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Tormented: Chapter 10


E - Words: 770 - Last Updated: Oct 20, 2012
Story: Complete - Chapters: 38/38 - Created: Dec 18, 2011 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022
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"Are you feeling any better?" Blaine whispered into Kurt's ear. They were spooning again on Kurt's bed and Blaine had been totally focused on the boy and forced himself not to let his mind wander. Kurt shifted and turned in Blaine's arms, so he could look into Blaine's eyes. He didn't look upset anymore, maybe a little sad, but that was normal for him now. He always looked the tiniest bit sad. The flashback had just come as a shock to him, is all.

"I could ask you the same thing." Kurt mumbled, staring into Blaine's eyes. Blaine blinked, confused.

"What do you mean?"

"Are you feeling better?" Kurt said, losing the eye contact and looking downwards at Blaine's chest; watching him breath in and out slowly.

"I still don't understand, Kurt?" Kurt sighed and look back to his face.

"With you and Quinn." It was Blaine's turn to lose eye contact. "She lied to you, Blaine. She got pregnant last year while cheating on my brother. That's why my dad doesn't like her. She made Finn think he was going to be a father and Carole believe she was going to a grandmother, and then it gets out she cheated on Finn. And then she went and gave the baby away. Before that she was a stuck up bitch, and then this year she joined the cheerios again and went back to her usual self. I honestly don't think that she'll change, Blaine. You deserve so much more than her." Blaine sighed at this. Was Quinn really that sort of person? He had realized she could be a bitch at times, but he didn't think she was this bad. He finally gained back eye contact with Kurt, and before he spoke, he took a second to get lost in his amazingly blue eyes.

"I haven't really thought about it... Yeah i'm pretty pissed off that she lied... but I can't find it in me to actually be upset about the fact that she could do the same to me..." He said, rolling onto his back and looking up at the ceiling. Kurt shifted so he was sort of leaning on top of Blaine, searching his confused face.

"I don't understand what you mean..."

"Neither do I." Blaine admitted. "I don't understand our relationship..."

"Blaine you're not making sense."

"I've dated before Quinn, obviously, and every time it just hasn't felt... right. Quinn's no different. I dunno'..."

"Maybe you just don't feel anything for girl." Blaine looked at him, eyebrows raised. "I-I mean, the girls you've dated. Maybe they just aren't right for you." He rushed out that part, like he was covering something up.

"Maybe." Blaine said thoughtfully, looking back up at the ceiling. Kurt sighed and cuddled up more into him.

~X~

"Blaine listen-"

"Save it, Quinn. I know you lied to me. What else haven't you told me?" Blaine said angrily, sitting down on Quinn's bed without making eye contact.

"What? I haven't lied-"

"STOP! Just stop it Quinn! Kurt told me everything, and then on my way out, I asked Finn too. Stop lying and tell me." Quinn sighed angrily and sat across from him.

"Last year when I was dating Finn, I got tipsy and fucked Puck. I ended up pregnant and it ruined my life."

"What kind of Christian does that?" Blaine asked, finally looking up.

"I wasn't thinking okay!" She was yelling now. "My dad kicked me out when he found out! That whole fucking pregnancy ruined my life!"

"Why are you so mean to the people who helped you then? You just went back to being a bitch the second the baby was gone and you had a family back."

"Because I wanted everything to be exactly as it was! My life screwed up! I wanted everything to be like it never happened!"

"You can't just forget nine months of you life like that, Quinn!"

"Well I tried, okay!" She was crying now too, and usually Blaine would comfort her, but he didn't do anything.

"Why didn't you tell me, Quinn? You could of avoided all this fighting if you had told me!"

"I didn't want you to know. You'd think of me as some kind of cheap whore. I liked you and I wanted you like me for me and not judge me for a stupid mistake."

"Quinn, I would never think any less of anyone for mistakes in their past. It's just the fact you kept this from me, like you couldn't trust me!"

There was a silence now. A short one, which Blaine broke.

"I don't even know why i'm still with you." He said honestly.

"Blaine, please don't break up me! Please!" she begged.

"Give me one good reason." Blaine replied, looking at the floor.

"I... I love you, Blaine..."

End Notes: also just realised that my line breaks don't work.

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ugh! hed better not stay with her because she said that, he doesnt even caare about ehr.