"You're really going to make me go?" Dave smiled sadly and rubbed his cheek,

"Considering this is the first time you've spoken since Lianna was born, yes." Collin nodded and stood up, still holding his belly.

"Do you want to say goodbye to Lianna?" Collin shook his head and walked out of the room. Dave sighed and lent over the little girls crib and placed a kiss on her forehead, "He loves you baby girl."

The psychologists office was bright, too bright for Collins liking. The yellow on the walls was like a lemon and was hurting his retinas.

"Hello, Collin. I'm Doctor Ann."

"Hi." Collin didn't like this woman. She seemed condescending. He'd been to therapists and things way before any of this ever happened, and they'd always had him call them their first names, minus the Doctor part. So he didn't like this lady. He didn't want to talk about his feelings, he didn't want to talk about his girls, and he most certainly didn't want to do it with some stranger.

"So, since Dave filled out all the paperwork, let's get started with our first session."

"Whatever."

Kurt and Blaine were on baby duty for the day. They were on baby duty a lot, and they didn't really mind. But Kurt was getting worried that it was putting ideas into his lovers head, and he didn't like it.

"All I'm saying, Kurt, is that another baby wouldn't be too much to handle."

"We don't need another baby right now, Blaine." Blaine sighed and bounced tickled Lianna's tummy, making the newborn squirm,

"Can't we at least talk about it?"

"We just did." Blaine rolled his eyes, he remembered Kurt being pregnant, it was only a few months ago. It was a fairly easy pregnancy, and Blaine didn't see the problem with having another,

"But the last one was so easy, it'd just be like that again..."

"YOU have never even bottomed. You can't begin to imagine the pain I went through." Blaine got a really guilty and hurt look on his face,

"Are you saying it hurts when we make love?" Kurt sighed and moved over to Blaine, Rian was still sleeping in his crib so they were just tending to Lianna right now,

"Well, at first it hurts a little, mainly while prepping. But then it feels really good." Blaine let out a breath he didn't know he was holding, and passed the little girl over to Kurt,

"I'd just like Rian to have a sibling."

"He will, one day. But for now he has Lianna." Blaine nodded and went downstairs to fetch Liannas bottle.

He came back a few minutes later to hear Kurt telling Lianna about how they were going to go shopping when she got older and he'd teach her the most efficient way to get through the whole mall in under four hours.

Blaine smiled and sat on the floor with two bottles and took Lianna while Kurt got up to wake Rian.

After about four or so minutes of feeding in silence, noise began to fill the house again,

"Sounds like Dave and Collin are back..." Kurt said, looking up from feeding Rian. He'd heard two car doors slam and the front door bang open, with Dave and Collin talking loudly downstairs, their voices carrying up through the house,

"We just paid a hundred dollars for you to sit there and glare at the wall!"

"I told you I didn't want to go!"

Kurt sighed and passed the little boy off to Blaine who was also feeding Lianna,

"I'm going to go put an and to this." Blaine nodded and made a face at the babies,

"Which one of you just pooed?"

:::

Kurt went down to the kitchen, just as Collin was walking back out the front door and Dave was placing his head in his hands,

"What am I doing wrong, Kurt?" Kurt sighed and sat down next to his friend,

"I wish I could say nothing, but David, you're pushing him too fast. He needs to mourn over Angel." They all just referred to Lianna's sister as Angel, she had a beautiful first name, but they all liked Angel better. None of them were all that religious, except for Dave, who was Jewish, but it seemed to fit.

"I am?" Kurt nodded and rubbed Dave on the back,

"Just give him time. And maybe take some time for you to, also. I know you've been trying to be strong for Collin, but you need to grieve too." Dave nodded and turned to hug Kurt.

"Thanks. I'll try."