"I just wish he would see things from my point of view. I'm practically raising Lianna on my own, and he's wishing she were back in him. It's not fair." Blaine nodded as they watched Kurt move up in the line,

"I understand it's stressfull, and Kurt never had any problems after Rian was born, but you need to let Collin find his own way or else you're going to push him out of your life. My moms mom had postpartum and my grandpa tried to push her out of it and one day he woke up and she was gone. You don't want to lose Collin." Dave nodded and looked back at the line as Kurt ordered,

"Grande mocha cookie crumble please." Dave cleared his throat and looked at Blaine,

"This is probably way out of line, and feel free to kick my ass if it is, but aren't you worried about Kurt's, you know, weight gain since Rian was born?" Blaine laughed and shook his head,

"Nah. It's ten pounds at the most, and have you noticed, most of it, has gone to his ass. I'm not complaining. Besides, he was underweight to begin with." Dave chuckled as Kurt brought back his coffee and sat down.

"Mmmhh, absolutely delicious, I swear, Starbucks is the best thing to happen to Lima since I was born." The table erupted in laughter and Dave felt slightly guilty, like he should be home holding Collin, of course he'd tried that, and had been pushed away. But still, he felt like he was doing something wrong.

"So what do you guys think I should do about Collin? He doesn't want me, he doesn't want a doctor, and he wont goto a support group."

"Well," Kurt began, taking a sip of his mocha, "Do you think he's a danger to you or Lianna?"

"No. Not at all. I just miss my Collin." Kurt nodded,

"You just need to give him time. Maybe move Lianna into the nursery with Rian, to give him more space." Dave nodded,

"That might be a good idea."

"I think he's feeling a little smothered." Blaine added, "Why do you think me and Kurt never had Rian sleeping in our room with us? You need that separation." Kurt nodded and took another gulp of coffee, draining about a quarter of the cup,

"I say, show him you're there for him to talk if he needs it, but not force it on him." Kurt said, making the other boys nod,

"And now I say we go home because Rian need his nap, and you need to check on Collin."

Dave finished setting up the last piece of Lianna's stuff in the nursery and went back into his and Collins room, Collin was curled on his side and looking out the window. Dave had pushed the bed up to the window for Collin when he'd woken up to come check on him at two am and he was staring out it.

"Love?"

"Hm."

"I-it's been a week since you held Lianna..."

"Hm." Dave sighed and just left the room, Lianna wasn't the only one being neglected, Collin hadn't even kissed him in the two weeks since the birth. Dave was frustrated, he had needs too.

Kurt folded the last piece of laundry and placed it in the correct hamper before taking his, Blaine's and Rian's laundry upstairs. He passed by Dave and Collins room just as Dave was walking out,

"Hey David. How is he?"

"Same. Hasn't moved. I think I'm gonna try and make him eat something." Kurt nodded and made his way past the nursery and into his and Blaines room where Blaine was singing to Rian,

"Blaine, do NOT corrupt our son with Katy Perry so early."

"Don't think I didn't hear you singing Lady Gaga to him last night. We just need to agree to disagree." Blaine ended his argument by poking his tongue out at his lover,

"How very mature of you, you're such a catch." Blaine smiled and and winked,

"Damn right I'm a catch. Now how about I put Rian in his crib and we do a little stress relief?" He said with a smirk. Kurt's heart quickened and he took the gurgling baby boy from his fiance, and in a breathy, lust filled voice replied,

"I'll be right back."

Collin looked down at the little girl in her crib. She stared back at him with her big hazel eyes and stuck her fist into her mouth and suckled on it,

"You know Carole says you shouldn't be allowed to suck on things. It'll mess up your teeth when they grow." The little baby just continued to suckle and stare at him, "David said I haven't held you in a week. I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do." And some times I feel like you're not even mine. "You're beautiful, you know. Don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise. I hope I can get better for you."

When Kurt came back without Rian he shut the door, not bothering to lock it because Dave had called up he was going to go buy some Nutella for Collin, he crossed the room and straddled the curly haired boy and began placing open mouthed kissed along his jaw,

"I need your cock in me so bad, fuck I need it, Blaine."

"Shit, Kurt." Blaine lent back and began unbuttoning Kurt's shirt and just got to the last button when a pounding on the door broke them out of their thoughts.

"Guys! Have you seen Collin?" Kurt and Blaine looked at each other quizzically, and went to open the door,

"No, isn't he in your room?"

"No. He's not in the bathroom, and Lianna's not in her crib."

"Dad oh thank god! We have no clue where Collin and Lianna." Burt nodded and looked around,

"Is the buggy here?"

"Kurt looked where they kept the outside baby stuff and sure enough the buggy was gone.

"No, it's not there."

"Okay, let's all drive around and see if we can find them, it's getting late."

After driving for almost an hour, Kurt ended up at the school, he saw a figure sitting on the bleachers, and a buggy next to him.

He walked over and sat down next to his adopted brother and just sat for a few minutes before Collin spoke,

"I feel like it's all my fault. Everything. An I don't know how to fix any of it." Kurt shook his head and rested his hand on Collins knee,

"None of it's your fault. And you just need some time to heal. It's okay." Collin nodded, Kurt knew he didn't believe him, and it would take some time,

"Let's go home."

"FUCK! Blaine, harder!" Kurt was writhing on the bed and gripping the sheets as Blaine pounded into him mercilessly,

"God, baby, so fucking close." Blaine grunted into Kurt's neck,

"Shit Blaine, gonna c-gonna cum!" And then Kurt came with a shout, coating his and Blaine's stomachs. Blaine, feeling Kurt clench around him cam closely after him and they lay wrapped in each others arms until the stickiness got uncomfortable.

Blaine pulled out and Kurt noticed the condom looked kinda empty and he reached around and felt his entrance was wet with cum, and Blaine was trying to bury the condom in the garbage. Kurt hopped up, ignoring the pain in his ass and dug through the can to inspect the offending contraceptive,

"What, the actual fuck Blaine!" Blaine shrank away and started moving to put clothing on, knowing what was coming next,

"You SERIOUSLY poked holes in the condom? WHAT were you thinking! I could get pregnant!"

"That was actually the plan..." Kurt threw the condom at him before going into the bathroom and slamming the door,

"You're bunking on the couch bed with Dave tonight!"

"Fuck my life."