Chapter 12: Inner Monologue

(Blaine's POV)

If Blaine told you that he wasn’t nervous, he would be lying . He would be meeting Burt� and Finn .Burt , the father of his boyfriend and Finn , his brother. Blaine really hoped that Finn was a nice guy and not some mean jock. But then again if he’s Kurt’s brother , then he has to be nice . Or he could be really mean and hate everyone ….including me. Which is the worst part. OR Burt could turn out to be really mean and homophobic like my Mom is ….

That would be horrible.

He just wants this to go as smoothly as possible. Which probably won’t happen, since he can’t eat a fucking meal without vomiting it up. The still nice part about this pregnancy is that I’m not really showing. I guess that’s good… not for long though. Soon im going to have to wear sweatshirts to (sort of ) cover my baby bump. �I mean come on , Wes and Jeff still think I’m ‘stress’ �eating , and I’ve been wanting to eat a pickle with frosting on it since yesterday.

Well I can’t think about that right now because I am currently standing outside of Kurt’s house after knocking on the door. I was waiting patiently until a flustered Kurt answered the door.

“Good evening Kurt , how do I look?” I said twirling a bit.

Kurt smiled. “You look dashing”. I really hope so. I didn’t want to look like an unfashionable person in front of Kurt’s dad and brother.

After Kurt’s compliment we walked into the warm house. Which was a relief since it was like fifty degrees outside.

When I got inside I couldn’t help but smile at the ‘home-ish’ feeling of the place. It actually felt and looked like someone called this their home. Which is the opposite of mine that looks like it hasn’t been lived in for decades?

As he walked farther into the house he could see a freakishly tall guy sitting on the couch watching one of those bad reality TV shows.

The guy saw Kurt and I enter the room, he got up with a smile and held out his hand.

“Hi my name is Finn, you must be Blaine” Finn said with a warm smile. Blaine suddenly felt very small.

“Um, my name is Blaine .Blaine Anderson”

“So you’re Kurt’s boyfriend.” …..How do I respond to that.

“Uhh , yes. Happily so.” Kurt looked at him smiling.

They moved to sit on the couch; of course I was stuck in-between my boyfriend and Finn .

“So Blaine ,” Finn said starting off the conversation . “do you play any sports?”

“No I don’t play any , but I like to watch the occasional football game here and there.” Blaine said thoughtfully.

“Cool”

Finn was about to say something else until a middle-aged bald man peeped into the room .

“Dinners ready guys .” Then he turned his attention to Blaine “Oh, I didn’t see you there.”

Burt walked further into the room to introduce himself.

�“Hi my name is Blaine ;Blaine Anderson nice to meet you sir” I said politely .

“Nice to meet you , and you can call me Burt. Oh, and just so were clear ; if you hurt my son , I will kill you.” Burt said with a smile.

The room went quiet .My eyes widened in fear.

“…I was just joking”

“Oh” I laughed nervously.

“OK then ,” Kurt said loudly trying to break the silence. “how about we go and have dinner?”

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Dinner was going fantastically ! Turns out that Kurt’s dad is actually a really cool and funny guy. I wish that Finn talked a bit more . He only said a few �‘yes’ answers , and absentmindedly eating his food. He creeped me out a bit by doing that. Kurt was amazing, one of the reasons why I loved him .

The food was also surprisingly good , considering the fact that Burt said that he had never� really cooked before. Im also surprised that I haven’t vomited yet. It’s pretty shocking.

….Now that I think about it , I’m starting to feel sick.

Yep , I’m gonna puke . Shit , I can’t !! Burt’s probably gonna assume something happened and-

Omg.

He’s gonna hate me so much once he finds out Kurt got me pregnant .Ugh , that is not okay.

Crap, now I’m sweating . Ugh, Kurt’s looking at me like he wants to know if I’m okay or not . Well IM NOT.

Ok , I need to calm down . This could be worse . I could have to pee . Good thing I don’t.

I looked down at my food . And realized that I haven’t been eating it since I started my inner monologue … I probably should.

Bad idea.

Very bad idea.

“BLARGGH” I vomited….Loudly . Ewww and it smells bad too.

I looked up and I see everyone staring at me wide eyed .

Kurt quickly got up, took my hand and led me to the bathroom.