They were in the car ride back to Dalton when Kurt said this. Blaine had managed to keep that topic out of their conversations so far, and now he was being asked directly, he knew he couldn't avoid it.

"Well... we talked about it. She refused to tell the truth at first, but when she did, she gave me an explanation, which really wasn't that good. Then I told her what I thought... and then she... she told me she loved me." Blaine avoid Kurt's shocked look by focusing on the road.

"She said that?" Blaine nodded. "And what did you say?"

"I... I told her I wasn't sure about my feelings." Blaine said quietly.

"But, you told me you don't have feelings for her. Not in so many words, but you still said it." Blaine sighed.

"I said I didn't understand the relationship. I said something doesn't feel right about any of the girls i've dated."

"And what do you mean by that?" Kurt sighed, maybe a little angrily.

"I mean that I don't think i feel anything for any of them. But it also feels normal to me. It's like... It's always been that way."

"Blaine?" Blaine breathed out slowly to calm himself after hearing Kurt sound calmer too.

"What?" He sighed as he turned a corner.

"Have you ever... questioned yourself?" He said, biting his lip.

"I'm not following."

"Have you ever thought you might have feelings for boys instead of girls?" Blaine's thoughts halted. What?

"Err... No..." Kurt sighed and The silence that followed was awkward, because neither knew what to say. This silence left Blaine to think though.

He never once questioned himself. He'd always just assumed he liked girls. But he'd never felt anything for them either. But he hadn't felt anything for any guys either. But was that because he never he really even thought of looking at a guy that way?

Kurt had just gone and made him feel even more confused about himself.

"What are you doing for the holidays?" Kurt asked a week later. They hadn't broached the subject of Quinn or Blaine's feelings. And Kurt's period without nightmares was short lived and he was suffering again. It was a week until the holidays and Blaine was more than a little excited to see his sister.

"I'm going home. I'm really looking forward to it because my sisters coming back. I haven't seen her in a year..."

"Oh..." Blaine shot him a confused look.

"Oh?"

"Urm... I was going to ask if you wanted to come over for Christmas or something... But you should spend time with your sister." He sounded said. Blaine moved closer to him and hugged him, shocking him slightly.

"I'd love to Kurt. I love seeing my sister, but I'm sure she'll want some time without me." He said chuckling a bit. He pulled out of the hug to see Kurt's small smile.

"You've never mentioned having a sister before..." Blaine shrugged.

"It never came up." Blaine said and walked back towards his desk, glancing at the picture of him and Layla.

"Tell me about her...?" Kurt said as he walked over himself and sat on the desk. Blaine looked up at him and then motioned to the picture. Kurt looked at it intently.

"She's two years older than me and goes to university in LA. She's pretty, has a sense of humor, and always knows what i'm thinking." Kurt mumbled something he didn't hear. "I miss her..."

"She's really pretty..."

There was a small silence in which Kurt continued to stare at the picture. Little did Blaine know, Kurt was actually staring at him with no top on.

"So, We have warblers practice in ten minutes and you haven't finished you french." Kurt laughed and turned to look at him.

"Like it matters. I'm practically fluent in it. I can finished in under a minute." He said proudly. Blaine's eyebrows raised. "Have you ever realized that your eyebrows are sort of of triangular?" Blaine scowled and Kurt giggled before jumping of the desk and running over to his bed. Blaine didn't defend his eyebrows because Kurt was making jokes and being a happier than usual.

That had to be an improvement in his situation.