Blaine watches out of the corner of his eye as Kurt fidgets with the strap of his bag, restless in the passenger’s seat.  His bottom lip is caught between his teeth, red from having been bitten and sucked on excessively since they left the classroom.  He keeps shutting his eyes, dropping his head, and taking deep breaths.  Blaine decides that maybe he should say something before Kurt starts hyperventilating and he needs to break out the brown paper bag.

“You okay?”  Real smooth, Blaine, real fucking smooth.  Kurt’s head snaps up to look at him, his eyes going wide before he nods minutely.  Blaine tries to keep his eyes on the road while still glancing back to Kurt every few moments.  “Talk to me, c’mon.”

“What’s the story behind you and Sebastian?” Kurt blurts out.  He looks incredibly embarrassed with himself, rushing to speak again before Blaine can answer.  “Shit, I’m sorry, that is totally none of my business and it really doesn’t matter and you don’t have to tell me anything, forget I even said—“

“Kurt!”  Blaine cuts him off with a startlingly loud bark, both of them flinching.  “Sorry, just…it’s okay, you have every right to know.  We’re all about to do this together, so of course you’re curious, it’s okay.”  Kurt won’t meet his gaze, so Blaine just sighs and continues.  “Sebastian was my teaching assistant, as I said, last year and the year before that.  He’s always been pretty…forward, and he flirted his way into a date with me, although we’d been friends for about a month prior, due to me deflecting his advances.  But I finally relented, and told him he had one date, and that date led to the bedroom…and for the next year or so, we were…friends with benefits, I guess is what it’s called.”
            “Fuck buddies,” Kurt supplies, still not looking at him but visibly more relaxed.  He’s still very tense, and Blaine can tell something else is bothering him, but he’ll finish this out first before getting him to open up about that.

“Sure, fuck buddies, if that’s what you want to call it.  But after a while, Sebastian seemed to have grown particularly attached to me…he told me he loved me.  I couldn’t return the feelings, and didn’t want to feel like I was leading him on, so we stopped sleeping with each other.”

“That must’ve been really awkward,” Kurt says, finally meeting Blaine’s eyes for a split second before cutting away again.

“Yeah, it was, for a while,” Blaine says, chuckling.  “But about three months after that incident, Sebastian came to talk to me and said he wanted his friend back, and that he’d moved on…said he didn’t think he really actually loved me in the first place.  He said it was probably just from a lack of affection in his life and I was the best thing around.  So we started talking again, had sex once or twice after that but it wasn’t really about that anymore.  We’ve been very close friends ever since.”

“That’s…good.”  Kurt is looking out the window, suddenly very on edge again.  Blaine reaches a hand out and moves his fingers along Kurt’s arm in what he hopes is a comforting manner.

“Hey, that’s not the only thing bugging you.  C’mon, I’m not letting you out of this car until you tell me what’s up.”  Kurt groans but relents, glancing at Blaine before looking back out the window.

“I just…um.”  Kurt’s voice  is shaky, and Blaine can tell that he’s nervous as hell.  What surprises him is the blatant arousal set deep in Kurt’s tone.  No matter how badly he’s freaking out about the situation right now, Kurt is still so excited about it, and fuck does that turn Blaine on.

“I’ve never…I’m very.  Um.  New, to things.  New to…what we’ve been doing and…”  Kurt seems to brace himself, sighing impossibly deeply and shaking his head out a little before settling his gaze on the glove compartment.  “I’ve only ever had one boyfriend.  In high school.  And…we had very little sex.”

Blaine side eyes him curiously, noticing that Kurt seems a little calmer.

“You can’t honestly tell me that you’ve only ever had sex with one person, not with the way you perform in the sac,” Blaine argues.

“I said I’ve only ever had one boyfriend.  I’ve had a few flings in college but…I don’t know, everything so far, until you has been very….vanilla.”  Kurt winces at his own words, and Blaine snorts at them, earning himself a disdainful look from Kurt.

“Are you not okay with anything we’ve done?”

“No!  No, I’ve loved everything, i…I’m just a little…okay, Sebastian just seems really cocky and experienced, and I don’t want to go in there and make a fool out of myself and get laughed and I know, I know, you won’t laugh at me, but I don’t know this guy, and he seems exactly the type of person to get all impatient and annoyed with stupid, practically virginal, uneducated….boys.”  Kurt huffs out a breath and crosses his arms, his head falling back against the head rest, his eyes rolling back in frustration.

“Kurt…that’s sort of the point,” Blaine breathes out, reminding himself that he really needs to watch the road, and not the way Kurt’s neck moves as he swallows.  “You’re…innocent.  Or at least more so than we are, and that is so hot.  We like that you’re not ridiculously practiced in all this…we want to teach you.”

Kurt picks up his head and looks intently at Blaine, making him swallow hard under the scrutiny.  He shifts a little in his seat, turning his body a bit towards the steering wheel.

“Oh.  Huh,” he says, still watching Blaine, seeming to have relaxed but still slightly wound up.  “I…guess that could work.”  He blushes when Blaine smirks, but the corners of his own mouth tug up.  “After all, you are certainly one of the best teachers I’ve ever had,” Kurt teases, his confidence apparently back, as he slides one of his hands up Blaine’s thigh.

Blaine jumps, swerving only slightly before righting the car.  They’re only a block away from his house, so he lets Kurt’s hand stay where it is, and drives until they reach it, pulling into his driveway easily and putting the car in park.  He shuts if off and lowers his hand down to the own Kurt has now kneading the flesh right next to his cock, and brings it to his mouth for a tender kiss.  Kurt stars in wonderment at the gentle gesture, his breath hitching and his smile growing.

The moment breaks when Blaine sees Sebastian out of the corner of his eye, holding his hand up in a wave from the porch.  Blaine releases Kurt’s hand and moves out of the car, running to Kurt’s side to grab it back once he’s slid out himself, and they walk up to Blaine’s front door, and subsequently Sebastian, linked, hand in hand.