out of the Warbler room. Blaine looked up to see Kurt holding his note in his hand.
"Kurt, I do love you, I always will." Blaine said with more tears. Kurt's tears started to roll freely down his own face.
'Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?'
"Blaine I love you too, but what you did... that, Blaine that broke my heart." Kurt told him. Blaine shook his head.
"I didn't mean to." Blaine said. "You're my Always lover…" Kurt smiled and sat next to Blaine on the couch. Blaine hugged Kurt tightly and Kurt hugged back.
'So long, my luckless romance
my back is turned on you
should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do'
"you've got some explaining to do…" Kurt said smiling when they released from the hug. Blaine smiled back and pulled Kurt in for a kiss, which he happily kissed back.