Life at Dalton wasnt too bad. kurts thought kurt. He had been here for 3 months now and it wasnt as bad as he thought. his classes were slightly more challengeing which was good appart from french which kurt is practically fluent in. a good benefit too is that blaine is in most of his classes so he still has a friend in there too. most the warblers are now his friends such as wes and thad. they seem to have taken and interest in him. also his dormroom is right next to blaines. so yea kurt was content. in the day that is.

(Kurts Dream:

"I swear i will fucking KILL you if you tell anyone. I am NOT a fucking fag you drove me to do this walking around with your skinny jeans nobody wants to see that!" karofsky spat at kurt.

Kurt tried to struggle free but karofsky grabbed his face and shoved his tounge down kurts throat.

"please leave me alone i havent told anyone!" kurt pleaded!

"you lying piece of shit every body looks at me different now! you told them and now your going to pay

not again kurt whimpered to himself. but he did. first he felt his face be impacted by his fist and then his back shoved into the lockers were he fell down and karofsky carried on his attack. this time kurt didnt blackout he felt every impact...

"kurt! kurt! kurt wake up!"

somebody was calling his name...

"come on kurt, its just a bad dream wake up

Blaine? suddenly karofsky foot hit his face and he gasped awake

"Fuck!" he screamed grabbing his face and sobbing

"hey hey shhhhh its okay im here, your fine dont worry. shhh" kurt heard blaine try to console him.

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Blaine couldnt sleep. Nothing he could try could make it work. he couldnt get kurt off his mind.

"Blaine your seriously still awake" Blaines roommate thad complained

"yea sorry just got alot of things on my mind thats all."

"someone more like.." that muffled into his pilllow.

this made blaine sit up. "what?"

"god blaine!" thad sat up in frustration, "all the warblers know that your inlove with kurt and bloody obvious he likes you too!"

blaine was shocked. he was the obvious. wait kurt likes him? no he only likes you as a friend thad got his facts wrong. wait did kurt know? shit

"kurt doesnt like me like that thad. he only likes me as a friend. but yes your right im inlove with him... to be honest id do anything..."

both boys were startled by a loud scream and coughing.

"thats coming from kurts room?" thad said but before he could finnish his sentence blaine was out the door...

"bloody love sick curly haired puppy"

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Blaine walked into kurts room in panic. he saw the younger boy thrashing around on his bed with tears falling from his eyes

"no! please no! not again! i didnt tell anyone!" kurt cried. the sight broke blaines heart.

"Kurt! Kurt" wake up its only a dream" blaine tried waking the other boy. suddenly kurt gasped and yelled "FUCK!"

Blaine tried to stiffle a giggle. it wasnt too hard because suddenly kurt was in his arms sobbing. he could feel his shirt dampening with his tears.

"shhh shh its okay kurt. its me. no one is going to hurt you, you just had a bad dream."

kurt continued to cry slowly,

"kurt. do you want to talk about it?" blaine asked cautiously. the other boy shook his head.

"no im okay now i think." he responded softly..."Blaine i know its stupid but can you stay in here tonnight? i dont want to be alone."

"yea sure." blaine responded quickly. kurt needed him. its not just the fact that he will be spending the night with a beautiful boy in his arms. it the face that kurt needs him. blaine stayed awake until he knew the other boy was sleeping softly.

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(Kurts Dream)

"HA Blaine doesnt really like you! he thinks your paethetic. thats the only reason why he is friends with you! he feels sorry for you your a lost cause!" karofsky laughed at him.

"No!" kurt replied. "He my friend."

"its obvious your inlove with him. HA no way will he feel the same. your just gonna be alone and old there only person you'll have is me!" then once again the attack happened in kurts mind.

"kurt! wake up your having another bad dream. come on. come back to me." kurt heard blaines voice and it shook him awake.

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"hey hey its okay" blaine consoled the other boy... "shhh dont worry. im here your safe now."

"oh god it was horrible."

"tell me kurt. please. i want to help you." blaine pleaded.

"it was karofsky" kurts voice hitched as he said the name. "it was back in the locker room before and during the attack."

blaine was worried, "kurt what happened?"

kurt felt sick, "he..he...he"

"shh dont worry its okay you can say it."

"he kissed me!" kurt blurted out. Blaine was shocked. thats kurts first kiss and it was stolen from him. what a bastard. blaine was angrey. like really angrey!

"omg kurt. why didnt you tell anyone?"

"because he said that if i told anyone, he would kill me" kurt hiccuped the last bit. "to prove his point he beat me till i was unconscious in the locker room."

Blaine felt sick. he felt the silent tears fall from his eyes as he looked at the small boy infront of him. he's been through so much blaine thought. its not fair.

"oh kurt. shhh your here now your safe. youve got me."

"are you sure?" kurt whispered

"what? yes of course im sure. why wouldnt i be?" blaine asked confused.

"its nothing just in one of my dreams he was speaking to me saying you were only my friend because you felt sorry for me and that there no way that you..."

"that i would what?" in the most worst moment, blaine thought that kurt was going to say 'love me,' but in stead he said

"err... nothing i dont remeber. it just shook me a little thats all."

both boys held eachother until they fell asleep. Blaine body had been wrapped around kurts with his arms protectively arround the other boy trying to somehow protect him from his bad dreams. 

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something is wrong. something is very wrong. pacing his dorm room fretting.

"blaine what is it thats making you worry so badly that your making a hole in out floor!"

"its kurt"

"what about kurt?"

"he hasnt looked me in the eyes for three days thad! three days. ever since i found him when he was having a really bad nightmares."

"you ever thought that he was emabarressed?"

"but why? he knows i will never judge him."

"does he though? really think about it. does he?" no blaine thought he doesnt. and with that blaine was out the room. he had to find kurt. he didnt have to look far kurt was in the warbler practice rooms.

kurt looked up. "oh hey blaine."

"hey... listen we need to talk..." blaine started. "about the other night."

"look im sorry i woke you, im sorry you had to see me like that im just sorry ok." kurt stood up about to leave.

"he no dont worry about it." spotting the piano blaine had an idea. "come here i want to play you something." blaine sat on the piano stool and played the fammiliar tune:

sometimes in out lives

we all have pains

we all have sorrows

but

if we are wise

we know that theres

always tomorrow

lean on me when your not strong.

il be your friend

il help you to carry

for it wont be long 

till im gonna need somebody to lean on

please 

swallow your pride

if i have things you need to borrow

for no one can fill your needs

that you wont let show

you just call on me brother when you need a hand

we all need somebody to lean on

you just might have a problem that il understand 

we all need somebody to lean on

lean on me

when your not strong il be your friend

il help you to carry on

for it wont be long till im gonna need 

somebody to lean on.

blaine slowly faded out the music. he suddenly found himself in kurts arms "thank you" the other boy whispered. "thank you."

"ive got your back kurt whenever you need it. your my best friend kurt and you dont have to carry everything by yourself." kurt just nodded and tears fell down his face. blaine automatically reached out and wiped one off with his thumb. both boys gasped. blaine swallowed.

"hey blaine. you know im going home this weekend do you want to come with me? its just rachel having a party and they can get pretty dull...."

"yea that be awesome." kurt smiled and left

once again they didnt notice the crowd of grinning warblers standing at the door. "will they just fricking get together all ready" jeff complained

"i swear they look like they are turning into nuns!" that agreed. "its painful to watch. you should have seen them the other night. kurt woke up from having a nightmare and blaine was right there holding him and consoling him, it was sickenly sweet to watch! i swear a unicorn is born every mineute they are together! and he stayed the night."

"lets just hope something happens at the party then huh."

"yes" all the warblers agreed.

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(rachels party 9:47)

"Spin the bottle!" a very drunk rachel demanded "lets play spin the bottle." everyone agreed and sat down. the only two not drunk in the room was finn and kurt. 

"you not drinking?" kurt asked finn

"nah designated driver. you?"

"bad exsperience with alcohole." kurt shuddered at the memory. it came to rachels turn and the bottle landed on blaine,

wait what? Blaine?

"blaine warbler im gonna rock your world" and with that they started kissing. well more like eating eachothers face it was sickening to watch so kurt got up quickly saying he needed some water and then threw up in the toilet. it felt like his heart was breaking. of course blaine doesnt like you back but rachel one of your so called best friends who knew how you felt was out there making out with him. it was too much. kurt threw up again. he cleaned himself up and realised he had been gone for twenty mineuets. rachel and blaine were still making out as were other couples

"come on blaine we have to go home."

"no im having fun!"

"no. im your lift home and im leaving come on."

"fine" he mumbled.

"bye blaine" rachel said flirtatiously blowing him a sloppy kiss which he then caught and threw one back. once again kurt felt sick. 

kurt put blaine on his bed and he slept on his pull out sofa.

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burt walked down to the basement into his sons room "kurt what the difference between a scrabmbled egg and an omelete?" but what he walked into was not what he wanted to see. an obviously hungover blaine on his sons bed and his son on his sofa. kurt then chose that moment to wake up.

"kurt christopher hummel. kitchen now" with the tone his father was using he knew not to disagree.

"what the hell was that?"

"what was what dad?"

"that blaine slept over without my permission... him on your bed."

"dad we were fully clothed. blaines slept in my bed before remeber and he was too drunk to drive home so i let him crash here i was being responsible!"

"wait you guys are drinking now?"

"no finn and i didnt"

"kurt i never thought i would say this, but i am soo dissapointed in you. you let me down."

kurt ran past his father and into his room. blaine who just came out the toilet heard every word.

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back at Dalton things returned to normal except for kurt who was a little more reserved. 

they were drinking coffee when blianes phone buzzed. 

"hey rachel" at the mention ofher name kurt almost dropped his coffee

"a date yes sure." she gave him the detail and ended the call.

"why you say yes?" kurt asked "your gay blaine"

"i thought i was. we kissed. it felt good. i dont know maybe im bisexual."

"what? bisexual just a term gay guys in highschool use so they can kiss boys hold girls hands and feel normal." as soon as he said it, he regretted it

"what the hell kurt," blaine raised his voice slightly, "your supposed to be my best friend why are you so angrey?" blaine was getting agrivated now.

"because im inlove with you." realising what he just said kurt put his hand over his mouth and ran out the lima bean. realising blaine was his lift back to Dalton he walked back and ran into his room.

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"its been three days blaine. talk to him." thad pleaded.

"i want to, but what if he doesnt want to talk to me?"

"just go" and with that thad pushed him out the door. 

blaine walked to kurts door were he found jeff. 

"he not there blaine." jess said.

"where?"

"the hospital."
"what! why?"

"his dad had a heart attack and is now in a coma.

the last things kurts dad said to kurt ran through blaines mind. 

"im so dissapointed in you kurt"

Blaine started his way to the hospital.

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kurt was sitting next to his dad. holding his lifelesshand. 

"im so sorry dad im so sorry. please wake up i cant loose you."

"im so dissapointed in you kurt" the last words his dad said to him played through his mind as fresh tears began to fall. he didnt notice the tears falling and hitting his dads hands. he didnt notice blaine at the doorway he didnt notice blaine standing behind him. he did notice blaines arms wrap around him. blaine planted a kiss onto kurts head gently and whispered

"shhhh kurt. im here. dont worry. im here for you."

"blaine." kurt choaked. and he let the tears flow.