He layed there in my arms for what seems like hours which in reality was only 20 minutes, not that i was complaining. My fingers were gently carressing his dark raven curls , tracing every curve on his head . His sobs had died down and he was just lightly breathing.
"hey hun , are you feeling better?" i whispered
He looked up at me . His Beautiful Brown puppy dog eyes looked worn out and red, he had tear stained cheeks , he no longer had his goofy smile that i always found adorable . He looked like a mess , he was so broken.
He nodded and looked into my eyes. Our faces were just inches away; never have i ever been this close to another boy before, let alone my bestfriend .
Without even thinking it through i leanned down and he met me half way as our lips slowly connected , he began to move his lips against mine and my hands tangled into his hair . He pulled his lips away from mine ,he looked down at my chest then up at me with his eyes open wide , he suddently pushed away from me and stood up quickly. Although i was very confused he was the one that looked even more confused
" blaine i-"
" i have to go " he said quickly storming out the door , leaving me on my bed breathless , the taste of his lips still lingering on my own.
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" you what??" Rachel said loudly and surprised asking me to repeat myself.
"shh rachel keep it down! god !" i said shuting her up
"sorry" she whispered covering her mouth with her hand
" anyway.. i kissed him rachel , well he kissed me too , we both kissed each other but then he just pulled away abruptly and he said he had to go and shit rachel what if i just ruined everything? i haven't even spoken to him in days! we usually talk every day and its been 6 days rachel . 6 days!" i rambled on to her holding up 6 of my fingers trying to make my point.
"kurt calm down " she said trying to sooth me
" but what if he hates me , what if i never get to talk to him again? what if he goes to paris with sebastian and just forgets about me , i mean we've only known each other for 2 and a half weeks , rachel what if h-"
"KURT! SHUT UP!" she yelled and stood up; suddently the whole coffee shop was looking at us .
" mind you own business people" rachel told them and they went back to what they were origanally doing in the first place. I just sat there with my mouth close and my eyes a bit wide, rachel can be scary sometimes
She settled down , patted down her skirt and sat down again clearing her throat.
" okay, kurt... i doubt blaine hates you because first he kissed you too and second he's probably just confused right now . wouldn't you be if you were in his position? Him and his boyfriend broke up and he kissed his best friend in the same day , i mean if thats not confussing then what is?"
" but i think i love him rachel..."
" woah woah woah , wait ! you love him? when did this 'love' thing happen?"
" It was like love at first sight rach" i told her , a smile began to form on my lips as i remembered how blaine looked that day with his uniform , his perfect curly hair gelled back, that gorgeous smile and that voice, yeah it was definetly love at first sight
"kurt , that smile is creeping me out" she said , getting me out of my Blaine trance and just making me depressed again knowing i haven't talked to him in days and i dont know when i would again.
"sorry...well nothing is ever gonna happen anyways , i screwed it up" i apologized and just let out a simple sigh looking down at the cold cup of coffee i had in my hands
" kurt.."rachel whispered
" what rachel?" i brought my head up to look at her
" uh.." she pointed behind me , i rolled my eyes and turned around to see blaine just a few feet away from me , my face lit up and i knew he saw it because he was walking right to me . My smile dissapered as soon as i remembered what had happened a few days ago
"Kurt?"
"Blaine."
" I'll leave you two alone" rachel said getting up and walking away
Blaine sat down across from me and smiled . Why was he smiling? what gave him the right to smile? the smile soon faded . What was all this about?
" can we go somewhere more private?" he asked me , i nodded and we stood up and left the cafe , we stopped at a small empty park and sat under a tree
"what blaine , i thought you were mad at me or something"
" Kurt ..." he frowned , he looked sad now "I'm sorry for leaving like that and I'm not mad kurt , i could never be mad at you . Im sorry for not picking up the phone, i just needed to think about stuff.."
" about what Blaine? I was worried about you , i havent heard from you in 6 days ! I had no idea if we were even friends anymore. i started to think you never wanted to see me again!" I yelled at him everything i was feeling , maybe i was being over dramatic but it was true i did believe all that
he chuckled. he..chuckled. what the hell was wrong with this guy?
" Kurt i was thing about us ! I could never ever leave you kurt ! i'm sorry i made you feel that way but understand me kurt i needed time to think of what i wanted , sebastian left yesterday and i realized something"
i was very confused , he then reached over to me and grabed my hand gently. i looked down at our hands then back up at him
"blaine.."
"kurt i don't to be friends ..."
it hit me like a ton of bricks , i pulled my hand away and wiped a few tears that were going down my face quickly then i began to stand up
" kurt no!" he grabbed my hand again and pulled me down "i mean , i want to be more than just a friend to you. kurt, theres a moment when you say to yourself ,' oh there you are ' i've been looking for you forever. When we kissed the other day that was a moment for me about you . i- you move me kurt. I'm sorry it took me so long to realize it "
I looked into his amazing brown eyes , he leaned over and took his my lips to his . he kissed me slowly but passionatly . I brought my hand up to his neck and deepend it but pulled away slowly
" you promise you wont run away this time?" i whispered
He laughed lightly and smiled before he met my lips with his again quickly .
"I promise Kurt "